The heart of broken love is lost in this life

The dream was so real, I woke up in surprise!All of this should not be true. Could it be that the guy I love the most will break our promise and choose to leave? ?

On the first day of the Lunar New Year in 2010, February 2th, on this day, I tidied myself up carefully. I hoped that I could be tidy like never before, and let that guy named Li Yifan irresistibly strangle me! !

Flipping through the phone, it seems that the message sent at night did not get a reply from him. I was a little anxious, looking at the phone stupidly by myself, time passing by in a flash while waiting.

In the end I gave in and stopped waiting in fantasy!Dial his phone!

"Hey! Honey, why don't you reply to my message!?"

"I..., my mother, I was sick yesterday! I'm recuperating at home now? I think our appointment today will be cancelled!"

"What? Your mother, what's the matter?"

"I don't know very well, but Dr. Zhang who I know very well said, Mom, he had a slight stroke and needs to rest. I have to stay at home with her. Father still has a lot of social affairs to deal with. Although it's just Chinese New Year, some important things Customers, the door-to-door visits cannot be delayed, so, so I have to stay with my mother all the time recently!"

"I... understand! You take good care of Auntie! I miss you, why don't we talk? Finally, Happy New Year, Happy Valentine's Day, I love you!"

"Well! I love you too!"

After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone! ?I don't understand, a stroke is something that comes as soon as you talk about it, and asked me out that day, and you were so confident in howling, now, how can you say that you are sick when you are sick!Hehe, familiar doctor?How many years have you found out about society?Is my thinking really not as pure as before?in particular! !Especially, after Li Yifan's mother knew about me and Li Yifan and opposed it so much, I really couldn't look at it with a normal heart! !Treat an elder's sudden illness?Could it be that I have become cold-blooded and heartless? ?

I'm bored and don't know how to spend the first day of the new year. Although it's very lively outside, I'm lonely in this place!I looked through the phone numbers of my old classmates, and called them one by one to say Happy New Year!Suddenly feel that time is still passing very slowly?Do not know when to start?Not in my life? Li Yifan seemed so slow!

Just when I was doing nothing, the phone rang! ?I picked it up and had a look!This is a young man named Xiaolei who only joined the company in October. He usually calls this brother and that sister enthusiastically in the company. Don't mention how cute his mouth is?But in the face of this kind of greasy guy, from the bottom of my heart, I don't like to see him?But the phone call!Feeling a little sorry for not answering? !

"Happy New Year! Brother Hao!!"

I knew it, this guy, he just talked about it, alas!

"Happy New Year! Boss Lei!"

"Brother Hao, are you making fun of me? If I were the boss, I'd make you the vice president!"

"Hehe, little guy? It's just the end of the new year, and your dreams are so crazy? Isn't it good!"

"Hehe! Are you kidding? Some colleagues who stayed here and didn't go home today made an appointment to go to the boss's house together? Happy New Year! Brother Hao, are you going!?"

"Eh? I didn't go home!? How do you know!"

"Is this? A few days ago, I saw a person who looked like you in that square? But it seemed that someone got wet all over his body or something!? I didn't dare to go over and say hello! So...!"

"...Okay! Gather there! I'll go!"

Listen to him, talk a lot later!I decisively asked about the specific meeting place!Get to the assembly point before noon!With a harmonious smile, he chatted nonsense with a few colleagues who seemed familiar but hadn't dealt with them much!After arriving at the destination, I found out! ?

The boss's house is not far from Li Yifan's house?About two streets away!Yes, the rich basically live here!Is it because it is spacious and has a good view?I don't know, anyway, here are independent small villas!

During the Chinese New Year in other places, it always feels a little embarrassing to come to the boss's house on the first day of the new year!But look at such a big group of people!I feel more at ease!When the boss saw my first sentence, I was speechless immediately!

"Yo!? Why didn't Xiao Chen come home this year?"

"Ha ha!!"

I can only smile awkwardly?Did I say that you are not happy to go home?Or do I come to your house with other colleagues to pay New Year's greetings and earn red envelopes? ?

Chatting ramblingly? ?Although it is a chat, but the boss is the boss, we group of migrant workers dare not talk nonsense except for compliments!

After lunch at the boss's house, everyone went crazy and wanted to engage in entertainment activities?Naturally, in this small villa, all kinds of mahjong and poker are put together on the table! !For me, who doesn't even understand?Responsibility turned into serving tea and water!

I don't know when?All of a sudden, there's a guy staring at me all of a sudden?It turned out to be the boss's house, the 16-year-old lady? ?

I walked over smiling?

"Xiao Wei? What about you?"

"Brother Hao? Are you gay!?"

Oh My God?This weird question?Leave me speechless?I am too embarrassed to answer!The twitching corner of the mouth asked stiffly.

"This... who said this??"

Xiaowei pointed to Xiaolei who was playing cards!Then say it!

"I went shopping with brother Xiaolei that day. When we were in the coffee shop, I seemed to hear something!?"

etc?Cafe?No wonder, this guy Xiaolei?It turned out that he had been there that day!

"Brother Xiaolei? How about this, let's exchange? Tell me, what is the relationship between you and Brother Xiaolei? I'll tell you about your question just now!"

Xiaowei nodded!

"En! Xiaolei is my mother's nephew!"

good guy?No wonder, I have been in the company for a few months!Departments run around! ?Is it the same as being afraid of nothing?Sure enough, there is nepotism!

I half-bent down to look at Xiaowei, and said with a smile.

"Then what do you think!? Am I?"

It never occurred to me that I would have to discuss my sexuality with a 16 year old girl! ?But her frankness really made me extremely embarrassed!

"I think so? You don't look like that! But do you! I hope you are!?"

I looked at her puzzled and asked curiously!

"Why do you think I don't look like it? But you want me to be?"

Xiao Wei laughed and said.

"Haha? Because, I am a very scary creature!?"

I looked at her suspiciously! ?

"Horror creature????"

"Rotten girl!"

I understand it! ?

"Oh! So that's the case?!"

When I said these words, the guy opposite became excited!

"Yaya!!! Brother Hao, you really are!?"

etc?Did I admit it?Have it?Have it! ?I didn't wait for my reaction! ?She continued to ask at length!

"That? Look at your figure and appearance? Are you beautiful? Will you treat your family with a belly full of bad water? Are you black-bellied? Or are you saying? You are a stupid and cute fool! ?or……"

I can no longer look directly at the various nouns she throws out!

"Xiaowei? I didn't even admit it? Why did you make up your mind so quickly???"

"Cut! I said I'm a rotten girl? You just look like you understand the whole world!? Don't tell me? You're just a rotten girl!!?"

The current child?It's as fine as a monkey!

"Ha ha!!"

"Frankly speaking! Brother Hao, I really don't think you look like you!?"

"why!?"

"Can't feel it? Could it be that I'm not rotten enough!?"

"Maybe? What you just said are not my attributes!?"

"That's it!? Are you going to admit it now!?"

"Shh! You have to keep it a secret for me!"

Xiaowei nodded!

"Then tell me!? Are you attacking? Or receiving!"

I hesitated for a long time!What kind of self do you belong to?

"This!? I should be considered a dead dog!"

"Uh!? Loyal dog? Attack?"

I'm a little embarrassed and always feel like I can't continue discussing with this little guy!But I don't know why?In my current mood, I think it will be more comfortable to talk to someone who can tell the secrets of my heart face to face!

"I don't know if it counts! Anyway, which guy do I only love? It's been seven or eight years!?"

"Then have you been together all this time?"

"Yes!"

"Picture please! Property please!"

"Ah! You kids are just messing around!"

"Dare to love, dare to be ruthless, speak out, dare to act, and watch the crowd first!"

"He!? Sometimes he blows his hair? Sometimes he is arrogant? Sometimes he always wants to fight back!"

"Eh? Yuanyang hotpot?"

"What does this mean?"

"Chowder! It can be sweet or spicy, and it's a mess!"

I was instantly sweating!

"Your imagination, hehe, is really awesome!"

"I seem to know now!? What does Brother Hao's BF look like!?"

"why?"

"Because you are handsome? I want to know if your house is just beautiful! Or is it cute? It can't be ugly!?"

Haha, Li Yifan, are you beautiful?cute thing?Or ugly? ? ?

"I can only say! He is more handsome than me!"

"Wow! I'm not calm? I really want to see you guys kissing...!"

"you……"

"Me? What? By the way, today's Valentine's Day? Aren't you going to accompany him?"

Suddenly the mood is down!Because today is Valentine's Day?Because it's Valentine's Day, isn't my lover by my side?

"This! He has something to do and can't come out!?"

"Then you have to come to the door!"

"why!?"

"You are Gong! The initiative! You understand!"

"I don't understand!?"

"stupid!"

If a little girl called me stupid, I would be crazy too!

In the following time, I was annoyed by this little girl all afternoon!The various central ideas of the long speech seem to be brainwashing!It made my heart flutter, and I always felt that I had to meet Li Yifan today!

After dinner, Xiaowei, I asked for my phone number!After what you say, call her when you see me and Li Yifan together!She wants to watch, she wants to be a light bulb! !I am really old!I don't understand what kind of messy things are stuffed in the heads of today's kids!

After separating from my colleagues, I didn't leave in a car!Instead, he walked towards Li Yifan's house step by step!

Look at that brightly lit house!I know, the guy I love the most, is inside, enjoying the heat!And I stood outside with this biting cold wind!

"Hey! Honey! What are you doing?"

"In my mother's room! What's the matter?"

Li Yifan's mother, watching Li Yifan call again, pretended to be weak and asked!

"Who are you talking to on the phone?"

"No? Mom, what's the matter with you? - Why don't I tell you first? My mother called me!"

After the phone was cut off, I still stood there stupidly, unwilling to leave!Until, late at night!

My phone is ringing!

"Hello! Dear? I'm sorry just now! I just went back to my room. My mother is all kinds of expensive. She is sick this time. If something goes wrong, just call me! So I have to take care of her! Sorry."

"No! It's okay! Can you come out?"

"Come out? At this time? Wait?? What do you mean!?"

"I'm at your door!?"

"When were you here!? Damn? Don't tell me, you just..."

Li Yifan ran downstairs quickly, came to the door, and was surprised to find out! ?Why does the door of my house have such a rustic padlock for no reason!

"Aunt Zhou!!!"

Li Yifan called out the servant's auntie's name!

"Master, master? What's the matter so late?"

"When did this thing appear on my gate? Hurry up and get the key!?"

"This one……"

"What about this and that? Go get the key!?"

"I don't have it! This is Madam, who asked to lock it!? I don't know why? Anyway, I ordered it tonight! After locking the door, give the key to Madam? Madam is asleep now!? I dare not go disturb!"

Li Yifan suddenly roared like he wanted to get angry!But because my mother was ill, I suppressed my emotions!

"That's all right! Go to bed too!"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked to the French window next to the garden in the back hall!

"Hello!? Chen Hao!? You didn't hang up the phone!?"

How could I hang up your phone!how can that be possible?Did I hear it all?It seems that what I think should be right?This should be the brilliant idea of ​​this far-sighted lady, right?

"No! I heard everything!? It's okay, it's good to hear your voice!? Although I really want to see you!"

"Why!? Want to see me so much!?"

"Because today is Valentine's Day!? I want to see my lover on Valentine's Day! I...!"

"Stop talking! You come to the garden!? Anyway, I don't have a dog at home! Come here quickly!"

I ran to the back of their garden and climbed over the wall to enter!At a glance, Li Yifan was looking at me anxiously by the floor-to-ceiling windows in the house!

I slowly approached the floor-to-ceiling windows!The right hand is holding the phone!Slowly open the left hand support and attach it to the floor-to-ceiling window glass!Li Yifan also slowly raised his palms, and our palms overlapped through the glass!

"Fan! See you!?"

"En! I saw you too!"

"Happy Valentine's Day!"

"You too! Happy Valentine's Day!"

I can feel some moisture in my eyes!At the same time, I can also see a trace of tears on Li Yifan's cheek through the glass!I choked up and said!

"It's late! Let's say good night!? You go to bed early!?"

"No! I want to look at you?"

"Look at me being frozen into an iceman! Little fool!"

"THAT! I WANT A GOODNIGHTKISS"

I slowly put down the phone, and put my right hand on the floor-to-ceiling glass window!He also did the same action as me, the fingerprints of the two hands overlapped, and the deep imprints of the lips overlapped on the glass window!

I foolishly looked at him in the house!He stood there for a long time staring at me outside the house!Which of the two has the idea of ​​turning around first!Pick up the phone off the hook!

"Li Yifan? Go to sleep in peace!? Don't look at me?"

"But, I want to watch you, watch you go home, so that I can turn around and go back to my room with peace of mind!"

"Hehe! Can we stop being so hypocritical? If you don't go back to the room, I will still stand here and stare at you stupidly!? Only when I see you go back to the room to sleep in peace, I will turn around and leave of!"

"I……"

"You don't want me? Do you really want me to stand here and stare at you until I'm frozen?"

"Okay! I'm going back to my room! You have to go home early too!?"

"En! Be good! By the way, you said it last time! What if I don't want you that day? You will leave me, right?"

"kindness!"

"Now I want to tell you?! That day will never come! I just beg you, don't let go of my hand! Abandon me alone in the future without us!"

Li Yifan nodded desperately!

"Well! I promise, I won't leave you! Never!"

After finishing speaking, he couldn't bear me to stand in this cold night, and slowly turned back to the room, while looking back at me reluctantly!I kept smiling and watched him walk back into the room!