faint star

Xu Zhiwei never liked someone in a special sense.

Elementary school, junior high school, high school, all classmates, regardless of gender, regardless of beauty or ugliness, are the same to him.He has never been dizzy because of anyone, and he will not always silently read a certain person's name in his heart.

Until he met Gu Heng, now he knows that he really likes Gu Heng.

Strange to say, it never occurred to him that a man shouldn't like men.Confused about whether homosexuality is disgusting or not, he has already fallen in love with Gu Heng before he has time to think about it.

It seems like a very natural thing - a guy meets another guy and falls in a special relationship.

It seems that Chen Ziyan was right about one thing at least, Xu Zhiwei likes boys.

But not just anyone, his awakening is all because of Gu Heng.

The head teacher, Lao Chen, was eloquent in the morning class meeting, analyzing the situation of the monthly exam.The first monthly exam in the third year of senior high school is equivalent to a small survey to see if the students have really worked hard during the summer vacation and how effective the supplementary lessons are.

Xu Zhiwei took the fifth class in the exam this time, two places behind the final exam, and ranked 29th in the grade.

He's in a good mood, not too panicked.He didn't have much time to review this summer, and his exam status hadn't fully recovered.In addition, the last big question of the math test paper deducted a lot of points because of a calculation error. This is a completely avoidable loss of points, not because of the inability to solve the lost points.

The head teacher, Old Chen, glanced at the whole class, "This monthly exam, many people in the class have regressed, and it is obvious that they lost points because of low-level mistakes, which should not be done!"

Dozens of students in the class listened honestly.

Old Chen looked at these seventeen or eighteen-year-old young people, and said meaningfully: "You should take it easy, the first half of the semester will pass quickly, and the time for the college entrance examination will be less than a few months. At this time, what you need most is It's focus, focus, focus, the recent study atmosphere in the class is not good enough, you should understand what I mean."

The students with active minds understood that it was all because of the recent "scandal" in the class, not only their class, but also other classes in the grade knew about it.

The air in the classroom was not as lifeless as before, but suddenly loosened subtly.Some people secretly held back their laughter, while others looked directly at the three people in the scandal——

Miao Shanshan remained calm.

Shen Lian's face turned red.

Xu Zhiwei remained motionless like a stone Buddha.

Lao Chen emphasized again: "This period of time is very important for your college entrance examination, and there is still room for improvement. It will be a month or two before the college entrance examination, and it will be too late for you to regret it."

She glanced at Xu Zhiwei.Xu Zhiwei didn't know what he was thinking, but his face was very serious, he should realize the seriousness.

Xu Zhiwei was thinking that Gu Heng might also like him.

Evening self-study started at 7:[-] p.m., Xu Zhiwei was still wandering around the school with Gu Heng.

They sat side by side on the edge of the empty playground, looking at the square teaching building, the classrooms were divided into bright small grids by lights.The students inside dance like stick figures.

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As soon as it sounded, those match figures ran back to their seats and sat down, as if they were neatly packed by an invisible hand.

Xu Zhiwei was fascinated by watching it, this was a moment exclusively for him and Gu Heng.

"When is your birthday?" Gu Heng asked suddenly.

Xu Zhiwei asked, "Why do you ask this?"

"My birthday is coming soon. So I'm asking you." Gu Heng replied.

Xu Zhiwei looked at him: "What day?"

"November 11st." Gu Heng said.

Xu Zhiwei said: "My birthday is November 11nd."

Even in the darkness, there was light in Gu Heng's eyes, and he sighed with twinkling eyes: "I didn't expect that our birthday is only one day away."

A sense of warmth surged through Xu Zhiwei's body.He hadn't felt that his birthday was worth looking forward to for a long time.

Gu Heng said again: "On November 11st, do you want to come to my birthday party?"

Xu Zhiwei nodded: "Will it be a big deal?"

On her adult birthday, maybe the Gu family will make a big fuss about Gu Heng.

Gu Heng acquiesced, and he said: "It's all because of Gu Xin's big mouth. She tells her parents everything she knows. Although my mother hasn't seen you yet, she already knows you very well. She insists on me inviting you to celebrate with me." .So would you like to come?"

Although Xu Zhiwei had a vague feeling that Gu Heng's birthday party must be very big, he couldn't imagine the specific circumstances.

Moreover, I will see Gu Heng's mother soon.

The situation was tense.

But he still nodded: "Okay, I will go."

Gu Heng rubbed his hair again: "Great, I'm a day older than you."

That night, after Xu Zhiwei finished his papers, he found out his account book—he didn't have much money to spend, but he still kept the accounts carefully, trying to arrange every penny properly.This way he can save some pocket money.

But what he recorded in the ledger today is not expenses, but another thing - how likely is it that Gu Heng likes him?

Gu Heng helped him the first time they met, and took the initiative to deal with Chen Ziyan's parents.

Gu Heng took his portrait very seriously, and said that he was "reluctant" to give him his portrait.

Gu Heng invited him to be a guest at home.

He made up a story "Father is missing", and Gu Heng was very angry when he found out.

……

……

Gu Heng invited him to celebrate his birthday together.

He remembered all these things.More importantly, Xu Zhiwei felt that he could feel that when Gu Heng looked at him, there was something special in those eyes, sometimes he even felt so hot that he couldn't say it out loud.

So is Gu Heng hesitating now?Still not sure about his attitude?Is it because they are both boys?

Maybe they need a special day, a special occasion?

November [-]st happened to be a Saturday, and Gu Heng's birthday was held in a luxury hotel.

Xu Zhiwei was originally worried about the big scene, but after he went there, he realized that he was worrying too much - there were too many guests, and no one would pay attention to each other.Gu Heng's mother is the most dazzling, wearing a dress that can only be seen in fashion magazines,

Walking up and down, entertaining those big shots.

Fortunately, Gu Heng quickly took Xu Zhiwei to another box - this is a special rest suite, where you can watch movies and play games while eating.

Most of the children who came to this box were relatives of Gu Heng.They are a big family, a lot of cousins, all of them are well-dressed, except for Gu Heng, the protagonist, who is still wearing his usual clothes, he even put on a No. [-] Middle School uniform jacket over his sweater.

Xu Zhiwei looked at it and just wanted to laugh - when Gu Heng was in school, he seldom wore school uniforms.This is clearly intentional.

Gu Xin, on the other hand, was neatly dressed, although she still looked sad, but she looked like a little boy.

He wanted to talk to Xu Zhiwei, but Gu Heng pushed him out: "Go, mom is looking for you. You go outside, don't come and listen to us."

Gu Heng and Xu Zhiwei huddled together on the sofa to play games.

Xu Zhiwei thought of that question again, and he wanted to know Gu Heng's answer even more.

"Your family is really amazing..." Xu Zhiwei sighed softly.

Gu Heng didn't care: "It doesn't have much to do with me. They're just looking for a reason to contact their contacts. Look at them all night, talking about business or business."

Xu Zhiwei gave a "hmm" and said, "Do you have any plans for the college entrance examination? You want to take the art exam..."

Before he finished speaking, Gu Heng threw down the handle, and suddenly covered Xu Zhiwei's mouth.

Xu Zhi whined twice, staring at Gu Heng with sparkling eyes.Gu Heng leaned against his ear and whispered, "Why are you talking too much? Didn't you see my cousin behind?"

Xu Zhiwei nodded, and Gu Heng let him go: "Let's go out and talk."

They went out to the garden together to talk about their plans for the college entrance examination.

"Where do you want to take the exam?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Gu Heng said: "The specific school hasn't been decided yet, but there is a high probability that I will go to Beijing to develop. What about you? Have you decided which school to take?"

Xu Zhiwei said: "As long as you leave this city, you can go anywhere, the farther the better. I only had this idea before."

Gu Heng asked: "So it's changed now?"

Xu Zhiwei looked at him, he summoned up his courage and said, "Now, I want to go to the same city as you."

Gu Heng looked at him, smiled and said, "That's great, we can still play together when we go to college."

Xu Zhiwei's heart seemed to be lightly poked by a needle.Gu Heng's answer was not the reaction he expected.The sourness surged up, but he was still trying to comfort himself, maybe Gu Heng didn't understand what he meant?

Gu Heng didn't continue talking, and greeted him: "Let's go, let's eat cake."

They turned around and went back to the suite, only to reach the door, they saw Gu Xin walking over with another person, that person Xu Zhiwei also knew - it was Shen Lian, the monitor of their class.

The four looked at each other at the door.

Xu Zhiwei wondered, why is Shen Lian here?

Seeing his expression, Shen Lian seemed to be equally puzzled.

Gu Heng has already stepped forward: "Why are you here?"

He grabbed Shen Lian's hand and dragged him into the suite.

Shen Lian only had time to look at Xu

Zhiwei glanced at it, and was dragged away by Gu Heng before asking.

Xu Zhiwei and Gu Xin were left with big eyes and small eyes.

Xu Zhiwei asked Gu Xin, "Is your brother very familiar with Shen Lian?"

Gu Xin nodded: "Very familiar."

He is a person who can't hide his words. Without Xu Zhiwei asking "how did they know each other", he has already said: "We have always known Shen Lian very well. Shen Lian's family and my mother are friends. He is still our junior high school classmate."

Xu Zhiwei seemed to have caught some clue: "Gu Heng and Shen Lian are junior high school classmates? But isn't your junior high school a private school?"

Gu Xin said, "That's right. Because of the beating incident, my brother and Shen Lian stopped studying at our school."

Xu Zhiwei was a little dazed: "He never told me."

He felt something was wrong.