stupid beauty

When those words came out of Xu Boyan's mouth, Pei Xun stopped breathing and looked at him blankly.

Did you know I like you?

Just known? ?

talent? ? ?

This means that he liked himself very early?

Staring at his stunned expression, Xu Boyan slightly tilted his head, rubbed his head affectionately, his movements were stained with deep helplessness, but his tone was unexpectedly gentle: "Why did I suddenly figure it out?"

Pei Xun was a little dazed, looking at Xu Boyan's take-for-granted attitude, he didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

When he asked that sentence, he imagined the countless results after breaking the relationship.

Perhaps Xu Boyan would remain silent and show embarrassment; or subconsciously deny it and change the subject.

He even made it in his heart that as long as Xu Boyan showed any signs of denial, he would have no reason to believe him.

However, Xu Boyan never expected to admit it.

And also admitted so frankly.

"You..." The corners of Pei Xun's mouth twitched slightly, and he said, "Didn't we agree not to develop a sexual relationship with emotional foundation? Why do you..."

"What about me?" Xu Boyan laughed and interrupted him.

Pei Xun stared at him, with round eyes, and the corners of his mouth pressed down, like a wronged puppy: "You lied to me."

Xu Boyan took his hand, puzzled: "I never lied to you."

Pei Xun: "?"

Isn't this called cheating?

Xu Boyan stared at him and said softly: "During our time together, did I tell you that I liked you?"

Pei Xun: "..."

Of course I never said that.

Xu Boyan continued to ask: "I didn't confess my love to you, did it cause you any trouble?"

Pei Xun: "..."

It really didn't bother me.

"So," Xu Boyan concluded with self-deprecation: "We have never developed a relationship, how can we say that this is a relationship that happened on the basis of emotion? Moreover, liking is only called liking when you know it. In this case, at most, I have a crush on you unilaterally."

Pei Xun: "..."

Xu Boyan turned the situation around with a few rhetorical questions, leaving Pei Xun speechless and looking at him, wanting to refute, but didn't know where to start.

That's right, when Xu Boyan was with him, he didn't cause him any emotional troubles, and there was no emotional basis between him and Xu Boyan.

What he said sounds reasonable, but Pei Xun always feels something is wrong.

He couldn't find a reason, and after much deliberation, he could only stubbornly emphasize an established fact: "But I know now."

Xu Boyan smiled softly, squeezed his slender knuckles, and said calmly, "You know, so what?"

"Of course it is..." Pei Xun opened his mouth. He was always eloquent and stuttered, unable to speak the second half of the sentence.

At this time, Pei Xun suddenly found it difficult to say those words face to face.

He can rehearse that sentence dozens of times in his mind and say that sentence in various tones, but when it comes to the actual application scene, it seems to be stuck.

The living room fell silent.

After a few seconds, Pei Xun bit his lip and reminded in a tactful way: "I have already said before that the sexual relationship does not develop emotional foundation."

Xu Boyan paused slightly, looked at the child in front of him, and helped him to express the meaning hidden in the words: "So you want to break up with me?"

Those light words were pressed down like a huge boulder.

The pressure made Pei Xun breathless for a moment, and his fingertips curled up unconsciously, catching the man's rough palm.

It's not that I want him to break up.

But...

Pei Xun closed his eyes, thinking that Xu Boyan liked him, he couldn't face this relationship calmly, as if there was a frame holding him up, and he couldn't stretch his hands and feet.

"Huh?" Xu Boyan approached him, raised his hand to hold his cheek, forced him to look up, stared into Pei Xun's clear and moist eyes, his eyes darkened, and said again: "You asked me to come today just to be with you. I……"

"Xu Boyan." Pei Xun interrupted him, his lips pursed, his eyes gradually became foggy, and he asked, "Can you stop liking me?"

That way we don't have to stop.

We can continue to be together.

Probably because he really didn't expect the other party to say such a thing, Xu Baoyan paused and looked at him quietly.

Pei Xun pursed his lips, and explained in a soft voice: "If you don't like me, we can continue to be together. Why do you like me?"

Xu Boyan was stunned, amused by his speech, a little puzzled: "I like you, and I only spoil you, isn't it good?"

"But I don't like you." Pei Xun didn't want to say it.

Such love and love will become another person's burden.

It was the first time for Xu Boyan to realize the power of the words "I don't like you".

It was as if tens of thousands of needles had been inserted straight into my heart, and there was a dense pain in an instant.

Xu Boyan debuted for ten years, even after his vocal cords were damaged, there are still countless people who like him and pursue him.

Some people in the circle once threatened that he would not marry unless he was the lead singer. Apart from the aura of Sunny's lead singer, his appearance, family background, and talent alone are second to none.

It can be said that from childhood to adulthood, Xu Boyan can get whatever he wants.

"I don't like you", Xu Boyan said countless times when he rejected others before.

At that time, he couldn't feel other people's feelings, but now he felt it himself, and suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness for a while.

However, fortunately, he had made corresponding preparations in his heart, so he would not be hit hard, but there must be some disappointment.

It's even sadder not to be rejected by the person you like.

But it still blurted out without thinking, without even thinking about it for a moment.

Xu Boyan breathed out, looked at the child in front of him, rubbed his face lightly with his fingertips, and his eyes fell on the little mole at the end of his eye.

Stared at it for a while.

His eyelids drooped, and his voice was low: "Why can't we be together if we like it?"

Pei Xun whispered: "If we don't like each other, there is no pressure. We are all equal. If one of them loses his mind and the other doesn't, I will feel burdened. It seems like I am deceiving you. Feelings."

"Worried about me making you responsible."

"...That's sort of it." Pei Xun was very hesitant, not knowing how to explain, he hesitated: "And you don't know me...that's why you like me."

Xu Boyan didn't follow his words to refute, but asked, "You really want to break up with me."

"I..." Pei Xun hesitated.

Xu Boyan added a complete sentence: "If I don't like you, will you think about breaking up with me?"

The man has deep eyebrows, straight nose, slightly pressed lips, and a little more aggressive dark pupils.

Under the gaze of those eyes, Pei Xun slowly shook his head.

If he doesn't know about it all the time, he can definitely be with him at ease.

As I said when we were together, as long as it is right.If Fang didn't meet someone he liked, he would always support him.

Both money and goods are settled, no one owes anyone, and they are free to come and go.

but--

"This hypothesis no longer exists." Pei Xun said anxiously.

As he said, he observed Xu Boyan's expression, "You like me, don't you? I know you like me too, so I can't pretend that I don't know that I'm still with you. It's unfair to you. I don't want to do that."

Hearing this, Xu Boyan saw the eagerness and nervousness in the child's tone, and twitched the corner of his lower lip: "Then try to like me, it's not fair."

Pei Xun was choked by his fallacy: "..."

At this moment, it was like going back to the time when they first met, when he asked Xu Boyan to consider funding, but at this moment, the roles were reversed.

"Or, you give me a chance to show myself." Xu Boyan said in a very soft and slow voice, "Look, when you wanted to help me before, you asked me repeatedly, and finally I agreed. It can't be my turn now, you can't just give me a "death sentence", right, at least give me a reprieve."

"Don't confuse it." Pei Xun looked away, "This is not a topic."

"Why is it not a topic?" Xu Boyan said patiently, "Our relationship was built on the basis of no feelings before, now we can sublimate it."

Pei Xun was a little helpless, he didn't know what to say, so he asked, "How does this sublimate?"

"Give me a chance to pursue you." Xu Boyan discussed and said, "Look at my performance. If I perform well, you can decide later, okay?"

Pei Xun didn't expect Xu Boyan to say these words, almost trying to keep him.

Pei Xun was even more frustrated.

Xu Boyan seemed to see his psychological pressure, and his tone was serious and gentle, gradually dispelling his doubts: "You don't have to think it's unfair to me. If you just pass me now, it will be the biggest unfairness. I haven't chased him yet. But you, how could you conclude that you don't like me."

"You don't even try, how do you know we are not suitable?"

"..." Pei Xunzhen didn't know how to answer, why not: "It's not that I don't trust you, it's because of me."

I don't have confidence in myself, and I may not be as good as you think.

Maybe you have worked hard for a long time, but I can't give you the answer you want.

Pei Xun was in a dilemma, and he was reluctant to break up with Xu Boyan immediately.

It's too unfair to continue to be with Xu Boyan.

It seems that there is only one way before him, try to accept Xu Boyan's pursuit.

Xu Boyan didn't know what Pei Xun was struggling with, but he could see that the other party didn't want to end it, so he called his name seriously and asked, "Do you like the feeling of being with me?"

Pei Xun nodded truthfully.

Xu Boyan: "Then let's try."

Pei Xun: "What if..."

Xu Boyan seemed to see his entanglement, held his hand, turned his head slightly, and met those eyes: "Don't feel pressured by this, just let us get along naturally as before."

"I've never been in a relationship." Pei Xun expressed his worries and denied in advance: "I will definitely screw up."

Xu Boyan smiled, took his hand and put it on his lips, kissed it tenderly, and said softly, "Dating is not about doing scientific research, just do whatever you want, you won't mess it up."

Pei Xun bit his lip.

Xu Boyan saw that his heart was a little loose, and pursued the victory: "Actually, I haven't talked about it, but I should know a little better than you. Let me teach you slowly, okay?"

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