Still tide

Downstairs, Chen Guangda and his younger brother fought against the landlord together, in the room where Chen Guangda and Chen Chao lay down for a whole summer.Grandma Chen watched the fun and helped her little grandson win money from his father and uncle.

Chen Chao had gone upstairs, but he swayed down again, sitting on the edge of a bed, sometimes watching them play poker, sometimes looking at his mobile phone.

"Playing, brother?" The little brother leaned back and leaned on Chen Chao, "Take one with you?"

"Don't play, you guys can play." Chen Chao said.

The younger brother doesn't have to pull him to play with him, just ask him if you want, and leave it alone after asking.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening, and Miao Jiayan hadn't moved all day, and she didn't know where she had gone.Chen Chao didn't want to talk to him, but the Miao family had no place to live, so Chen Chao couldn't really ignore him.

The uncle and Chen Guangda over there were screaming at the younger brother, and Chen Chao made their brain hurt from the quarrel, so they stood up and went to the door to stand there.

"What's wrong with my brother?" It's quite interesting that the little brother can still be distracted thinking about his brother when he loses his heart bleeding.

Chen Guangda glanced over there and said, "He's sick, don't bother with him."

"Did my brother offend you?" the younger brother asked again.

Chen Guangda said, "When will he not mess with me?"

"My grandson never causes trouble, don't talk nonsense." Grandma Chen was unhappy, and pushed Chen Guangda, "Is my grandson still worried?"

Chen Guangda nodded and said, "Yes, your grandson is the most worry-free."

It was 09:30, and the lights in the yard of the Miao family next door were turned off, and Chen Chao still couldn't stabilize.

He went over to squeeze his younger brother and said, "I'll help you play, you go to the next door."

The little brother asked with a question mark on his face: "Why?"

"Call Miao Jiayan here." Sitting next to him, Chen Chao said.

"Why don't you go?" The younger brother looked at him in confusion.

"I'm troubled, help me go." Chen Chao took his cards and said, "Go, brother will help you win them."

The uncle said quietly beside him: "I can really blow it."

The little brother is a good little brother, put on his shoes and go.Chen Chao really didn't cheat him, he played two hands of spring in the time of two hands, and the first hand blown up eight times.Chen Chao beat his father and uncle with a calm face, throwing cards in a boring way.

"Awesome brother!" The little brother turned around and came back, seeing that all the losers he had just lost had come back, and he was shocked.

"The anger accumulated elsewhere is vented here." Chen Guangda said.

Chen Chao looked up and asked, "Where is Miao Jiayan?"

"Not at home," the younger brother relayed, "Grandma Miao said she was with you."

"..." Chen Chao threw away the cards in his hand, stood up and said, "Play by yourself."

He didn't go home at this time, nor was he here. Although Chen Chao guessed that he should have gone to the flower shed, Chen Chao still had no idea.And now it's not the same as before. Miao Jiayan went to the flower shed as soon as she was told by her father when she was a child, and it was easy to find at that time, just those two sheds, if they were not here, they were there.

Now there are more than 200 acres, so Chen Chao can find one by one overnight.

Chen Chao went upstairs and took a thick coat and put it on, and called Miao Jiayan while going downstairs.

Miao Jiayan didn't answer, Chen Chao frowned and called Jiang Xun.

"Chao?" Jiang Xun picked it up and asked with a smile, "Miss me?"

Chen Chao asked: "Did Miao Jiayan say where he is?"

"Huh?" Jiang Xun was confused, "I don't know, what's wrong?"

Chen Chao said as he walked, "It's okay, I'll look for it."

"What's the matter?" Jiang Xun heard that Chen Chao was in a bad mood, "Did you two quarrel?"

Chen Chao said "hmm" and opened the door: "He messed with me."

Chen Chao walked in a hurry, and collided with someone outside with a "bang", almost knocking off his phone, and the person on the other side knocked him back two steps.

"I'm back," Chen Chao said to Jiang Xun on the phone, "hang up first."

Miao Jiayan was knocked dizzy, and she stood aside holding her nose.

He was still wearing the clothes he wore in the morning. There was only a T-shirt he wore at home inside the thin cotton coat, which looked very thin in winter nights.

"Brother Chao...

..." Miao Jiayan's voice was hoarse and trembling, and she was trembling when she heard it.

Chen Chao was no longer in a hurry when he saw people, and stood leaning against the wall: "What are you doing?"

Miao Jiayan's eyes were still swollen, her lips were dry, and she replied in a low voice, "I'm going to the shed."

"You won't answer my call?" Chen Chao looked at him and asked.

Miao Jiayan was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and took out her mobile phone. Seeing the missed call just now, she hurriedly said, "I didn't hear... I was walking just now."

I don't know if it's because of the cold or what, but Miao Jiayan's voice trembled violently.Chen Chao didn't want to freeze him outside, so he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Follow me in?"

Miao Jiayan didn't dare to answer for sure, but asked softly: "I... can I?"

Chen Chao didn't make a sound, and directly took him by the elbow and carried him in. Miao Jiayan turned around and closed the door.

The poker player in the room hadn't finished playing, and when he heard that Chen Chao had just left, he came in again, so the younger brother glanced outside.Miao Jiayan heard Chen Guangda's voice inside, subconsciously stopped, and was dragged away by Chen Chao again.

Chen Chao brought Miao Jiayan upstairs, and after that he didn't care about him anymore, he did what he should do, as if he didn't exist.Miao Jiayan was thrown aside and stood there without any sense of existence.

Chen Chao seemed to have made up his mind not to talk to him, and didn't say a word to him.

This is the first time since they confirmed their relationship that they have had an awkward fight, and it has been so violent.During the day, Chen Chao said that he was about to break up, and he didn't want this relationship anymore in a fit of anger.

Miao Jiayan stood for half an hour, while Chen Chao walked back and forth several times, his face was always cold.

Just last night, they were hugging and kissing in this room, doing the most intimate thing between couples.It's only one day, the charm of last night is gone, and the atmosphere in the room is cold and gloomy.

Miao Jiayan's eyes followed Chen Chao's movement, and Chen Chao kept his eyes fixed.

Finally, when Chen Chao came back from the shower and was going to sleep, Miao Jiayan reached out and held his arm.

Chen Chao looked back at him, and then looked down at his hands.

Miao Jiayan pursed her lips and let go of Chen Chao's arm, but she didn't really let go of him, but gently raised her hand and hugged Chen Chao.

He didn't know whether Chen Chao would let him be hugged or not, and he didn't dare to hug him too firmly, so he just circled around him vaguely, looking up at him carefully.

"What are you doing?" Chen Chao lowered his eyes and looked at him. Miao Jiayan's lips were so dry and her eyes were red, just like a poor child.

Miao Jiayan put her face lightly on Chen Chao's collarbone, and after a while said, "Brother Chao, I'm sorry..."

He pressed his forehead against Chen Chao's collarbone, felt Chen Chao's temperature, and said with difficulty: "I'm just...afraid to let you face that."

"Which ones?" Chen Chao didn't move, he lowered his head slightly and asked.

"Those..." Miao Jiayan closed her eyes and said slowly, "All the bad things."

It was rare for the mute child to speak. This day was like a nightmare for him. Uncle Chen first found out about him and Chen Chao, and then made Chen Chao angry.Miao Jiayan didn't know what he could do, but he didn't want to make Chen Chao angry.

He was as cold as a small lump of ice, his hands and face were cold, and he didn't know how long he had been outside.After holding it for a long time, Chen Chao couldn't hold it anymore, he raised his hand and rubbed the back of his head tenderly.

"It's okay, I know I'll be back at night." Chen Chao said coldly, "It's promising."

When Miao Jiayan touched her head like this, her nose suddenly turned sore, and she said in a hoarse voice, "I'm afraid you will worry about me."

"Okay, I'll boast." Chen Chao heard that his voice was wrong, and looked down at him, "Very obedient."

Chen Chao's tone was not soft, it was flat, even a little fierce.

But Miao Jiayan knew that he wasn't that angry anymore, or maybe he didn't want to argue with her anymore.

He took his pajamas and went to take a shower. After washing, he came back with the clothes he had changed, and gently got into the quilt.He usually sleeps in it, and if he takes a shower later, he will step over Chen Chao and enter.However, Miao Jiayan didn't dare to see the two of them in such an unembarrassed state today.

Chen Chao didn't intend to move inside, Miao Jiayan still had to go in.He got up slowly, put his legs on Chen Chao's body, and pressed his upper body against him.

Just as he was about to roll down, Chen Chao grabbed his waist and stopped him on top of him.

Miao Jiayan immediately stopped moving, and was pinched by Chen Chao's waist, obediently sticking to her.

Chen Chao hugged him with one arm, and pulled up the quilt with the other hand, covering Miao Jiayan's shoulders tightly.

"Is it still cold?" Chen Chao asked.

Miao Jiayan replied in a low voice: "It's not cold after taking a shower."

"Not so cold?" Chen Chao reached into his clothes and touched his waist and back, "It's not warm either."

Miao Jiayan closed her eyes and leaned against him in the dark.

"I can't hide from the things I have to face, and I don't want to hide." Chen Chao said calmly, "I won't say that you have nothing to do with me just because I have to face some things, I can't say it."

It can be heard that he didn't really calm down, and his voice sounded stubborn: "Are you okay with me? You are my wife."

The word "wife" is usually a nickname between two people, but it only makes people feel sad in this situation.Miao Jiayan rubbed her eyes on Chen Chao's body, afraid that her hair would make him itch.

"So don't say what you shouldn't say next time," Chen Chao continued, "It's not that I'm not angry anymore, it's just that I can teach you the mistake you made the first time, but not the second time."

Miao Jiayan listened carefully to what he had to say, and took it all in. After a while, she said, "I remember...Brother Chao."

In any case, the child's attitude of admitting his mistakes is still very correct.

The two of them stayed cold for a whole day without talking to each other, some felt uncomfortable and some felt distressed.After Chen Chao said those few sentences, he didn't say anything else, and ignored him, but he didn't let go of his arms. After warming for half a night, he warmed up little by little.

Miao Jiayan had so many things on his mind that he couldn't fall asleep.Chen Chao's body was hot, and Miao Jiayan pressed his back against him, feeling that she was wrapped in warmth.

Being wrapped in warmth for a whole night does not mean that Chen Chao has completely reconciled with him.

The bad-tempered handsome guy is really angry, but it's not easy to coax. Miao Jiayan opened her eyes in the morning and saw that Chen Chao had woken up, and her expression showed that she was still in a hurry.

Miao Jiayan called "Brother Chao".

Chen Chao hummed in agreement.

Miao Jiayan stretched out her hand, and gently tickled his face with her fingers.

Chen Chao suddenly grabbed his hand, looked at his wrist and asked, "How did you do it?"

Miao Jiayan took a look at herself, and there were a few spots on the inside of her wrist that were slightly blue.He didn't know how to do it for a moment, he shook his head blankly and said, "I don't know."

"Does it hurt?" Chen Chao pressed lightly.

Miao Jiayan said honestly, "It hurts when pressed."

I don't know where it happened. It wasn't there yesterday. Chen Chao wanted to be angry at first, but now he can't.Putting it on his lips awkwardly, sat up and said, "Don't worry."