teacher!The ball is perfect

Apart from divination and divine calculation, from a scientific point of view, Shi Xin's condition is roughly consistent with what Huan Le said.

She had a sudden onset and transitioned from the middle stage to the middle stage in just a few months.

If switching chemotherapy regimens still doesn't improve, then... I'm afraid it won't be long.

Symptoms are obvious, and it is impossible to hide the truth. Every time the doctor tells the truth about the condition.

Compared to Xu Jingheng and Shi Li's unacceptable reactions, Shi Xin was very calm, neither sad nor mournful, as if he had expected this earlier, and prepared for the worst.

It's like accepting fate, accepting reality, accepting injustice.

But who will know whether she really accepts it, or whether the trauma delays the response, and the mechanism instinctively prevents the generation of sad emotions, whether it is calm or silent despair.

After completing today's inspection, Shixin had lunch and took medicine before going to sleep, the curtains were drawn, and the beautiful spring scenery was kept out of the window.

The calmer she was, the more worrying she became. Xu Jingheng refused to stay half a meter away from her.

Shi Li is also more silent than before, her eyes are always out of focus, her mind doesn't know where to go, she doesn't say a word for a long time, Bai Xing can't figure out what she is thinking, and often follows the silence, with a condensed melancholy in her heart that cannot be resolved.

Looking at the pale Shi Xin on the bed, I can't help but miss the brilliance on her face in the past, the vivid, gentle and beautiful eyebrows when talking and laughing.Compared with today, the five senses are gradually weakened due to torture, and the face is haggard.

Perhaps because of the comparison, Bai Xing felt even more sad, and sighed for the once happy family.

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On another sunny afternoon, Xu Jingheng helped Shixin comb her hair, put on her hat, and persuaded her to go outside to bask in the sun.

Xu Jingheng often stays in the ward in undressed clothes until late at night, which has reduced a lot, but he is still calm in front of Shi Xin, with the most gentle gaze in his eyes.

Pushing the wheelchair slowly and steadily to the downstairs garden of the inpatient department, enjoying the newly blooming rhododendrons throughout the year and the lush greenery.

"Look, this year is a warm spring, and the flowers bloom early."

Walking to the shaded stone chair, he squatted down to straighten his collar and the thin blanket on his legs, "It's windy today, is it cold?"

Shi Xin just shook his head lightly, and he didn't reply, he was not discouraged, he found something to say in a soft voice, so as not to make people think about it quietly.

The sun shines on them through the mottled leaves, Xu Jingheng follows Shi Xin's direction and watches with her.

In a good afternoon, he put his arm around Shi Xin's shoulder lightly, and asked again: "Is there anything you want to eat? Lili and Bai Xing get off work early, and ask them to buy you food later."

Shi Xin slowly retracted his gaze, looked at him calmly for a few seconds, and then opened his lips: "No need."

"Okay, let them bring Aunt Fang's soup and rice." Xu Jingheng held the back of her hand with another hand, and the ring on his hand shone under the light.

For the convenience of inspection, Shi Xin took off the ring, and didn't wear it for a while, and he didn't even know where it was put away by someone, but Xu Jingheng always wore the ring no matter what occasion he went in and out of.

Shi Xin lowered his head to look at the ring, stretched out his thin white hand to caress it, he didn't know what to think, it took a long time for the breeze to make a faint sound.

"Jingheng, do you feel sorry?"

It was rare that she was willing to speak, but Xu Jingheng was unwilling to answer.

She also knew that she didn't answer, and she was also very sorry, so that she sighed again and again: "After all, the fate is not enough."

The corners of her lips tugged on her plain face, forming a hint of self-deprecation: "Fortunately, you are free, and you still have time..."

Xu Jingheng must have guessed what she wanted to say, so he shook his hand a little harder, and interrupted her in time: "We don't talk about this between us."

He endured it and continued, "You know, I won't."

Shi Xin raised his head and looked at him, his eyes touched him and he shook his head soon after: "I hope you have a good life."

Probably she herself couldn't figure out how sincere and how against her will, she didn't dare to look into the deep meaning in those eyes.

They cannot predict whether or when the unfortunate thing will happen.

She was saying goodbye, well, solemnly.

But the hands that were holding each other didn't want to separate, Xu Jingheng changed the subject: "So you need to get better soon, you still have a long way to go with me."

Shi Xin's eyes turned gray: "If not."

"..." Xu Jingheng didn't want to face this problem, even if it was just an idea, he didn't dare to think about it.

The jaw was clenched tightly, and after a while, it was difficult to loosen: "If you can't, I will love with your share."

"Let's go together anyway, okay?"

Memories of the past emerged, the warmth of the palms disintegrated the snow in the heart, and turned into spring water that filled the heart and overflowed the corners of the eyes, as if the spring scene had just entered Shi Xin's eyes at this moment.

"it is good."

They stopped and went, and slowly turned around downstairs.Shi Xin was prone to fatigue, and then went back to bed.

Xu Jingheng also closed his eyes to rest his mind, leaning on the head of the bed and holding Shi Xin's hand.

The mobile phone was placed on the stand of the bedside table, and a song was playing in a loop at a low volume.

Before five o'clock, when Shi Li and Bai Xing left work early, they pushed the door lightly and came in. They put down the meals made by Aunt Fang brought from home, and then one brought a vase to exchange for fresh flowers, and the other took a thermos to fetch hot water.

Originally, Bai Xing didn't know how to do this, but gradually got used to it.

The single ward has little space, and there is nothing else to configure medical equipment and TV, and the chairs are just enough for them to sit on.

Shi Li glanced at today's medication records, then at his sleeping parents, and walked to the window silently, looking into the distance without any waves in his eyes.

Bai Xing sat on the chair next to the curtain, also keeping a quiet voice, not disturbing the rest of his uncle and aunt.

In the entire ward, only the singing came from the mobile phone.

The melody of that song was clear and looped gently and slowly, Bai Xing listened to the lyrics carefully.

"Maybe someday I'll fall in love with you/Maybe someday we'll be together"

"Maybe one day wait for one maybe/Maybe one day we all forget"

"If everything is going to pass, it's better to keep some memories / When I look into your eyes, I'm waiting for a miracle"

"Maybe one day you'll think of me/Maybe one day we both forget"

As the weather warmed up, she wore a relatively thin white dress and a thin cardigan, revealing thin wrist chains.

Her eyes drooped naturally, her fingers picked at the bracelet one after another, and she thought about the song aimlessly.

Why does Shixin love this song and play it over and over again?People who look at the hospital bed holding hands and cuddling may have the answer.

Love each other may be together, but together may also be separated, life and death parting, time has changed, maybe one day love will no longer exist, love and righteousness cannot be washed away by time.

That's why people in the world often say that time heals everything, including scars and longings.

So Bai Xing will forget everything today, after thousands of years, right?

Her hand picking up the necklace became heavier in vain.

Memories popped up in my mind, Shi Li once said that her life is so long, and she will definitely be forgotten one day in the future.

Shi Li knows that life is not compatible with fairy spirits, but she still chooses to face her feelings directly. She often looks at Bai Xing but does not speak. Bai Xing often feels strange and does not understand the emotion in her eyes.

Now, Bai Xing suddenly understood from this song.

I don't know if it was a coincidence, but I accidentally opened the small time chamber device on the bracelet.

Shi Li said that this bracelet is made of special material, which can resist natural oxidation and corrosion, and it can be preserved for hundreds of years at least.

She also said that the designer named it "No Difference".

After wearing this necklace for so long, Bai Xing knew that it could be opened, and thus learned that there were words engraved inside.

She glanced at Shi Li when she was looking at the window, the skylight reflected her indifferent expression, her side face was sharp and angular.

Turn the wrist around and pull it in front of your eyes, carefully looking at the small characters engraved inside.

——If you think of me one day, then I will never be parted from you.

Bai Xing silently read these two lines in his heart.

After reading it, I was in a daze.

never parted...

Xu was influenced by the relationship between Xu Jingheng and Shi Xin in front of her, or it might be caused by that song, an inexplicable strong emotion suddenly invaded her body and bones.

Breathing at this moment, Shirahoshi seemed to feel love.

All living things are mortal, have felt, possessed, and existed, so why bother about eternity.

Like Xu Jingheng, like the letter of the time, and the gravel of the time, they built the blank of Baixing with affection.

Before today, Bai Xing was not ruthless, it was because she didn't know it, when she understood it, immediately accompanied by slight sorrow, the clouds and mist surged, her green eyes turned into lakes of water, the water rippled, and big tears came out of her eyes, in her pure and pure eyes The face is marked.

One drop, two drops, fell on the back of her chain-wearing hand.

She was stunned, and when she regained her senses from a distance, she suddenly felt uncomfortable. She turned her head and saw a tear-stained face without warning.

Surprise was Shi Li's first reaction.

Because Bai Xing has never cried so far, she knows that she has no feelings at all, so what are these tears now...?

"You..." Shi Li suddenly became nervous, and her intuition flashed for a moment, she understood why Bai Xing was sad.

Noticing the gaze, the watery eyes turned to her.

The moment her eyes met, Bai Xing was slightly taken aback, the emotions just now covered her up, she didn't know how to lower her head to avoid crying, it was only when she was bumped into by someone that she reacted, and she couldn't help feeling embarrassed.

Shi Li was directly stunned, seeing Bai Xing crying, he was at a loss for a while, and clenched his fists nervously.But there was an expectant voice clamoring in her heart, which made her unable to think calmly.

He took two steps forward, grabbed Shirahoshi's wrist and pulled her to his side, and waved his hand again, the snow-white curtains hid their bodies, with their bottom toes pointing to their toes.

Behind the curtain, Shi Li hugged the crying Bai Xing tightly.

The evening sunlight poured into the window, and the orange-red softness sprinkled on them, and the crystal teardrops flickered on the eyelashes, making them look even more pitiful.

Shi Li wiped her face with his fingers, the tears in the corners of her eyes were very light and soft, like a spring breeze blowing on her face.

Bai Xing looked up at her innocently, blinked, sniffed, pursed his lips and remained silent.

Considering the quietness in the ward and the shallow sleep of the parents, Shi Li didn't immediately ask the question in his heart, but only looked back with puzzled and distressed eyes.

But the phone on the bedside table is still singing, and it keeps repeating what if everything will pass, why not keep some memories, thinking that Shi Xin may be unlucky, and Shi Li will die one day in the future, Bai Xing can't help but want to cry.

Seeing with his own eyes that the eyes that had just been dried were covered with water mist again, and pearls fell down in strings, Shi Li suddenly panicked and frantically tried to get a tissue.But she didn't step out of the curtain, and two arms embraced her again.

Baixing pursed her mouth, and hugged her slender waist tightly.

If Shi Li asked what happened, she might not be able to explain the reason clearly, she only knew that she didn't want to be separated.

If possible, she hopes that Xu Jingheng can hold Shi Xin's hand like that, and she can hold Shi Li like this, forever and ever.

The author has something to say: There is no doubt that it is sugar!The little ball is enlightened!

(oh that song is called maybe someday, a pretty old song)