Fireworks in the dark night

It was past midnight, and the people in the yard were still sitting on the stone slabs, showing no intention of leaving.

"Brother, your man kissed my man!"

"Ah."

"They eat together!"

"Ah."

"Live in a house!"

"Ah."

"The two of them are together!"

"Hmm... what?" Yuan Zefeng frightened half his life, then remembered something, and sat down calmly, "Impossible, why are you two together."

"As far as I know, before meeting you, Su Yi lived among flowers."

Yuan Zefeng was speechless.

The two stood up at the same time, quickly and lightly pried open the door lock, and entered the room.After seeing the two closed doors, the heart that was hanging in the air returned to its place.

Yuan Zefeng sneaked into Su Yi's room, frightened the insomniac on the bed to sit up, turned on the light, saw a familiar person, threw the pillow over there angrily, lay down again and covered his head with the quilt The whole body is wrapped up, and he doesn't want to care about people's posture at all.Yuan Zefeng was funny, picked up the pillow and climbed onto the bed lightly, fished Su Yi out of the quilt and locked him in his arms, but it was obvious that Su Yi didn't cooperate.

"Don't move, I'm not doing anything, let me hug you for a while, I haven't slept for several days, I'm so tired." He directly pressed Su Yi's hands and feet, making him unable to move.

I don't know if I heard Yuan Zefeng say that I was tired and distressed, or if I really struggled and gave up, I lay obediently in Yuan Zefeng's arms, listening to the familiar heartbeat, burst into tears uncontrollably, the lovesickness of the past two years, All the grievances of the past two years poured out.

Yuan Zefeng was so distressed, he hugged him in his arms and kissed again and again, "Baby, don't cry, don't cry, Yi, I'm sorry."

Su Yi's hand was stretched out quietly, but in the end it didn't wrap around the solid waist, and then gently put it down.

He thought he couldn't be fooled anymore.

Shangguan Chengye walked to Chu Yanxi's room, and she was sleeping soundly.Sitting by the bed and looking at his soft sleeping face, Shangguan Chengye smiled wryly.If you really want to ignore him to the end, he has already found him, but he is not affected at all. Thinking of his indifferent attitude and understated tone in the afternoon, Shangguan Chengye's heart can't stop aching.

Just watching quietly like this, his eyes were too focused, as if he wanted to make up for the two vacant years, his heart was filled with some indescribable emotion, and he couldn't help stroking his hair, which was still in his memory. Soft, the thumb rubbed against Chu Yanxi's face, every now and then, it felt so real.

A tear flowed from under his thumb, accompanied by the murmur of the person on the bed.

"No...don't...kill...let him go...don't die...Dad...don't kill..."

The unconscious person was completely incoherent, but the tears kept overflowing like a kite with a broken string, and Ren Shangguan Chengye couldn't wipe it off no matter how hard he tried.Gently shaking the sleeping person, but accidentally knocked over the medicine bottle on the table, turned on the light, picked it up in a panic, but saw the words on the medicine bottle, and was stunned, squatting on the bed of Chu Yanxi. In front of the bed, he buried his face in the quilt with his warmth, calling softly over and over again: "Yan..."

——It turns out that I have become the most terrifying nightmare in your heart. After all, I broke your heart and made you so afraid in your sleep. Sleeping pills, have you been relying on them to sleep peacefully for two years?But Yan, if time can be restarted, I still don't regret my original choice, it's not that I'm obsessed, but I have no choice. The death of my father, Xiao Yu's hatred, and the loneliness of more than ten years, this enmity is too deep and involves too much. Many people, I can't be so selfish, Yan, what should I do with you, is this our destiny?

The person on the bed didn't wake up, the nightmare continued, and there was no way to appease him. Shangguan Chengye was so anxious that he slapped himself directly. Shaking and kissing the person on the bed still had no effect. Chu Yanxi hugged him in his arms and patted him on the back lightly. His eyes were full of distress and love in such a gentle move that he had never done before.

Perhaps feeling the familiar body temperature and embrace, Chu Yanxi gradually calmed down, fell asleep quietly, kissed the corner of his mouth, Shangguan Chengye hugged him and closed his eyes, his body that had not fully recovered was warmed by the real body temperature. Let your guard down, and for the first time in two years, or maybe 18 years, you fell asleep contentedly.

Early the next morning, Shangguan Chengye woke up from his sleep and reflexively touched his side, which was empty and cold.He sat up in shock, who?What made him even more depressed was that he slept so deeply, he didn't even know when Chu Yanxi got up, and he didn't bother to wash his face, so he ran outside after putting on his shoes, flustered, afraid that that person would disappear into a dream again.Only when he saw the man sitting quietly in the yard did he heave a sigh of relief.But he didn't dare to go forward rashly, he just stopped behind Chu Yanxi and stared.

"Let's talk!" Chu Yanxi said in an extremely indifferent tone without turning her head, and without even changing her sitting posture.

After a pause, Shangguan Chengye sat down in front of Chu Yanxi, looking at his slightly vacant eyes and pale face, Shangguan Chengye's heart ached, and all the words of apology were stuck in his chest and he couldn't express it.

"Yan, let's start again, shall we?" The tone was tentative and pleading.

The corners of Chu Yanxi's mouth curled up in a mocking manner, and she laughed dumbly. Starting over, it didn't mean anything between them, but made people feel embarrassed.

"Shangguan Chengye, do you know what you are talking about?"

"of course I know."

——I don't know what I want more clearly than now, but please don't laugh like this, you scare me so much.

"Heh, Shangguan Chengye, are you so unwilling to let me live?"

Hearing this, Shangguan Chengye's eyes widened in shock, "Yan...you..."

——How can you say that, how can you deny my feelings and love like this, how thankful I am to God, you are still alive.

But such a thing can't be said.

"Yan, I just want to start over with you again. This time, I will definitely love you very much."

"Have you forgotten, how many lives have passed between us, how do you let those who have been buried in the earth rest in peace when we start over again? How do I deal with the pain I have suffered before? Shangguan Chengye, forget it, why bother to force it Things that are no longer possible, why bother to get together and hurt each other, just live separately like this, it is the best choice for you and me, even if we accidentally meet in the future, treat them as strangers, don't force yourself to laugh , and don’t have to recall those hatreds and pains all the time, this is the best ending between us, isn’t it?”

He once asked Chen Ye why he liked to call him 'Yan'?Chen Ye at that time, and now Shangguan Chengye said: "You are like fireworks embellishing the night, dazzling and dazzling." But Shangguan Chengye forgot that no matter how beautiful the fireworks are, they are only fleeting, and in the end they will not be warm for a long time. night.Just like the relationship between him and Shangguan Chengye, there will always be an indelible scar in each other's lives. The wound will heal one day, but the traces left behind will never disappear. As long as there is this scar, those who once had All the good things will only be the most painful memories.Only by becoming each other's passer-by, the pain will be healed, like strangers, no relationship, no memory, no love, no even hatred.

"No, I don't want to do this, you are mine, and this life can only be mine alone." Shangguan Chengye stood up in a panic, pressed Chu Yanxi's arms with both hands, and trapped him in his arms, With a firm tone, only I know how chaotic and painful my heart is.Strangers, how could it be possible, they were so close in the past, and they could be happy tomorrow, how could they just be strangers, he didn't want it, he was not reconciled.

Even though his arm was pinched painfully because of Shangguan Chengye's aggressive behavior, Chu Yanxi was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, not even a single wave in his eyes.

The two confront each other like this, one is like a leopard out of control, the other is like a docile sheep, but the leopard is frustrated by the sheep's indifferent attitude.

Gently pushing Shangguan Chengye away, Chu Yanxi went back to the house and took a stack of test papers, then walked out of the yard without looking back, when she was opening the door, she heard Shangguan Chengye screaming: "Chu Yan Xi, unless I die, you will never escape in this lifetime."

Chu Yanxi stood at the door without speaking for a long time, but when Shangguan Chengye thought he was going to compromise, he returned to normal and opened the door.

"But, I'm tired!"

The faint tone, obviously only 23 years old, but it reveals deep exhaustion, endless sadness and vicissitudes.

I'm tired, I can't use it anymore, I can't love anymore, I don't want to love anymore, love, it's too sad, this heart full of holes can no longer bear any harm.

Chu Yanxi just woke up, her mind was in a mess, and she fell back to bed for a while, and opened her eyes again.

wrong!

It's not a room where I've slept in the country for two years, but I'm no stranger to it. This is...an apartment in S city.Why is he here?He obviously slept in that room, how come he came here after waking up, and he didn't even have any memory on the way.I ran outside with bare feet, and there was no one in the huge space.

The sound of running water suddenly came from the kitchen, and when I ran over, I saw a strange middle-aged woman cleaning it. Judging from the cleanliness of the apartment, it was obvious that it had already been cleaned.

The middle-aged woman was startled when she saw him standing at the door of the kitchen, and said a little uneasy: "Sir, you are awake, there is porridge warming in the pot, would you like some to drink?"

Chu Yanxi didn't say a word, and suddenly turned and rushed towards the door, opened it, and there were 4 men in black standing at the door, motionless like statues, seeing him coming out, one of them stood in front of him.

"Mr. Chu, I'm sorry, please go back."

Dizzy, seeing this situation, Chu Yanxi only felt that the veins on his head were about to bleed, and he held the doorknob tightly. After a while, he calmed down and asked, "Where are the others?"

"Master Ye is out to do some errands, and he will be back soon." The man in black replied respectfully.

Chu Yanxi closed the door vigorously with a 'slap'. Shangguan Chengye knew that his self-defense skills were not bad, and the kung fu of each of the four people must be better than his. It's really a good job.

The middle-aged woman carefully placed a bowl of porridge on the table in front of Chu Yanxi, "Sir, I am a part-time worker invited by Mr. Shangguan. My surname is Li. If you need anything, you can tell me."

"Thank you Mrs. Li." With a gentle smile, he picked up the porridge and drank it in one gulp. There is no need to get angry with irrelevant people, and there is no need to make fun of your own body.

Seeing Chu Yanxi's smile, Mrs. Li was not so afraid anymore, and went back to do her own thing.

Just after finishing the porridge and returning to the room, the phone rang.

"Hello, Su Yi."

"Xiao Xi, where are you? Why haven't you answered the phone for two days? Are you still at school?"

two days?How long has it been?No, it's impossible for Su Yi not to notice if he hasn't seen anyone for two days, unless...

"My previous apartment in S city."

"What?" Su Yi yelled at the other end, "Could it be that you were tied back too, these two bastards!"

also?As Chu Yanxi expected, Su Yi was also brought back.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm here... Yuan Zefeng, what are you doing, hurry up..." The person on the other end hadn't finished speaking when the phone was cut off.

Putting away the phone, Chu Yanxi scratched her hair irritably, how could things have turned out like this, Yuan Zefeng, Shangguan Chengye, what are these two people going to do?

Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao.

"Shangguan Chengye, what do you mean?" Chu Yanxi was furious, thinking that if he could beat Shangguan Chengye, he would be merciless at this moment.

"Sorry, Homura, I brought you back without your consent, I just..."

"Take it?" interrupted Shangguan Chengye, "You tied me back in a daze, huh, this is really something you Shangguan Chengye can do, despicable." The group photo of him fell in front of him, "Shangguan Chengye, I'm going to find Su Yi and remove your people guarding outside."

"No!" Resolutely refused.

Shangguan Chengye bent down to pick up the photo on the ground, the glass of the photo frame shattered all over the floor, pieces of bright glass seemed to be pierced into his heart, the pain made him pale.

As if afraid of not stimulating him, Chu Yanxi smashed all the photos of Shangguan Chengye in the room to pieces.

"Shangguan Chengye, I'm not a prisoner, you have no right to imprison me."

Imprisonment, no, not imprisonment, he just wanted to prevent him from disappearing from his sight, just didn’t want to lose his warmth, just wanted to give each other a chance to start again, why did he misunderstand, why did he only have tender eyes You have to glare at yourself, obviously you already love so much, why don't you want to go back to him.

——No, no, Yan, you belong to me. I said that you can’t escape in this life. You are not allowed to see other people. I can always let you stay by my side, even if it is imprisonment.

His sanity was broken by a broken glass photo frame all over the place, and he picked up Chu Yanxi and threw him into the bed. Shangguan Chengye pushed him up, not giving Chu Yanxi a chance to resist, and directly sealed the mouth that kept spitting and hurting himself. mouth of words.The force was too great and too fierce, so that both of their teeth hit their lips, a faint smell of blood soaked into their noses from their mouths, but Shangguan Chengye couldn't control that much anymore, his heart was screaming for possession, his body was burning like fire burning.

"Let go... you... let go..." Almost suffocated by the kiss, he turned his head vigorously to avoid it, but was forced to straighten it up, put his hands in the middle and tried to push the person away, and was restrained and held up by Shangguan Chengye Press overhead.

"Let me go...Shangguan Chengye...what are you going to do..." While struggling, he was so frightened by the bloodthirsty desire in Shangguan Chengye's eyes that he forgot to resist for a moment.

Desire occupied all of Shangguan Chengye's thoughts. The kiss fell like a storm, sliding from Chu Yanxi's lips to his neck. The inconceivably beautiful touch drove him crazy. There was only one thought in his mind: to possess him, to possess him. Him, let him only belong to himself.

Stretching out a free hand, came to the lower body, roughly tore apart the restraints of each other, the swelling desire between the legs clamored to be released, the person who had been thinking about it day and night was finally under him again, and returned to his arms, Shangguan Chengye couldn't wait for Chu Yanxi to adapt, so he stood up and crashed into the deepest part of that body.

"Ah..." The pain, the pain of tearing the body came from the chest, making Chu Yanxi's face pale, biting her lower lip tightly, not wanting to show weakness, enduring the person's deeper violations every time, enduring With the pain piercing into the deepest part of my heart, enduring the pain that I have been suppressing for the past two years, why did I treat him like this?Tears fell silently, and at the end of his consciousness, he seemed to see Shangguan Chengye's panic-stricken face, and heard him calling him constantly, calling his name so frightened and lovingly.

flame……