Still tide

Chen Chao looked at Miao Jiayan with piercing eyes in front of him, and wondered if someone had transferred him.

Not to mention the nearly five years they've been together, even counting those in junior high school, Chen Chao has never seen Miao Jiayan like this before.He obviously has a temper and speaks vigorously. Although he is not so fierce, he looks quite imposing.

"Angry?" Chen Chao asked him.

Miao Jiayan's lips moved, but she didn't say "no" after all.

"Why are you angry?" Chen Chao asked again.

Miao Jiayan's face was still pinched in Chen Chao's hands, and she couldn't turn it away even if she wanted to.Chen Chao squeezed Miao Jiayan's chin with some strength.Miao Jiayan raised her hand to push his wrist, Chen Chao was so surprised that he couldn't control his expression for a while, and raised his eyebrows.

Although Miao Jiayan didn't push too hard, she still knocked Chen Chao's hand away.He turned his face away to prevent Chen Chao from looking at his damaged side.The place where the blue is knocked out is funny and ugly.

Chen Chao turned around silently and sat down beside the bed, looking at his phone for a while.

Miao Jiayan also followed. Instead of sitting on the bed, she sat on a chair next to the table with her arms on the back of the chair, diagonally opposite Chen Chao.

Neither of them spoke until Chen Chao threw the phone aside and looked up.

Miao Jiayan was looking sideways at him, and she and Chen Chao looked right.

"If you are angry, just say, what's the use of staring at me secretly." Chen Chao said.

"No stealing." Miao Jiayan looked at him and said.

"Okay, staring at me clearly," Chen Chao asked, "Why are you staring at me?"

Miao Jiayan sat with that little energy for a long time and was almost exhausted, now she was listless and silent.

There was a knock on the door, Chen Chao stood up to open the door, and said to Miao Jiayan, "Take off your coat when it's hot."

Miao Jiayan lay there without responding.

Zhang Kai was knocking at the door, and Chen Chao asked him, "What are you doing?"

"Is it convenient for me to come in?" Zhang Kai poked his head in, not daring to look around, "Is sister-in-law here?"

Chen Chao opened the door and motioned for him to come in: "It's convenient. I just couldn't explain who was told to get out just now."

Miao Jiayan sat up straight all of a sudden, and greeted Zhang Kai embarrassedly.

Zhang Kai reacted very quickly, and immediately said: "Let me go, let me go, brother Chao is annoying me the most."

"I answered the phone in a daze just now, and I forgot to say the wrong thing," Zhang Kai said to Miao Jiayan, "I'm going to sleep and talk nonsense, sister-in-law, don't bother with me!"

Zhang Kai's original intention was that he was afraid that he would not pay attention to his speech when he was awake, and he was used to not paying attention to his speech. If he used some dirty words, he would appear disrespectful.But he came here to say this on purpose at this moment, no matter how you look at it, it seems to be a bit of a cover-up.

Miao Jiayan blinked, glanced at Chen Chao, and asked uncertainly, "Is there anything... you can't say?"

Chen Chao kicked Zhang Kai with his knee and said, "Get lost, don't trick me here."

"That's not what it means!" Zhang Kai said while opening the door, "Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong!"

After speaking, he blinked at Chen Chao, opened the door and ran away.

I don't know why Zhang Kai came here this time, it seems that he just wanted to join in the fun and add chaos to Chen Chao.After he left, Miao Jiayan stared at him with round eyes. Chen Chao couldn't laugh or cry, so he covered his eyes with his hand and said, "Stop staring."

Miao Jiayan blinked in the palm of his hand, and swept her long eyelashes from top to bottom in Chen Chao's palm.Chen Chao took his hands away, rubbed his palms on top of his head, and asked him: "If I really let you grab something, what are you going to do?"

Miao Jiayan couldn't accept this hypothesis, her eyebrows were slightly twisted, and she couldn't answer.

"Will you get angry?" Chen Chao lowered his head and asked him, "Or just admit it like that?"

The knot between Miao Jiayan's brows became even deeper, and her eyes staring at Chen Chao slowly turned red.Before answering the question, he stretched out his hand and gently pushed Chen Chao.

Chen Chao has abdominal muscles on his stomach. Normally, he should be stretched when he pushes like this, but he doesn't. What Miao Jiayan pushed was his soft stomach.Miao Jiayan's eyes became even redder, she raised her head and said, "...I don't like this question."

Chen Chao flicked his forehead: "When the time comes, you will just cry and say you don't like it?"

Miao Jiayan's voice trembled, she didn't know if she was about to cry or angry: "I don't want to talk about this."

"Are you really going to cry?" Chen Chao bent down, looked at Miao Jiayan at the same level, and blew on his eyelashes, "Let me see if you cry?"

This is obviously annoying.Miao Jiayan was originally angry, and she sat there quietly for a while just now, and she was already a little bit relieved, but Chen Chao made assumptions here and there, making people feel uncomfortable.

Miao Jiayan turned her face away, her chin was stretched out into a round shape, and there were small inconspicuous pits on it, like a child who was so wronged that she was about to cry.

It's all like this, Chen Chao continued: "When the time comes, it won't work if you cry in front of me."

He looked into Miao Jiayan's eyes intently, and spoke slowly: "At that time, my affairs really have nothing to do with you, and you don't need to tell me about your affairs. Don’t feel pressured at all.”

Chen Chao said calmly: "You don't have to wake me up every day, tell me things you don't want to say, and you don't have to...keep it from me."

His voice paused for a second, because when he said that, Miao Jiayan's big tear did not catch in his eyes, and fell down all of a sudden.

This drop seemed to be the beginning, and then it fell one after another.He raised his hand and wiped his chin with the back of his hand, his chest rose and fell rapidly.

Chen Chao wanted to talk more, but he couldn't continue here.

Miao Jiayan turned around, her eyes were watery, and she asked Chen Chao with a tense chin, "Why are you always angry at me?"

Chen Chao asked back, "Why am I mad at you?"

Miao Jiayan pushed his shoulder again, this time harder than before, Chen Chao was pushed back a step.

"You said this on purpose..." Miao Jiayan's tears hit the floor, and he made a small noise, staring at Chen Chao with accusation in his eyes, "You know that saying this will hurt me...you just keep saying it. "

Miao Jiayan raised her sleeves and wiped her eyes. He always wiped his eyes very hard when he was crying, since he was a child.

Chen Chao watched as his sleeve brushed against the damaged part next to his eyes, trying to stop him.Miao Jiayan didn't know it hurt and wanted to rub again, but Chen Chao grabbed his wrist and didn't let him move.I feel so sorry and want to fuck it, our children are always like this, if we don’t change it, we can be coaxed.

Miao Jiayan was forced by Chen Chao's words just now, and all her emotions came up.What Chen Chao said just now made Miao Jiayan collapse even if she just hypothetically thought about it.

"What mistake did I make, you have to say that," Miao Jiayan was holding one wrist by Chen Chao, and wiped her chin with the other hand, "What's wrong with me?"

"You're fine." Chen Chao came over and wanted to hug him.

Miao Jiayan stood up, not letting Chen Chao hug her, obviously she was still trying to muster up: "You made me think, I've been up all night thinking about it..."

He took a deep breath and continued: "But do you listen after I've thought about it? I can't find you anywhere, and Grandma Chen said you're gone."

Miao Jiayan still feels like a big hole in his heart when he thinks about that day. He kept crying and said: "I almost lost myself that day, why did you just leave?"

This kind of Miao Jiayan is strange, in his more than [-] years of life, even he himself has never seen such a self.

But now Miao Jiayan has been sucked into the emotional vortex by Chen Chao's few words, and the fear of losing Chen Chao envelops him, all the thoughts and words that have been simmering in her heart have been uttered in an instant.

"I'm very scared, very, very scared..." He rested his hands on the back of the chair, trembling, "Why do you say that about me? How can I not let you touch me... You... every day... every day Stay with grandma in the hospital with me, the bed is so crowded, you can't...sleep well every day, I told you once...to go?"

"I don't talk to you about many things, because I want you...to be...relaxed when you talk to me. I'm afraid you'll be tired. Isn't our long-distance relationship better than other people's long-distance relationship in recent years?"

He gasped uncontrollably when he spoke, speaking intermittently: "I did something wrong, you can accuse me...criticize me...why did you leave me?"

Miao Jiayan was really sad, the more she said it, the more her heart ached.No one can look at him like this and not feel bad. Chen Chao came to hug him again and said, "My wife stopped crying, I didn't leave you, I was wrong."

Miao Jiayan stepped back to prevent him from hugging. There was a table behind him. He sat down on the table, moved back, looked at Chen Chao and continued: "I am really... very afraid that you will come back for me... you just It should stand tall, like a lamp, like the moon."

Holding the edge of the table tightly, he coughed twice and continued, "I heard you tell Brother Xun that you had postponed an internship, and it broke my heart."

His whole face was in a state of embarrassment, and his tears seemed to be out of control: "I know you want to go, why should you push it because of me? The internship was rejected, and the future work will not be signed... Why should I? ?”

Miao Jiayan shrank back and asked, "Because I'm cowardly... useless... am I going to lose you?"

"I didn't lose it, I won't lose it, I'm always here." Chen Chao pulled out the chair, came over and stood in front of Miao Jiayan, and kissed his messy face, "Stop crying my wife."

Miao Jiayan didn't hide anymore, there was no place to hide anymore.He kept gasping in Chen Chao's arms, he never whimpered when he cried, only silent tears and constant gasping.

He cried so much today that Chen Chao remembered the time when he was a child, when Miao Jiayan was held down by his father and had her hair cut.

"Take a deep breath," Chen Chao said to him while patting him on the back, "I'll feel uncomfortable crying later, breathe in slowly, don't worry."

Miao Jiayan took two deep breaths, although she took two in the middle, she was still adjusting herself according to Chen Chao's rhythm.

"What you said is not entirely correct, but my method must be wrong." Chen Chao patted him on the back, "Are you wronged?"

Miao Jiayan asked after a while: "What's wrong?"

"I'll talk to you when you stop crying." Chen Chao gently kissed his hair, "Cry until we're done."

Miao Jiayan's tears today were purely provoked by Chen Chao. At the beginning, Chen Chao wanted to use Miao Jiayan's anger to stir up his temper. He didn't expect Miao Jiayan's reaction to be so strong. I couldn't take it anymore.

Chen Chao can only clean up the troubles he caused by himself, and whoever cares will know.Miao Jiayan was crying tremblingly in his arms, and Chen Chao whispered a few words from time to time, and even wiped his nose and tears with a piece of paper.

After all, Miao Jiayan doesn't like to lose her temper by nature, she was forced to do nothing today, now she calmed down for a long time, her temper subsided, thinking about being a little embarrassing just now, she looked a little tired sitting there.

Chen Chao didn't wear a shirt, and kept his upper body bare. Miao Jiayan had no clothes to hold onto, so she could only hold onto his trouser waist softly.

Chen Chao held one of his hands and asked him to let go, and put his other hand on his lower back with his backhand, and said, "Hug me, please?"

Miao Jiayan took advantage of the situation and hugged his waist with both hands, sweaty palms, and rubbed against Chen Chao's pants.

Chen Chao laughed, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said with a sigh of relief: "This is really a disaster, it scared me into a sweat."

Miao Jiayan stopped talking, feeling very tired with her head resting on Chen Chao's collarbone.

"I didn't know that Miao'er would still lose his temper," Chen Chao said with a smile, "It's quite fierce."

Miao Jiayan faced him and muttered, "I don't know either..."

This is Xiao Huamiao's body again, Chen Chao carried him down, took him to the bathroom and washed his face.

Miao Jiayan's hair was also messed up, so Chen Chao tied it with the small rubber band on Miao Jiayan's wrist.Chen Chao likes to play with his wife's long hair. After all these years, he tied his hair very well, and he tied it up for Gao Gao.

Miao Jiayan's eyes and nose were still red after washing his face. Chen Chao took off his coat, which was damp from sweat just now.Chen Chao asked, "Take it off?"

Miao Jiayan was not used to being naked, so she shook her head.

"Sleep for a while?" Chen Chao asked again.

Miao Jiayan still shook her head and asked, "Do you have something to do...Brother Chao? You can go."

"No, to sleep with you?" Chen Chao asked him to turn his face, and then looked at the broken place.

Although Miao Jiayan was very tired now, she couldn't fall asleep, but it was very comfortable to be hugged by Chen Chao, and she wanted to close her eyes.

Chen Chao made him lie down, hugged him while lying on his side, and talked to him.

"Just now you said you were timid and useless," Chen Chao said, "I disagree."

He bowed his head to the tip of Miao Jiayan's nose and said, "You are very brave. I am not angry because you are timid."

Miao Jiayan looked up at him.

"We have a better relationship than others in long-distance relationships." Chen Chao didn't know what to say when he said this, "That's because we have a good relationship. It doesn't matter if you say it or not. You Just say everything, don’t let me sleep when I’m tired and drag me to complain for half the night, it won’t affect the relationship.”

"Yes." Miao Jiayan insisted, "It will be consumed."

"How do you know?" Chen Chao said helplessly, "You haven't tried it before, you're serious here."

Miao Jiayan shook her head: "I won't try."

"So you think you have a good relationship," Chen Chao raised his eyebrows and asked, "You kept it from me?"

Miao Jiayan fell silent.

"Stop talking." Chen Chao said with a smile.

Chen Chao was supposed to be on the plane at five o'clock in the afternoon, but just now when Miao Jiayan was sitting quietly, he returned it.At this moment, Miao Jiayan was in his arms, eyes opened and closed in a daze, Chen Chao wanted to coax him to sleep for a while, but Miao Jiayan couldn't sleep again.

"Are you really planning not to go back, Brother Chao?" Miao Jiayan asked softly, "Go directly from here?"

"Ah," Chen Chao said deliberately indifferently, "Go back and make more trouble."

Miao Jiayan buried her head and said "Yes".

Chen Chao smiled silently, and asked him: "Heard that I'm pushing for an internship, do you feel like you're dragging me? Is there something on your mind every day?"

This is what Miao Jiayan cares about the most, he said in a low voice: "It's not because of me that you won't come back."

"It's a semester late." Chen Chao said indifferently, "It's not just that one that was pushed away."

Miao Jiayan looked at him again, Chen Chao and him looked at each other, suddenly smiled, leaned closer and whispered in his ear: "Your husband has plenty of offers."

Miao Jiayan blinked, and Chen Chao said, "Fuck those useless thoughts."

In fact, Miao Jiayan knew that it was not as ok as Chen Chao showed, but at this moment he still suddenly felt at ease.It seems that there is nothing to panic about here in Chen Chao, he can solve it without paying attention to it.

And he was so handsome when he said that.

Miao Jiayan looked at him and felt that there were vast galaxy in his eyes.

Miao Jiayan woke up and called home. She originally called grandpa, but grandma answered.

Grandma sounded fine on the phone and was able to talk to him.

Miao Jiayan asked her how she was today, and she said "very good, very good".

This was the first time that Miao Jiayan left her since grandma fell ill this time, and she was very concerned about it, but listening to grandma's voice on the phone felt a lot more relieved.

When he called, Chen Chao stood behind him and tied his hair. A lock of hair fell on his neck, and Miao Jiayan picked it up and handed it to him.

During the day, Zhang Kai went to the room to join in the fun, and in the afternoon he clamored to have dinner together.

Chen Chao had seen enough of him for several days and didn't want to talk to him.

However, Zhang Kai came directly to the room to catch them, knocking on the door endlessly.

Zhang Kai's little follower must follow, he just said last night that he wanted to see Miao Jiayan, and today he will meet.

Although Miao Jiayan has injuries on one side of his face, it doesn't affect his appearance too much. He sits there straight and straight, with beautiful shoulders and neck, and a very different temperament.

"Little brother, why are you so beautiful?" The little brother was drooling, "Can I take a picture of you?"

Miao Jiayan couldn't bear the frank enthusiasm of saying that a straight man is not a straight man, and this "shoot you" was a bit too vague.

"What do you want to shoot?" Miao Jiayan asked defensively.

"Just take a photo!" He compared it with his mobile phone, "That's it, I'll take a photo and send it to Moments!"

"That's fine," Miao Jiayan smiled, "I thought how would you like to take pictures. You can take pictures, or take pictures together."

The little brother came over with a groan, and kept on shooting. Chen Chao was talking to Zhang Kai, but he was still shooting after a while, and dragged him away by the waist of his trousers: "Pay me for another shot."

"I'll give it!" The younger brother immediately said, "Actually, I'm also a second-generation rich man, so why don't you consider me, little brother?"

"Get lost, what kind of clothes are you a stinky straight man." Zhang Kai couldn't stand it any longer, felt ashamed of him, and pushed him on the chair, "The rich second generation will go buy the order later."

"I don't distinguish between men and women now," said the younger brother, "I'm a beauty."

In fact, even now, Miao Jiayan cannot be regarded as "beauty" in the traditional sense.At best he is clean and handsome.

But the strange thing is, just looking at him will make you feel very attractive.Long hair doesn't go against him, and he doesn't feel awkward, as it should be.His whole body will make people feel comfortable, with an inexplicable sense of warmth and healing.

Chen Chao drank some wine, only a little, and he was not drunk at all.

But when the two of them opened the door of the room and entered, his breath seemed to be drunk.

There was a non-drunk haze in his eyes, he held Miao Jiayan's earlobe in his mouth, and his warm breath sprayed behind Miao Jiayan's ear.

"Little brother, do you look at me? I'm also a rich second generation."