Sold it to an ex-boyfriend with the cat

Jiang Xi went back to the room almost without stopping. As soon as he closed the door, his legs went limp. There was no air-conditioning in the room, and the temperature was not lower than outside, but cold sweat still wet his entire back.

He really has no strength left.

This kind of confrontation is really too much at one time.

It was like this a year ago, it is like this now, time has passed, but nothing else has changed.

Jiang Xi didn't want to let himself think about those bad things, but the unpleasant experience just now kept flashing in his mind like a slide show, every frame and every page was so clear and incomparable.

The appearance of these things seemed to remind him repeatedly that the original wound never disappeared, and he was used as a tool of revenge by that person called his biological father.

Those so-called good things for him, those little surprises carefully prepared for him, those father-son love that everyone envied, and the hard work all your life is just for your heartfelt words, are just poisons in a sugar-coated shell, only one, It can beat all his emotions to hell.

For a moment, Jiang Xi wanted to grab Jiang Yinan by the collar and ask him why he did this?How can he do this?

However, it doesn't seem to make much sense.

For a person who refuses to look back, no amount of language is powerless.

After all, he was stupid.

Jiang Xi took off his racing suit and threw it aside, like so many nights, buried himself under the quilt.

At 18, he lost his brother.

At 19, he lost his mother.

And now, he is less than 20 years old.

Jiang Xi didn't want to cry, but the tears couldn't stop flowing down, and he felt really uncomfortable.

In the past 18 years, he lived in elaborate dreams, and his life was too comfortable, and in those two years, he seemed to have tasted all the hardships in this life one by one.

Both phases are extreme, and once again, he doesn't want either.

Jiang Xi was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to stand up and wash his face. The pillow was soaked, and he couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears. He completely hid himself in the quilt, just like before, and fell asleep when he was tired from crying. .

Then, he had a wonderful dream.

Mom and Dad are divorced.

In the dream, he was very young, too young to understand the meaning of divorce, but his parents told him that they still love themselves, but they don't love each other anymore.

He does not understand, why not love it?However, Mom and Dad failed to answer his question.

Jiang Xiaoxi thought, maybe they themselves don't know.

Dad moved out and took away everything he had at home. Mom was sad for a while and started a new life. Dad would pick him up from school every weekend. Everything was the same as before. Jiang Xiaoxi felt that divorce , it seems that there is no change.

But indeed, something has changed.

His mother told him that his father didn't love his mother anymore, so he wouldn't love him anymore. His mother suspended the weekend date and her temper became bad.

Jiang Xiaoxi couldn't understand that his father was so kind to him!And that's dad!How can we not see him?

But he didn't want his mother to be angry, so he agreed, but his father still treated him very well. He always came to school to see him secretly, took him out for dinner, went to the amusement park, bought him things, and then sent him back secretly.

The two reached an agreement, this is their little secret.

Jiang Xiaoxi has been hiding this little secret.

until his 18th birthday.

His long-awaited 18-year-old.

The most beautiful day ever.

Spent in the chaos.

He had a big fight with his mother, heard his brother say he didn't like him, signed many contracts from his father, and finally, his mother found out about his little secret with his father.

Jiang Xiaoxi remembered that it was the first time his mother scolded him hysterically.

He stood shivering in the living room of his home, looking at the broken porcelain all over the floor.

All the vases at home were smashed, and the beautiful sunflowers mixed with tiles were wet with water.

The gentle mother he remembered had completely changed.

He thought it was just this time, but later he realized that this was just the beginning.

He has spent nearly a year abroad with unspeakable days. His mother is getting more and more depressed, and her spirits are getting more and more trance. Sometimes she will lock him in a dark warehouse, leaving him alone on the cold floor. Staying at home for a night, sometimes grabbing his clothes and asking him loudly why he is gay, why he is so disgusting...

He is very afraid of the dark. When he was locked up, his whole body was trembling, his blood was boiling, he lost his mind, his heart was beating so hard that he was about to explode, he wanted someone to save him, like when he was locked up in university, when it was dark and chaotic , as soon as he raised his eyes, his sun came.

He waited for a long, long time, his breathing became disordered, and he was still only accompanied by darkness.

Later, he vaguely remembered that his brother had long since abandoned him.

The sun that once belonged to him alone has finally become the real sun, but it no longer belongs to him.

He was lying on the cold floor, his whole body was like a withered sunflower, the heat dissipated little by little, and finally only endless fear and cold remained.

He thought that the difficult days he could encounter in his life were nothing more than that.

He was wrong.

If it wasn't for his own personal experience, Jiang Xi really wouldn't believe that in this world, a father could do such a cruel thing to his child.

Those people chased him all the way with the letter of guarantee signed by him, and he realized that those so-called hard work all his life were for you, and everything was given to you, but it was a lie.

That man was just waiting for him to be 18 years old, when he was able to take all the responsibilities, and then throw this bitter fruit to him.

It was a trap from start to finish.

The gift his biological father gave him on his 18th birthday was to push him into the endless abyss, to see that he could never turn over again, and to see his mother dying for him. This was his purpose.

He was forced to bear the debts that shouldn't belong to him. When he thought he had nowhere to go, the mother he had desperately wanted to escape did not hesitate to help him bear everything.

He didn't know how huge those debts were, but they were enough to swallow all the results of his mother's hard work in this life overnight. He shed tears with regret, and wanted to ask his father why this happened, but there was no answer.

When the man was questioned, he just showed his face without any scruples, revealing all the hatred he had suppressed over the years.

He hated his mother's strength, hated her for being too good, too decisive, not gentle, not like water, and not at all like a wife.

But he has forgotten that everything he can get comes from this wife.

But he was with someone else when his wife was pregnant with Xiao Jiangxi. He had been hiding it for so many years, and finally broke out overnight.

He was forced to take away all his rights and finances and leave the house.

The woman abandoned him, and he was left alone.

He attributed all his faults to his ex-wife, her strength and her cruelty.

So he wants revenge, he wants his ex-wife to taste the hatred in his heart.

It was also at that time that Xiao Jiangxi realized that his mother was so powerful and invincible, but he was the only one who was weak.

It was also because of his weakness that that mother's armor instantly disintegrated.

When all hope was lost, he even thought, how could he be so cruel at the age of 18, if only his life ended before then.

They moved out of the big house and Mom was sick.

He cried and begged his mother not to leave, he didn't want his brother or his father anymore, he didn't want anything, he just begged his mother not to go, and don't leave him alone.

But mother still left.

On the eve of his 19th birthday.

He used to be so hysterical and tried his best, but he still didn't leave anyone he wanted to keep.

Jiang Xi fell into a drowsy sleep, and when he woke up, he couldn't keep his eyes open due to the headache.

I don't know if it was the sequelae of the nightmare, he felt pain all over his body, and his eyes were dim, and he couldn't tell the sky outside.

He snorted and struggled to get up, but was hugged by someone, and a cold palm fell on his forehead.

Lu Huaizhi's voice was soft, "Are you awake?"

Jiang Xi blinked, and the short-term loss of vision was recovered. He was no longer in his room, and his clothes were changed, but he was still sweaty.

Jiang Xi leaned against him, his voice hoarse, "I..."

"It's okay." Lu Huaizhi fed him a few sips of water, "You have a fever, I went to the training ground to look for you, but I didn't see anyone, the coach said you left beforehand, and didn't answer your calls, wait until I find you When you were in your room, you were burning badly."

Lu Huaizhi put down the quilt, and covered Jiang Xi with the quilt again, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable? When you were asleep, I asked the doctor to give you a fever-reducing injection, and you were sweating. Are you feeling better now? Sleep again?" "

Jiang Xi shook his head softly, his voice hoarse, "I'm fine...just a little headache."

Lu Huaizhi kissed his forehead, and put his hand lightly on his temple, "Don't move, I'll rub it for you."

"You! You're really a child." Lu Huaizhi was gentle and disrespectful, "When I saw you, you were burning and crying, and your pillow was soaked, so uncomfortable, why didn't you tell me earlier ? You don't know that my heart aches when I see you like that."

Jiang Xi was completely dizzy from the heat. Although his body was no longer hot, he still had no strength. He was hugged tightly by Lu Huaizhi, feeling his heartbeat on his back, and his ears blushed involuntarily, "I ...When I went back to the room, I didn't find..."

Lu Huaizhi couldn't help pinching his burning ears, "It seems that I will hold you by my side and watch over you all the time, lest you, a little fool, get sick and hide by yourself."

Jiang Xi smiled softly, and the unhappiness brought about by the nightmare just now was swept away.

Jiang Xi was sweating all over, took a rest and got up to take a shower. As soon as he got out of the bathroom, he was carried into bed again. Lu Huaizhi wrapped him up in a blanket and served him the porridge he had prepared. in bed.

Seeing that Lu Huaizhi was about to feed him, Jiang Xi smiled and said, "Don't be so exaggerated."

Lu Huaizhi pinched his face, "Really? A person who doesn't even know he's sick can still eat by himself?"

Jiang Xi couldn't help laughing, and lowered his head to take a sip of porridge, which was light and light, and served with small pickles, very appetizing.

Lu Huaizhi looked at him, "But what did you do in the afternoon? You ran so fast, it's rare that you don't train."

Jiang Xi froze for a moment, and said with a smile, "It's okay...just...tired and want to rest, maybe it's because I'm sick, so I don't feel well."

"Really?" Lu Huaizhi took some food for him, and told him, "Eat more, don't go to training tomorrow, the boss will give you a holiday!"

Jiang Xi shook his head, "No, I'm already well, so I can't delay training."

Lu Huaizhi looked at him and smiled, "Okay! You can go if you want, I'll listen to you."

The two had a simple but delicious dinner, Lu Huaizhi packed up his things, Jiang Xi lay on the bed, looking at his phone absent-mindedly, since Jiang Yinan had appeared, he wouldn't let it go easily, but he had nothing to be afraid of, The money he owed at the beginning has already been repaid, and he also used himself to stop the last payment from Star Domain.

He owes nothing.

No matter how much Jiang Yinan threatened him, he didn't care, but there was one thing, he couldn't affect Lu Huaizhi.

He has nothing, but Lu Huaizhi is different, he has the Lu family, and he is a big star, if there is something bad about him...

If there is such a day...

If there is a day, Jiang Xi doesn't mind if he dies and the net is broken, he should be a person with nothing, even if one day, he has nothing, and he has nothing to be sad about.

But it's back to square one.

Lu Huaizhi was packing up things in the small living room of the suite, when the rustling sound reached Jiang Xi's ears, and Jiang Xi's heart warmed.

It's different, he is not alone now.

The author has something to say: Jie Jie is right!I realize my mistake!I will correct it next time!

But in fact, I also thought about how to deal with this when I wrote it. Later, I felt that it all stemmed from Xiaoxixi’s experience. In the first 18 years, it lived like a little angel, innocent and simple, and its views on everything were almost the same. Pure white, the family is harmonious and happy, my brother loves him very much, but then everything changed, what my father did, what my brother said he didn't like boys, these overturned Xixi's cognition of love and marriage, in his heart , married his mother, and his father could lie to him like this, saying that he was going to marry his brother Ye Shuo after graduation. He didn't like boys at all, and his life was turned upside down.

But in Xixi's eyes, no matter what his brother is, he still can't forget him. Maybe our Xixi is so pure and affectionate. Innocence and innocence are one of Jiangxi's characteristics, so his thoughts are also very simple. I am afraid that my brother will dislike him, because my brother is so good, but he is a person who can do nothing but study. In the year when we broke up, he always thought that if he was good at playing basketball, archery, and swimming, it would not be so boring, brother Wouldn’t it be impossible not to dislike him? He had a pretty good family and encountered such an accident, so he would naturally be cautious in his heart. In fact, it’s not like he didn’t say it, but he liked him so much that he would care (I’m talking nonsense! )

Alright alright!I next time!Definitely next time!Be sure to correct it! !