How can my alpha be so weak

Mu Yanchuan's heart suddenly felt ashamed, like falling into an ice cave.During this period of time, he worked desperately to change and improve himself, hoping that he, who had always been at the bottom, could be worthy of such an excellent Lin Yi.

He knew that there was a huge gap between him and Lin Yi, and it would not be possible to catch up overnight, but as long as he worked hard, the gap would always narrow.

In the past, he only thought about eating and playing. This was the life he yearned for the most at first, and it was also the life his parents wanted him to have.Carefree and safe.

But since Lin Yi broke into his life, everything has changed drastically.He fell in love with Lin Yi and wanted to go forward side by side with him, which gave him a new goal and new hope for life, and his fighting spirit was unprecedentedly high.

He was full of enthusiasm, or full of admiration, and tried his best to catch up with his little sun, but just as he took a step, the curtain was pulled down by reality.

How could a person who was expelled be worthy of such a dazzling light?In the future, Ah Yi will definitely become a hero who contributes to the country and the family, but he can only continue to be a waste hiding under the umbrella of his parents.

They have no chance...

When Yan Xutan and Tang Long came back from get out of class, they found that Mu Yanchuan had disappeared again.

"Where's our great hero?" Yan Xutan jumped up and looked at Mu Yanchuan's bed, on which there was only an unmade quilt.

When no one is sleeping on the bed, the quilt must be folded into tofu cubes.The students of the military academy have long formed the habit, and Mu Yanchuan has never left without folding the quilt.

Yan Xutan: "Where did brother Fen go? The doctor said he was in the susceptible period, so nothing will happen!?"

Tang Long: "I'll give him a call!"

Tang Long called Mu Yanchuan three times in a row but didn't answer, he hurriedly called Lin Yi again: "Brother Yi, do you know where Brother Yan is?"

Lin Yi had just learned how to take back his spirit body, and was about to return to school, when he heard Tang Long's words, his expression darkened: "I don't know where he is, what's wrong with him?"

Tang Long: "He's not in the dormitory, the quilt is not folded! He doesn't answer the phone!"

Lin Yi: "Don't panic, I'll come find him."

Lin Yi first tried to call Mu Yanchuan, if he still couldn't get through, he had to resort to extreme measures.

Mu Yichuan restrained too much last night, which would harm Alpha's body and mind, and Lin Yi was afraid that it would affect his mental state and cause him to behave uncontrollably.

"Hey…"

Unexpectedly, the phone connected just after two rings.It's just that Mu Yanchuan's tone of voice was a bit wrong.

"Where are you, Yan Chuan? What's wrong with you?"

"Ayi, I let you down..." Mu Yanchuan was filled with grievances, and was about to cry.

"What disappointment?! I'll look for you right away, don't panic!" Lin Yi heard Mu Yanchuan's tone, and didn't ask where he was, and directly activated the military tracking system to locate Mu Yanchuan's location Location.

The location showed that Mu Yanchuan was on the river beach outside the west gate of the school. Lin Yi took a taxi, carried the driver to the back seat, and drove over like flying.

The driver cursed wildly, but Lin Yi turned a deaf ear to it. His mind was filled with the scene of Mu Yanchuan alone blowing the cold wind by the river. The more he thought about it, the more he felt anxious. The speed of the car was as fast as a light on the road. In the end, the driver was so frightened that his face was as white as paper. , I can't spit out half a curse.

Two 10-minute drive, Linyi 7 minutes drive.

After parking the car, the driver trembled and asked, "Young man, do you drive a racing car?"

"Space battleship."

The driver instantly dismissed the idea of ​​complaining to the customer.

"Boss, go slowly!"

Mu Yuchuan was sitting on the beach by the river, the sun was setting, Mu Yuchuan was not wearing a coat, only a sweater, the evening wind in late autumn was a bit chilly, blowing on his thin clothes, but he didn't seem to notice the cold Yes, let the wind penetrate into the body, depriving the body of the little remaining heat.

Lin Yi ran over quickly when he saw Mu Yanchuan, his feet rustled on the beach, and asked slightly panting, "What's wrong? Are you still feeling unwell?"

Mu Yanchuan stared blankly at the slow-moving river, picked up a pebble, raised his hand lazily, and threw the stone into the river, stirring up a feeble wave, and asked inappropriately: "Ayi, Have you always looked down on me?"

Lin Yi didn't know what Mu Yanchuan was thinking, "Why did you say this all of a sudden?"

Mu Yanchuan lowered his head and scratched the sandpit with his index finger: "I can't do anything well. I was at the bottom of everything except eating since I was a child. I don't want to make progress and just pass by.

I have many friends, but not because of how good I am, but because I am poor, worse than anyone else, so they feel superior and relaxed when they are with me.

Ah Yi, don’t you also... oh..."

Lin Yi was surprised by Mu Yuchuan's sudden words of frustration, but he didn't show any impatience. He sat cross-legged beside Mu Yuchuan, watching with him the red light of the setting sun gradually covering the river.

"I don't know what you were like before, but from the two months I've known you, you're not the person you said you were."

Mu Yanchuan's finger digging into the sand pit paused slightly, and then turned into poking.

Lin Yi continued: "In the beginning, I really felt that you were not enterprising, had no ideals or ambitions, and you were a pampered person."

At that time, I was quite angry. I had been in the army, and I knew the dangers on the front line, and I knew that the comfort of the earth was the result of their painstaking efforts.

You are admitted to the No. [-] Military Academy, you can sit in the classroom in class, you don’t need to be exposed to wind and rain, and you don’t have to face real alien monsters. You use the most advanced resources and have the best teachers to teach, but you don’t know what to do. Not cherishing, a state of dawdling.

If the future astronauts are like you, then the earth will have no future.

You just asked me if I disliked you. To be honest, I don’t dislike you in general. From the first time I saw you and saw your fat body, I disliked you. "

Mu Yanchuan listened intently, not speaking, nor looking at Lin Yi.

Lin Yi put her arms around his shoulders, and continued: "But how much I disliked you back then, I appreciate you now."

Mu Yanchuan finally stopped picking the sand. He thought that Lin Yi would comfort him with words of encouragement or praise, but he didn't expect that Lin Yi would say that he admired him.The word appreciation is much rarer than encouragement and praise.

You can easily say words of encouragement, and you can also use those routine words to praise others, but using "appreciation" has a completely different meaning.

Appreciation comes only when you recognize someone from the bottom of your heart.

Mu Yanchuan asked Lin Yi in surprise: "You...how can you appreciate me?"

Lin Yi: "I didn't expect you to improve so fast, faster than most of the comrades I have seen... heck, faster than most of the comrades I have seen.

You have a good foundation on the one hand, the point is that your attitude has changed obviously.

In fact, I am training you with the way the army trains recruits. The training intensity of the army far exceeds that of the military academy.

When Tang Long couldn't hold on, you could still hold on. If you didn't have a strong belief, it would be useless to rely on me to exert pressure.

I appreciate your attitude and admire your efforts.Your changes are obvious to all, not only me, but also Xiaoyan and Tang Long look at you differently.

You just said that your friends are only with you because you are bad?

I don't know how you come up with such an idea.But if it's like what you said, why should I help you train and improve yourself?Wouldn't I be happier to keep you at the bottom?

And Xiaoyan and Tang Long, I just feel that they admire you more and more, call you brother more and more loudly, I don't feel that they want to alienate you, or envy you.

And this time your sudden disappearance was also contacted by the two of them. If they really don’t want to be friends with you, they can just leave you alone and go wherever you want. It’s best if you disappear.dont you agree? "

Lin Yi was next to Mu Yanchuan at this time, and Mu Yanchuan could clearly sense the emotions Lin Yi conveyed. Lin Yi was not trying to coax him or comfort him, but was just stating the facts.

Mu Yanchuan's mood suddenly became less depressed. It turned out that he wasn't that unbearable. The person he had been looking up to admired him a lot, as if he was quite proud of him.

The fiery red sunset left only a dark red sunset glow, which stretched the shadows of the two people longer and longer. All the birds returned to the forest, the noise in the sky stopped, and the sound of running water entered the ears, making people feel at ease.

"Thank you, Ayi, I feel much better after hearing what you said."

Lin Yi patted him and said, "It's good that it's much better. Hurry up and send a message to Yan Xutan and Tang Long. They are also dying of anxiety." After comforting him, I didn't ask him specifically why he was in a bad mood.

"Just tell them, me, I don't want to contact them recently."

Lin Yi glanced at Mu Yanchuan suspiciously, what's the matter?Haven't calmed down yet?

"Why don't you want to contact them?"

"No, shameless. Actually, I don't want to contact you, but seeing your call, I still can't help it.

A Yi, the only person I can't refuse is you. "

Mu Yanchuan originally planned to wait until the gap between himself and Lin Yi was narrowed, or when he surpassed Lin Yi before speaking out, but when he thought that he would be fired, he would not have much contact with Lin Yi in the future, so he simply Just say what's on your mind, otherwise you may not have a chance in the future.

"Ayi, there is something I've always wanted to tell you."

Lin Yi was wondering why he had calmed people down, but Mu Yanchuan was still in such a low mood, so he didn't notice the special emotions contained in Mu Yanchuan's words.

Lin Yi: "I know."

Mu Yanchuan was shocked: "You know I like..."

"Did those two boys provoke you?" Lin Yi spoke angrily, "They said something about you again, so you didn't want to talk to them, and you left school? You tell me why they provoked you, and I will deal with him both!"

Mu Yanchuan didn't know what Lin Yi was talking about, "No, it's none of their business. It's because I couldn't accept this matter for a while. I'm going out to relax during this time. When I figure it out, I'll contact them to explain. of."

"You can't accept it?" Now it was Lin Yi's turn to be depressed.He didn't know that Mu Yanchuan was broken. As an Omega, he hadn't said that he couldn't accept what happened last night, but this Alpha was not happy.

Lin Yi cursed inwardly: He said he wanted to go out to relax?Do you want to escape?Is it possible that this kid doesn't want to take responsibility? !

Mu Yanchuan opened his eyes: Why don't you want to be responsible?

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-0921:26:21~2021-07-1015:25:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Lele;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 4850928720 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!