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"I saw the bright jade pendant."

This was the first sentence Youqin Honghe said when he saw Xue Lanling.

Xue Lanling was standing on the porch.

He leaned against the colonnade and raised his head slightly, as if looking at the distant scenery.

Xue Lanling said, "That's right, I also saw the Ming Yu Pendant."

You Qin Hong said: "Her appearance is almost the same as back then."

Xue Lanling said: "A person's appearance can be youthful, but a person's heart seems to be always fickle."

His words sounded like emotion.

But when he listened carefully, he could only hear a sense of determination and determination.

Youqin Honghe was silent for a while, and asked him: "Do you really don't want to meet her?"

Xue Lanling turned his head to look.

Under the bright sky, his beautiful face shone with a layer of light.

Xue Lanling said: "Whether you see me or not, what happened in the past will not change in any way."

Youqin Hong said softly, "Maybe she regrets what happened back then."

Xue Lanling did not respond to this sentence, he only said: "This is not like you."

"Why doesn't it look like me?" Youqin Honghe asked.

Xue Lanling said: "You shouldn't ask me these questions again and again, you should understand that there is nothing to talk about between Ming Yuzhui and me."

Youqin Hong said softly, "But your heart doesn't think so."

Xue Lanling asked: "What is my heart thinking?"

You Qinhong said: "You all know the drunkard, she is a friend of the drunkard, and even worshiped the drunkard. The relationship between them is actually very deep and close. Even if you look at the drunkard's face, you will meet her."

Xue Lanling said: "If the drunkard was alive, if nothing had happened seven years ago, maybe the Ming Yu Pendant today would not be Tang Miao, and you and I would not be standing in this place."

"There are not so many ifs in this world." Youqin Honghe said.

Xue Lanling said: "So Ming Yuzhui and I don't have to meet each other."

"Perhaps you and I didn't know all the things back then."

"But at the beginning, if she hadn't knelt at Li Mingda's feet for the sake of survival, then to me, she would still be my Aunt Ming."

There was a lump in Youqin Honghe's throat.

He was speechless.

There was no pain on Xue Lanling's face.

He only caressed the white jade flute on his waist, and looked far away lightly.

He is such a person.

Looking ahead, I always have to think back to the past.

——Because the reason why he walked forward, without stopping, was for what he had in the past.

Xue Lanling smiled shallowly.

He said softly: "But she didn't. She knelt at Li Mingda's feet and begged Li Mingda to let her live. She was sorry for the drunkard, and she was sorry for me. She owed us, so she didn't deserve to see me."

The night is dark and the candles are shining brightly.

He sits at the table.

Slightly drunk.

When Xue Lanling opened the door and walked in, he could already smell the smell of alcohol in the room.

He closed the door, walked to the table and sat down, stretched out his hand and pushed the flagon in front of him away.

Xue Lanling asked, "Why are you drinking here?"

Duan Yishuang was a little confused.

"Because I had a sudden urge to drink," he said.

Xue Lanling said, "You don't look for me when you're drinking."

Duan Yishuang blinked and said, "You seem to be very busy."

Xue Lanling said: "Things have priorities, it is impossible for one person to be busy all the time."

Duan Yishuang then asked: "Then are you busy now?"

Xue Lanling said: "At least I have time to drink with you."

Duan Yishuang said, "I don't like you drinking."

Xue Lanling looked at him quietly for a moment and asked, "Why don't you like it?"

Duan Yishuang said: "Usually when you speak when you are sober, I can't tell which sentence is true and which sentence is false. If you drink alcohol and talk drunk, then I can't tell whether what you said is true or not. Fake."

Xue Lanling said, "It doesn't really matter whether it's true or not. People only like to hear what they want to hear, what they like. If you like what I say, then what's the difference between truth and lies?"

Duan Yishuang said: "I just want to listen to the truth, even if I don't like it, I still have to listen to the truth."

Xue Lanling smiled softly: "It's really unreasonable for you to do this. It's hard to force someone like me to tell the truth."

Duan Yishuang said: "But I have always told you the truth."

Xue Lanling said: "This is the obvious difference between you and others. People in the world are full of lies. Some lies tell themselves, deceive others, and also deceive themselves. Only you, I want you to tell half of it in front of me. A lie is an extravagant request."

"You are very kind to me," Duan Yishuang replied in a daze, "you are very kind to me."

He was leaning against the table, obviously more drunk than slightly drunk.

He has been very different from usual.

At least in normal times, he wouldn't say these words or think about these things.

He was talking in a daze, not even knowing what he was talking about.

Xue Lanling sat across from him, smiled and took the jug in front of her, and filled a glass.

Xue Lanling asked him with a smile: "I treat you well?"

Duan Yishuang frowned and replied: "You are very kind to me."

Xue Lanling then followed his voice and continued to ask, "How do I treat you well?"

However, Duan Yishuang became a little anxious.

"I mean you've been nice to me."

Xue Lanling asked, "Do you have other intentions?"

Duan Yishuang said anxiously, "You treat me well."

Xue Lanling looked at him deeply for a while, then lazily said: "I am always lying to you, telling you a lot of lies, if I treat you well, no one in the world will treat you badly."

Duan Yishuang said: "You also know that you treat me so well, but I treat you badly."

Xue Lanling asked him softly: "What's wrong?"

Duan Yishuang said, "I'm not drunk."

Xue Lanling said: "Of course you are not drunk."

Duan Yishuang said: "You treat me well."

Xue Lanling said: "I don't treat you well."

Duan Yishuang said: "I was bad to you."

Xue Lanling said: "You have treated me very well."

Duan Yishuang did not respond to the second sentence for a long time.

He stared at Xue Lanling for a long time.

In the faint shadow of the candlelight, Xue Lanling suddenly reached out and put his index finger on the center of his brow and gently pushed.

Xue Lanling smiled: "It turns out that when you are drunk, you say everything in reverse."

Duan Yishuang's ears turned red, he said: "So you didn't know."

Xue Lanling said: "Yes, I almost forgot that you still have such a problem."

Duan Yishuang said: "Then did I treat you badly and you treat me well?"

Xue Lanling asked: "Do you need me to treat you well?"

Duan Yishuang did not answer immediately.

He actually thought very seriously.

This question should have had an answer long ago.

He seemed to have time to think about the answer until now.

Then he nodded.

Xue Lanling smiled lightly: "But I won't treat you well, I'm a liar, I'll only make you suffer, make you unhappy, and I won't be tempted by you."

Duan Yishuang said: "When I met Mu Chang, he and I were not friends. He also thought that he would not become friends with me."

As long as his mind is clear, he will be able to clarify his words a lot and speak clearly.

"I didn't drink much before, but Mu Chang liked drinking very much. Later, he became a monk again. I told him that if you become a monk, you can't kill, drink, or eat meat. It's not suitable for you. He doesn't believe it. But Later, he wrote to me again, saying, I regret it, and I want to return to vulgarity."

When he said this, he laughed softly, and his peerless indifference seemed to melt into the warm candlelight.

"I often make friends with Mu. He is a very good friend of mine. He is worth it. So he has returned to vulgarity. I must see him. Wherever he goes, I always want to know when he will come back."

"If I had met Mu Chang earlier and sooner, perhaps his friend would not have died, and he would not have been trapped in a cocoon, suffering for so long. There are many things in the world that can be changed, and things that cannot be changed Not less. Especially time, after a moment, that moment will never come back, and after a day, that day will always be in the past.”

He spoke like this, one sentence after another, as if there was no end, no end.

Xue Lanling smiled and listened to him talking about these things.

He didn't get a response, but he continued to talk: "Two years ago, when I was still in the Central Plains, it rained heavily one day, and I hurried to the store and passed a steamed stuffed bun shop. Eat meat buns and bought eight for him. But he also passed by that bun shop, worried that I forgot to eat, so he wrapped seventeen buns and left."

"When we met again, I only ate three of the twenty-odd buns, and stuffed the rest into Mu Chang's stomach. I'm lucky. I don't think so. I think I'm lucky to be friends with Mu Chang."

After Duan Yishuang finished talking about the past, she suddenly changed the topic and said, "So you may not be attracted to me."

Xue Lan made her eyelashes tremble slightly.

He laughed in a low voice, crossed his fingers on his chin, and said slowly: "Why are you talking irony again?"

But it is a question.

Duan Yishuang was blushing behind her ears as early as when she finished speaking.

He said: "Meeting you may not be a good thing, nor is it a bad thing, but I like you. Those thousands of things may be good things, but they have also become a bad thing."

Xue Lanling said: "How can liking me be considered a bad thing?"

Duan Yishuang said: "If I like you and you like me, then of course it's a good thing."

Xue Lanling lowered his eyes and fell silent for a moment.

He said: "Perhaps being liked by me is the most unfortunate, painful and bad thing."

Duan Yishuang followed his words and thought about it.

Drunk people are dull enough.

Duan Yishuang thought about it for a long time.

Duan Yishuang said: "I have never been liked by you, so I don't know what misfortune and pain are. I'm not sure if it's a bad thing."

The dim candlelight shone on Xue Lanling's face, but his expression was as frosty as snow.

Xue Lanling turned his head away, the ending sound was soft and cold.

That was the first time Duan Yishuang felt that Xue Lanling was so cold.

It's so cold that it's frightening, it's so cold that it's chilling.

Xue Lanling said to him: "Duan Yishuang, don't like me, and don't be liked by me, this is my advice to you."

The author says:

Xiao Yi is in a hurry, Xiao Yi fell ill again(?)

Leader: I only see you talking nonsense and teasing you.

I kdl how about you