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Xu Zhiwei dragged his suitcase and stayed in a cheap chain hotel near the hospital.The room was small, but big enough for him.

The temperature rose today, and he packed his luggage from the apartment and squeezed the subway straight to the hotel, which made him sweat.As soon as Xu Zhiwei calmed down, he remembered what happened just now, and the voices of Gu Heng and Shen Lian seemed to still be in his ears.He suddenly felt sick and rushed to the bathroom to vomit.He vomited everything he ate at Gu Xin's place.

After vomiting, he took off his clothes and took a good shower, letting the hot water wash over his head over and over again, as if performing some kind of exorcism ritual.

After taking a bath, he just felt very tired and fell asleep.

He slept until after seven o'clock, and he no longer felt sleepy, nor did he feel hungry.Lying down in a daze makes people feel numb, so I got up and turned on the computer to write a few emails.

At eight o'clock, the phone flickered.Xu Zhiwei saw that it was a WeChat message from Gu Heng.

"Where are you, Zhiwei? I'm looking for you."

Xu Zhiwei looked at the message.

If it is not for professional reasons, he would like to turn off his mobile phone.

He held his mobile phone and typed: "This afternoon..."

Thinking about deleting it, I typed again: "I decided..."

In the end he replied: "I have something to do these two days, so I don't need to meet."

Gu Heng looked at this WeChat message and sat down immediately.The bad premonition in my heart is getting bigger and bigger.

This afternoon, he and Shen Lian left the restaurant after two o'clock.Shen Lian said that he then invited a fellow industry senior to drink tea, and they planned to recruit this senior to the new company.He asked Gu Heng if he would like to meet this talented man together.

Gu Heng has always been interested in people from all walks of life, and this was Shen Lian's invitation, so he went to drink tea together.Until it's over four o'clock.He just broke up with Shen Lian.

Shen Lian went back to the hotel to rest.Gu Heng went back to the studio first.

Xu Zhiwei was not in the studio, Gu Heng thought he should go home.

Gu Heng was alone in the office, dealing with some daily work that he hadn't had time to do because of rushing to work these days.

He remembered the meeting with Shen Lian in the afternoon.They haven't chatted face to face for a long time, probably because of this kind of emotion, he suddenly took over the job of this advertisement.Although he has the final say on the studio, but the temporary change of the work plan and the failure to say hello to his subordinates will definitely complain to the young people.

But once Gu Heng takes over the job, he must do it well.He checked the recent work progress to see how to arrange the plan, at worst he could do more by himself.

When it was getting dark, Gu Heng realized that Xu Zhiwei was a little too quiet today - since the phone call at noon, he hasn't sent him a single WeChat message.It seems that Xu Zhiwei has never been so quiet on a rest day.

Gu Heng thought, maybe Xu Zhiwei thought he was still working.

With that in mind, he packed up his things and went home.On the way home, he thought that because of work, he might have to see Shen Lian often in the future

noodle.It's hard to keep this secret.Xu Zhiwei would come to the studio to play from time to time, and he was familiar with everyone in the studio, and everyone had nothing to keep secret about him.

Gu Heng couldn't help sighing, he felt that he had done something stupid.I don't know how Xu Zhiwei will react after saying it.

With a hint of luck in his mind, when he was about to get home, he went to a nearby dessert shop and bought a soy milk cake that Xu Zhiwei loved recently.

"Zhiwei... I'm back." Gu Heng opened the door.

But the living room was dark and deserted, and it was too clean.Only the cat ran lazily over to meet him.

Gu Heng turned on the light, leaned over and rubbed the cat's head, and called again: "Zhiwei?"

No one answered him, the table in the dining room was clean, and there was no fire in the kitchen.Gu Heng felt a little strange.If Xu Zhiwei decides to eat out instead of cooking at home, it is impossible not to tell him.

Gu Heng put the exquisite cake into the refrigerator.He turned around and went to the room—could Xu Zhiwei be lying on the bed feeling unwell?

There was no one in the room, and the quilt and pillows were very tidy. It looked like it had been packed after getting up, and there was no trace of lying down.

Gu Heng went to the study and the attic to take another look, but there was no one there.

He went around the whole apartment again, Xu Zhiwei didn't hide in any corner.

If Xu Zhiwei was a fun-loving person, then Gu Heng wouldn't be surprised if he couldn't see him at 8 o'clock in the evening.But Xu Zhiwei was not.He doesn't like to go out to play, and recently put Cobb on the agenda.Xu Zhiwei's greatest pastime is to get bored with him.

Gu Heng looked at Mai Mai helplessly: "Where is Dad?"

Mai Mai: "Meow." It doesn't know, but Xu Zhiwei gave it cat food and snacks before leaving, so it's not hungry now.

Gu Heng was about to call Xu Zhiwei, when he suddenly saw a ruby ​​necklace lying on the bedside table in the room, it was his birthday present to Xu Zhiwei.Xu Zhiwei has been wearing it next to her body.

This is what Xu Zhiwei forgot to wear today?Or did he put it here on purpose?

Gu Heng walked to the closet, opened the closet, and there were indeed some clothes missing.

His heart sank, and he immediately sent a message: "Where are you, Zhiwei? I'm looking for you."

After a while, a reply came: "I have something to do these two days, so I don't need to see each other."

Gu Heng was completely puzzled by this reply, but this is definitely not a good sign.He sat down on the sofa all at once.To calm himself down, he called Xu Zhiwei.

But the bell keeps ringing and then cut off.Xu Zhiwei didn't answer his call.

Gu Heng immediately sent another message: "Where are you and what happened?"

Xu Zhiwei's reply was faster than before: "I don't want to talk to you directly for now. Please don't call again."

Gu Heng asked: "When will you come back? I'm just worried about your safety now, can we meet and talk about anything?"

Xu Zhiwei: "Tuesday night at 7 o'clock, I will go back to the apartment."

Gu Heng asked again

: "Can you tell me what happened?"

This time Xu Zhiwei didn't reply to him again.

Gu Heng intuitively felt that Xu Zhiwei was angry with him and was avoiding him.But how did Xu Zhiwei know that he went to see Shen Lian this afternoon?He guessed that Xu Zhiwei saw them?Or did Xu Zhiwei hear what others said?But at least Xu Zhiwei was normal when he left.

Gu Heng stretched out his limbs on the sofa.He had a vague premonition that this relationship was about to be seriously damaged.

The next day was Monday, and both of them had to go to work.Gu Heng originally thought that Monday would be a day, and then he would meet and talk with Xu Zhiwei on Tuesday, the time passed quickly.

But I didn't expect Monday to be so long.The painful Monday was even more painful than usual, Gu Heng couldn't help drinking coffee.

When it was six o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Heng went home immediately.Although Xu Zhiwei said he would come back on Tuesday night, it is also possible that he will come back today.But he rushed to nothing, and the house was still empty.Gu Heng was not in the mood to make dinner, so he took the cake he bought yesterday out of the refrigerator and ate it. If he didn't eat it again, the expiration date would expire.

As a result, he couldn't sleep at night because of the excessive intake of coffee and sugar. He tossed and turned and simply got up and went to the study to work overtime.

At around nine o'clock in the morning, Gu Heng woke up suddenly, only to realize that he had fallen asleep lying on the table at some point.He hurried to the studio, and it turned out to be a vicious cycle.Because he didn't sleep well last night, he felt as heavy as if he was owed 800 million this morning, and his face was always dark.

It wasn't until the afternoon, as the end of the day drew closer, that he felt the mood return.

When it was time to leave work, he was ready to sprint.The phone rang, and he grabbed it to check, it wasn't Xu Zhiwei, it was Shen Lian.

He still picked it up quickly: "Hello?"

Shen Lian said: "Are you free tonight? I'll bring some company promotional materials for your reference. Where is it convenient to meet?"

Gu Heng checked the time, Xu Zhiwei said that he would return to the apartment at seven o'clock.He had to go now, and it would be easy to delay meeting Shen Lian for a few words.

He struggled for a while and said, "Let's wait another day. I have a very important meeting tonight, and it's almost time."

Shen Lian felt slightly regretful: "It's okay, then I'll find a courier to send it to your studio tomorrow, and we'll talk after you have seen it."

Gu Heng immediately said: "Okay, no problem."

He wasted no time, and was home at six o'clock.As soon as you come back, take out the vegetables in the refrigerator, move out the cooking machine, and prepare to make a big dish.

No matter how they talked, he wanted to have a good atmosphere with Xu Zhiwei.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Xu Zhiwei came back on time.

He was dragging his suitcase, looking tired.

Seeing the suitcase, Gu Heng felt relieved, it seems that Xu Zhiwei will stay tonight.He stepped forward to help Xu Zhiwei carry the suitcase: "I'll do it."

As soon as I got started, I found that the box was very light and empty inside.

Xu Zhiwei said lightly: "Just put it here, I'll wait a while

There are still things to pack. "

When he came back with the suitcase, he continued to carry the luggage.

Gu Heng saw that his complexion was not good, and said in a low voice, "Shall we eat first?"

He cooked a table of dishes and stewed a delicious mushroom soup.

Xu Zhiwei shook his head, he was too tired to say a word.He didn't even look at the delicious dishes on the table, as if they didn't arouse any reaction from him at all.He just poured himself a cup of hot water and tried to swallow it in small sips.

Gu Heng couldn't help approaching him: "Zhiwei..."

Xu Zhiwei put down the cup, turned around and walked to the window, not letting him approach.His voice was very soft and flat: "I will move out. I will take all my clothes away today. Other things... My big things are mainly desks and computer chairs. I will rent a car to tow them away next week. Others It's nothing, if you don't object, I will take Maimai away. Your working hours are irregular, Maimai is almost my cat."

Gu Heng asked: "Why?"

He still has to ask why.He wanted to know what and how much Xu Zhiwei knew.

On Xu Zhiwei's haggard face, there was an expression of not knowing whether to cry or laugh, this was the most excited expression after he came back.

He said: "The afternoon before yesterday, you had dinner with Shen Lian. And you have been in touch with him..."

A boulder fell down, Gu Heng did not expect that this moment was much more uncomfortable than he imagined.

He said: "We didn't do anything beyond the boundaries, Zhiwei..."

Xu Zhiwei turned on the phone, and a piece of audio streamed out.

"We also met again by chance. After we met, we talked about the old days, and it felt good, so we let it go. He is now a doctor, and he is usually busy."

"Yeah, you're together again... Actually, I thought he was very mature when I was in high school, far beyond the maturity of his peers."

"Then he is at least more mature than you."

Gu Heng's face changed suddenly, it was clearly the chat between him and Shen Lian during dinner yesterday.He stepped forward and grabbed Xu Zhiwei's wrist and asked, "Are you spying on me?"

Xu Zhiwei was so painfully held by him that he was almost on the verge of collapsing.Gu Heng silently let go of him.

Xu Zhiwei said: "I didn't monitor you. It was your good brother Gu Xin who invited me to enjoy a good show."

Gu Heng was speechless for a while, but suddenly he understood many things, and his face became more and more ugly.He reached out to grab Xu Zhiwei's shoulder, but Xu Zhiwei avoided him, went straight into the room, and organized his things.

Gu Heng could only look at his back and asked, "Is this a breakup?"

This question is superfluous.

Xu Zhiwei said, "Yes, it's meaningless."

Gu Heng said calmly: "If you have heard our conversation, you should know that we really have nothing. We are just chatting as friends."

Xu Zhiwei didn't look back: "We didn't know each other for a year or two, but for more than ten years. Don't say such routine things again. You have never thought about Shen Lian."

If you don't let it go, why lie to me again. "

Gu Heng said: "But I am sincere when I am with you."

Xu Zhiwei suddenly became fatigued and sat down on the edge of the bed. Gu Heng noticed that his shoulders were trembling violently.He immediately rushed into the room and hugged Xu Zhiwei: "Did you have a stomach problem?"

Xu Zhiwei was sweating profusely on his forehead, but he still tried his best to push Gu Heng.

Gu Heng asked him to lie down: "You can't leave tonight, rest here."

Xu Zhiwei pushed him away violently, stumbled into the bathroom and locked the door.Gu Heng could only hear the suppressed sound of vomiting inside.

Xu Zhiwei ate very little these two days.This evening, I managed to eat some, I thought it was better, but I didn't expect that when I met Gu Heng, he still wanted to vomit.After I vomited my dinner, I could only vomit some water.There was a throbbing pain in my stomach.

Gu Heng coaxed outside the door: "Zhiwei, open the door and let me accompany you."

Xu Zhiwei let out another "wow" as if in response to the situation, he finally exhausted his rationality, endured the pain and panted and cursed: "Don't disgust me!"

Gu Heng didn't know how he got here these two days.I don't know how he finished listening to the one and a half hour "reminiscence".I don't even know his current determination.

He really had no strength, so he could only sit on the toilet seat, bent over and said intermittently: "Gu Heng, do you think...you are better and nobler than your family? But you are actually... more hypocritical. I dare not face my true desires..."

He was in so much pain that tears and sweat flowed together, as if he was using his last bit of strength: "You... you are right... you are sincere... yes... you are sincere... you think... I am very funny... I sleep well... ..."

He bit his hand to keep himself from crying.He didn't want to be heard crying by people who didn't pity him.

"If you... have any respect for me... then... so be it."

Gu Heng was sticking to the door, his ears were very good, and he could hear the movement inside clearly.He knew that he had lost any qualifications to stay.

"Okay. Let's break up."

After almost an hour, Xu Zhiwei finally tidied himself up and came out of the bathroom.Gu Heng has already helped him carry the suitcase and hail a taxi.

The author has something to say: break up.

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