When Osamu Dazai was 14 years old, he jumped into a river one autumn night.This is his first suicide attempt.

Let me just die in this rotten world.he thought so.

The river water is very cold, soaking into the lungs along the channels in the body.

The feeling of entering the water is very uncomfortable. This feeling must be felt by people who have fallen into the water. Even if they have not fallen into the water, imagine the dirty river water pouring into the nasal cavity, and the feeling of suffocation will gradually deepen. The body will be oppressed by the river water, and then can't help Trying to open my mouth to breathe, followed by more water choking down the throat, struggling, struggling, struggling...

The 14-year-old Osamu Dazai has not yet mastered the various techniques of suicide/suicide, so it is natural to struggle. His memory seems to have passed for a long time, and it seems like a moment, and his soul drifts away to the distance... ..It is a pity that he did not leave this world.

A middle-aged doctor with shaggy purple eyes rescued him and gave him CPR. Seeing that he woke up, he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at him.

What, he is obviously a cold-blooded guy, pretending to be a nice guy.Osamu Dazai saw the essence of this doctor at a glance, probably the kind of careerist who can push innocent people to death for profit.

So, would this ill-intentioned careerist save a stranger floating in the river out of compassion?

"If there is no place to go, my clinic is still short of someone."

The doctor said so.

Dazai Osamu's iris-colored eyes reflected the dark and gloomy sky, and he replied casually: "Okay."

He could see that the doctor regretted it after saying this, but who cares if he doesn't regret it later, Osamu Dazai wanted to make things difficult for him.

Let you save me, let you save me, let you save me, I, Osamu Dazai, will soon let you understand what a farmer and a snake are.

"My poor Mori Ogai."

"... Osamu Dazai."

"Can you stand up by yourself?" The doctor stretched out his hand.

"Doctor Mori, I have no strength in my body." It was true, but no matter how hard he worked, Osamu Dazai could still follow Dr. Mori to his clinic unsteadily.

The doctor was silent for two seconds and sighed. Osamu Dazai was ready for the doctor to regret leaving him and then leave, but the doctor squatted down, and under Dazai Osamu's blank gaze, he carried him on his back and walked step by step. Walk in a dark alley.

The doctor's back is not strong, and he is a little thin.Osamu Dazai rested his head on the doctor's shoulder, he wanted to say something to laugh at the doctor, but he didn't speak until he got to the clinic.

The doctor said distressedly that he didn't have any clothes for a child of his age, so he casually put him on a pure white hospital bed full of the smell of disinfectant, and threw a set of fairly clean clothes for him. He temporarily sleeps in a hospital bed.

Osamu Dazai glanced at his clothes in disgust. His body was sticky and uncomfortable, and he really wanted to take a bath. He changed his clothes in twos and twos, pulled the quilt on the hospital bed and fell asleep.

In my sleep, it seemed that the doctor came and touched my forehead.

Osamu Dazai passed in a daze for the next few days.

"Rintaro, throw him away."

"...Ah." Annoyed sigh.

Of course, Osamu Dazai stayed in this clinic in the end.

He is actively looking for new ways to die every day, and occasionally he is forced by the doctor to read a few books, happily adding trouble to the clinic.

The already bleak business of the clinic became even more bleak after Osamu Dazai joined.

"Dazai-kun, don't mix the blood pressure medicine and the blood pressure medicine." The doctor said wearily: "If you don't want to be gastric lavaged, just pour it out obediently."

If you are not happy, I will be happy.Osamu Dazai maintained a lifeless expression, and he didn't understand how much of it was true or false.

When Osamu Dazai was 15 years old, the doctor became the head of the new port mafia.

Osamu Dazai knew that the doctor wanted to trick him into joining Hong Kong/Black. Although he had already stepped into the darkness with half his foot at this time, he still had no reason to join Hong Kong/Black.

The doctor who has become the leader is short of having the word 'ambition' engraved on his face.

The leader said: "I have a task here, and please ask Dazai-kun to help me with this small favor! Hong Kong/Black really can't spare manpower, and this task is not suitable for others. The only one I can trust is you. This It's really the last time! After this time, Dazai-kun will decide whether to join or not."

The doctor who becomes the leader is for real.

After Osamu Dazai analyzed it, he didn't believe that the leader could give up such an easy-to-use 'knife', so what can keep him in this mission?

Out of curiosity, Osamu Dazai reluctantly agreed.

Then he saw, a so-called leader of sheep with a brain the size of a slug, played by a bunch of idiots.

This kind of house-playing game...it's better to destroy it.

——Central Plains.

This guy is too bright.

Why, why, why can you live so firmly.

The sun is too bright to burn people's eyes, Dazai Osamu stretched out his hand and pulled Nakahara Chuya into the darkness.

Unfortunately, the sun is still very bright in the dark.

Osamu Dazai decided that besides hating dogs, he also added Chuya Nakahara to the most hated list.

Soon came the winter when he was 15 years old, and Osamu Dazai turned 16 years old in the next year.

Like a ghost, he wandered to the place where the container was. On this day, he picked up the [book].

He opened the [book].

[Book] Collision with disqualification in the world produces a singularity.

......

This world is false.

This is the shadow world derived from the back of the book, and the real book exists in the main world.

Osamu Dazai of the main world is the real Osamu Dazai.

I am nothing but a silhouette.

......

......

So, who made me wake up in the illusory world again.

What did I forget?

Thoughts that would never have appeared in my mind appeared in my mind, and I took actions that I would not have done before, as if the past and the present are coordinating. Where is the real me?

Out of this world?

Dazai looked up at the sky.

When the disqualification in the world hadn't fully recovered, he didn't notice the strangeness of this world. At that time, he only felt that something was wrong with him, but...

Will disqualification in the world also get stuck?Could it be that it was sealed?Is there anything that can seal disqualification in the world?Maybe [book] did something?

The [Book] of the Shadow World must not be able to seal the disqualification of the human world, otherwise there will be no singularity collision, so that he can see many parallel worlds with the same development, but only one world is the orthodox world, so it is the [Book] of the main world What have you done?

When Osamu Dazai was observing the main world, he didn't find any singularities when he got the book from the main world.

If the book really did something, it means that he really died at that time.

Are books conscious too?Why does it save me?Why... wake up my long sleep.

......

In short, with the blessing of the full version of Disqualification in the World and Osamu Dazai's own experience, it is easy to analyze the reality of this world.

Although this world is as perfect as the real one, not like a creation of illusion at all, but the fake is the fake.

A soulless creation cannot replace a real person. In a fictitious template that looks like a real person, Osamu Dazai easily found four other guys who became spirits from the template. That is really the brilliance of the soul that can be found from far away, and the rest according to the template Action guys are in stark contrast.

And two of these four people looked familiar to him, but he was sure that he had never seen these two teenagers, so they were people he knew from the memory that he didn't remember?

Dazai thought.

The two teenagers he probably knew clearly came here with some mission, what mission?Become a qualified city lord?But they don't seem to know the truth of this world, it's just that they have mastered the way to leave here.

The other two Osamu Dazai did not observe closely. The two Hei Changzhao and Hei Changzhi have very keen senses. It is estimated that they entered here by mistake. It is very likely that they are people from the real world corresponding to this illusion world, but the two This guy is so stupid that he didn't even notice the fakeness of this world at all.

In particular, one of the guys was born in Uchiha, one of the characteristics of illusion. The level of illusion is not very good, and the ability to move mountains and reclamation is quite good.

When Osamu Dazai thought of this, he couldn't help recalling Shimo Inuyasha and Tsubaki's style of doing things in his mind. Although the methods and routines of doing things were different, they obviously came from the same school.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Although I don't want to admit it, but this style...

He suddenly hugged himself tightly, his kite-colored eyes filled with resistance: Even if this world is fake, I don't want to leave here!

Terrible, such conjectures.

Osamu Dazai has a hundred thousand reasons in his mind at the moment.

He raised his head and looked faintly at the smoky battlefield.

Guito Yaya, Deba Tsubaki, Uchiha Madara, Senju Hashirama.

Moon City, Scorching Sun City, Fog City, Beiyuan.

It doesn't matter whether you came here intentionally or unintentionally.

I, Osamu Dazai, will teach you how to reincarnate :)

·

Mori Ogai rarely takes the initiative to recall the past.

At that time, there was a child standing in front of him, but he failed to save him.

At the beginning, it was obviously pulled back a bit. The child was like a little devil seeking different happiness and pranks from others, but after the child turned 16, he was floating in the air like a kite with a broken string.

Mori Ogai can see the kite, but cannot catch it.

At that time, the port mafia had just stabilized, and Mori Ogai couldn't abandon the usefulness of the kite, and he couldn't watch the kite fly quietly to a place he couldn't see, so he fixed the sky to prevent the kite from leaving. Don't let the kite fall.

But the kite without string finally fell down one day.

Mori Ogai did not see the final appearance of the kite with his own eyes, but he did feel a little regret.

What do you regret?

Mori Ogai leaned against the screen of early winter red plums, looking sideways at the night sky outside the window.

The night passed quickly, the orange-red warm sun rose slowly from the east, the sky gradually became brighter, there was thin fog surrounding the distant mountains and deep forests, and the birds chirped one after another.

Sensing that someone in the room had woken up, Mori Ogai turned his head and saw Aji turned over and sat up, his eyes that were usually full of immaturity and vitality were now full of dead silence.

Mori Ogai thumped in his heart.

...that look.

"Doctor Sen." Azhi called softly.

Mori Ogai didn't know what to say for a moment, he just subconsciously walked over, knelt down and replied, "What's wrong?"

...the title.

why so fast !

Azhi was silent, maybe he wanted to cover up himself, but the child's body was very unreasonable, almost a second filled his eyes with tears, and his eye sockets turned red.

Aji: "..."

Mori Ogai watched this scene, feeling helpless and funny, he sighed, had no choice but to pick up the child, turned and went outside the house.

The child didn't resist, his soft little body lay on Mori Ogai's body, and his head rested on Mori Ogai's shoulder, a fresh woody and milky smell poured into his nostrils.

This turned out to be a breath of peace of mind.

The wooden corridor and the bushes on one side of the corridor gradually receded in Azhi's eyes. He slowed down for a while, seeming to accept this fact, and then whispered: "Will you keep pulling me?"

I'm not actually sleeping in a dream.

Mori Ogai casually looked at the road ahead, but in fact, his attention was on Aji, and one hundred and eight scripts evolved in his mind... He heard the hope in Aji's soft voice, so he did not hesitate Answered: "Yes."

Mori Ogai will not allow a second failure.

Hearing the expected and unexpected answer, Aji tugged at Mori Ogai's neckline, thinking how cunning Mr. Mori, you are no longer the person I know, and you will do it for Has someone made it this far?

Turning to think that the person is himself, Azhi: "..."

Damn it, such a bizarre development was beyond any of his imaginations.

He closed his eyes in Mori Ogai's arms.

Horrible developments are up to my future self, let me be a real three-year-old now.

Aji fell asleep.

Mori Ogai is full of thoughts about why this happened, is it because of [limited monthly reading]?What's going on inside?

He carried Azhi around the entire courtyard, and then walked slowly towards the Japanese room. Just as he stepped into the door, Azhi, who had fallen asleep halfway, moved in his arms, and seemed to wake up again.

"Rin Taro?" Aji poked his head out of Mori Ogai's arms with his big misty eyes open, and found himself being held by Mori Ogai, he couldn't help asking: "Are we finally going back?"

Mori Ogai looked down at Aji.

Azhi rubbed his painful eyes in confusion, and complained, "Did you hit me secretly at night?"

Two minutes later, Mori Ogai raised his head and touched Aji's head: "Yes, we will go back today."

I will never use [Limited Monthly Reading] anymore.

... Forget it, you can still use it, first of all, look at Azhi.

·

Inuyasha and Tsubaki got up with a lifeless look on their faces.

The souls of the two seemed to have been ravaged/ravaged, and the gaze they looked at Mori Ogai was really fragile and strong, like a flower growing dangerously on a cliff, and died if they didn't pay attention.

Mori Ogai shifted his gaze inexplicably with a guilty conscience: Where did you go to get covered in black mud...

Better not ask what happened.

And the culprit was eating sweet porridge, holding milk and biting a straw, wandering around the yard unconsciously.

·

Ninja World, Senjujuma and Uchiha Madara were awakened respectively.

Uchiha Clan:

The 12-year-old Koizumi, who came to sleep with her brother with her pillow in her arms at night, was woken up by Uchiha Madara's movements: "Brother?"

He was held tightly in Uchiha Madara's arms, and when he felt his brother's crying, Uchiha Quannai panicked immediately!

Brother has never been so vulnerable!

"Brother?" Uchiha Izuna didn't care about the discomfort of being hugged, and shouted worriedly.

He carefully pressed his brother's shoulder, very good, his brother did not object, so Uchiha Quanna moved himself slightly, and thus saw his brother's terrifying, gloomy, desperate and fragile eyes.

Uchiha Quanna lost his voice in a moment of shock, what happened?Brother is obviously always by my side, right?

Especially those blood-colored demon pupils...

Uchiha Izuna: When I woke up, my brother opened a kaleidoscope, what should I do?

In the land of the Thousand Hands:

The expression of Qianshou Zhujian, who seemed to be struggling out of hell, split instantly when he saw Qianshou Feijian passing in front of him holding a glass of water.

He rushed over and hugged Qianshou for unknown reasons, and wept loudly, and his father, who was crying, came out of the Japanese room next door with blue veins on his forehead.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! It's great that you're not dead!" Senshou Zhujian looked at Qianshou Buddhajian: "Father is also wuuuuuuuuuu, it's really great that Qianshou is still alive—— "

Thousand Hands Buddha endured it, and couldn't help it: "Get out and cry! I'm not dead yet!"

·

To these four unlucky bastards who were spoiled by Osamu Dazai but have no idea who is behind the scenes.

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