faint star

That night Xu Zhiwei had a messy dream.

In the dream, he seemed to go back in time, having a Christmas party with a group of people.The people at the party were all from Gu Heng's studio. He was crowded in the crowd, but he couldn't find where Gu Heng was.

"Where did Gu Heng go? Why hasn't he come yet?" He asked the people around him.

Someone told him that Gu Heng was working overtime.

In the dream, he only felt angry, and faintly felt that he had forgotten something very important.He sat alone at the lively party, after a long, long time, his mood struggled repeatedly, and finally remembered what he had forgotten - he and Gu Heng had broken up.

When I opened my eyes again, the sky was slightly brighter.

Xu Zhiwei instantly found out who he was, where he was, and what he was doing.Although Gu Heng did not appear in the dream, this dream still made him very unhappy.

Blame the roommates in the same dormitory, talking about dating and marriage before going to bed.

Xu Zhi brushed his teeth with a slightly smelly face.

The person in the mirror looks the same as it did two years ago. Although I have studied for a Ph.D. for two years, fortunately my hair has been well inherited and is very thick, but it is not smooth when I just woke up.

Xu Zhiwei was brushing his teeth and observing the corners of his eyes carefully, when Xiao Meng suddenly poked his head over: "Senior brother!"

Xu Zhiwei looked at the young man reflected in the mirror - he also stayed up all night, but obviously had more energy than him.

Xiao Meng squeezed over to brush his teeth with him: "Brother, if you have no plans tonight, let's have dinner together."

he said quickly.

Xu Zhiwei was a little suspicious when he thought about what he said before going to bed last night.However, Meng Tianqi's invitation was very natural, not ambiguous.Maybe he was thinking too much.He suddenly felt guilty.

Xu Zhiwei spat out the toothpaste foam and said vaguely, "I'm going to eat in the cafeteria tonight."

Meng Tianqi emphasized again: "There is a new restaurant behind the dormitory building, and I want to eat there. Senior brother, you can go with me."

He mentioned a chain fast food restaurant that sold fried chicken pizza for a very cheap price.

Xu Zhiwei was immediately relieved, only thinking that Meng Tianqi was still like a child, who liked to eat the fast food that children love.

He agreed: "Okay. See you at 7 pm."

Xu Zhiwei arrived at the entrance of the fast food restaurant at seven o'clock in the evening, only to realize that he had miscalculated the situation on Christmas Eve.Couples of couples are actually queuing at the entrance of the restaurant. It seems that the restaurant with an average per capita of about 50 is very suitable for poor student couples.

Xu Zhiwei looked at the long queue, and was about to contact Meng Tianqi to ask him to go to the cafeteria, when he saw through the glass that Xiao Meng was waving at him, and he had already taken a seat.

Entering the store, the aroma of food hits your face.Because it is Christmas Eve, there are special chocolate cakes in the store, the rich and sweet aroma and Christmas lights, which immediately comfort people's mood.

Xu Zhiwei sat down opposite Meng Tianqi, the booth here was rather crowded, and the distance between the two was very close.Xu Zhiwei couldn't help noticing that Meng Tianqi's hair seemed to be out of style today.

The outside is neat, the entire forehead is exposed, and the eyebrow shape is clearer and sharper.

Meng Tianqi knew that Xu Zhiwei had a bad stomach, so he didn't order too much fried food.But he insisted on that brownie.

Xu Zhiwei chatted with him while eating.The progress of the thesis, the situation of the supervisor, which cafeteria is delicious recently, in fact, it is similar to chatting casually in the dormitory.

Meng Tianqi talked less than usual.Xu Zhiwei said that he was tired by himself, so he took a break to look at his phone. There are people who show affection in the circle of friends, and many are still working in the hospital.

"Brother," Meng Tianqi finally said, "I've never been in a relationship before."

Xu Zhiwei: "Huh?"

It sounds like the junior is going to do relationship counseling.

"But now I like someone..."

Definitely a free consultation.

"I like you, Senior Brother." Straightforward said a word.

Xu Zhiwei almost choked on the drink.The waiter in the restaurant happened to serve the food, and brought the lovely heart-shaped cake: "Your food is ready!"

There was an eerie silence on the table.Fortunately, the restaurant was busy and no one heard their conversation.

Meng Tianqi said it again: "Brother, I like you."

Xu Zhiwei blurted out, "I'm ten years older than you."

Meng Tianqi said: "I knew this from the first day!"

Xu Zhiwei immediately realized that his first reaction made the genius Xiao Meng angry.He slowed down his tone: "You said you have never been in a relationship, so when did you confirm your sexual orientation?"

Meng Tianqi said: "I wasn't sure before, but now I'm sure. And I think you are too, brother. I'm not mistaken, right? You won't fall in love with a girl and get married."

Xu Zhiwei's thoughts raced in his mind, and he didn't know how to respond for a while.

Meng Tianqi picked up the table knife and cut open the chocolate cake with precision and sharpness. A heart is exactly half of one person.When he divided the cake between two people's plates, Xu Zhiwei realized that his hands were trembling slightly.

Xu Zhi WeChat Meng Tianqi has never been in a relationship before, so young and so cute.

"Didn't you notice anything?" Meng Tianqi took a bite of the cake.

Xu Zhiwei said honestly: "I thought you liked me like a brother who trusted relatives."

Meng Tianqi emphasized again: "It's not that kind, it's the unique kind of liking. Brother... I just want you to know this clearly."

Xu Zhiwei said gently: "Thank you, I am very happy."

There is a ten-year age difference between him and Meng Tianqi.The significance of this decade is not simply that they met when they were 32 and 22 years old.Meng Tianqi should understand this, so he just wanted to tell him this feeling.

Meng Tianqi nodded, and he fell silent.

Coming out of the restaurant, they walked back to the dormitory side by side.Xu Zhiwei sorted out his words in his mind. He wanted to say that if things go well, he will graduate in a few months, and hope to get along with Meng Tianqi as before. There is nothing embarrassing about this kind of thing...

he was about to

Opening his mouth, Meng Tianqi suddenly held his hand: "Zhiwei, may I call you Zhiwei?"

Xu Zhiwei looked at his hand firmly held by him, and was a little confused for a moment: "Hmm...?"

Meng Tianqi blushed: "It's my first love, I will work hard."

Xu Zhiwei felt that he had misunderstood something, so he had to clarify: "We are not in love."

Meng Tianqi was greatly shocked, he couldn't believe that his senior brother turned his back on his words: "But I said I like you and you said you are very happy!"

Xu Zhiwei said: "I said 'very happy, thank you', this is just a way of expression. I thank you for liking me, but it does not mean that we have established a relationship." Sure enough, it is a child with zero love experience.

"Then how do you determine a relationship?"

"Enlighten yourself."

Meng Tianqi thought for a second, then suddenly held Xu Zhiwei's face in his hands, and quickly kissed his forehead.He asked: "Zhiwei, I like you and want to be with you. If you are really happy and I like you, why can't you be with me?"

Xu Zhiwei was hit in the face by such a straight ball, and was speechless for a moment.How should he tell Meng Tianqi that the past ten years were not only the most important ten years in his life, but also how he went around.

Meng Tianqi is only 22 years old, and it's not yet time to think about life.At this age, I just want to talk about a sweet love.

Xu Zhiwei felt a pain in his heart.He said: "I'm glad I didn't lie to you. It's true that we don't fit together."

Meng Tianqi asked: "Why?"

Xu Zhiwei stopped answering, and forced a smile: "Why are there so many emotional matters? I want to go."

He thought that if he refused like this, Xiao Meng, who had always been high-minded, would calm down.Unexpectedly, things developed in a direction he didn't expect—since Meng Tianqi put the words aside, Meng Tianqi actually started to take practical actions.

In the winter morning, Meng Tianqi would go to buy breakfast, and even bought him a thermos.There is a small snack and peeled fruit on the table every day.He obviously had different directions from Xu Zhiwei, but he took the initiative to read papers to find information.

Xu Zhiwei couldn't take it anymore because of the excessive attention.The main reason is...Xiao Meng is cold towards others, and she is very careful when she returns to the dormitory.He didn't expect Xiaomeng to have such a side at all, it's really cute.

He still has half a year to graduate, and in the last half year he seems to have really returned to the university campus.

The day before New Year's Day, they had dinner with the two dormitories next door.After the dinner party, Meng Tianqi laughed foolishly—he didn't hold a lot of alcohol, and he got drunk after drinking a few glasses of beer.

"Zhiwei, we seem to be moving in together ahead of schedule. I'm so happy that we're moving in together before we're together," he said.

Xu Zhiwei twisted a towel and handed it to him: "Say something weird."

Meng Tianqi said: "It's not weird, it's sassy. Now you have to be able to say nasty words when you are in love. I have studied it."

Xu Zhiwei thought to himself, geniuses do not

Ashamed to be a genius, he can learn everything quickly.

Meng Tianqi sat there, hugging the standing Xu Zhiwei's waist: "Zhiwei, I like you... I like you."

Xu Zhiwei finally stroked his hair lightly: "What do you like about me?"

"Your voice, it's so comfortable to speak. I like your voice the first time I hear it... I quarrel with others, and I won't be angry when you appear. Anyway, you are good in everything..."

He gradually became agitated, looked up at Xu Zhiwei: "But sometimes I feel that you are very sad, I want to lick your wound."

He rolled up Xu Zhiwei's shirt, as if he was really looking for an invisible wound.

Xu Zhiwei pushed him away: "You're really drunk."

Meng Tianqi mumbled a few more words and fell on the bed.

The second day was a rare rest.Meng Tianqi invited Xu Zhiwei to hang out together.

The itinerary was arranged by Meng Tianqi, and when they got there, Xu Zhiwei discovered that they were going to a certain art museum.

Meng Tianqi has already made an appointment to visit, and he went in with Xu Zhiwei: "This is the hottest exhibition recently, and a senior sister in our experiment recommended it."

Xu Zhiwei raised his head slowly, and he saw a large poster hanging from the high ceiling of the art museum. The man on the poster had his face sideways, his eyes drooping, his expression was calm and he didn't know what he was thinking.

It was the handsome and mature 32-year-old Gu Heng.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-02-2301:22:52~2021-02-2500:51:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep-water torpedo: Master Situ 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 puppy egg;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Sutirami 4; aglaonema 2;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：刺儿飞30瓶；苏提拉米、辣手摧花20瓶；展酒16瓶；张凌al、包九10瓶；春酒9瓶；freei6瓶；江南浮客5瓶；梦回、盈盈同学、番小咩2瓶；夏汐、禹萌萌、懂事之前1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!