faint star

Gu Heng remembered very clearly that today was the day he broke up with Xu Zhiwei.

Time seems to pass like an eternity after a breakup, filled only by work.

Shen Lian still asked on the phone: "Why, are you still not free to come over today?"

Gu Heng came back to his senses, he thought that he should cut off the pain of broken love as soon as possible, and quickly replied: "I'm free, I'll come over later."

He brought some fruit and wine with him when he went.

Shen Lian has already prepared a few home-cooked dishes: "Today I cook all the dishes I used to make. Would you like to try it?"

When studying abroad, everyone will have their own specialty dishes.The best thing Shen Lian cooks is scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and he also made this dish today.

Of course Gu Heng cheered: "It still tastes the same as before, it's great."

It's actually a little bit salty.

Shen Lian brought out another spicy pot from the kitchen, which was sprinkled with dried red peppers.Gu Heng suddenly thought of Xu Zhiwei again. Xu Zhiwei had a bad stomach, so they didn't use chili peppers when cooking at home.

"What's the matter? I remember you liked eating this." Shen Lian said.

Gu Heng smiled: "I like it."

They ate and talked.Gu Heng didn't know whether people's tastes would change unconsciously.Could it be that he and Xu Zhiwei have been together for a long time, and his taste has become lighter?

Maybe Shen Lian's dishes still taste the same as before, but he can't eat so salty anymore.

But eating is not the point, two people are very happy chatting together.

Shen Lian and Gu Heng clinked glasses, and once again praised Gu Heng's advertising effect was very good, exceeding their expectations.

Gu Heng joked: "If the effect is good, my torture will not be in vain."

Shen Lian also laughed, he complained a few words about his boss, and asked Gu Heng what he was up to recently.

Gu Heng said: "I'm preparing a documentary about children with autism. Actually, I already filmed part of this film last year, but it was temporarily put on hold because of the obstruction of the Gu family. I will start filming again this year."

He told the truth to Shen Lian, Shen Lian knew about his relationship with the Gu family, and there was nothing to hide.

Shen Lian was slightly moved: "I think this project is very meaningful...Why did the family stop you from taking pictures?"

Gu Heng complained: "Do they still have little magical logic? It is said that they don't want me to be associated with mental illness."

Shen Lian said again: "Then if you reshoot now, won't you encounter the same problem?"

Gu Heng had already thought about this problem.He told Xu Zhiwei at that time that he was just temporarily putting it on hold, but he will definitely continue filming.Afterwards, he has been trying to figure out a way. In recent months, he has recruited several charitable organizations and child welfare organizations as names to cooperate with non-profit organizations.And all the proceeds from this documentary will be donated. With such a background, if the Gu family makes trouble again, it won't have that little influence.

Probably because they knew this, the Gu family kept silent at present.Gu

Heng's work went well.

He should have shared these things with Xu Zhiwei, he still remembered how happy Xu Zhiwei was on the day he won the award.

Now that Xu Zhiwei is gone, he has done all these things by himself.

Of course, it would be nice to be able to tell Shen Lian now.But Shen Lian didn't know the time he spent with Pai Lele last summer, and how depressed he was when he was forced to give up.

Without these previous stories, it is naturally not so encouraging to talk about it now.

He could only describe it in a very flat manner: "I recruited a few agencies, so that the name will be more famous, and it will be difficult for the Gu family to intervene. It should be able to finish the filming smoothly."

Shen Lian smiled and said: "You always have a way. But after you finish the filming here, your family will definitely think that you did it on purpose, and I'm afraid they will be even more angry with you."

Gu Heng smiled: "Then make them angry."

"Is there really no way to reconcile?" Shen Lian asked.

Gu Heng stared at Shen Lian, he felt that he might be overwhelmed, Shen Lian seemed to be lobbying for someone.

He said softly: "Lian Lian, I told you when I was in college that I am not suitable to be manipulated by them."

Shen Lian said: "I know. But you haven't thought about it, maybe you were born in such an environment, and you are destined to bear some? I actually envy you..."

Gu Heng sensed that there was something in his words, and asked: "What's wrong?"

Shen Lian said: "I don't know when my father's operation will be scheduled. My mother's business has not been very good in the past two years. The entire industry has been in a downturn. I can't help her even if I want to. So seeing other people Parents are in good health, and the family can take care of each other. I will be envious. Have you ever thought that maybe they don't want to manipulate you, but just want a inheritance."

Gu Heng was silent for a moment, then he said, "Sorry."

Shen Lian said: "What are you saying sorry to me?"

Gu Heng said: "I didn't consider your current mood."

Shen Lian must be very worried about his family's situation now, plus his marriage is not going well, his mood is different, and of course what he wants is different.

Perhaps in the current Shen Lian's eyes, what he did seemed more like he didn't know how to cherish it.

Shen Lian said: "I just... just let you think more about it. I still remember when you told me that you were going to leave the Gu family, I also envied your courage."

Gu Heng asked: "Do you still remember?"

At that time, Shen Lian said to him: "You are suitable to venture out on your own, I believe in you."

In the past so many years, they seemed to have come to a new starting point side by side, but this time Shen Lian hoped that he would go back to see the Gu family.

Shen Lian said: "Of course I remember. Maybe it's this moment and that moment, people always change."

He got up and cleared the table briefly, and told Gu Heng: "Xiao Ai and I have discussed it. I will go back in October to get the divorce certificate."

Gu Heng's heart tightened.He asked: "Is there no way to recover?"

Shen Lian shook his head: "We don't want to go on like this anymore... The quarrel in the middle is too exhausting, after the quarrel is over, we will

There is no way to continue.The rift will only grow wider in the future. "

He smiled wearily: "When I was with Xiao Ai, I never imagined that there would be such a day that we would divorce for such a reason."

He said: "Although I have many friends, I can't tell them about this matter. Because I know it will become gossip in other people's mouths. Only you can say..."

Gu Heng felt a slight pain in his heart, and he said, "I know."

Maybe time hasn't changed everything.At this moment, the atmosphere seemed to be a hug, Gu Heng stretched out his hand with some hesitation, and just patted Shen Lian on the back.

Maybe they all need more time.

In October, Gu Heng held another photography exhibition.Exhibiting his works of the past two years, including several different series.Some works from the first film festival are also exhibited this time.

But this time, he did not exhibit "Aroma".The curator had worked with him before, so I advised him to take it out.But Gu Heng did not agree.

He didn't want to show Xu Zhiwei's photos anymore, he just wanted to keep them privately.

As a result, the friend who wanted to buy the fragrance before came and asked him: "Did you sell that fragrance?"

More than one person asked that.

Gu Heng could only clarify: "There are many exhibits this time, so I didn't show them."

But this reason is obviously not convincing.

On the second day of the exhibition, Shen Lian came.After seeing the photos, he and Gu Heng went to eat together. They walked through the park and went to a private kitchen to eat.Shen Lian asked Gu Heng curiously: "What kind of picture is the fragrance they are talking about?" He chatted with Gu Heng's friends and heard them praise this.

Gu Heng didn't hide it, he said: "It's Xu Zhiwei's single photo, I took it casually. I didn't show it this time."

Shen Lian asked: "Don't you think it's a pity that you didn't exhibit it and didn't sell it, but kept it in the warehouse?"

Gu Heng stepped on the fallen leaves on the side of the road.This is the most beautiful time in the ancient capital. The quietness of autumn has not yet turned into chill. At dusk, the whole city is glowing with pale gold.

He suddenly thought of Xu Zhiwei again, what was he doing at this time?

He didn't suppress that fragrance in the warehouse, but hung it at home.

He said: "I will take it out later when there is a suitable opportunity."

In fact, he wanted to give it to Xu Zhiwei, but he missed the opportunity to give it away. He didn't need to give it to Xu Zhiwei now.

It had been half a year since he and Xu Zhiwei broke up, and he was deeply aware of one thing, if he missed it, he would miss it.

There are many words and many things that, after the right time, become very inappropriate.

Life has to go on, and his longing for years is with him right now.Wasn't he just waiting for an opportunity when he was so cautious before?

"Are you going back this week?" Gu Heng asked.

Shen Lian nodded: "The day after tomorrow, I will fly to my hometown. I will go to the company first. Then I will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to meet Xiao Ai. We have already made an appointment."

Gu Heng was silent for a moment, and said, "I'll go back with you the day after tomorrow.

There are also things to go home. "

Shen Lian looked at him in surprise: "That's great."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-01-3122:22:27~2021-02-0201:56:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: pack nine 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: a puppy egg and a transparent weight;

Thanks to the little angels who voted for the landmines: Qingqing riverside grass, 2 maple syrup curries; 8. Kongkong 2010, yukino1;

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