faint star

Xu Zhiwei has been looking for someone to chat with all night.He had no idea how likely the next day's plan would be to succeed.But he just wanted to let go and try.Regardless of success or failure, after trying, it is an explanation to myself.

At noon the next day, Xu Zhiwei went to Gu's house.

They haven't seen each other for several days, and when they see each other, they feel a little different.

Gu Heng seemed to have just woken up, his hair was messy, he casually put on an old white T-shirt and baggy shorts, and stepped on the floor with bare feet.

"You seem to have lost weight." Gu Heng said.

Xu Zhiwei didn't feel it himself, he said, "Maybe it's summer, I don't have much appetite."

There is also the week of volunteering, which is obviously a very simple matter, but because of the complicated situation of their family, it has taken so long.Quarrels between close relatives are too exhausting.

But there is no need to tell Gu Heng any more.

The college entrance examination is over.At the end of this grand trial, Gu Heng chose Shen Lian without hesitation.

Today he just came to say goodbye, so there is no need to try to add points for himself.

"You seem to be tanned? Where did you go?" Xu Zhi asked with a smile.

Gu Heng touched his face: "I haven't gone anywhere. I'm practicing driving and will get my driver's license in a while. I've wanted to learn to drive a long time ago."

They chatted casually, as if they were still the same as before.But they all knew that an inexplicable atmosphere was spreading.

Gu Heng first showed Xu Zhiwei some photos he took recently.These are pictures he took with his vintage camera.

"The production of this film is about to stop. Fortunately, I stocked up a box before."

In the photo is a baby who has just been discharged from the hospital. It is the daughter of Brother Mao Mao and Sister Ning. She wears a flower-like hat and clenches her round fists together.Xu Zhiwei couldn't help looking at it for a long time.

He remembered that he still had some photos here with Gu Heng.He has only received part of it himself, and the original negatives are all in Gu Heng's hands.

If it is a serious breakup, it seems that they should come back.

But Xu Zhiwei thinks that their short-term communication seems to be nothing serious.It doesn't matter if you come back or not.

Gu Heng seemed to have forgotten about it, and didn't mention it.

Xu Zhiwei looked at those photos and said softly, "You can go to Australia to take pictures of Shen Lian in the future."

Gu Heng was silent for a moment, and he put away the photos.

"Not so fast. Shen Lian's mental burden of studying abroad is already heavy - he was worried about his father's health, and he didn't want to leave home too far. There is also a lot of expenses for studying abroad. If it weren't for the special situation this year, he would He definitely doesn’t want to go abroad. After he goes abroad, the most important thing is to settle down and study hard. So he and I are still friends now.”

"But you're going to Australia with him, are you still an ordinary friend?" Xu Zhi said sourly.

Gu Heng argued: "I just happened to apply for a school in Australia."

He didn't want to burden Shen Lian too much.

Xu Zhiwei listened silently.

For the first time, he felt that he was jealous of Shen Lian, jealous that he was so cautious by the people around him.

Care for it with wings.

But since Gu Heng said so, they really haven't made it clear.Shen Lian's straight guy likes slender and beautiful girls like Miao Shanshan, and he and Gu Heng had a psychological shadow in junior high school.

Xu Zhi sighed slightly, and changed into a brisk tone: "Ah, I said I'm going to watch a movie!"

Seeing his vivid expression, Gu Heng couldn't help but smile and said, "Yes. I've been recommending it to you before, so I must try it."

Xu Zhiwei said, "I've been busy reviewing before. Today I want to have a movie marathon."

Gu Heng said: "The movie theater is very suitable, it can last all night."

Xu Zhiwei joked: "Then do you think I'm hanging on?"

Gu Heng was amused, and habitually raised his hand to rub his hair, but Xu Zhiwei dodged suddenly.The two of them looked at each other awkwardly.

Xu Zhiwei pretended not to notice anything: "Let's go to the movies."

They went downstairs.The theater is in the basement, but the space is not oppressive.The decoration is more intimate and comfortable than the theaters in the mall - the corridor leading to the theater is covered with thick carpets, with small spotlights on the top, retro poster decorations on one wall, and a wine cabinet built into the wall on the other.This is a small theater with its own bar.

Gu Heng asked Xu Zhiwei what he would like to drink.

Xu Zhiwei took a few bottles of juice drinks and some snacks.

Since they were preparing for a movie marathon, of course they chose several epic movies.They started watching the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

"I've wanted to watch The Lord of the Rings in its entirety for a long time." Xu Zhiwei said.

"Haven't you seen it?"

"Only watched some clips on TV..."

Xu Zhiwei sat down on the full leather sofa while talking.This is indeed the legendary "handcrafted supreme luxury", and it is extremely comfortable to sit on.Since it is a private theater, of course there is no scruples about any posture.One of the two was leaning against the back of the sofa and the other was sitting cross-legged.Drinks and snacks are on hand.

The lighting and sound effects are immersive.But within 10 minutes, they started chatting in low voices—no one would be disturbed to watch the movie anyway.

"It seems that you didn't see Gu Xin today?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Gu Heng stared at the screen: "He went out this morning, so it's just right that he's not here. To avoid sticking to us again."

Xu Zhi smiled and kicked him: "We won't do bad things, so why not be afraid of him."

After 10 minutes, Xu Zhiwei fell silent, holding his arm.

Gu Heng asked: "Zhiwei, are you going to fall asleep?"

Xu Zhiwei shook his head: "No. It's just a little cold."

Gu Heng wanted to increase the temperature of the air conditioner.Xu Zhiwei asked, "Is there a blanket?"

Gu Heng went out to get the blanket. When he came back, he found that Xu Zhiwei had turned off Lord of the Rings and was silently re-selecting the movie.

Gu Heng handed him the blanket.

Xu Zhiwei covered her body and legs, the blanket was big and soft.He leaned against Gu Heng: "You cover it too, it's very comfortable."

they

The two got closer and closer, and finally covered the same blanket together.

At this time, Xu Zhiwei also chose a new movie, which is an R18 romance movie.The kind they're just old enough to watch.The plot is not complicated, it just involves the emotional relationship of several men and women.The director is characterized by straightforwardness, and the scenes are straightforward and even rough, so they appear extraordinarily real.Because it is realistic, it is easy to provoke.

What's more terrible is that after about ten to ten minutes of this movie, there will be a provocative segment.

Xu Zhiwei could feel the muscles of Gu Heng's calf visibly tense under the blanket.

He remained calm, took a sip of the drink beside him, and handed it to Gu Heng: "Drink?"

Only then did Gu Heng realize that Xu Zhiwei came in with a bottle of wine.So they sip their juice and wine while watching this love movie.

The million-level sound effects in the movie hall make the "emotion" in the romance movie fully displayed.

Xu Zhiwei leaned his head gently on Gu Heng's shoulder.Gu Heng didn't push it away, and after a few minutes, he felt his shoulders were wet - it was Xu Zhiwei's tears.He turned his head sideways, and finally reached out to stroke Xu Zhiwei's hair, and pulled him into his arms.

Xu Zhiwei raised his head, and put his face close to Gu Heng, he begged softly: "Don't go abroad, go to Beijing with me, okay?"

Gu Heng whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry..."

He was so close that Xu Zhiwei could feel the breath of his words.

Xu Zhiwei grabbed his T-shirt collar, he was already in tears: "Don't say sorry! How can I not compare to Shen Lian? I'm smarter than him, I'm better than him in the exam, I'm better than him...I like you."

Gu Heng put his arms around him: "Zhiwei, this is not a matter of comparing who is not who is better."

They get too close and the blanket wraps around them again.The two people were talking about breaking up, but they both noticed the changes in each other's bodies.

Xu Zhiwei put his arms around Gu Heng's neck, and he finally asked: "Do you have to go?"

Gu Heng didn't let go of the hug, but just said: "Yes."

Xu Zhiwei quietly pressed the send button of the text message on his mobile phone, and sent the edited text message.

"Your brother and I are in the theater in the basement, come and find us in the theater when you come back."

The phone flickered faintly.

Xu Zhiwei said in a low voice: "Gu Heng...you touch here."

They don't need to say more, they just act on an instinct.

"This is the first and last time……"

"right……"

The picture in the movie mirrors reality.This ambiguous and closed space, the spacious and comfortable sofa, everything is natural and just right.In the interweaving of light and shadow, it is hard to tell whose sweet voice it is.

Time seemed to stand still.

Until suddenly someone pushed open the door at the entrance of the theater.

"Brother, I'm here..." Gu Xin's voice suddenly stopped.

Although the light was very dim, two people could still be seen on the couch in the center, as if something terrible had happened.so that we cannot describe it here.Gu Xin was stunned, his hands

The cake he was carrying fell to the ground.

Gu Heng didn't expect that this silly brother X would barge in at this time. He raised his head and was about to curse, but when he looked at the entrance, his voice disappeared.

Because the figure standing behind Gu Xin was very familiar to him - Shen Lian was looking at them with a look of astonishment, and he even took a step back.

Xu Zhiwei slowly sat up from the sofa, he dragged the blanket to cover his body, and then approached Gu Heng who was already frozen.

In this scene, only he can speak.

He said to Gu Heng: "Goodbye."