saturation concentration

After returning home, Ji Ling ate a lot.

In his eyes, eating is a very helpful thing to regulate emotions.When eating, the taste buds can be satisfied, the energy needed by the body can also be replenished, and you can think when chewing and swallowing.

So Ji Ling thinks eating is a very efficient thing.

After eating a whole piece of rattan pepper chicken chop, Ji Ling received two WeChat messages from Sui Cannong.

To be precise, two links.The first one is still a small video. Ji Ling clicked on it and glanced at it. It was a fried yogurt video for decompression.

It lasted a total of 15 minutes, and Ji Ling decided to watch it carefully after dinner.

The second link is an introduction to an art exhibition. Sui Cannong said, "There are not many people in this exhibition, how do you feel?"

Although it was a small exhibition, Ji Ling still searched the artist's name on the Internet and did some homework.

Ji Ling is still in a state of no real sense.

There is no outline or standard answer for chasing people. At that time, Ji Ling was already prepared for the long process and failure in the end.

He still doesn't know which one of the previous attempts he made worked for Sui Cannong, because in Ji Ling's view, most of them were done poorly.

But the result was at least good, Sui Cannong had some good feelings for him, and he wanted to associate with him.

Although suddenly fast forwarded from chasing people to falling in love, Ji Ling knows that the cultivation and maintenance of relationships is also very important, and she still needs to do a lot of homework.

Ji Ling replied: "I feel very good."

The moment Sui Cannong received this WeChat message, he felt that the stone hanging in his heart finally fell.

He was a bit of a gambler. Although Ji Ling had admitted before that he was eager to fall in love, it didn't mean that he would definitely promise himself.

The expression on Ji Ling's face yesterday showed Sui Cannong's unexpected shock, so Sui Cannong was always in a state of uncertainty.

When Ji Ling said "I do" today, Sui Cannong felt like his heart was about to jump out of his chest.

But at the same time, he also noticed that Ji Ling's state seemed a little too tense at the time.

Although Sui Cannong was pleasantly surprised, he was afraid that he would scare Ji Ling again, so he thought about it and asked some irrelevant questions pretending to be calm.

Seeing Ji Ling's state relax a little bit, Sui Cannong tentatively threw out a date invitation.

The moment Ji Ling agreed in a daze, Sui Cannong also heaved a sigh of relief.

Sui Cannong deliberately went out early, but when he arrived, he saw Ji Ling was already sitting on the bench at the entrance of the exhibition, and he must have been waiting for a while.

Ji Ling was wearing a light-colored coat. He tucked his fingers into the cuffs, lowered his head, and was quietly staring at the ground.

Sui Cannong called out: "Ji Ling."

He saw Ji Ling raised his head.

In fact, they would come out together every weekend before, but this time, Sui Cannong felt that something was different.

The moment his eyes collided with Ji Ling, Sui Cannong felt a subtle, ambiguous sense of stickiness in the air.

Sui Cannong felt his face was inexplicably hot.

Although it was to see an exhibition, the main purpose was to date, so Sui Cannong did not choose an online celebrity exhibition that required a long queue, but chose a niche art exhibition.

Yesterday Sui Cannong casually flipped through the two pages of the introduction, and felt that the style of the painting looked quite healing, so he bought tickets online without thinking too much about it.

The paintings exhibited at the beginning were quite normal indeed. Most of them were flower landscapes and portraits, and the colors were all highly saturated and bright colors.

But the further he went, the more Sui Cannong felt something was wrong.

The style of the painting began to become a little weird and abstract, for example, a large pool of blood suddenly appeared in the middle of a gray area, or a pair of scissors pressed against a woman's neck...

The background music in the exhibition hall also became sad and depressed. Sui Cannong felt a bit like the violin version of "The Moon Reflected in the Two Springs", and his brows furrowed.

When Ji Ling was watching seriously, he suddenly heard Sui Cannong beside him asking hesitantly, "Why do I feel that the artist's late style... seems a bit depressing?"

Ji Ling first glanced at the creation time marked under the painting.

"The time period for these paintings now coincides with the time when his wife divorced him," Ji Ling said, "it should be the turning point of his painting style."

Sui Cannong: "Ah, so..."

"His famous work should be later." Ji Ling said with some expectation, "If I remember correctly, it was created a month before his suicide."

Ji Ling felt that Sui Cannong's body suddenly became tense.

He heard Sui Cannong hesitantly ask: "...suicide?"

Although this painter is relatively small, Ji Ling still read some analysis of his painting style and biography last night, and remembered several important turning points in his life.

"He seems to have committed suicide when he was 40 years old." Ji Ling recalled, and said with some uncertainty, "cut his wrists, in the bathtub."

Sui Cannong murmured: "Help..."

Ji Ling froze for a moment: "What?"

Sui Cannong exhaled slowly and said, "It's nothing."

Ji Ling didn't think much, he continued to look at the painting.When walking to the next exhibition hall, Ji Ling saw several famous works of this painter.

Ji Ling's eyes lit up, and he stepped forward, ready to take a closer look.

However, I don't know if it's Ji Ling's illusion. Whenever he is about to step forward to observe a painting carefully, Sui Cannong next to him will always follow silently two steps forward.

Sui Cannong's actions would directly block part of Ji Ling's line of sight, preventing him from seeing the complete painting.

But Ji Ling thought Sui Cannong was too fascinated by watching it, so he didn't think about it for a while.

Ji Ling thought for a while and took out her phone.

The first date should be kept as a souvenir no matter what, but Ji Ling hasn't even turned on his phone camera yet, Sui Cannong next to him seems to have already guessed what he is going to do.

Sui Cannong hurriedly stopped him, he was a little nervous: "You...don't shoot."

Ji Ling raised his eyes blankly.

He thought that Sui Cannong was worried about the problem of the flash, so he explained: "I saw the sign at the entrance just now, and photography is allowed in the entire art exhibition, and I have already turned off the flash."

Sui Cannong had the same look when he wanted to make colorful popcorn while watching a movie.Ji Ling realized that Sui Cannong seemed to be a person who didn't like taking pictures as souvenirs.

But today is very special, so Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, and begged in a low voice: "This is our first date."

Sui Cannong stared into his eyes for a while.

"Yes." Sui Cannong paused, and said suddenly, "This is our first date, so why did you take pictures, you should take pictures of me."

Ji Ling: "...?"

Sui Cannong suddenly became interested.

There were few tourists in the hall, so Ji Ling saw Sui Cannong strode directly to the front of the painting, blocked the painting, and then made a big scissors hand.

He grinned, showing a bright smile, and looked towards the camera.

Sui Cannong said, "Hurry up and shoot."

The whole painting was directly blocked by Sui Cannong's body, leaving only the frame. Ji Ling held up the phone for a moment, feeling a little confused.

But seeing the smile on Sui Cannong's face, Ji Ling finally nodded and said, "Okay."

Ji Ling took many photos of Sui Cannong.

The painter's later works are very depressing. In order to match the content of the painting, the atmosphere and scene setting of the venue are also somewhat dark and dull.

But Sui Cannong's smile is very cheerful, which makes the temperature in the photos taken by Ji Ling seem to be different.

"Sorry." After leaving the exhibition, Sui Cannong took a deep breath and said, "Next time I will do more research and choose some less depressing themes..."

Ji Ling didn't understand why Sui Cannong apologized at all.

In fact, in the second half of the exhibition, Ji Ling didn't pay much attention to it at all. Most of the time he was taking pictures of Sui Cannong, or secretly looking at Sui Cannong's face in the photos.

"It doesn't matter." Ji Ling said seriously, "Actually, this is a very meaningful art exhibition. Depression is also a style. The paintings inside are actually very powerful and can resonate with people."

Ji Ling tried very hard to express to Sui Cannong that this was a good exhibition and he didn't mind the topic selection, but he still felt that Sui Cannong's face was still a little unhappy.

Ji Ling found that Sui Cannong seemed to be particularly sensitive to topics related to death.

The two met in the afternoon, and it was getting dark when they came out of the art exhibition, but it was not time for dinner, so they walked quietly along the street for a while.

Sui Cannong didn't expect such a big mistake in choosing the topic, he felt awkward and blamed himself, just turned on the water and took two sips, when he suddenly heard Ji Ling call his name.

Sui Cannong looked at him with water in his mouth, and gave a vague hum.

Ji Ling asked: "We are in a relationship, right?"

Sui Cannong almost sprayed directly: "...Yeah."

Ji Ling hummed, and asked: "If we are in a formal relationship now, can I make some appropriate requests?"

His expression was very sincere, Sui Cannong paused for a moment, and involuntarily became serious: "It's okay, just tell me."

Ji Ling hesitated and said, "Actually, when I was in the exhibition hall just now, I wanted to ask you, but it seemed that the atmosphere at that time was not very suitable."

"And I don't know if I will offend you if I do this rashly." Ji Ling said.

His expression looked very serious, Sui Cannong hesitated: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be so estranged with me, what's the matter? Just tell me directly."

Ji Ling hummed, and lowered his head.

Then Sui Cannong heard him ask in a low voice: "Can... hold hands?"

Sui Cannong was stunned.He stared at Ji Ling's side face, and found that the expression on his face was somewhat of a rare embarrassment, and Ji Ling's ears seemed to be a little red.

Sui Cannong held back a smile for a while and said, "Of course."

Sui Cannong held Ji Ling's hand generously.

The fingers of the two intertwined, Sui Cannong's palms were very hot, while Ji Ling's fingertips were a bit cooler.

They didn't speak any more, they just held each other's hands and walked quietly for a while. The breathing of the two was very light, but the sound of their heartbeat rang clearly in their ears.

Ji Ling roughly calculated his heartbeat within 1 minute, and then he realized that the frequency of his heartbeat was almost twice the frequency of his current pace.

Ji Ling felt that Sui Cannong shook his hand suddenly.

Sui Cannong asked: "Can I let go?"

Ji Ling felt a little lost, but he also realized that the two of them had walked through five intersections in total, and they had indeed been together for a long time.

Ji Ling said: "Yes."

Sui Cannong let go of his hand, Ji Ling lowered his head, and slowly curled his fingers.

"Since you've already offended me," but the next second, he heard Sui Cannong ask, "Then can I also offend you a little now?"

This is actually a question asking for opinions.

Ji Ling looked up blankly, and before he had time to give his own answer, Sui Cannong turned around directly and paid for his actions.

The street lights were dimly lit, and a vehicle passed by, bringing a gust of gentle wind. Ji Ling saw that Sui Cannong's facial features were suddenly very close.

Then Sui Cannong leaned down and gently kissed Ji Ling's side face.