overdue love

Where is my house next door?

On that day in the ward, Qi Xiaoyun's words were like breaking the mirror that I had finally smashed and sticky again, making me put it together without knowing where to start.

Apart from escaping, he couldn't react, nor could he think about any problems.

But after being calm for so long, so long, so long that I thought everything could pass with time, he still moved to the next door to my house, staying here like a down-and-out believer who insists on rebuilding his faith on the ruins.

If, if this is the case, can I trust Qi Xiaoyun again?

I believe that he approached me not because of malice but because of liking, I believe that he did something wrong but never thought of using me, I believe that he picked me up at night and gave me an umbrella in rainy days were all from the heart.

I believe he was stupid, but he also loved.

I do not know.

……

The night rain came suddenly, and the sound of lightning and thunder woke me up from my sleep. The half-closed window was mottled by the bean-sized raindrops. I moved my eyes to the dim street lamp outside, and then I remembered the bedroom window. It didn't have any color at first, it was my trance that painted it with the color of a lamp.

I couldn't help but want to touch it with my hands to see what color Aiwujiwu is. The moment my hand touched the glass window, I suddenly woke up. It turned out that there was no heavy rain, but it was just a dream.

The next day was sunny.

I went out to the supermarket to buy vegetables as usual, and bought some daily necessities for myself. There were not many things, but I filled a bag full. When I went upstairs, I met Qi Xiaoyun at the door again.

I actually suspected for a second that he was doing it on purpose. I didn't know where I went, so I could only guard the door, but when I approached, I gave up such thoughts. The young master who was spoiled since childhood lives in our old-fashioned area. In a residential building, if the key is jerky and the lock cannot be turned, you can only sit at the door.

It turned out that the young master with low eyebrows and drooping eyes immediately beamed with joy when he saw me, and he couldn't hide the excitement in his eyes, but he learned to restrain himself and control his movements. Qi Xiaoyun got up, straightened his clothes, and called me, "Cheng Shu!" heart, good morning.

I nodded to indicate that I heard, but ignored him.

I took the things in my hands home, and I could still see his arched back through the cat's eyes. The young master who was not a clean freak but also spotless, now sits on the steps, and I don't know how his brain grows. Yes, if you can't open the door, don't you know how to call a lock picker?

I don't know how long it took, Qi Xiaoyun finally couldn't help but took out a cigarette case from his pocket, and I pushed open the door too.

The "click" sound of the door opening is particularly eye-catching in the silent corridor. You don't need to distinguish it to know that it is my door.

Qi Xiaoyun was startled, and got up quickly and panicked. The hand holding the cigarette case quickly moved back, but his foot accidentally slipped back. It made my heart almost jump out. Fortunately, his other hand He held onto the handrail of the stairs, otherwise he would fall, and he might end up in the hospital again.

"...you be careful."

"Ah?" Qi Xiaoyun was probably used to me ignoring him, but now hearing my concern, she still couldn't react, "Ah, no, I didn't stand firm just now, I won't do it next time."

I sighed in my heart, I was always frizzy like a child, who believed that he would not do it next time.

I stretched out my hand to ask him for the key, but Qi Xiaoyun looked at me in surprise and asked me how I knew whether he could open the door or not.

How else would I know, I saw him staring at the key with a sad face at the corner downstairs, not because of this, but what else?

9. Overdue Love 08

In fact, the door is not difficult to open, as long as you push the door inward when turning the key, all the doors in old buildings have problems, it is normal for Qi Xiaoyun not to know, his kind of fingerprint recognition and face recognition every day, at most He also needs to memorize a password for the way of entering and exiting the door. It would be hell to know these.

The door opened, Qi Xiaoyun asked me if I wanted to go in and sit down, I shook my head, it was one thing for me to open the door for him, but it was another thing to be alone in a closed space with him.

Although my heart has begun to waver with the fact that Qi Xiaoyun never loved me, but one size fits all, even if he loved me, then he loved me and he hurt me are two different things, I can't do it now forgive him.

After rejecting Qi Xiaoyun's invitation, I turned around and prepared to go home. At this time, there was a loud commotion at the stairway. It sounded like I was looking for someone.

I paused when I opened the door, and looked back.

The people living in our residential building are either grandparents or migrant workers like me. If I can help, I will help. It is not easy for everyone to go out.

I was thinking about whether to go down and take a look, but the people below ran up in three steps and two steps, looked at Qi Xiaoyun and then at me, and asked with some doubts, "Which one of you called unlocking?"

Before anyone answered, he looked behind us again, "Isn't it all open?"

I:"……"

Now I'm pretty sure Qi Xiaoyun didn't sit at the door on purpose to bet on my soft-heartedness.

But at the same time, I was also gnashing my teeth at myself, obviously angry and hating Qi Xiaoyun, but I still couldn't see him looking depressed. It was only a few minutes, and I couldn't wait any longer.

Why are you so dishonest.

"Master, no need, I'm open, but I can't let you go for nothing, or else, I'll give you the money directly."

The noon light shines on the steps through the corridor window, half of Qi Xiaoyun's body is standing in the shadow, and the other half is covered with dazzling brilliance, I suddenly remembered the dream I had last night, without reason or warning .

The master who opened the lock gave way, saying that he was indeed late. Two cars collided with each other on the road. The owners of the two cars were arguing fiercely. The traffic police blocked the road and refused to let him go.

Qi Xiaoyun still insisted on paying, with a serious and serious expression on his face.

In the past, whenever I saw his expression like this, I would feel that even if one day his family went bankrupt and had no money, he could only live in a small house living in groups and save money for a day. After a meal, he will still be imposing, charming and handsome.

Although Qi Xiaoyun is not as miserable as I imagined, living here may not be too bad for him.

Thinking about it this way, in fact, it doesn't matter whether you are handsome or not, no matter how handsome you are, if you don't know anything about life, you will only get bruised and swollen.

Based on the principle of helping people to the end, I decided to intervene in the conversation between these two people. After all, I opened the door for Qi Xiaoyun this time, but I can't let me open the door for him every time, right?

I coughed lightly, "That..."

The master who opened the lock was still talking, his voice was a little loud, and he easily covered my volume, but Qi Xiaoyun stopped and didn't speak anymore, and turned to look at me.

The lockpicker looked at me belatedly, "What's the matter? You want to open the lock?"

"No," I shook my head at Master, and pointed to the door lock of Qi Xiaoyun's house, "Master, why don't you change the lock for him?"

After hearing this, Qi Xiaoyun hesitated and said that he hadn't reported to the landlord yet, so he couldn't easily touch the landlord's things.

As soon as I heard it, I knew that it was a question that could only be asked by a young master who was not deeply involved in the world.

"It's an unwritten rule to live in a small dilapidated building like ours," I said, "You can change the locks when you live in, and change them back when you leave. It's convenient and safe."

Qi Xiaoyun's face showed a shame and embarrassment that I had never seen before, as if he was apologizing for his ignorance, but then he smiled, and said with a bit of youthfulness, "Then change it."

Thinking of this, I realized that Qi Xiaonian is actually not very old, a few years younger than me, but he just calls me heartily every day, and he is treated as an adult who has no shape all day long, which is actually quite unfair Yes, in this relationship, he was certainly at fault, but I have not corrected my posture. Even if it is not for this reason, I will say goodbye one day.

The master's action was very fast, and the lock was changed in a short time. Qi Xiaoyun paid the money with great gratitude, and then watched the person leave, and then turned around and thanked me again.

It’s a wonderful feeling to hear Qi Xiaoyun thank you. Maybe he was ready to chase me from the very beginning, so he often helps me with things. Get used to this intimate relationship, don't say thank you, rely on each other, and don't say thank you.

So now when I hear him say these two words, I really feel that the present is different from the past, the past has passed, the hurt cannot be healed, and the sweetness of harvest cannot be reproduced. Words remind us all the time that time is flowing and no one can stay.

Thinking about it this way, whether I forgive Qi Xiaoyun or ignore him, the first thing I should do is to face him and my heart directly, instead of escaping. Escaping can only give people a short rest, but the peace of the soul needs to be revealed. Only inner peace can be obtained.

After being separated from Qi Xiaoyun for so long, experiencing so many surprises and surprises, shed a lot of tears, and spent countless nights with my eyes open, I was finally able to face him with a sincere smile that contained no other meaning up.

I nodded slightly and said "you're welcome" with a smile. They are all neighbors, and it's just a matter of little effort.

Qi Xiaoyun was stunned, and didn't wake him up until I entered the house and the door slammed shut.

Fair enough, I was the one who was awakened by this voice last time.

10. Overdue Love 09

Start the new week with projects.

When the contract signed with Qi Xiaoyun's company was due to be fulfilled, the two sides began to communicate frequently again, but this time the people who communicated with each other no longer