faint star

Gu Heng has returned to his hometown frequently this summer, and what he cares most about now is the project in the new district of his hometown.According to his plan, this large area will be built into a large rehabilitation center, which can treat and recuperate at the same time. In addition to sufficient beds and inspection equipment, it will also include sports venues, swimming pools, cinemas and restaurants.

The idea originated from filming documentaries for children with autism.For a period of time, he followed the sick children's parents to various hospitals and treatment institutions, deeply feeling that he could give them too little help.

Now that he has the ability to operate more resources, it is natural to start this project.Speaking to Dali, this is giving back to the society.To put it bluntly, this is self-satisfaction.However, speaking more privately, it was only because he wanted Zhiwei to see it.

A long time ago, he and Xu Zhiwei were still together.He complained to Xu Zhiwei: "I just took pictures of one patient, and I felt so painful. You have to see so many patients every day, how do you digest?"

Xu Zhiwei brushed his hair lightly with his fingers, and said, "So you are an artist, and I am just a doctor. A doctor's job is to take one patient after another."

Gu Heng has always remembered this matter, now he doesn't want to just be a bystander, he wants Xu Zhiwei to know that even if they can't be together, he will use this method to participate in a common cause.

On the day when I met Xu Zhiwei by chance, he had just returned to the urban area from the construction site in the new district.He made an appointment with a friend who lived near the business district, and he was also in a strange accident, thinking that he still had some time, so why not take a stroll nearby.

It's just such a coincidence.When he saw Zhiwei walking towards him, he almost thought it was his hallucination.

They stood on the steps and said a few words, short and hasty.Afterwards, Gu Heng couldn't recall what they said in detail, he only remembered that he said hello, and Xu Zhiwei couldn't wait to see the time, saying that it was time to go to his aunt.

He didn't want Xu Zhiwei to feel that he was a stalker, and he would stalk him when he bumped into her, so he could only force himself to leave calmly.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he turned around, he heard that "Gu Heng!", and he almost rushed over to hug Zhiwei.Then Zhiwei told him with a blank face that the cat died and he wanted a photo of the old cat.

I once witnessed them living together warmly, and the last thing they shared was gone.Gu Heng felt a chill in his heart, and he read condemnation from Zhiwei's eyes.

Although he was confused at the time, he didn't know why Mai Mai's death should condemn him.But after he went back, he thought about it over and over again, and felt that the accusation was very reasonable - if it wasn't for him, they wouldn't have broken up, Maimai could have a stable family, and wouldn't follow Xu Zhiwei to move out several times - as long as Zhiwei thought of Maimai's death will definitely remind him of his irresponsibility.

Gu Heng straightened out this logic, and his heart was completely chilled.

Some mistakes cannot be replayed, and once replayed, it will make people want to strangle the past self.

What Gu Heng can do is to find all the photos of Mai Mai.The only good thing is that he kept everything about Xu Zhiwei very well.Gu Heng took the time to carefully select the photos he thought were the best.

This was the first time Xu Zhiwei asked him for something after the breakup.Even before the breakup, Xu Zhiwei seldom made demands on him.Occasionally, he made a serious request that he must fulfill it, but he didn't take it to heart.

Gu Heng picked out the photos and regretted the past again.At least this time, he will finish it seriously, and he doesn't want to bring Xu Zhiwei any trouble.

"You're welcome... I will always be your friend. If you need anything, I will definitely help you." When he heard Xu Zhiwei thank you, that's all he could say.He just suppressed what he really wanted to say——

"If the surname Qin treats you badly, I will kill him first."

"I still hope you are happy. As long as you are happy, I will not disturb you."

"But I still love you, and I will wait for you."

Xu Zhiwei couldn't hear the voice in his heart, and responded calmly and politely: "... I still want to thank you."

Xu Zhiwei hung up the phone, and he quietly digested the fact that Gu Heng no longer wanted to look back.In Gu Heng's heart, he has finally become the past, worth remembering and reminiscing about, but not worth turning back.

After a while, he couldn't help laughing again.

It was he himself who told Gu Heng not to be friends and not to meet again.After persisting for so long, why can't he persist?He was so determined before, but now he wants to be friends with Gu Heng again.This is really ridiculous - this time he sent it up himself and Gu Heng refused.

To say no is not to say no outright.

"Forever friends", "will definitely help".What a friend.Maybe they could drop by and roll on the couch, or whatever, after a helping out.

Gu Heng is always so comfortable.

Xu Zhiwei suddenly had doubts about the past.In the past few years, Gu Heng came to him several times, wanting to get back together with him, so that he felt that Gu Heng's mood was continuous, and he really wanted to get back together with him.Maybe he was thinking about it.Maybe Gu Heng just came to him once when he thought of it for a while?Try to see if you can get back together, if it works best, if not then forget it?

He still remembered that the last time Gu Heng proposed to him was on the hill in the park behind the staff dormitory of their school.

He said that the breakup would be complete, and they should not meet again.

Gu Heng hugged him and said some regretful and affectionate words while weeping, as if he also said that he wanted to be by his side even as a friend.

Maybe Gu Heng thought at that time: only a qualified artist can turn his ex into a friend who can be ambiguous or pure.

Xu Zhiwei was tired.This time, he took the initiative to restore contact with Gu Heng.He couldn't blame Gu Heng.

He had insomnia that night, the TV was always on, and it was playing loudly in the middle of the night.

The noisy variety show was exaggerated in the later stage.But he couldn't see it, he was still thinking about it, maybe what Gu Heng said was true.It was true that I wanted to get back together before, but now it is true that I just want to be friends.

He doesn't have to think so badly of Gu Heng.

They had a lot of fun when they were together.Xu Zhiwei thought numbly.

In his half life, the most extravagant happiness, the most relaxed indulgence, and the most frantic satisfaction were all given to him by Gu Heng.

Because he loves with all his heart, he is so painful when he is deceived.Even now, when he recalled the day when he knew Gu Heng went to see Shen Lian, he still felt a dull pain like an old wound.

It's just that after the breakup, he thought he had cut everything off, but in fact he was the only one who suppressed everything.Love and hate are always superimposed.Strangely, after Gu Heng disappeared in front of him, the good memories about Gu Heng did not fade, but the hatred for Gu Heng weakened.

They always seem to be out of step.When Gu Heng treated it as a game, he took it too seriously.When Gu Heng wanted to turn around, he didn't want to forgive.Now he wanted to walk over, but Gu Heng drew a line for him.

Gu Heng had no obligation to wait for him like a fool.Everyone has their own life.

Xu Zhiwei buried his head in the quilt, and was finally able to cry silently.

After a while, Xu Zhiwei didn't take the initiative to contact Gu Heng again.Gu Heng didn't look for him either.

Xu Zhiwei no longer thought about those two failed attempts.He lives a simple life, and there is no need for Gu Heng's help.He even felt a little lucky. Fortunately, he was just probing and didn't say anything clearly. Otherwise, Gu Heng, who only wanted to be friends with him, should react.

His emotions about the relationship go back to the way it was - with casual memories, the occasional tinge of regret, but ultimately feeling it's best to keep things the way they are.

But after the National Day, Xu Zhiwei heard a piece of news.His mentor joined a newly established medical institution as a director.This matter is not unusual, but Xu Zhiwei did not expect that this hospital belongs to the Gu family, to be precise, it belongs to Gu Heng.

He didn't expect Gu Heng to be a hospital.Two days later, the brother also chatted with him about this matter on WeChat.

"Gu Heng built a hospital, did you know that?"

Xu Zhiwei: "I didn't know before."

"I heard it's in his hometown, and the scale is quite large. I remember you and him are from the same village?"

Xu Zhiwei: "Yes. But I haven't been home for a while, so I don't know much about it."

Now he knows why he met Gu Heng in his hometown that day.

"You used to be so good. If he digs you out, will you go?"

Xu Zhiwei's typing fingers paused, and he chose his words carefully: "I haven't thought about it."

They chatted for a while, and the senior brother lamented that Gu Heng is a good person. Since Gu Heng made a documentary about children with autism, the senior brother has always had a good impression of this person.Now that Gu Heng has invested so much in building a rehabilitation center, the brother is even more boastful.

Xu Zhi

Wei never doubted Gu Heng's ability.It's just that I didn't expect that Gu Heng would come to the medical clinic to intervene.

Another week later, Xu Zhiwei's mentor also mentioned this matter in the group.Since it is a new hospital, it must recruit people. The tutor will be appointed as a director, and he is willing to take care of his students.

The instructor also specially said a few words to Xu Zhiwei, which was similar to what the senior brother said, they said that he was in the new hospital in his hometown, and he knew Gu Heng, and if he wanted to change jobs in the future, he could consider it.

Xu Zhiwei is always very obedient to his mentor, and promises to think about it carefully.

But he knew very well in his heart that he had no plans to change jobs, let alone go to the hospital run by Gu Heng.

The rehabilitation center is still some time away from its trial operation, but Gu Heng's promotion of the hospital has already begun.He arranged a dinner party and invited many bigwigs, including Xu Zhiwei's mentor.

Gu Heng also sent an invitation to Xu Zhiwei.He really hoped that Xu Zhiwei could come, but his only worry was that Xu Zhiwei would bring Qin Yawen, which would be too uncomfortable.But no matter what, as long as Zhiwei can come.

Both Xu Zhiwei and his senior brother received invitations to the dinner.The senior brother will bring his wife with him. Xu Zhiwei originally wanted to find someone to accompany him. He wanted to invite Su Pei, but Su Pei has recently been busy with his new movie and went out of town.Xu Zhiwei had no choice but to give up and decided to go alone.

He just wanted to see what Gu Heng was up to.He just went to witness it as a friend.

The dinner party was held in Gu's own hotel. The outside of the hotel didn't look very big, but it was deep enough and had its own garden. Gu Heng booked the entire day just to entertain the guests.

When Xu Zhiwei arrived, it was dusk, and luxury cars were driving in outside the hotel.As soon as he entered, he was immediately guided, and the service staff were all smiling without being overly enthusiastic.Passing through the elegant front hall, there is another exquisite patio garden. Under the soft night light, the water lilies in the pool are in full bloom.

There were guests drinking tea and chatting in the tearooms on both sides of the patio in twos and threes. Xu Zhiwei went straight through the garden and walked deep. Then the lights suddenly brightened——the hall where the banquet was held was brightly lit, and brightly colored flowers were everywhere.

Xu Zhiwei saw Gu Heng standing on the stage at a glance.He was talking sideways to someone in a manager's uniform, as if he was explaining something.In the time it takes to say a few words, several people are already waiting for him.Gu Heng hurriedly got off the stage, and kept greeting the guests who had just arrived.

Xu Zhiwei didn't go over, he stood far away, just in time to observe quietly.Without any emotion, objective evaluation, Gu Heng has always been a handsome man.Even if he has an extra businessman status now, it still doesn't damage his temperament.

Gu Heng was chatting with an old gentleman, but his eyes fell on Xu Zhiwei.He hurriedly ended the conversation with the old gentleman with "Yes, you are right, let's talk slowly next time", and hurried through the crowd, walking towards Xu Zhiwei.

Xu Zhiwei Zheng

Chatting with the brother and his wife, they sat at the same table.Seeing Gu Heng approaching, Xu Zhiwei didn't specifically greet him.The brother was very enthusiastic, and asked Gu Hengxin Hospital about when it would start trial operation.

Gu Heng smiled and chatted with his senior brother, but he was thinking about another thing - Xu Zhiwei came alone.

There was a secret pleasure burning in him.No matter what the reason is, he can pretend that Xu Zhiwei is single tonight.Even if he can only use his eyes to monopolize Xu Zhiwei in his mind tonight, it is enough for him to feel bitter excitement.

He smiled and nodded slightly at Zhizhi: "I met at that house last time, but unfortunately I didn't have time to have a good chat."

Good, normal chat start.He encouraged himself in his heart.

Xu Zhiwei said: "That's right. Last time I was also wondering, you are a busy person, how come you have time to go back to your hometown. It turns out that you are busy with this matter."

The senior brother asked from the side: "Did you go back to your hometown before?"

Xu Zhi smiled and said, "My aunt is over 60 years old, so I went back."

At this time, someone came to look for Gu Heng again, Gu Heng had to leave, he looked at Xu Zhiwei and said, "Let's talk later."

Xu Zhiwei's heart has calmed down, he thinks he's doing well.That's the way friends are.

After the dinner, some guests left first.The rest can enjoy the second round of hospitality in the hotel.Tonight, the entire hotel is for guests to enjoy. There are places where you can drink tea, play cards and play mahjong, and there are also bars where you can continue to drink and enjoy delicious food and wine.

Because some of the guests invited were elderly and some of them liked to listen to operas, the hotel specially invited actors to sing operas.The hall is separated by a screen, and tea is served to the guests. When the lights gather on the stage and the sound of the erhuqin sounds, it really makes people feel like they have fallen into another time and space.

Xu Zhiwei sat in the corner.Gu Heng came over and quietly sat down beside him.He had finally dealt with all the people he had to deal with, so he could take some comfort.

"I didn't know you still liked to listen to operas." Gu Heng said softly.

Xu Zhiwei looked at the beautiful character on the stage: "I didn't like it at first... Grandpa used to listen to it, but I still found it noisy."

Gu Heng said, "His ears are bad."

Xu Zhiwei glanced at him, but Gu Heng still remembered: "Yes. He has bad ears, so he plays the radio very loudly."

Gu Heng said: "Actually, it's quite interesting."

Xu Zhiwei showed some surprise: "You also like Peking Opera?"

In the past, Gu Heng was the one who broke his leg while listening to rock while riding a Harley.

Gu Heng also laughed: "People always change."

They fell silent again.

On the stage, the story of Wujiapo was being sung. Xue Pinggui and Wang Baochuan reunited after 18 years of separation.Xue Pinggui wants to see if she is still loyal to him.He was such a boring person, and he did such a rascal thing, but when he talked about it, it became interesting, making people want to scold and laugh at the same time.

"Have you considered going to a private hospital?" Gu Heng asked.

Xu Zhiwei's eyes were on the stage, and he replied calmly; "No. I don't want to go."

Gu Heng said: "I'm not talking about my rehabilitation center. Of course, if you are willing to come, I welcome it [-]%."

Xu Zhiwei smiled at him: "I know that the rehabilitation center you run is great. My boss told me just now that the equipment and concepts are very advanced, and it will definitely play a big role in the future."

Gu Heng just wanted to hear this compliment, and he was satisfied.

He said: "But you still don't consider private schools, and prefer public schools, which are more stable?"

Xu Zhiwei said: "There is this aspect. Besides, I think more common patients should go to public hospitals. Patients with financial difficulties in private hospitals can hardly afford it."

Gu Heng didn't explain the charity support he would launch, he just smiled with relief: "I knew it."

Only then did Xu Zhiwei look at him: "Know what?"

Gu Heng lowered his voice: "You care about every patient, right? You... as long as you recognize it, you are willing to pay."

Xu Zhiwei didn't answer.Only he himself knew that his fingers were trembling slightly.Why does Gu Heng say such things now?

On the stage, Wang Baochuan and Xue Pinggui finally met each other, and lamented that they hadn't seen each other for 18 years and their youth was gone.

Xue Pinggui sang: "Young children are old in the world, and the beauties in pink have freckles on their temples."

Xu Zhiwei and Gu Heng were silent in the corner.There is Daigo in the play, the young children are old in the world.Who can stand the scrutiny of all the past time inch by inch.

Xu Zhiwei stood up: "It's getting late, I'm leaving first."

Gu Heng seemed to be awakened from a dream, he also stood up, and was a little dazed, why the time of this night passed so quickly.I don't know when I will see you next time.

"I'll see you off," he said.

Xu Zhiwei said, "Don't give it away."

Gu Heng finally couldn't help but said: "When will we get together next time..."

Xu Zhiwei didn't look at him, but turned his face to the side, glanced at the couple joining hands on the stage, and said softly, "Yeah. Next time."

After he finished speaking, he stopped looking at Gu Heng, hurried around the screen, and left through the small door in the corner of the hall.

Gu Heng stood where he was, all he was thinking about was the look on Xu Zhiwei's face when he said "next time", why he was so disappointed.

"Good!" Someone applauded for the play.

Gu Heng's heart trembled, and it was like an electric shock for a moment, he understood everything.He pushed away the chair and opened the door like a madman, and ran wildly in the corridor.

Xu Zhiwei didn't go far, Gu Heng caught up with him in the corridor.

"Zhiwei!"

"Why..." Xu Zhiwei hadn't uttered the word "yes", when Gu Heng grabbed his wrist and pushed him against the wall violently, and a kiss fell involuntarily.

The author has something to say: Kiss after a long separation

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