you are my love

I always like to look at myself through the mirror, because I have been using the mirror to know myself who is strange and familiar.The girl in the mirror is thin and depressed, like the yellow leaves in autumn, which can be forgotten on the street.With frowning brows, the three-dimensional facial features are more prominent, the eyes are deeply recessed into the outline and a little bigger, and the school uniform is neat and beautiful.

I have to go back to school today to submit my withdrawal application.My parents wanted me to return to the United States after I dropped out of school, and I knew they wanted to do one last thing for me.And I don't know how to face Junbiao, maybe it's best not to meet each other.Ever since I came back from Jeju Island until now, I always feel that something is slowly approaching me, telling me that I should put an end to my relationship, and telling me to complete my unfinished business. Is this the so-called will Do the dead know when they will die?

[Morning, long time no see Min Hui, I haven't seen you since I came back, why do you seem to have lost weight? ] Zhihou was about to give me a hug, but the jealous Jin Sicao around him pulled his sleeves and stopped him.It turned out that Zhihou had already returned.

[Heh - I was rude.Golden Grass is now my girlfriend. ] Zhihou stroked the head of Jinsicao who was restless, and smiled as if he had suddenly realized something.

[——Congratulations——] I laughed awkwardly, haven't I been connecting for them all the time?Why is the smile so far-fetched and ugly? It's because they are together. What about Junbiao?

[Min Hui, what happened to you and Junbiao?Your phone has been turned off all the time, Junbiao refused to say anything, and he just acted like he was not happy to see anyone all day long.I have been drinking heavily for the past few days, and I am even more depressed when I came back from Jeju Island yesterday. Didn’t you see him in Jeju Island?He said he would go to Jeju Island to find you.Last night, I drank a lot. I went to pick a fight with a group of people, but I was just foolishly beaten. Fortunately, we arrived in time. ] Yu Bin was very worried about our situation for some reason, and it was not difficult to see his eagerness and a little bit of upset.

【--we broke up. 】I was a little choked up, my eyes lost focus, how could he not cherish his body so much.

[Morning~ My princess, you didn't tell me when you came back from Jeju Island, you really hurt my self-esteem a bit!In vain I took care of you so long. 】I really want to know where Lee Jae He came from again, does he want Qiong Yao again now?In fact, didn't I say goodbye without saying goodbye?Still, there are many things that should be clearly stated.Will you please take your hand on my shoulder?The eyes signaled him, but he pretended not to see it.

【you?Is it because of him? ] Yu Bin looked at me with a sneer.Zhihou and Jinsicao also looked at me in shock.

[Min Hui, is it true? 】Yi Zheng has an unbelievable expression on his face. He knows how much Min Hui likes Junbiao.

【． ． ． ． ． ． ] If I don’t explain, I will just accept it as acquiesce, if you misunderstand, just misunderstand!Everyone is leaving.So what if you think I'm a bad guy?

The surrounding air suddenly dropped, and the atmosphere became a bit colder. My body shivered unconsciously.They all looked behind me, and Lee Jae-ha put his arms around my body and turned around to see what was wrong.There are shocking scars on the corners of Junbiao's mouth and eyes, and his eyes are as silent and cold as a pool.He walked past me like a stranger without looking at me.

[——] I really want to touch it with my hands, asking if it hurts, but I can only hold on to the place where my heart is, and I bite my lower lip, am I wronged?What is my grievance? Didn't I do it myself?

The figure that had already left suddenly stopped, turned around and came back to me, stopped in front of me, I looked down at the shoes that appeared in front of me, just like I saw it for the first time, I could see my shoes reflection.I'm a little happy that he didn't really treat me as a stranger, but is this okay?

[Woman, I'll give you another chance, do you really have nothing to tell me?You came to me crying that night, and said you loved me in my arms in the middle of the night, was it a lie? 】 Junbiao held back his anger extremely.

【. . . 】I looked up at him, I couldn't read the emotion in his eyes, it would only overwhelm me.What to say, no matter how much you say, it's useless, Junbiao, do you know?

I'm hurting Junbiao, I couldn't forgive the pain Jinsicao brought to Junbiao before, what about me?The pain I brought to Junbiao is no less than that of Jinsicao, at least Jinsicao worked hard to protect their feelings in the end, and can always be with Junbiao.I hate myself so much. I hate myself. Now there is nothing I can do except hurt Junbiao.

[Okay~ This is for you, this is the last chance that I, Gu Junbiao, will give you.If you don't come this time, even if you shed tears and beg me to forgive, it's useless, I won't protect you anymore. 】Junbiao put the envelope in my hand, turned around and left immediately.The others followed suit, leaving only Lee Jae-ha and me.

Holding the envelope tightly in my hand, it hurt so much~ My weak body couldn't withstand the cold wind, trembling shiveringly, tears swirling in the wind.Lee Jae He could only hug Min Hui tightly in his arms, and she entered her sad world again.

I sat in the corner of the coffee shop. This position allowed me to clearly see the situation outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, but it was difficult to find me outside. Next to the coffee cup was the Nanshan Tower cable car ticket given by Junbiao.

Cable car ticket, I also want you to take the cable car together, lock our lover lock on Nanshan Tower together, and make a wish to be together forever.

Outside the glass window of the cafe, in the center of the square is a handsome handsome man dressed in black, as charming as a noble vampire.Some thought he was being photographed by a well-known international model.Time passed bit by bit, Min Hui never showed up, Junbiao began to feel disheartened, and sat by the pool.

The weather is getting colder and colder, even I can feel it in the coffee shop, and the pedestrians on the road are gradually sparse.In the dark night sky, goose-feather-like snow quietly floated up, piece by piece, decorating the city after the hustle and bustle.It's the first snow!I always wanted to ask Junbiao, what did he do on the first snow day?I want to tell him that day, I want to watch the snow with him.

I looked at Junbiao, whose body was curled up from the cold, and I really wanted to hold up an umbrella for him outside, and wanted to prop up a piece of sky for him.Or fight the cold with him, rather than let him suffer alone.But I clearly know the condition of my body, it doesn’t allow it, it can’t stand any test, it can’t make any mistakes, and it can’t make my family feel sad for me anymore.

Wanted to tell him loudly that I was here, always by his side.I want him not to wait any longer, I won't show up, it's impossible to show up.

Trembling, he took out the phone and who was calling, who could it be?But it must not be me, because I saw that the phone seemed to be connected. After 10 minutes, I saw the person who appeared. --Gold grass.

The author has something to say: the last two chapters were published incorrectly, which may have caused inconvenience to many readers, so I won't do it next time.I know what to write, but I just can't write it so I'm stuck.

Is there anyone else who thinks that Shen Ling of the Ever-changing celebrity show is very spoiled like me, and really wants to write about him.