once absurd

Chapter 55

An Xia was restrained and couldn't move. At the same time, he saw blood oozing from Xie Zhizheng's hand holding the blade.

"Are you crazy?" An Xia looked puzzled at Zuo Wenbo who was stunned at the door, and Xie Zhizheng who was holding him tightly behind him as if killing him, "Why are you so crazy?"

When he said this, Zuo Wenbo noticed that Anxia's tone was so normal that it couldn't be more normal, and he wasn't at all depressed as he had imagined.

Xie Zhizheng was terribly worried after hearing this, "Anxia, ​​don't do something stupid, what will you do with me and Dudu! What about the baby!" He held the knife firmly, Anxia He didn't even dare to use force, for fear that Xie Zhizheng's hand might not be broken.

"Why can't I understand what you're talking about? You let go of your hand so quickly that it's bleeding. If you can't think about harming yourself, don't harm yourself in front of me! I still have something to do here!" An Xia finally shook Xie Zhizheng away after a few shakes.

"What are you doing with the knife?" Xie Zhizheng asked worriedly as he took the knife away.

Anxia pointed to a rope with a hanging tag outside the crib, "I just saw that there was a hanging tag, and I was going to cut it off, but I found that the scissors were borrowed from Dudu's handicraft class last time and hadn't been brought back, so I used a knife Cut it off, what's wrong?"

Xie Zhizheng was exhausted immediately after listening to it, he leaned against the wall and said with a smile, "So that's it, it's good to be fine!"

Anxia looked at Xie Zhizheng's injured hand, "Wait, don't move, I'll get you something to bandage, if the wound is too deep, you have to go to the hospital!" He ran straight to the living room after giving instructions, Zuo Wenbo kept watching Without interrupting, he also followed An Xia back and forth to leave the nursery.

Zuo Wenbo was sitting in the living room looking through things, while An Xia ran over with a first aid kit.

As soon as he arrived at the door, he saw Xie Zhiheng kneeling on the ground at some point.Rather, it was more like being limp on the ground. He was facing the crib, with his head resting on the railing of the bed, one hand was tightly holding the railing of the bed, and the other hand was hanging by his side. Next to him lay the kitchen knife just now. And some blood.

Without that crib, Xie Zhizheng might already be lying on the ground.That's what An Xia felt at the moment.

He saw Xie Zhi leaning there, his body undulating, as if he was panting heavily, and the back of his shirt was wet with sweat.An Xia didn't know whether he was sweating from running or the shock just now.In short, it is as exhausting as after a long-distance run.

Then he saw that his forehead was also profusely sweating.

An Xia stood at the door with the first aid kit in his hand and suddenly didn't dare to go in. He didn't expect to see Xie Zhizheng in such a desperate state.Xie Zhizheng, who is usually shrewd and capable, suddenly became concerned about his gains and losses. Even a little thing could scare him so much that he couldn't stand up, even except for a cold sweat.

He stood blankly at the door for ten seconds or ten minutes, as if he forgot to breathe and what he was about to do when facing Xie Zhizheng's back.

Suddenly he saw Xie Zhizheng turning his head, his empty eyes didn't suddenly become bright until he saw him, and the downcast expression immediately smiled when he saw him.

Xie Zhizheng's mind went blank, he couldn't think of any comforting words, so he opened his mouth and subconsciously said, "You're fine...that's great!"

At this moment, Anxia had no choice but to step forward and sit cross-legged beside Xie Zhizheng, "Give me your hand!" He said with a cold face.

He was very angry that Xie Zhizheng hurt himself like this regardless of his care!And the reason for the injury is because of him!Xie Zhizheng thought he was going to commit suicide, it must be so!An Xia is very upset, Xie Zhizheng doesn't give him space, that's all, now it has become an absolute distrust of him!

Anxia took Xie Zhizheng's hand expressionlessly, wiped the medicine and tied a bandage after dealing with some blood stains, and then put his hand back on Xie Zhizheng's leg, "Okay, the wound is not deep and you don't need to go to the hospital. I will give it to you the day after tomorrow." Just change your medicine. Go rest if you have nothing to do, and I will continue to clean up here."

Speaking of which, An Xia left the baby room without raising her head, passed by the sofa in the living room when putting away the medicine box, and saw Zuo Wenbo lying reclined on it, "Why are you still here?"

Zuo Wenbo lazily leaned on watching TV, "I can't go home, we all drank and came back after drunk driving. If I leave again, you have to go to the hall to deliver food to me every day! Remember, I want to eat for the whole family. Bucket, one bucket at a time! Don’t forget to bring a few Coke cups.”

An Xia squinted at Zuo Wenbo for a long time, but Zuo Wenbo didn't even look at him.

"You just sleep on the sofa. Dudu's room is a child's bed and you can't lie down, let alone the bed in the baby's room."

"It's fine to have a place to sleep, and it's not a problem to sleep on the floor!" Zuo Wenbo didn't turn his eyes to An Xia until An Xia decided to keep him overnight. "Just do what you want, just pretend I'm not here."

An Xia ignored him, hugged the quilt for him and came out, took a shower and went back to the bedroom.

He saw that Xie Zhi was lying on the bed with his arms under his pillow watching TV, so he knelt on the bed and slowly moved over, leaning gently on the head of the bed, next to Xie Zhizheng.

She should have been very angry with Xie Zhizheng's indiscriminate behavior, but Anxia always felt that there was a place in her heart that was softened by him.It seems more like looking at a child. Although he made a mistake, he couldn't bear to criticize because he was injured.

He followed Xie Zhizheng to watch the most poisonous animals in the world introduced on TV, and asked after a while, "What did Zuo Wenbo say?"

Xie Zhizheng understood such an uninterrupted question, "Well... I scared you today."

"No." After An Xia finished speaking, the two were silent again. After a while, An Xia said with disgust, "Don't listen to him in the future."

Xie Zhizheng waited for a long time, did not wait to blame and complain, but waited for a word of instruction, the psychological preparation he had made was completely useless and disintegrated in an instant.But that instruction made Xie Zhizheng feel that no matter how big the misunderstanding was, it was worth it!

Because Anxia really didn't complain that he interfered too much in his life this time, nor did he say that he was meddling in his own business.

Therefore, Xie Zhizheng felt warm all over. He stretched out his arm and put it under Anxia's neck, and explained to Anxia seriously, "I was really impulsive just now, but I really couldn't calm down. When I heard Zuo Wenbo say you How severe was the depression I suffered from before, and the symptoms I mentioned were the same as yours these days, I felt as if you were going to leave me soon, I was so scared to death!"

"Do you think I'm a fool? If you say you die, you die!" An Xia was dissatisfied.

Xie Zhizheng added, "After all, Zuo Wenbo knows the past things most clearly, so I have no doubts about what he said."

"..." Anxia also seemed to recall the unbearable days before, but he tried not to think too deeply, he sighed, "No...it won't happen in the future...It's enough to experience that kind of thing once, Besides, I still have Dudu. I am about to have an accident, what will Dudu do?"

Xie Zhizheng was relieved that An Xia could take the initiative to say that.

"And I've experienced it once, I already know what's going on, and I don't have the energy to feel scared anymore, so I won't have another accident. It's all in the past, just forget the past."

Xie Zhizheng heard that An Xia was comforting him, and he couldn't help feeling a little complacent. Today, An Xia is really different. When encountering such a thing, instead of blaming him, he even came to comfort him...

An Xia sighed and got out of bed, opened the closet to look for things.Half a day later, I found a t-shirt that Xie Zhizheng used to put there and didn't wear it very much, An Xia took off the clothes and changed it on her body.

Xie Zhi was leaning on the head of the bed and staring at An Xia's movements without blinking.It was the first time he saw An Xia wearing his clothes in front of him today.The t-shirt was a little small because of An Xia's stomach, but it looked very nice overall.

Especially An Xia's pair of tight long legs, and his protruding belly that became more and more obvious.

An Xia finally closed the closet door, stood at the end of the bed touching her belly, "I look at me now... I think I'm a monster..."

An Xia's sudden remark made Xie Zhizheng very uneasy.

"You see what a normal person should look like, but I look like a ghost. I can't leave the house, and I can't see Dudu, let alone take out the trash or go out for a breath. I can't wait to get back to normal and go to work right away. To make money to support Dudu, instead of being unable to do anything now and relying on others to support him!"

For some reason, Anxia suddenly wanted to say these things to Xie Zhizheng.Before giving, even a day ago, he would rather rot all his words in his stomach.Knowing that this is only his own business, it won't have much effect if he says it, but today Anxia feels that he can't control his mouth, he really wants to tell Xie Zhizheng these things that bother him.

"This feeling is too unrealistic. I feel like I'm the kind of mutated animal locked in a cage, just waiting for you to drag me out to exhibit and sell everywhere for money. It seems that only by doing this can I feel at ease. He climbed onto the bed again and leaned against the head of the bed, but kept a little distance from Xie Zhizheng, "I am a monster in my own eyes. Many times I don't want to look in the mirror because I want to forget what I look like." But every time you react to me, I force myself to realize how stupid I am now..."

Xie Zhizheng finally understands Anxia's purpose, he never thought that Ansha's concern for him turned out to be such a misunderstanding.The effect was completely counterproductive. He thought he was caring, but An Xia felt that he was exposing his scars and letting more people know about his unbearable...

"No, Anxia!" Xie Zhi was leaning over, with his arms firmly around Ansha's stomach, but he didn't feel oppressed at all, "I swear, I will keep your secret for the rest of my life. The subject of your secret is mine. Son, so you trust me, I will definitely keep it a secret!"

Anxia didn't take it to heart, he finally asked Xie Zhizheng, "Then you promise me, even if one day you find me annoying, dislike, and can't live anymore, even for the sake of Dudu and the guy who didn't come out, you must Keep it a secret, this secret will rot in his stomach, and he will not tell it for the rest of his life!"

"En!" Xie Zhizheng said without hesitation, "I swear! I will never tell, and I promise that there will never be such a chance!"

An Xia didn't say any more, he shrunk down and got into the quilt directly, Xie Zhi was holding him tightly, but he didn't push him away.

The next night, when Xie Zhizheng and Anxia were going to bed again, the doorbell rang.

Xie Zhizheng went to open the door and saw that Zuo Wenbo was outside, and he was waiting at the door holding an unknown instrument.

"Why are you here?" Xie Zhizheng asked.

Zuo Wenbo said: "From now on, I will slowly move the machines back and forth. If the ones are too big, I will not move them. I will borrow the small ones from my friends, and I will put them in your house if they are not too big. Anxia's physical examination is also convenient, and I won't move the equipment away until after giving birth!"

Xie Zhizheng agreed again and again, so that An Xia would not need to go out, nor would he delay regular inspections.

"How was An Xia yesterday? Emotions!" Zuo Wenbo asked as he placed the machine.

Xie Zhizheng explained it to Zuo Wenbo in detail.

Zuo Wenbo thought for a while, "It is indeed possible that he will not commit the crime again, but we still have to be careful! By the way, he does not exercise too much every day, so find a way to make him increase the amount of activity!"

Xie Zhizheng was a little embarrassed looking at the spotless furniture.

Zuo Wenbo said: "Buy a treadmill and put it at home so that he can walk every day."

"Okay! This is no problem!"

Xie Zhi was worried about An Xia's body, but An Xia began to think about other things.Now that the situation is like this, An Xia thought, why not just treat it as a role, and there are still more than two months to finish the role. In these two months, it is better to play the role as well as possible, so that maybe there will be no more troubles .

He will do it when he thinks about it.

He has been flipping through his mobile phone every day these days, ordering a lot of necessary things such as baby products and clothes from it.

In order to avoid the courier knocking on the door during the day, he wrote all the addresses in Xie Zhizheng's office.

So for a week or so, the news that Xie Zhi was buying baby products spread like wildfire in the company.