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What is it? "

Sui Yuan looked down at himself, feeling even more aggrieved, "I don't look good?"

"You goddess Jiang, who is not good-looking if you are not good-looking?" A good friend led her to the mall, "Okay, let's go shopping. What's wrong with you recently, breaking up is so painful?"

Sui Yuan wiped his face, "No. I'm broken in love."

"This, breaking up and falling in love, don't they mean the same thing?"

Sui Yuan looked at his good friend seriously, "Because we're not alone, we don't mean the same thing."

A good friend is indeed a good friend for many years, and he immediately understood, "Do you have someone you like?"

"It seems so." Sui Yuan frowned, "I've only seen her twice, and I miss her every day... Am I sick?"

"No, no, no, you're absolutely fine!" My good friend paused, as if he had discovered a new world, "Oh my god, my god...Yuan Yuan, this is the first time I've seen you like this! But it's okay, it's very good like this, really, at least You finally know what it's like to like."

My good friend was amazed, "My God, what a ghost, the iron tree is blooming, you finally understand my suffering!"

Sui Yuan wandered the street for a while without interest, not understanding what good such pain is.

Seeing a store that bought women's suits, she felt that the models were not as good-looking as Song Yijian.

After tidying up in the end, Sui Yuan changed into shiny clothes, showing her waist, or a short skirt, which she rarely wore.

A good friend said that he would take her to disco to experience all the "good things" that she had never experienced before.

Sui Yuan was in great pain, but felt that it would be even more painful if he continued to suffer, so he followed suit.

It was the first time in my life to dance disco, and the experience was not very good.

People keep posting up asking for her contact information. Sui Yuan didn't think there was anything in the past, but now she feels that these men are all the same, and the lewd looks make her feel very uncomfortable.

Sui Yuan dodged and ran to the side to secretly drink.

The family is very strict, and it is the first time to drink alcohol.

It was the first time for everything, Sui Yuan felt that he was so pitiful, the more he drank, the more fierce he became.

The end result of drinking too much was dizziness and nausea, Sui Yuan ran to the toilet and vomited, and his mind cleared up a bit.

She turned on her phone, clicked into the chat interface with Song Yijian, and the last message was the sentence Song Yijian sent several days ago, "Well, good."

"not good……"

Sui Yuan wiped the corners of his eyes, "Sister, this is not good."

How could she meet such a contradictory person.

He obviously grew up amidst injustice, but he is upright and kind. He is also pretty, with a good figure and fair skin...

The more Suiyuan thought about it, the more he deviated from the route, and finally felt as if his body was about to catch fire.

She ran out, took a taxi, and went straight to Song Yijian's house.

On the way there, the wine slowly woke up, but his face was still too red.

The driver glanced at him several times, and Sui Yuan spoke out as clearly as possible, "Please look ahead, drive faster."

As a result, when he reached the gate of the community, he was stopped by security again.

Sui Yuan tugged down his clothes and skirts, and kept explaining, but he almost didn't say that he was a "good citizen".

Song Yijian hunted around but couldn't find the right one, so he had to take a taxi home after drinking some wine.

The car stopped at the entrance of the community, and she saw a figure that seemed to be shining from a distance. When she got closer, her legs were straight and thin, her waist was white and tight, and her hair was soft and fluffy. It was completely in Song Yijian's aesthetic point of view. dance.

She walked over and stopped moving immediately after hearing the sound.

Suiyuan?

It happened that the security guard saw her and asked, "Hey, 0218, right? This person insists that he knows you, take a look, do you know him well?"

Song Yijian stared at Suiyuan's back, watching her slowly turn around, her makeup and dress were not the same as before.

Sui Yuan pursed her lips, as if she felt that she had done something wrong, and gave Song Yijian an aggrieved look.

Song Yijian felt that if he endured it any longer, he would become a fairy.

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"Cooked."

With one word, Song Yijian led Suiyuan back home.

Wearing the same pair of slippers as last time, Sui Yuan asked cautiously, "Sister... have you just left work?"

Song Yijian wanted to lie, but didn't want to lie, and finally told the truth, "No, I went to the bar to drink. I didn't find the right person, so I came back."

Sui Yuan was a little confused, "Huh?"

She asked, "Who are you looking for?"

Song Yijian took off her coat and threw it aside, unfastened her watch, turned her head to look at Suiyuan, and told her: "Naturally, it's the one who goes to bed."

Sui Yuan swallowed, and this came to her knowledge blind spot.

But there is still an important question, "Male...female?"

Song Yijian smiled, "Girl, I don't like men."

Sui Yuan nodded, relieved.

But soon, she thought of something again, "Then... can you find this kind of person casually?"

"It's not easy."

Song Yijian put the watch away, put his hands on the cabinet, and looked sideways at the obviously dizzy Sui Yuan seriously, "But I'm a casual person, so it's not difficult."

Sui Yuan was dressed in shiny clothes, but she stepped on a pair of pink slippers, which seemed a bit strange.

But she didn't have time to think about that, it would take her a lot of effort just to accept Song Yijian, who was even stranger now.

"So..." Sui Yuan shook his body lightly, and the toes of his two feet stepped on each other cutely.

Song Yijian took her words, "So, there are no good people in our family."

Sui Yuan pursed her lips, looked down at Song Yijian's trouser legs, she made two dimples, but she was not smiling.

He was silent and did not speak.

Song Yijian felt heartache inexplicably at that moment.

It's too unreasonable, we've only known each other for a long time, her heartache is really undeserved.

"Suiyuan, even if this is the case, do you still want to go in?"

Song Yijian stood in front of Suiyuan, and asked her softly, "I tell you, don't keep bad people, do you still agree with this sentence?"

As soon as she approached, Sui Yuan smelled that familiar fragrance.

The aromatherapy bottle is not only expensive, but also difficult to buy. After waiting for more than half a month, Suiyuan still hasn't waited for it to be shipped.

In the end, it was still smelled on Song Yijian.

Suiyuan couldn't stand still, reached out and grabbed Song Yijian's shirt sleeve, as if he was thinking, more like hesitating.

Song Yijian restrained herself from hugging her, even though she couldn't restrain herself anymore.

"When I was in elementary school, I picked up a puppy and brought it home, but my mother refused to let me raise it. I cried and made noises, but she said, I want to be good and be a good boy. Later , I took care of the puppy for one night, and watched my parents send it away the next day."

Sui Yuan lowered her head, "I am willing to be a good child. But I also feel that being good should be a choice, not a requirement. I don't want to disappoint my mother, so I am obedient and do what some people think is good. child."

"but……"

Sui Yuan shook, then clasped Song Yijian's arm tightly, and then stood firm, "There has never been a rule that children must be good children, and people must be good people. Everyone has a different judgment in their hearts about good and bad judgments." Same name..."

Her words were a bit rambling, but Song Yijian understood.

"Sister...you say you are not good, but I don't think so. Take a step back, even if you are really not good, it doesn't matter, I can accept it, then it doesn't matter."

"The strangest thing is that we've only known each other for a short while, and I like you so much."

Sui Yuan blinked slowly, raised his head, raised his chin slightly, and looked at Song Yijian, "I think this is what I'm most afraid of."

Song Yijian dared to say that she had never seen such a look in her eyes.

It is distressing, but it is much more complicated, it seems to be mixed with likes, desires, and entanglements.

She couldn't understand it, and felt very strange.

A lot of Suiyuan's lipstick was rubbed off while drinking, and now only some light red marks are left.

Seeing that Song Yijian was still silent, Suiyuan grabbed her arm and shook it, and asked her softly, "Huh?"

The tone sounded a bit begging.

Song Yijian thought, it's not worth it.

She is not even as gentle as that nurse, not worthy of Sui Yuan.

But Song Yijian still grabbed Suiyuan's arm, raised his other hand, and wiped Suiyuan's lips.

"Yeah." She heard herself reply, "Me too."

After finishing speaking, Song Yijian lowered her head and pressed the indelible red seal.

Sui Yuan felt that the aroma shop was knocked down, as if the aromatherapy bottle had been dumped on top of her head, she was dazed and even more dizzy.

All the feelings are novel, the warm lips and tongue, rubbing my hands around the waist, all feel hot.

Song Yijian is very handy in kissing, not in a hurry, very devoted and enjoying.It's just that Suiyuan's condition is not that good, he only knows how to open his mouth foolishly and let him ask for it, and doesn't know how to respond at all.

"Why are you so stupid." Song Yijian stepped back, "I don't like stupid people."

Sui Yuan blinked a few times, and the long eyelashes brushed Song Yijian's chin like a feather, itching so badly.She blushed belatedly, and buried her face in Song Yijian's neck.

"It's not over, what are you hiding from?"

Song Yijian lifted Suiyuan's chin with his knuckles, tilted his head slightly and moved it up again, this time he was much more anxious, and he hugged Suiyuan more forcefully.

Sui Yuan was scared, too scared.

Kissing, touching, being pushed into the room, having someone on top of you...these were all firsts.

Song Yijian stripped away all the complexity, revealing the truest self.

Sui Yuan stared blankly at her, it was still the same face when he first met, but his mood was completely different.

"Suiyuan." Song Yijian called her in a low voice, and asked her, "Are you afraid?"

Sui Yuan looked away, "No."

"do not be afraid."

Song Yijian is low