Same-sex marriage legalized

Mr Wei said——

He Zhi, we will not separate.

There was a whistling cold wind blowing by my ears, and my ears were filled with roaring air-conditioning.I stared into his reddish eyes, and my thoughts became chaotic, like a film covered with dust, and I couldn't extract any useful information.

For a moment, I couldn't distinguish the meaning of Mr. Wei's words.

... Is he sad?

Maybe it was because I was in a trance too obviously, Mr. Wei saw this, he took me over again, hugged me tightly, and strangled me so hard that my shoulders ached.He was angry, and repeated again: "We will not separate."

I was even more at a loss in my heart, and let him move.

Human emotions are based on words and actions.

Mr. Wei's trembling and persistence made me understand that he really didn't want to be separated.

Originally, I was still thinking, maybe the streets on this winter night are too cold, and the temperature below the freezing point condenses not only water vapor, but also the subtle bitterness in the heart, otherwise, how could those uncontrollable bitterness be so cold and hard to dissipate.

But Mr. Wei suddenly appeared, as if trying to relieve the soreness in my heart.

I looked blankly at the street lamps on the side of the street, feeling unreal, and the clear spots of light in my eyes gradually turned into blurred halos stained with wetness.

"why?"

I muttered to myself.

If I went back to the time when I was not aware of my emotions, even if I felt sour when I separated from Mr. Wei, it would probably only be regarded as some kind of regret—it’s a pity that if the relationship between me and him ends here, I’m afraid I won’t even be good friends in the future Do.Because we are not people from the same world, and we have had such an unbearable relationship, there is no such thing as a close friend.

Besides, my existence may be a stain on his next relationship.

But now is different.

I know, I like him.

He Zhi likes Wei Shengli.

Those sorrows and sorrows are not just regrets, because the emotion of "like" is often sad.

People are the strongest when they are deceiving themselves and others.Although in the end, the so-called strength is nothing more than a self-protection mechanism.

For a long time, Mr. Wei didn't answer my question, he just hugged me quietly, as if he was afraid that I would run away.After an unknown amount of time, one or two pedestrians passed by on the street, and he let me go slowly.

I looked up at him, and found that his eye sockets were a little red, but not wet, as if what I saw earlier was just an illusion.

Unexpectedly, at the next moment, Mr. Wei said something astonishing, as if he had sworn an oath——

"He Zhi, we're getting married."

As he spoke, he let go of one of the arms that imprisoned me, took out a small gift box from the windbreaker with one hand, and handed it to my eyes.Just looking at the shape and size of the gift box, it's hard not to think of something like a "ring".

But I don't understand.

The development of the matter was beyond my expectation. After carefully observing Mr. Wei's expression, I think it was also outside his plan.He was not ready for this sudden "marriage proposal", or he was, but it must not be like this now.

The current situation is too absurd.

To this day, my thoughts are racing, trying to figure out what went wrong between us to be so different.But for a while, I couldn't think of any answer.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Mr. Wei seemed a little flustered, and grabbed my arm and clenched it tightly.He pursed his lips, wrinkled his nose, which was taller than ordinary people, and his expression was anxious, with a faint hint of prayer.

I saw that the ends of his eyes were red again, and the dark blue pupils were gradually covered with mist, like gems under the moonlight at night, mysterious and fragile.

Not an illusion.

It turns out that he has always been as calm as he will be vulnerable sometimes.

After understanding this, I also panicked for a moment, just staring blankly at the expression in his eyes.

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, Mr. Wei pulled my wrists in front of him, and rolled up the cuffs of my coat and underwear—in this way, the string of chinanin beads was exposed.

My eyes were immediately attracted.

He is like a child who has found a treasure in hide-and-seek. Although there is still a slight redness in the corners of his eyes, his lips can't help but lift up, revealing a smile.Having found strong evidence to support his point of view, he said categorically——

"Look, you accepted the beads, you have already agreed to my marriage proposal."

But I never knew that the beads of Qinanxiang had other deep meanings.

"It was left by my mother. After she passed away, I have been wearing it on my body." Mr. Wei continued, "After my aunt asked me to find my other half, I will give it to her."

I looked at him and asked suspiciously, "So Mr. Wei gave it to me?"

"I asked you at the beginning if there would be a day when you would be willing to accept this bead, and you nodded. Later, I picked out a few new qinan incense, and split the old beads into two strings." He said, He raised his hand, revealing the string on his wrist, "You didn't refuse the day it was given to you."

The reason why I didn't refuse was because I was very sure at that time that he would not give me such an important item.

But I was wrong.

My fingers curled up unconsciously, I didn't know how to answer, and my thoughts were in a mess.None of the words Mr. Wei said could resonate with me as "so it is", and it only made me feel more absurd.

"Mr. Wei asked me if I would accept it, and what day was it?"

I thought about it, searched it over and over again in my mind, but I really couldn’t think of a day—on that day, Mr. Wei told me the origin and meaning of Chinan, and then asked me, would anyone be willing to accept this string of beads? day.

So earnest and pious, as if he was the passive one.

Mr. Wei replied: "The time you were drunk."

drunk?

I am lost in memory.

In my impression, I didn't get drunk very often, and I was sober most of the time. There was only one time when the film was broken. The drunkenness mentioned by Mr. Wei should refer to that day.Coincidentally, the day he said I liked a certain car was also the same day.

Now it seems that we talked a lot.But I was so drunk that I couldn't remember it.

I looked at Mr. Wei: "Did we talk a lot that day?"

"Not much, that's basically it." Speaking of this, Mr. Wei suddenly frowned.He put down my cuffs and stuffed the small gift box into my palm. Seeing that I clenched it subconsciously, he held my wrist and continued, "It's too cold on the street. Let's go back to the hotel and talk about it." .”

My wrist is exposed, but I can no longer feel the chill of the winter night, only my heart is full of confusion.

I finally realized that there are too many problems lying between me and Mr. Wei.Over the past two years or so, the chasm that has never been crossed among us and has become deeper and deeper may have been caused by ourselves.

That's just the opposite.

----

The top floor of the hotel.

After wandering around in the middle of the night, we went back to the place where we started tonight. This time, Mr. Wei and I were too preoccupied to admire the greenhouse on the roof, nor to overlook the night view of the big city.

I took off my heavy windbreaker, hung it on the coat rack, and then habitually reached out to Mr. Wei.He didn't hand me the coat, but casually took it off and threw it aside, then led me to the living room.

I still hold the little gift box in my hand.

Mr. Wei pressed my shoulders and asked me to sit down on the soft sofa.

He said in a serious tone: "I said today that I want to separate because I left for no reason at night? I can explain that I went to the airport to pick up my aunt last night. In the past. Later, I didn’t mean not to reply to your message, because at that time I was busy communicating with the doctor and appeasing my cousin’s emotions, and I didn’t notice that the phone was turned off when it was out of battery.”

"The reason why I didn't tell you—" he paused, and then continued, "It's because I told my aunt that I was asking for marriage, so she came here on a special trip."

"I wanted to surprise you."

Every word and every word is words that I never expected.

The temperature in the hotel room was warm, and my body and heartbeat gradually warmed up. They were no longer as cold as when I was on the street in winter night, and my heart trembled.

When Mr. Wei was talking, I kept watching his expression. Now I looked up at him, and finally couldn't help blurting out: "Does Mr. Wei like me?"

He froze for a moment.

Then his ears turned red.

Not long after, even his forehead turned red, and at the normal temperature in the room, he was sweating from the heat without doing anything.

Mr. Wei often said that I was fair, so he couldn't help biting red marks on my body, but in fact he also has a healthy and fair complexion, a little red is very obvious, and he can't hide it.

It is when you blush, and it is also when you are bitter.

His eyes fluttered in bewilderment, but it only lasted for a few moments, and then he looked at me seriously, his expression and tone were more than ten thousand times more serious than when he spoke at the Yiyu Annual Meeting.

"Well, I like you."

After all, he still felt that it was not enough, and added another sentence——

"I love you."

I always think that "love" is not a very suitable word to hang on the mouth, because it often seems frivolous and not sincere enough when it is said.Mr. Kewei's attitude was solemn, determined, and not lacking in embarrassment, the roots of his ears were burning red, and his forehead and cheeks were also red.

How can you not trust such a person.

I opened my lips: "Mr. Wei."

He responded: "What?"

"What do you think our relationship is?"

He answered without hesitation: "Lover."

really.

I sigh softly.

"I always thought that we were in a nurturing relationship." I looked directly at him, "This is the reason why I want to separate."

Mr. Wei was stunned again.

Whether it's him or me, it seems that we are always surprised and stunned tonight, surprised by those unknown sides again and again.

"At the beginning Lu Tezhu brought the contract, saying that Mr. Wei was the first time to take care of someone, and the conditions he gave were very generous. I hope I will not disappoint this thought. Later, Mr. Wei came to me and asked me if I would like to be with you. Say yes." I recalled, "After that, almost everyone concluded that Mr. Wei was my benefactor without mentioning it."

Mr. Wei's voice was hoarse: "Everyone thinks so?"

I nodded first, then shook my head with a smile.

"Xiao Dai is not."

"The contract is just a company contract. Lu Cheng misunderstood it." He frowned deeply, and his throat seemed to be choked up, "But no one told me that you..."

Not finished, but I know what his unfinished words are.

--"You are my lover".

Probably also finds the word embarrassing.

Indeed, who would specifically remind Mr. Wei that he has a lover, at most they would only say that I belong to him, and it would be more decent to drop the word "love".Therefore, all along, our cognition is obviously biased, but it is always in a delicate balance.

Mr. Wei raised his foot and walked over.

I thought he was about to sit down on the sofa and was about to move aside, but unexpectedly he squatted halfway in front of me, knelt down on one knee, and hugged my waist.His head was buried in my waist, in an extremely dependent and domineering posture.

After a while, I felt a wet touch.

Mr Wei is crying.

Despite the silence.

It's not the reddish eyes, the emotions that will pass after you bear it, but the mood full of self-blame, depression, and distress.His tears were hot and wet through my shirt, burning my skin.

"sorry."

Mr Wei apologized to me.

But he didn't feel sorry for me, he always treated me very well, even when I didn't understand his thoughts.Instead, I misinterpreted his kindness.

"He Zhi, I want to treat you well, put everything in front of you, and want to respect you."

Mr. Wei raised his head, kept half squatting in front of me, and stared at me deeply.I looked at him, couldn't help raising my hand to caress his eyebrows, and found that my whole body was properly included in his eyes.

His eyelashes were wet, and he spoke hoarsely.

"What should I do, you teach me."

Almost instantly, my eye sockets became hot and humid, and I couldn't help but choke my throat slightly.

Mr. Wei asked me to teach him.

But I'm too clumsy, even realizing that I like someone, it's so late.