What to do when life is too perfect

A medical record was pushed in front of Wang Shan.

"After diagnosis, the patient Wang Shan suffers from dissociative identity disorder."

"Dissociative Identity Disorder, if you are not familiar with this name." Zhao Feng smiled and explained to Wang Shan seriously, "It also has a former name called Multiple Personality Disorder."

Wang Shan raised her head, but couldn't say a word.

She thought of the books on Xia Guang's bookshelf before, those books about DID that suddenly appeared one day.

Seeing that she didn't say a word, Zhao Feng smiled deeper, "Look down again to understand your second personality."

Wang Shan lowered her head numbly, she already had a vague guess in her heart.

"Second personality, Zhang Kexin, knows the protagonist Ge Wang Shan, and knows that he exists as a second personality."

Wang Shan suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"The reason is preliminarily speculated that Wang Shan was stimulated when she witnessed the death of her neighbor Zhang Kexin who had been taking care of her at the age of six..."

Wang Shan closed her eyes, unwilling to read any more.Zhao Feng's voice rang in Wang Shan's ear, "Don't you want to know what Zhang Kexin did for you? Let me tell you. Do you know why your mother never dared to beat you too hard? Because once, she beat you Dazed, Zhang Kexin threatened her with a knife, saying that if he hit you so hard again, he would stab her to death. Also, how do you think you were with Xia Guang? Because that day, Zhang Kexin confessed for you. And you The pen pal who writes letters every day to guide you and comfort you is also her. Zhang Kexin is you, and diligently plays the role of a sister next door. Even during the time when you were Mi Shanshan In the movie, she also came out to take care of Wang Shan's body while being friends with Mi Shanshan. She is really self-sacrificing."

"It's a pity that your spirit has been restructured, and Zhang Kexin will disappear soon. So..." Zhao Feng stood up suddenly, bent down and stared at Wang Shan's slack eyes, "Are you willing to let her have a self?" body, is this a small price to pay, and stay to do some research?"

"You let me... think about it." Wang Shan said with difficulty, lowering her eyes to avoid Zhao Feng's gaze, "Leave me alone."

Zhao Feng didn't ignore the confusion of Wang Shan's language, he smiled loudly, and replied, "Okay. The contract is here, you should think about it carefully." After finishing speaking, he turned and went out the door.

The room fell silent again.

With a trembling voice, Wang Shan whispered tentatively, "Kexin?"

No one responded.

"Kexin?"

If Wang Shan felt something, she looked down at the case on the table, and sure enough, there were two small words in the blank space beside it: "I am".

Wang Shan looked at the familiar, childishly neat font, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but tears rolled down her cheeks.

Soon, she felt her body move again, and when she opened her eyes, there was another line on the paper: "Can I come out?"

Wang Shan nodded, then closed her eyes, tried to relax her body and soon lost consciousness.

When she opened her eyes again, the medical record had already filled a new page.

"Dear Shanshan, hello. Unknowingly, I have spent 20 years with you. In 20 years, many lovers may not be able to be together for such a long time. I am already very satisfied. I know you are What kind of person, so I also know what choice you will make, so you don't have to feel guilty about it. I was born because of you, and you don't need me now, so naturally there is no need for me to exist. Secretly tell you a little secret, in fact, I remember some memories before I died, some fragments of getting along with you, so I always feel that you gave me a second life, these 20 years, as if I stole it Since time is stolen, there should be a day to return it, and now that day is coming soon.

My only hope is that you remember me so that I can continue to live in your body as I have always been.No, forget it, you just need to remember me before the age of 12.Oh no, I am also 12 years old now, so remember me who is alive.

I hope you can be happy, take care of yourself, and have a good time with Xia Guang in the days without me.

PS: There is a typo in the medical record, I only appeared for the first time when your mother knocked me out~

Oh, I don't know what to write, but I can't bear to stop writing.I have too much reluctance, I want to know what your life will be like in the future, I want to know when you will marry Xia Guang... Oh, forget it, take me around when you are free , so be it, goodbye, my Shanshan. "

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It feels like I haven’t written that kind of friendship. . .I'm so trash