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Jing Youmu is the daughter of Jingmei and Jing Haitian. Jing Haitian died of an incurable disease when Jing Youmu was very young.Jingmei was overwhelmed with grief, and as if she had changed completely, she began to conduct inexplicable and strange research.

Jingmei herself is a master of medicine. Jing Haitian's death hit her hard. She didn't believe that she couldn't make an antidote, so she would stay in the laboratory for a long time every day.However, although Jing Haitian and Jingmei have the same surname, they are not related.As for the name, it seems that Jingmei doesn't want her to be called Youmu when she grows up. On the other hand, she loves Jing Youmu very much.It's just that some practices seem a little extreme.

Jingmei is just like the rumors, her actions are frightening, and she is often called the 'devil who kills without batting an eye'.Because she experimented with living people, and often ended in failure.She studies drugs and injects them into living people. Those people are like guinea pigs in the laboratory to her, and they will catch another one after they die.Jingmei has become numb to death, and many people are afraid of her, so no one can be her assistant.Of course, these are just outside rumors.

Jingmei finally disappeared into the world a few years ago, an extremely secret death, the cause of death is unknown.Moreover, no one even knew that Jingmei had died.

Mommy, why did you poison Mu'er?You are obviously such a good mommy.Why?Mu'er hates you!

Jing Youmu stared blankly at this cold laboratory where he had stayed for three years. Although there are still many people doing research here, her heart is empty, so what's the use of her antidote?

"You all go!" After a long time, Jing Youmu slowly raised her eyes, her eyes were empty, and her heart was already empty.

"But, miss, you—" Everyone hesitated, they were all researchers that Jing Youmu brought in from Jing Mei, and they always obeyed Jing Youmu absolutely.

"I know my own body, so I don't need to say anything." Jing Youmu said lightly.It's been three years, even if there is an antidote, what's the use?Her mother, uncle, cousin, and aunt are all dead, and the person who loved her the most has also left her, and she suffers from a congenital genetic disease.Jing Haitian is dead, so she is not far from death.

Three years ago, Jingmei was still alive.And that year happened to be Jing Youmu and Xue Weiyao's breakup again, Xue Weiyao was from the Xue family, and the Xue family was in France.Perhaps Jing Youmu and Xue Weiyao knew each other because of fate.

Because of the lack of medicinal materials, Jingmei asked Jing Youmu to go to Lei's in France, where Jing Yan had cooperated with, to buy medicinal materials. This time, Jing Youmu went for quite a long time.For half a year, because Jing Youmu met Xue Weiyao, and later people from the Lei family got the news, so that Xue Weiyao knew about Jingmei.

At that time, the relationship between Xueshi and Jingshi had reached its limit, and Leishi was also Xueshi's enemy.Xue Weiyao left Jing Youmu cruelly only because she was Jingmei's daughter.Jing Youmu didn't understand at the time, but only later did he gradually understand.

Jing Youmu was sent back to Jing's house by Jingmei's subordinates.Jingmei locked Jing Youmu in the room at that time, preventing anyone from entering.Jing Youmu didn't know what mistake he had made, he was going to be chained, and he was forced to take four pills of different sizes.

"Mommy! Let Mu'er out!" Jing Youmu struggled on the spot while pulling on the chain, only an empty echo echoed her.

For a long, long time, Jing Youmu didn't even know how long it had passed, and the whole room became pitch black.And she also started to feel cold all over, curled up on the ground, and her heart seemed to be in pain like something was tearing, she knew that she was sick.

After a while, I vaguely heard someone hastily open the door, and someone untied the iron chain in his hand, and hugged her tightly in his arms.Jing Youmu tried to open his eyes, but he could only see a vague figure.However, she knew it was her mommy, but she didn't understand.

"Mu'er, I'm sorry, forgive Mommy for doing this, Mommy only has you now—" Jing Youmu vaguely heard what Jingmei was saying, but she couldn't hear clearly.This time the attack was worse than before, and she felt as if she was about to die. The only thing she knew was that her mother was crying.

"Mu'er, Mommy is afraid that you will leave Mommy like your father... Do you know why Mommy forced you to take those four pills?" Jingmei kept talking while hugging Jing Youmu. Jing Youmu couldn't hear clearly at all, and the cold sweat continued to break out.

"Because your father also got sick at this time and left Mommy..." You were not born at that time, sorry, Mu'er, Mommy lied to you.Yes, at that time, not long after the two got married, Jing Haitian died of illness.But Jingmei was so distressed that she committed suicide by taking sleeping pills, but she attempted suicide.

"Mommy and your father really love each other. When your father left, Mommy didn't have the courage to live anymore. So Mommy took sleeping pills and wanted to end her life, but she was rescued and sent to the hospital. I'm pregnant with you."

"It was you who gave Mommy the courage to live. Mommy doesn't care how much it costs to cure your illness. Mommy will never let you die. Mu'er, believe in Mommy, there is no terminal illness in the world, so You must persevere." Jingmei wept bitterly while hugging Jing Youmu. 24 years ago, she watched Jing Haitian struggling to die on the operating table, and she didn't even have time to talk to her.

She hated herself, as a medical researcher, she couldn't even develop an antidote.She hated her own incompetence even more, it was her self-confidence that killed her favorite.One must know that Jingmei's attainments in medicine are unmatched by anyone.

"Mu'er, you must be hating Mommy, right? But, if Mommy tells you the truth, according to your personality, you will never eat it. I'm sorry, Muer, Mommy loves you more than anyone else in the world. You." What Jingmei said was a pity that Jing Youmu didn't hear it at that time, and never heard it again.

All this seems to be done on purpose by Jingmei, she is not lukewarm towards Jing Youmu at ordinary times, she asks Jing Youmu to do various tasks continuously, and every time she takes medicine for Jing Youmu regularly.In order for Jing Youmu to take the medicine, she lied to her that it was the medicine to cure her world's poison, and she had to take it regularly.But Jing Youmu believed it too, her heart was full of hatred, she would not even look at Jingmei on weekdays, if it wasn't for the medicine, she would not even go home.

It took Jing Youmu only three years to learn martial arts in three years, and his speed and reach are beyond ordinary people's comparison.The injuries and heartbreaks suffered in training must be, but what are they?

It's just that she didn't know that when she was training, Jingmei had been silently watching her from behind her.Every time she was injured, Jingmei couldn't help but want to step forward, but in the end she still held back.Not that she was cruel.It's just that once she stepped forward, all the efforts she had made before would be in vain.However, she would still secretly leave some traumatic medicine in Jing Youmu's room, but Jing Youmu didn't pay attention to the source of these medicines.

When Jingmei saw Jing Youmu for the last time, she gave her the medicine she had used for several years. These medicines could only relieve her pain temporarily, and it was not long-term.After all, taking a drug for a long time will also develop drug resistance.She is human, not a fairy.

"Give me the antidote." When Jing Youmu was holding the pill, he said so.His tone was cold, and he didn't even ask for a name.

"I don't have an antidote." Jingmei said lightly, but who knew how painful her heart was?

"What? You lied to me!" Jing Youmu clenched his fists, stepped forward in two steps, grabbed Jing Mei's collar, and stared at her.Jing Mei didn't care about Jing Youmu's actions at all, she just smiled lightly and looked at her tenderly.This is the first time that Jing Youmu looked at her squarely, although it was a close look, but she was also satisfied.

Mu'er, I'm sorry, I almost succeeded, Mommy couldn't help you.You have to go on your own way in the future, don't give up—this is Jingmei's last wish before she died. She died in the basement of the Lei family.

Later, they were rescued by You Leyi and You Leer, that is, Ah Yi and Ah Er beside Jing Youmu.It's just that they didn't tell Jing Youmu the truth, but they still kept Jingmei's body in the crystal coffin.

Youleyi and Youleer were cultivated by Jingmei to protect Jing Youmu's safety, and they are the ones who know Jingmei's personality best.Although Jingmei would experiment with living people, those people were all suffering from certain incurable diseases, and if the experiment failed, Jingmei would go to their families to condolence and compensate.In fact, Jingmei is not a bad person, it's just that she never explained what she did, which caused people in the world to misunderstand her.Jing Youmu knew this better than anyone else, but was lost by hatred.

From anyone's point of view, Jingmei is numb to death, but who knows that there will be people crying in the laboratory every night?

"Miss, you can't do this!" shouted You Le Er who came from behind.Jing Youmu already knew very well that without the research drugs in the laboratory, she would not be able to live for a few days at all, and——

"Oh, why can't I do this?" Jing Youmu sneered, "Everyone in the Jing family is dead except for Jing Chenbing! I am only living to protect the last blood of the Jing family! Besides, This world has no meaning to me!" Jing Youmu roared.Venting out the emotions that have been accumulated in the bottom of my heart for many years, my eyes are full of water.

"Miss! You are wrong!" You Leer finally couldn't help but speak, Jing Youmu looked at her without saying a word, and didn't go any further.

"You still have a family feud on your shoulders! Do you understand!" You Le Er couldn't bear it anymore, she really had enough, and Jing Youmu's self-abandonment these years made her very disappointed!

Jing Youmu just laughed, very sadly.Family feud?Where does her family feud come from?All she has is the mother who cruelly threw herself into this world!

"Sister Jing, that is your mommy, no matter what you think of her, she is still the mommy who loves you the most in the world!" You Leer clenched his fists and said what he had been holding in his heart for three years. come out.

"Does this have something to do with what you said?" Jing Youmu didn't understand why Jingmei was involved, and looked at You Le Er fixedly, and You Le Er also looked at her fixedly, and spit out Jing Youmu's words that he will never forget in his life.

"Because, Sister Jing didn't die by accident, but was killed by members of Lei's family!"