How can my alpha be so weak

After the mutton was roasted, the "brother Shaobu" outside urged everyone to go out to eat.

The two children rushed out first, and then came back crying "Wow".

Sister: "Big monster!"

Brother: "Cold!"

Before Mu Yanchuan could speak, China yelled at Shaobu outside to take the dog away, and threw over two sets of children's Mongolian robes by the way.

Mu Yanchuan held the Mongolian robe and asked China: "Brother China also has children at home?"

Mu Che hurriedly stepped forward to explain: "Ah, it's me, I asked him to prepare the clothes, hehe."

Mu Yanchuan: "Really? I didn't expect you to be quite foresight, brother?"

Mu Che: "Well, of course."

Mu Yanchuan: "Then did you prepare a set for me?"

Mu Che: "You?" He secretly looked at Lin Yi, who rolled his eyes.

Mu Yanchuan brought the two children to such a remote place without authorization, and Lin Yi was furious. If he hadn't rushed over with a fighter jet and prepared in advance, the two children would probably have been frozen sick by now!

He originally wanted to freeze Mu Yanchuan as punishment, but he couldn't bear it, so he threw an adult Mongolian robe over him.

After changing into the Mongolian robe, Mu Yanchuan led the children out.Seeing the two children coming out, Shaobu, the barbecue manager, smiled and handed over two big lamb chops.

The children each held a rib longer than their legs, and as soon as they opened their mouths, the saliva flowed down.

But when Shaobu saw Mu Yanchuan, he acted as if he didn't exist, passed him directly, and handed Lin Yi and Mu Che a rib.

Mu Yanchuan didn't care about it. Since he knew that Chi was Lin Yi, then this Shaobu was probably fake. Mu Yanchuan deduced that he should be the doctor Wang who often followed Lin Yi's ass. .

Mu Yanchuan and Lin Yi sat down facing each other, and took a sheep bone and gnawed on it.

While gnawing on it, he disliked it: "The heat is okay, but the taste is a bit off."

The lamb chops that Wang Bubai worked so hard to buy and pretend to be baked for a long time were said to be bad, and he was immediately annoyed: "What's wrong with the taste? If you don't want to eat it, don't eat it!"

He reached out to snatch Mu Yanchuan's lamb chops, but Mu Yanchuan easily dodged it: "It's just a little bit close, so I can't eat it."

Wang Buhai is also very particular about cooking. Speaking of which, the white tea was attracted by the aroma of his roasted stone bear paws.He asked dissatisfied: "What's the difference?"

Mu Yanchuan: "Honey."

Wang Buhai: "What the hell? Eat meat and brush it with honey? Can something sweet and salty be delicious?"

Mu Yanchuan explained: "Although the mutton smell has been removed a lot, it can still be eaten. This smell affects the taste, adding a layer of honey can remove the smell.

Moreover, after honey roasting, there is a unique sweetness, which is not very sweet, and will not deprive the original fragrance of the lamb, and can also enhance the freshness and taste. "

Wang Bujue snorted, "We don't have honey at home."

Mu Yanchuan: "I have." He said to the two children: "Lin Er, Lin San, do you want to wait? Wait until Dad brings the secret weapon to make the barbecue more delicious for you before eating it?"

Although the two children were greedy, in order to support their father, they forcibly held back their saliva and put down the barbecue.

Mu Yanchuan got up and went to the plane to look for it for a while, and he actually brought a jar of honey.

Lin Yi secretly complained: I know how to bring honey, but I don't know how to bring children's clothes!I want to eat every day!

Although Mu Yanchuan had a grudge against Lin Yi, he still felt guilty when he heard Lin Yi's criticism: "Hey, I didn't bring honey on purpose. Last time my mother had a sore throat, she took a can and put it on the plane. Drink it with water."

Mu Che glanced at Mu Yanchuan inexplicably: "What is there to explain? Hurry up and process it, I'm starving to death."

Mu Yanchuan brushed the lamb chops with a layer of golden yellow honey. After grilling over charcoal fire, the honey quickly melted into the meat, forming a layer of burnt yellow on the surface, which looked much more attractive.

He took two and handed them to the two children first.

The two children couldn't wait a long time ago, and regardless of the burning of their mouths, Shasha began to gnaw.

"Yeah! It tastes better when it's steamed!" My brother said.

The younger sister also nodded "hmm": "Sweet, so fragrant!"

"Father is amazing!" the two children praised.

Wang Bujue snorted: "Isn't there just an extra layer of honey? What's so delicious." He picked up one and took a bite, then immediately shut up.

Lin Yi also took one.

The meat is imported, and the familiar taste lingers on the tip of the tongue. This kind of barbecue with a little honey sweetness is exactly what Mu Yanchuan roasted in the hunting ground many years ago.At that time, Mu Yanchuan helped him cut up the meat piece by piece and placed them on a plate, while he fed the meat into Mu Yanchuan's mouth mouthful.

Now he is sitting face to face with Mu Yanchuan, but he has to pretend not to know each other.

Mu Che took a bunch of food and tore it openly: "Sure, Chuanzi, if you haven't cooked for a few years, your cooking skills haven't deteriorated!"

Before Mu Yanchuan could speak, his younger sister said first, "My father's cooking is delicious!"

The elder brother waved his little hand arrogantly: "It will be delicious if you make it casually!"

The younger sister put up a greasy thumb: "The whole family is the first!"

Mu Che laughed from ear to ear listening to the two children's words: "These little sycophants! Their mouths are so sweet!" He looked at Mu Yanchuan, "It's exactly the same as when you were a child!

You were like that at the time, I can’t give you anything you like, no matter if it’s real or fake, even if you tie a gift belt on a banana, you’ll agree! "

Mu Yanchuan said casually: "When I was young, I was always like this, heartless and happy."

Mu Che: "You are more than that. You grow up like this too. You are especially good at complimenting others, and you are positive about everything. It was only after you lost your memory that you changed. You are crazy and..."

In the middle of speaking, he suddenly felt that the atmosphere was not right, so he quickly changed his words: "Uh hehe, let's not mention that. Anyway, you are back on track now. I think Chuanzi has changed a lot. You couldn't see each other once a year before, and you were gloomy when you met. Face.

Now that the wife and children are back, your smile is also back? "

Mu Yanchuan knew that Lin Yi was there, so he deliberately said: "Who said the wife and child are back, have you seen the wife? Obviously there is only the child."

Mu Che subconsciously glanced at Lin Yi, and found that Lin Yi's expression was a bit grim. He said, "Maybe your wife is too busy. After all, he is an admiral and has many things to deal with."

Mu Yanchuan was in a strange mood: "Yes, I was very busy, so busy that I was thrown away.

After five years of busy work, I just met twice after I came back, and threw the child away again. "

He glanced at Lin Yi intentionally or unintentionally, Lin Yi lowered his head, bit the bone of the mutton chop in one bite, and chewed it loudly!Feeling wronged in my heart, I can't say: "Who said I lost you again? Am I not here? If you didn't trust me like you did to me yesterday, why would I run away?"

After listening to Lin Yi's complaints, Mu Yanchuan deliberately added: "Oh, by the way, don't say he is my wife, we have never been lovers. He doesn't even have my permanent mark in his body, we are just a couple at best. Ex-roommate relationship."

Lin Yi broke the ribs in his hand with a "click".

The two children stared blankly.

"Brother is so strong!" Lin Er said, imitating Lin Yi in breaking bones, grinning tiredly.

Mu Che tried to save the war that was about to break out: "Chuanzi, what are you talking about?! How do you have children because of your roommate relationship? Look at how cute the children are!" He winked and reminded Mu Yanchuan not to talk nonsense in front of the children.

Mu Yanchuan also knew that he couldn't influence the child, but he didn't intend to keep his mouth shut, so his tone became calm, and he said with a smile: "It was all an accident, if it wasn't for this, he should be the admiral's wife now.

That general is handsome, has a high status, and has such powerful abilities, much better than me. "He smiled deeper, "It's all my fault, for blocking his way to happiness, otherwise the family of four is sweet and sweet, what's wrong with me?" "

Seeing Mu Yanchuan's smile chilled Lin Yi's heart.

Mu Che suppressed the fire, afraid that the children would overhear, so he whispered: "Chuanzi, how can you think like that? Is Admiral Lin the kind of person who judges people by their appearance and covets power?!"

Mu Yanchuan was still smiling, but what he said made people unable to laugh: "Isn't he? He dumped me as soon as he got stronger. He didn't show mercy, and even erased my memory. Beware of me disturb their lives.

In my opinion, he is a vicious, watery, and power-hungry person. "He purposely spoke harshly, wanting to hear Lin Yi's inner reaction.

"Vicious at heart? Capricious, greedy for power?!" After hearing this, Lin Yi was angry and helpless. When he asked Bai Cha to act in a play, he really wanted to create such an image so that Mu Yanchuan would hate him, so that it would be easy to separate Some, but Mu Yanchuan didn't believe that he was that kind of person at all.

Who knows that now that his memory is missing, Mu Yanchuan's understanding of Lin Yi is not comprehensive, but he believes it.

Lin Yi sighed imperceptibly, and said in his heart: "Oh, it's my fault too, I lied to you too many times before. Now you should not believe me. But the admiral is really not a fiancé, he just came here for a play That's all."

Hearing that Lin Yi still said in his heart that the admiral was a fake, Mu Yanchuan muttered, could it be that he really wronged Lin Yi?

The two children couldn't quite understand what Mu Yanchuan said, but seeing that Mu Yanchuan's tone and expression were very pleasant, they thought they were talking about something interesting.

The younger sister interjected curiously: "Navy? Is it Uncle Baicha?"

Mu Yanchuan only knew that the admiral was Yuan Bin, but not Baicha. His voice could not help but sink a bit: "Which one is Baicha? Could it be that you have two navy uncles?"

The younger sister shook her head: "We only know an uncle in the navy. He is a blue pot friend of several uncles! He is amazing!"

Mu Yanchuan was confused: "Don't bully uncle's boyfriend? What does he look like?"

The elder brother hurriedly said: "He is very white, and there is a small dot at the corner of his eye!"

This description matches what Mu Yanchuan remembered, "You said he was your uncle's boyfriend? When did the two of you get together?"

The younger sister shook her head: "Phuket Island, it seems to be together all the time."

Brother: "We have been together since we were not born!"

Mu Yanchuan frowned: "Then how is his relationship with your father Lin Yi?"

This question is a bit complicated, and the two children shook their heads blankly.

Lin Yi secretly said: "What do I have to do with Pao Youneng who doesn't deceive you? It's just that he used his supernatural ability to deceive you once."

Mu Yanchuan forgot what supernatural power Baicha has, and he continued to ask the two children: "Just now my sister said that Uncle Baicha is amazing? Why is it amazing?"

Sister: "He can create dreams! Let us see beautiful things!"

Mu Yanchuan: "Dream making?" What kind of power is this?

Brother corrected: "No, no, that's a supernatural power, it's called uh... illusion!"

"Illusion!?" Hearing this supernatural power, Mu Yanchuan's mind buzzed!

The feeling of being invaded by a powerful ability was too strong, and Mu Yanchuan's brain ached again after thinking about it.

Mu Che saw that Mu Yanchuan's expression was a little strange, and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you, Chuanzi?"

Mu Yanchuan shook his head: "I, I'm fine." In fact, he was busy. The word illusion and the appearance of white tea brought back memories of his past.

At that time, he seemed to follow Mu Che's mecha team to find Lin Yi in Lin Yi's regiment, and then met Bai Cha. He was young and vigorous, and he was determined to compete with Bai Cha, but he fell into a fantasy.

Mu Yanchuan's headache got worse the more he thought about it, but he didn't want to stop. He would rather suffer than see the truth.

The illusory scenes gradually flashed before his eyes: he saw the truth of Zi Muxing being shot, Lin Yi's panic, Bai Cha's provocation, and his rage!

He used to trust Lin Yi so much, even though the white tea's illusion was enough to confuse the real one, he still didn't believe that Lin Yi would evade responsibility, so he decided to ask Lin Yi face to face.

He saw himself rushing into Lin Yi's office almost frantically, but only General Bai Ran was there.

Bai Ran stopped him and told him all the truth:

"He loves you, very much. But he can't be with you."

"Maybe one day when you go to the battlefield, you will know why..."

"Fighting side by side with Lin Yi is not as simple as you think. He doesn't want you to suffer any harm, and your family certainly doesn't want to either..."

Thinking back on these words, Mu Yanchuan had a splitting headache.

He looked at where Lin Yi was sitting, but his vision was blurry. He beat his head, stumbled to Lin Yi, grabbed Lin Yi and asked, "You left to protect me?"

Lin Yi thought that he had disguised himself very well, and he didn't know how to expose it. He was panicked for a moment, and replied incoherently: "My life is too dangerous, and your family is so good, I don't want to hurt you."

"Why did you hurt me?" Mu Yanchuan knew that Lin Yi was doing it for his own good, but he was still annoyed: "Have you ever asked me what I think? Do you know how I feel? This is my life, how can you do it for me without authorization?" Call the shots?!"

The two children were frightened and cried, "Daddy is so scary!"

Mu Che quickly took the two children away.

"I'm sorry." Lin Yi didn't know what else to say besides apologizing.

"Is it over with just one sorry?! Who will make up for my crazy five years?! Who will be responsible for the growth of my children that I missed?!"

Mu Yanchuan's headache was about to explode, and he almost fell down.

At this time, the erased memories in his mind surged like a tidal wave, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Lin Yi five years ago emerged before his eyes one by one.

Sentimental greetings when meeting for the first time;

The "brother" I called when I ate for the first time;

Lin Yi's amazing mermaid long tail in the first class;

The first time I went to the hunting ground, Lin Yi's identity was exposed...

And when Lin Yi was robbed, he risked his life to save each other; the two had a cold war, and he cried and begged for forgiveness...

These memories, whether joyful or sad, excited or angry, were all squeezed into Mu Yanchuan's head. He couldn't bear such a large number of complicated emotions, and he tore Lin Yi uncontrollably, growling in pain.

"Lin Yi! I told you a long time ago, whether you use me to get pheromones or hide your identity from me, I don't care and I can forgive you!

I just beg you to stay, don't leave me!

But you still go!

Do you know how painful it is for me?

What is it for my safety?For my life?

Have you really thought about me? !

Do you know how much I love you!

Without you, all security means nothing to me!That shit's life is nothing but nothing! "

At this moment, Mu Yanchuan's consciousness was already in pain. He felt that his soul was about to be torn apart. His voice was trembling:

"Ayi..."

"With you, even if there is only one day in the hail of guns and bullets, I will be happy."

"But without you, even if I live thousands of years, it will be painful!"

Mu Yanchuan held Lin Yi's hand tightly, as if he was afraid that people would leave again, he didn't know what he said at the end, he vaguely saw that Lin Yi's eyes seemed to be a little red, he didn't hear what he said, but I felt my head hurt more and more, my eyes were dark, and I passed out unconsciously.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, the previous revisions were all small changes, and the revisions in this chapter are a bit big.I also said earlier that once Mu Yanchuan regained his memory, he would love and resent Lin Yi at the same time.The previous version expressed too much love and did not express resentment. After the revision, the feelings are more accurate.After being cheated for so many years and being crazy for so many years, the resentment should be relatively large.

The overall plot line has not changed, but the memory has been restored, sorry, I have been waiting for a long time!

感谢在2021-09-0821:50:25~2021-09-0923:32:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Lin Xiaoxuan. 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles of recreation;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!