How can my alpha be so weak

"Xiao Yan, stop!" Mu Xiao and Jing Shun had heard abnormal noises outside the door, and quickly found the key to open the door.

Mu Yanchuan was in a state of madness. He didn't care who the visitor was, and directly activated the ability to keep the two of them in place.

Although Lin Yi's body recovered slightly, he was no match for Mu Yanchuan who was in such a state. After struggling for a while, he was firmly held down again.

"Ayi, don't struggle. Make a permanent mark and you will belong to me forever." Mu Yichuan bit the gland again, but felt a sudden tingling in his neck. He subconsciously touched it and pulled out an injection.

The medicine was so powerful that it took effect in an instant. Mu Yanchuan looked towards the door before he fell into a coma. His mother, Xiangran Jun, held the injection gun with red eyes.

Taking advantage of Mu Yuchuan's coma, Lin Yi told Mu Yuchuan's family what had happened, and at the same time told the real reason for his sudden departure a few years ago, hoping they would forgive him.

Lin Yi: "Everyone, I'm sorry, I misjudged Mu Yanchuan's strength, and I also misjudged his feelings for me, thinking things too simply.

I thought it would be easy to erase his memory, and I also thought that if I erased my memory, he would return to his original life.

But in fact he is not good, but worse and worse, which I did not expect at all.

My way of doing this is also very strong and selfish, because I just think about the problem from my perspective and handle this matter in a way that I think is good, and I don’t consider it at all. What I think is good is for Mu Yanchuan and for Tell me, is it good or not.

I regret it now. If time could be turned back, I would not erase his memory so arbitrarily. I will definitely ask Yan Chuan for his opinion and make a decision after discussing with all of you.

But these thoughts are all recalled from the current perspective. At that time, I could not predict the future, and the past could not be changed. I only hope that the current me can have the opportunity to make up for the mistakes of the past. "

After listening, Mr. Xiangran sighed: "Actually, from your point of view, there is nothing wrong with you. You did that because you didn't want Xiaoyan to be in danger or get hurt. You did it out of love." made such a decision.

It's true that Xiaofen loves you too much, otherwise, he wouldn't remember you so deeply, and there wouldn't be incomplete amnesiacs.

If the memory can be completely erased, you can completely disappear from his world, and he will not go crazy, so that he can return to his original life, which is an ideal method.

If you had discussed with me at that time, I would probably agree with your approach. I was most afraid of him being in danger again. At that time, I knew that he might fall in love with a general who is not afraid of death like you. I really felt very sad. Crash, I wanted to stop him, but he was already stuck in it at the time, and nothing I said would help, so I had no choice but to choose to support him.

Later Chief Bai came to us and said to help him erase his memory about you. Although I felt unfair and annoyed, I was actually relieved because I think he can finally return to his original life, and he will It's my good son, who stays by my side, stays away from those dangers, and lives in peace for the rest of his life. This is the result I want most. "

"But we all underestimated his love for you."

When Mr. Xiangran said this, he suddenly paused, his eyes were a little sad, as if recalling a very painful thing.

"When the memory was just erased, he behaved well, and we also cooperated not to mention things about you, including your roommates and friends, and they were also very cooperative.

Xiao Yan is also the same as before. Snacks are always in his hands. What he cares about most every day is what to eat?Simple and happy, I don't remember you at all.

This kind of life lasted for about three months. We all thought that his life had really returned to the way it was before, but the accident happened at that time.

It happened to be Grain Rain that day, and the temperature on the island was neither high nor low, and it was very comfortable. His father asked him to drink with him on a whim, and what we drank was the pear blossom wine we brewed ourselves.

I remember the two of them were sitting in the pavilion at the back of the mountain that day, each holding a jar, and as soon as Xiaofeng took a sip, his expression changed.

His dad asked him if it wasn't brewed well?

He frowned and said nothing.

His father asked again, but he directly drank the jar of wine.

When he put down the wine jar, his eyes were full of tears.

His dad panicked and called me over, and I asked him what happened?

He pointed to his chest and said to me, "Mom, why does my heart hurt so much when I drink this wine?"It's as if it's been mowed away'. "

I didn't understand at the time, so I asked him what he meant by that.

He said he seemed to have had the drink with someone, but he couldn't remember who it was.

As soon as I heard this, I knew he was thinking of you.I quickly comforted him and said that there are many people who have drank our wine, and it is normal to forget it. If you can’t remember it, don’t think about it.

He said no, he thought this person was very important, and he had to think about it.

He drank one jar after another, and he couldn't stop him.

Then he..."

When Mr. Xiangran said this, he choked up and covered his mouth, unable to speak any more.

Mu Yuyun on the side answered: "Then he went crazy, that was the first time he went crazy, crying and laughing, smashing all the wine jars, and cutting his own wrist.

While going crazy, he screamed, saying that his heart was gone, and someone said that he would never leave him, but he lost that person. "

When Lin Yi heard the words "never leave, never give up", his heart ached as if being pierced by an awl.Back then when Mu Yanchuan drank pear blossom wine with him, he once told him that those who drank a jar of pear blossom wine together would never leave him for the rest of their lives.

"I'm sorry, I broke my promise. I didn't take this promise seriously. I abandoned him." Lin Yi got up and bowed deeply to Xiangran Jun and Mu Xiao.

"Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry! It's my fault, I made your son suffer so much! I'm sorry!

You can scold me and beat me however you want, and I don't expect you to forgive me, but I ask you to give me a chance to make up for my mistakes.I don't want to see him go crazy anymore! "

Mr. Xiangran helped Lin Yi up, and Mu Xiao lighted a cigarette on rare occasion, walked to the window and stammered, "Oh, there's nothing to forgive, you're not all wrong.

Just like what your aunt said just now, when we first learned that Xiaoyan’s memory had been erased, although we were angry, we were more relieved.In fact, from the bottom of our hearts, we also approve of your decision.

So you can't completely blame you for making that decision, your starting point is good, we can understand. "

Hearing what Mu Xiao said, Lin Yi asked excitedly, "Can uncle and aunt forgive me?"

Mr. Xiangran pulled Lin Yi to sit next to him: "Xiao Yi, I guess you also know that your parents and my parents are old friends, and your mother and I are teachers and sisters, and we have a very good relationship.

They are heroes who have saved thousands of lives.We are grateful to them and would love to do something for their descendants.It's a pity that I never knew your whereabouts.

We saw you at the gate of the school hospital that time, and we found out that you are my senior sister's child!

I thought at the time, if you are an Alpha, I will recognize you as my godson, and if you are an Omega, I will definitely marry you home as my daughter-in-law!I have long regarded you as family. "

Hearing what Xiangran said, Lin Yi's eyes turned red, "Auntie? You really think so?" He knew the relationship between his parents and Mu Yanchuan's parents before, but he didn't know that the relationship was so close, let alone Mr. Xiangran had this idea, which moved him very much.

Mr. Xiangran sighed softly: "It's just that I didn't expect you to leave suddenly and hurt Xiaoyan like that.

I would be lying if I said I was not angry or resentful.Seeing you here today, the fire in my heart is rising.You were my family, and we felt betrayed and cheated when you abandoned us.

But then I found out that the twins turned out to be Xiaojie's children, and you are not married at all, and you don't have any fiancé, and you have always been unable to let us go psychologically.

The fire in my heart, I can't burn it no matter what.

I just listened to your explanation of the situation back then, and I know your difficulties, and I also know that you are thinking about Xiao Yan. "

Mr. Xiangran held Lin Yi's hand, his eyes were full of distress and kindness: "This time, Auntie must hold you firmly and never let you run away again.

Your glands are unusual, and you didn’t use Xiaojie’s pheromone as a stabilizer. After so many years of giving birth and taking care of your own children, and taking care of various military tasks, it’s very hard, right?

I have people from this big family to help take care of the children, and I feel that I can't worry about it, let alone you alone, and there is no relatives around who can help. As for your friends and comrades in arms, they are all rough men who are soldiers. , What do you know about taking care of children?He must have suffered a lot over the years. "

Hearing what Xiangran said, Lin Yi couldn't hold back his tears. Over the years, he has indeed encountered many difficulties in raising his children alone. He has no husband who loves him, no parents who care about him, and no other relatives.

Surrounded by rough and strong men, they can take their children, let them eat and play well, and will obey his orders, charging forward without fear of life and death.

But their minds are not as delicate as those of blood relatives. They can only see their generals being brave and fearless when performing tasks, but they cannot see the helpless and helpless eyes of their generals facing the crying children. ;

They can see that their general is wounded and bleeding and clenches his teeth no matter how painful it is, but they can't see that in a corner where no one is around, he will cry hot because he knocked over the freshly made milk on his hands.

In their eyes, Admiral Lin Yi is omnipotent, and the two children are a piece of cake compared to those difficult and dangerous tasks, so there is no need to worry.

Others couldn't see Lin Yi's difficulties, and Lin Yi never took the initiative to talk about it.He is an admiral, the god of war in everyone's mouth, no matter what difficulties and hardships he encounters, he will carry them by himself, let alone complain.

He knows that he is a role model for countless people. If people know that he is a person who will cry because of two babies, the morale of the army will definitely be frustrated.

So for so many years, he has always shown himself to the outside world with ease, and no one has ever really understood his hard work.Only Mr. Xiangran really realized his hard work and difficulties, and only his close relatives would put themselves in his place and think about these details.

"Thank you, auntie, thank you for understanding me." Lin Yi's voice was a little choked, he rubbed his eyes, and held back his tears.

Mr. Xiangran couldn't help but hugged Lin Yi into his arms: "It would be great if you came back sooner, with auntie helping you and your uncle, who likes children more than me and knows how to cook. You don’t have to suffer so much for raising a child who is fat and fat, Auntie feels distressed when she thinks about it.”

Mu Xiao came back after smoking her cigarette, and saw that Mr. Xiangran was holding Lin Yi and was about to cry bitterly, so she hurriedly said to Mr. Xiangran, "It's not too late to come back now, don't make it so sad, Admiral Lin won't let you down so easily. Shed a tear, look at you almost made people cry."

The tears welling up in Mr. Xiangran's eyes were dismissed by Mu Xiao with a few words: "Whoever said I made people cry, obviously I was the one who cried, so you will say me!"

Mu Xiao: "Okay, don't be sensational. Let's think about it from another angle. Now that Xiao Yi is back, he also brought a pair of twins. This is a happy event for a happy reunion. Everyone should be happy. Don't cry."

Mr. Xiangran: "What a big reunion, there is still a big problem that has not been resolved. Xiaoyan doesn't trust Xiaoyi at all now. He doesn't believe what Xiaoyi says. He almost hurt Xiaoyi just now. How can I explain it to him? ?”

When Mu Yanchuan was mentioned, Mu Xiao frowned again, "Tsk, this kid, it's unreasonable to go crazy, and he wants to force Xiao Yi to be marked. When he wakes up, I have to beat him hard!"

Lin Yi persuaded: "It's all because of me that Yan Chuan is like that, anyway, I'm fine, uncle, don't be angry."

Jun Xiangran rolled his eyes and said: "And you can't beat him, don't waste that effort, just think about how to deal with him!"

The author has something to say: some revisions have been made in the last chapter, mainly because of the more detailed description of the changes in feelings, which is more smooth and reasonable.There are about six or seven hundred words added.Those who are interested can review it.

[Also, I would like to ask everyone for a leave of absence. I have something to do on Monday tomorrow, and I will continue to update on Tuesday.From now on, Lin Yi will use his big moves to deal with Mu Yanchuan~]

感谢在2021-09-0500:26:44~2021-09-0522:43:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: I want to eat 2 candies when I’m hungry; 37998317, Wang Junkai, 〆.Yan Yan ヽ, where alas 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：段嘉衍20瓶；乐乐16瓶；芸豆10瓶；尚小熊、318546373瓶；谈色、消遣1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!