The catastrophe of the heroine

Zhen Rin thinks,? Some things are still familiar to her, as if engraved in her DNA.

It's amazing, isn't it?

As for memory, what she really likes will not disappear completely with the passage of time,? She can smoothly recite the likes and dislikes of familiar characters in her previous life.The official settings of height, weight, birthday, etc.? I don’t necessarily remember all of them, but I still remember the basic character and background clearly.

After all, she used to be able to say that she has no hobbies other than manga and animation.That was her food for thought.

And it was probably caused by reading and writing fanfic in the past. In order not to be OOC, she also basically read the analysis essays of some main characters when she was obsessed with a series.

Whether it's a character you're obsessed with or not.

Dazai is one of them.

There is no need to understand thoroughly, it can only be said to understand.

In fact, if all the behaviors of people in front of her and people she has known in the past are in line with her imagination, it will be difficult for her to feel any surprises and surprises.

He is such a person, it is normal for him to do such a thing, and what kind of thing he would not do, as expected of him - there will be a basic concept in her mind.

Maybe such a preconceived notion is not a good thing, right? But she can't help it.After all, it's impossible to forget what you already know all at once, right?

It might seem strange and inexplicable to the people on the other side.

Later Osamu Dazai called her a strange person.Really,? It's strange to be called such a guy who thinks about suicide every day,? Zhen Rin is also very unconvinced.

Anyway, although she knew what kind of person Osamu Dazai was, she couldn't understand his brain circuit.

Because she is probably the opposite, someone who loves life and loves life.

Marin also thinks that crabs are really delicious... It was a whim on her mind. When she was in school, she remembered that Osamu Dazai liked to eat this kind of food, so she ordered it by the way.The purpose is naturally just to thank the "tool man" for making her journey easy.

The steamed crab meat is indeed very fragrant and fresh, but Zhen Lin is still very bad at peeling the crab meat out,? In comparison, she prefers to eat shrimp,? Because she is so skilled that she can even complete the shell of the shrimp without using her hands. peel off.

Marin likes to save trouble, but hates trouble.Except when it comes to things she has to do, or something she particularly enjoys.She doesn't hate trouble.

Osamu Dazai took no trouble.

Whether you want to die or not, you will undoubtedly feel the eagerness and satisfaction when you eat something you like.

At least Osamu Dazai doesn't look anorexic at all.The crab is so troublesome,? I am very happy to see him eating.

Zhen Lin propped his chin up, tilted his head and watched the boy humming happily, stuffing crab meat into his mouth, his cheeks were also bulging, like a hamster.

Honestly, it looks pretty cute.

"Don't you really like eating crabs?"

"It's okay, I think it's delicious, but it's troublesome..." She replied lazily while lying on the table.

"Eh——" Osamu Dazai elongated his voice inexplicably, and after a while, a whole peeled crab leg dangled in front of her eyes.

"Ah—open your mouth." The bandage man sitting next to her said to her with a smile.

Zhen Rin didn't open his mouth, his eyes rolled around, and he looked at him suspiciously: "You don't think I can just put this thing into your own mouth when I open my mouth, right?"

"How could this be so! Am I that kind of person!" Osamu Dazai made an aggrieved expression, "Look, this is what they worked so hard for you..."

"Oh." The girl took away the crab legs dangling in front of her eyes with lightning speed, like a cat snatching food.

After swallowing it, he propped his chin and chewed intently, his expression didn't change much, and he turned a blind eye to his pretended expression.

"Thank you for the hospitality," she said.

Dazai laughed for a while: "I should say thank you for the hospitality."

……

Afterwards, Marin and Oda Sakunosuke got in touch.

When Odasaku thanked her, he also explained a lot to her.Including how much I benefited from that luck, and how he and his children survived miraculously.And the fact that he has defected to the Mafia, and the general context of why these things happened.

Although she knew it a long time ago, Marin still listened quietly.

Oda Sakunosuke also reminded her to try not to expose the "luck" that can be distributed to others.He felt that such luck could easily arouse greed and be targeted by people with malicious intentions.

Naturally, he also asked Dazai if he had caused her any trouble.

In fact, in the eyes of Oda Sakunosuke, Dazai is still a child. He told Marin that Dazai actually has no bad intentions, probably just like finding something of interest temporarily, and wanted to see what kind of person she is.

Rin said it doesn't matter.After all, it is true in fact, she and Dazai don't have any conflict of interest, right?

At this time, Oda Sakunosuke has settled down and temporarily lives in the countryside.Because he defected in a hurry, he naturally didn't have much savings, so he could only maintain a simple life.After all, raising several children is really a burden.

In order to survive, he already planned to go to a publishing house to try to submit a manuscript.Let's get on with the current life first, and when the limelight passes, maybe I will find a job with a decent salary.After all, it is also necessary for children to afford to go to school and live a better life.

In this regard, Zhen Rin's thoughts are: Sure enough, life will force the pigeons to stop cooing, and Odasaku's novels will be published.

When I heard that Marin was also writing a novel, Oda Saku said that he would also buy it to read.

Zhen Rin felt very puzzled: What's going on with each of you, go read serious literature!Don't read brainless silly love light novels!

As for Dazai.Oda Sakunosuke said that since Dazai had left the port mafia, he had the idea to persuade this friend to engage in some positive careers, that is to say, to be a good person.

For someone like Dazai, there is actually no difference between being a good person and being a bad person. ...But it's obviously much better to be a good person.

Rin agreed.

It couldn't be better to get back on track with the plot of Butterfly.No matter how you say it, Wu Jingzai has more conscience than Hei Shizai.

……

The appearance of Osamu Dazai didn't bother Marin much.On the contrary, they get along unexpectedly harmoniously.

It would be nice to meet an unlucky day.Anyway, as long as Dazai is free and willing to send her to and from school, she treats him to crabs to eat.What a happy deal, huh?But...it also caused Chiyo to look at her more and more strangely.

Sakura Chiyo: These are all familiar faces that you can see every few days, and you still say you are not dating? !It's very strange--

One day, Dazai suddenly asked her, "Does Shin-chan also think it's better to be a good person?"

"Of course." Marin nodded, her tone was very firm, "I prefer good people. And...to be honest, Dazai, you don't hate good people, do you?"

"Hey... why do you think so?"

"Because Mr. Oda is a good person in the normal sense. Don't you get along very well?"

"Because Odasaku is a very interesting person." Dazai Osamu smiled, "The same is true for Marin-chan... It should be said that he is a good person, but he is still interesting... Anyway, he is a very magical type that is not ordinary. gone."

Shin Rin: "..." No, I think I am normal and ordinary, thank you.

However, regardless of whether Dazai is a good person or not, he is still walking on the road of constantly trying to commit suicide.

These days, Zhen Rin often sees him making some inexplicable new suicide methods.Naturally, when I couldn't stand it anymore, I "saved" him in various ways...

However, she rarely tried to persuade Dazai.

It's not the same as the inclusiveness of Oda as his friend.

Sometimes, when Dazai looked at her always expected calm expression, he couldn't help feeling that she understood everything.Just like, like him.In this world, there seemed to be very few things that could exceed her predictions.

On this day, Osamu Dazai, who was dragged out of the water by her, sat on the ground, stared at her with his head tilted, and asked curiously:

"Marin-chan, how can you show me a...surprised expression?"

"...Ah, here." Hearing this question, Zhen Rin felt that something was wrong with his brain being soaked in water. "...When you love life and cherish life, I will probably be surprised."

"What are you thinking?" Osamu Dazai widened his eyes in disbelief, "How is this possible!"

Shin Rin: Isn't that nonsense, what you asked is also nonsense.However, there is nothing else that can shock me except ooc.

Dazai sighed: "It's so annoying... Why do people live. Zhen Rin-chan accompany me to die in love, now think about it... It's a bit lonely to die alone, it's obviously better if two people go to hell together! "

"Don't." Zhen Rin refused, but it was the first time he spoke words of consolation, "For me, I don't need a reason to live, but I need a reason to die. I don't have a reason to die, but what you need is to live The reason, let’s keep searching, maybe one day we will find it.”

Osamu Dazai: "..."

He immediately lay down like a corpse, motionless.

Shin Rin: "..."

"Tsk... This kind of person can just let him die directly. No matter what he does. And you bastard, don't think about pulling Zhen Lin together. If you want to die, you can die quickly."

Yato, who did not know when suddenly appeared behind the two of them, obviously spoke angrily.

Well, this is actually not the first time Yato and Dazai have met.After all, Dazai has been hanging around in front of Marin for several days.

The picture of these two people meeting is actually not much to say.

Dazai was rather surprised, his mental journey is roughly:

There really is a god in this world. → There really is such a poor god. →Is there anything else in this world that I don't know. →Ah, forget it, anyway, this god is a stinky man, it doesn't matter, don't care.

For Yato, this stinky man who has been hanging around his followers recently obviously has malicious intentions.

Naturally, every time he saw him, Yato's icy blue eyes were cold and indifferent, and the god lost his usual hippie smile, showing complete coldness and indifference.

There is no doubt that what Yato hates the most are suicides.As a god, in his memory, he has seen too many people who wanted to live, but didn't have that chance.However, some people want to take the initiative to give up their lives.

He hates this kind of person the most.

This guy is dying every day, so it's fine to show his presence in front of Zhen Rin.Trying to get her attention, using her beautiful sympathy, and even trying to drag her to die in love?What a jerk.

Of course, if he knew what he was thinking, Zhen Rin would probably complain: I don’t have good sympathy, thank you, don’t look at me with a filter.

"Ah... the problem is that you can't die anyway." Osamu Dazai was still lying on the ground with a sad face.

People like Osamu Dazai don't care what other people think of him at all.

In the final analysis, he is different from ordinary suicides... It seems that they are indeed different.

——In the aspect of "difficult to die", he is simply born with a unique gift.

Because of the word of God.Osamu Dazai suddenly remembered.He's been trying to kill himself.He committed suicide so often.However, at some point, he became more difficult to die.

When did it start?Probably in his early teens, before he met Mori Ogai who used to be a doctor.

Starting from a certain day, he suddenly discovered that the wounds healed more easily, the injuries recovered more easily, and it was easier to meet various kind-hearted people on the way to commit suicide.Even if he was walking in the hail of bullets, it would be very difficult for the enemy to hit him.

The world seems to have begun at a certain point in time.Inexplicably, he became more "gentle and kind".

Although it was a bit strange to say this, after all these years, he hadn't even met anyone who thought this kind of thing was strange.Everyone takes it for granted.It seemed that he was the only one who felt that there was something wrong with this world.

Dazai: Ahh, the strangeness of the world is all about the details, the point is that you can't die at all.This is very sad.

The author has something to say: Azai, I wish you a long life and a happy death. (bushi)

I'm sorry, because of Qi Shen, the genes of human beings have changed, but after all, they started to change in the middle of the process. Because of the influence of disqualification in the world, Dazai still realized that something was wrong in the world.But what can he do, live. (bushi)Two-dimensional's selected features: There are always many kind-hearted people who are true, kind and beautiful, and a master of human body strokes who can't hit anyone with a gun.Well, that's it.This is also a magical setting.

OKI gathered a big brother crew (Kao brother is already tired and doesn't want to talk)