faint star

Gu Heng understands that everything will be proved by time, and everything will be resolved by time.

But people are like this, the more they don’t need to do anything, the more panicked they will feel.This time it was Gu Heng's turn to be at a loss, wishing he could report his itinerary to Zhiwei eighteen times a day.

After almost a week of mixed emotions of ecstasy, joy and panic, Gu Heng gradually settled down, convinced that he and Xu Zhiwei had indeed reunited.

The timing of their reunion also happened to be their birthday soon.Gu Heng's birthday is November [-]st, Zhiwei's birthday is one day later than his, and the two birthdays are next to each other.It's been a long time since they had a birthday together.

Gu Heng has been thinking about how to celebrate this birthday since the day they got back together, but as soon as he mentioned it, Xu Zhiwei said, "I will be on duty on the night of your birthday."

Gu Heng felt sore, he didn't want Zhiwei to see it, so he quickly said: "Then I will spend the next day with you, it's better this way."

Xu Zhiwei was a little embarrassed: "I told Scarlett some time ago that on my birthday, some friends went to eat hot pot together."

Gu Heng didn't think much about it, and said casually, "I'm here to book a restaurant, so we can get together."

Xu Zhiwei thought for a while: "That's not good. I don't want to tell them that I'm back with you yet."

Gu Heng stabbed another knife in his heart, and now he couldn't hide his depression: "Okay. But they will find out sooner or later. Unless we sneak around for the rest of our lives."

Xu Zhiwei was amused by him, and he cupped Gu Heng's face and kissed it: "Then do you think the incense that was offered to the door, or the one that was stolen?"

The former Xu Zhiwei sent it on his own initiative, but the current Xu Zhiwei wants him to come secretly.

Gu Heng was aroused by this proposition, he only had one thought now: only he can see Xu Zhiwei like this.If he saw that Xu Zhiwei would sit on another man and ask with a smile "Is the incense given or stolen", he would definitely go crazy.

Even just thinking about it was unbearable, Gu Heng could only wrap his arms around Xu Zhiwei's waist, hug him in his arms and kiss.

Xu Zhiwei was so dazed by the kiss that mist appeared in his eyes, and he finally said, "Okay...then I'll push them away, and just the two of us will celebrate our birthday together."

Only then did Gu Heng feel that he had won back a little.

But what Xu Zhiwei said is right, there is indeed a wonderful excitement between two people sneaking together without telling others.They should have a tacit understanding like an old husband and wife, and they have been clear about each other's temperament for a long time, but they seem to have started falling in love again.

While Gu Heng was worried that their progress was not fast enough and Xu Zhiwei didn't give him a "title", at the same time he fell into his second first love at the age of 35.

He wanted to embarrass someone, but he couldn't say clearly that he and Zhiwei got back together.So I can only show it secretly.

"I have a friend who is in trouble now, what birthday gift should I give my boyfriend?" Taking advantage of the lunch break, Gu Heng and his new assistant ate

Working lunch, while chatting.

The assistant held back her anger, she doubted that this "friend" was the boss himself.

She thought for a while and said, "It's the safest player's watch and jewelry, find a custom one."

Gu Heng nodded: "Of course he has considered this." He was ready, but he never had the chance to give it to Xu Zhiwei.

He added: "However, his boyfriend is a very special person, he doesn't need jewelry to set it off, and he is not easily impressed by expensive gifts. My ... friends want to give him something really special, something that will capture his heart .”

The assistant said: "Then choose some gifts with shared memories, that will be more touching?"

Gu Heng fell into deep thought: "They have too many common memories, both good and bad. He is also afraid that the memories he chooses are wrong, and he will be misunderstood and not sincere enough."

The assistant was speechless, she figured it out, the boss was really in love, and she had never seen him hesitant and nervous at work.

She was very kind and did not expose it: "I think as long as it is sincere, the other party will definitely feel it."

It's not that Gu Heng doesn't understand this truth, but when things happen to him, he can't always see clearly.Once Xu Zhiwei gave him all his sincerity, but he didn't cherish it.Now it's his turn to be happy and fearful every day.

His greatest fear is waking up and Xu Zhiwei telling him: "I'm sorry, I'm tired, let's separate."

One night he was really frightened awake by such a nightmare, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he woke up and realized it was a dream.He still has a chance, and he must firmly grasp it this time.

At midnight on the first day of November, Gu Heng received a message from Xu Zhiwei.

Xu Zhiwei wished him a happy birthday at midnight.

Gu Heng was extremely moved, and after holding back for a while, he still couldn't help calling Xu Zhiwei.

Xu Zhiwei's voice sounded a bit confused, as if he was about to fall asleep with a nasal voice: "...what's the matter?"

Gu Heng's voice was gentle: "I'm very happy to hear your words."

Xu Zhiwei turned over on the bed, he couldn't help laughing: "That's all?"

Gu Heng said: "On this matter, I thought you didn't want to celebrate my birthday with me today."

Xu Zhi sneered slightly: "What? You think it's an excuse for me to be on duty? You're judging the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain."

"So you're really on duty?"

"Yes. Do you think I need to make excuses? Be more mature."

Gu Heng's voice became more and more gentle: "So I'm very happy."

They said goodnight to each other, and Gu Heng whispered "I love you" again.

After hanging up the phone, Xu Zhiwei still couldn't fall asleep for a long time, he couldn't fall asleep.When he said that he would be on duty on the night of the 1st, it was indeed a temporary excuse. He really didn't want to spend his birthday with Gu Heng on the 1st.The reason is also very simple, he doesn't want Gu Heng to see through him, and he doesn't want Gu Heng to be too proud.

Xu Zhiwei covered his face, he also wanted to give Gu Heng some small punishment.but zero

At some point, he felt that it was cruel not to express anything on Gu Heng's birthday.

He knows his weakness, and Gu Heng is his weakness.

Since getting back together, he reminded himself every day while being happy that he was still in the observation period for Gu Heng, and he had to be ready to withdraw at any time.

The next night, the two had a birthday together with only each other.Xu Zhiwei prepared cakes and small fireworks, and Gu Heng took him to his home.This is Xu Zhiwei's first visit to Gu Heng's current residence after they got back together.

"The house is rented," Gu Heng introduced to Zhiwei while opening the door, "the first floor is the work room and guest room, and the second floor is the restaurant, study and my room."

Xu Zhiwei went in, put down the cake, and took off his overcoat, under which he was wearing a dark blue sweater.Gu Heng couldn't wait to hug him, the thin sweater was very soft, underneath was his warm body and thin bones, when he turned his face sideways, he could feel the coolness of late autumn outside in his hair.

They kissed proficiently, after the kiss, Xu Zhiwei took a good tour of the house.

Gu Heng introduced to him his favorite place in the house - the diamond-shaped plum blossom pattern spliced ​​out of tiles on the kitchen floor, which is very in the style of the 90s of the last century and makes people nostalgic.What's more, there is still chicken soup stewed in the casserole, and the rich aroma slowly escapes.

Xu Zhiwei pressed his toes against the edge of the tiles and leaned against the kitchen door, letting himself be surrounded by this warm, ironed comfort.

"Why didn't you buy this house?" He asked Gu Heng, "What a nice house."

Gu Heng put on cotton gloves, and carefully took the casserole off the stove: "I'm just living here temporarily, it's just a convenient foothold for work... I'm not a home by myself, and I'll come back when two people want to have a home in the future." It’s not too late to buy a house.”

Xu Zhiwei just looked at him with a smile, and didn't answer his question. He walked to the cabinet and opened the door, took out a set of beautiful porcelain dishes from inside, and helped Gu Heng arrange the dining table.

When I was about to eat the cake, I turned off the chandeliers, leaving only an orange floor lamp.Small fireworks flickered on the white cake, Xu Zhiwei was fascinated by it, Gu Heng reminded him: "Do you want to make a wish?"

Xu Zhiwei said, "It's already agreed."

"So fast?"

"My wishes are always simple."

They looked at each other, staring at each other.The small fireworks burned out amidst the sizzle sound, and Gu Heng was deeply moved by this moment.

They didn't have time to clean up the remaining cakes and tables, and there was still wine in the glasses.They take a bath together in the bathroom.The bathtub is also old-fashioned, without any fancy massage function, but it is made of solid materials, big and deep.They were huddled together, and the heat fogged up the mirror.Xu Zhiwei leaned against Gu Heng's chest, turned his head and rubbed his face against his lover's collarbone, he could see the blurred shadows of the two in the mirror out of the corner of his eye.

Their hair was wet and their kiss was wet.Gu Heng bent his legs, and there were still scars from previous operations on his calf.Xu Zhiwei reached out and touched his knee, like stroking a feather

So gentle.Gu Heng completely hardened.

After their physical strength was exhausted, they returned the birthday present at the bedside.

What Xu Zhiwei gave to Gu Heng was a film camera that had long been discontinued. He found a second-hand seller on the forum. Although the price was slightly higher than the budget, it was well preserved and in good condition. He still contacted netizens to trade it. The most important thing is The appearance of this camera is classic but cool, it suits Gu Heng very well.

As soon as Gu Heng saw the camera, he couldn't put it down immediately. He rubbed it with his hands, and it took him a long time to get over it and say thank you.

"Thank you. This is really..." He was at a loss for words.

Xu Zhiwei lay beside him and played with the camera together: "It's just as long as you like it. Otherwise, I can't return it after buying it. I really don't know what to do."

Gu Heng took out the gift he had prepared from the bedside table, carefully pushed it in front of Xu Zhiwei, and stared at his face: "I prepared this..."

It was a red, boxy jewelry box, and it looked like a watch inside.

Xu Zhiwei usually doesn't want to wear fancy accessories when working.And he thought that Gu Heng often gave watches to those close to him.He lost interest all of a sudden.

But this was the first gift Gu Heng gave him after reuniting, so he still asked with a polite smile: "What is this? Is it a watch?"

Gu Heng opened the box nervously to him: "Actually, I have prepared this gift for a long time."

Xu Zhiwei was stunned suddenly. It wasn't a watch, but a baby elephant was quietly lying there—the eye-catching cornflower sapphire and sparkling diamonds were polished together to form a baby elephant shape. The platinum base was decorated with broken diamonds.The pure color of the blue elephant in the diamond makes it hard to take your eyes off it.

Gu Heng carefully took out this small sapphire elephant, and placed it in Xu Zhiwei's palm: "This is not just a gem, but I hope you can believe it, and I think I will give you happiness."

Xu Zhiwei asked softly, "Why..."

Gu Heng replied: "You told me before that when you were a child, you liked a schoolbag with a blue elephant printed on it the most. At that time, your parents were not divorced."

Xu Zhi lowered his head slightly and looked at his palm: "Do you remember?"

Gu Heng hurriedly said: "I remember, of course I remember."

Xu Zhiwei was silent.

He only told Gu Heng about the little blue elephant schoolbag more than ten years ago. At that time, they didn't have the college entrance examination.While chatting, he told Gu Heng that his father had ignored him since the divorce, and even hated him. On the day his mother left home, his father stepped on his favorite schoolbag as if venting his anger.

At that time, Gu Heng's reaction was flat, he wasn't sure if Gu Heng had listened.He never mentioned it again after that.

The little elephant from childhood came back to life, and it didn't disappear.At this moment, Gu Heng solemnly returned it to him.

Gu Heng looked at Xu Zhiwei anxiously: "Do you like it?"

Xu Zhiwei tried hard, but couldn't hold back the tears

fell down.He temporarily forgot about the entanglement in the past, and forgot the ability to remind himself to stay calm and withdraw.

He raised his eyes to look at Gu Heng, and Gu Heng could see his shadow in those pupils: "I like it very much."

Finish

The author has something to say: the main text is over, and there will be two extra chapters later

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