rain trail

Letter from Zhou Wei to Lu Lin II

Student Lu Sansan:

See words as faces (although not my own words), how have you been these few days?

You haven't written me back yet, but I can't wait to share with you what I've seen in the last few days.Autumn in Hegang is really beautiful. If you are free next year, you can try to travel here.

I walked all the way from the foot of the mountain, and everything I saw was exciting.When I got to the top of the mountain and overlooked the valley, I saw dense ginkgo trees planted along the avenue, winding towards the Xiaoxing'an Mountains in the distance, converging into a long golden river.The scenery was so amazing that I was like a fool, laughing and screaming on the top of the mountain, taking pictures like crazy - but when I saw that the pictures I took in the camera lost their vividness in reality, I despised myself for insulting these views, and deleted them.

I ran outside with my camera for a day yesterday. I planned to go back to the hotel early and sleep after dinner.When I came back, I passed by the river beach and saw some deer - the accountant said they were called roe deer, but they really looked like deer!I lay on the edge of the stone railing, watching the big roe deer and three small roe deer jumping back and forth on the gravel beach with their legs raised.Their movements are like the ones we sometimes do when we were young, that is, the whole body is stretched, the legs are bent and the feet are on the ground, the body is bouncing in the air, one foot goes up and the other goes down.The cycle goes back and forth, which is very labor-saving and fast, but it looks a bit silly.Roe deer use four legs, no matter how big or small, their movements are exactly the same, just like copying and pasting.There is some water on the gravel beach, reflecting the evening sun in the sky, their figures are also blurred.But even if it's just like this, I feel that their happiness is almost overflowing the lens of "Little Seven".They are not afraid of people. When they saw the jeep I rented parked on the side, they called their friends and friends to come and see it—God, no wonder they are protected animals.

But I don’t know why, when I just looked at the photos and wanted to send one to you, I felt that each one was very bad-I couldn’t perceive their happiness from the lens at all, and I couldn’t think of their happiness. Moved me.My photo is like an extremely realistic but soulless oil painting. It seems that there is nothing wrong with it. The angles, lighting and shadows are professional, but there is no beauty or ugliness.

Alas, it is really too difficult to take the photo I want.

By the way, there are two new people in the homestay, they are two women traveling together.They are all lovely and very nice to me.They are also from Shanxi.

Literary and artistic youths still live in seclusion, really a big man.

It made me a little sad.I heard the boss calling her a man again, and the topic is about to end.

be careful.

Remember to write back.

Letter from Lu Lin to Zhou Wei [-]

Classmate Zhou Asi:

Literally.I think you seem to be doing well lately, I'm so jealous.

I just heard an explosion that seemed to be within two blocks of me.I have now come to the basement with my laptop.

The interview will end soon, and according to the plan, the next step is travel.Although I am still writing the manuscript, I am really happy to think about it.I didn't have time to reply to your email a few days ago, and I only have time to say a few words today.If I wasn't afraid that you were worried about my personal safety, I wouldn't even reply to you these few words.

I still think you are being too hard on yourself.Let yourself go, you will find that the sky is high and the sea is wide, and the air is fresh.

Although your habit of naming cameras has been maintained for several years, every time I hear you referring to your cameras as "Xiao Qi" and "Xiao Ming", I still feel chills.In contrast, I am more interested in the content of the quarrel between the "donkey friend" you live with and the husband of the hotel owner, and I can talk about it next time.

By the way, I want to ask you to visit my parents when you are free and help me find out what they say.

In addition, roe deer is indeed a deer family, and it is also called dwarf deer.

that's all.

Lu Sansan

Letter from Zhou Wei to Lu Lin III

Student Lu Sansan:

Hello.Jealousy is useless, please correct your mentality.Also, be careful.

I just saw your email today.The two young women I live with have become friends.They are very nice people.These days, we sometimes walk together, and they lend me their computers to write emails (it took a lot of willpower to curb the desire to surf the Internet).I remembered that when we first met, they asked me what my name was, and I said it would be fine to call me Xiao Zhou and Ah Si, and they laughed together and asked me if I had three, two, and one.I answered them honestly, only Sansan, that is you, my unlucky friend.They laughed even harder - I was a little angry at the time, what's so funny about it, are they two people in their thirties more childish than me who is in their 20s?Then the round-faced woman told me that the person next to her had a nickname of Hajime.

In fact, it is difficult for me to understand why such a nickname is chosen.If you don’t find it strange, please read it several times in Shanxi dialect, it’s just a modal particle!

That Ah Yi said, I met her before, and I finally remembered that when I went to the south this summer, she was sitting opposite me on the train.It's no wonder that it's hard for me to recognize her. She looks much younger and more energetic now than she did then.She was wearing a long black dress at that time, her long black hair was disheveled, only her bangs were neat, she was quite like those young girls in the new generation who pursued "decadent style".There were a lot of people on the train, and there was a table next door to a table of female students majoring in dancing, knocking sunflower seeds and yelling loudly. Generally speaking, it was very noisy and chaotic.But her whole person seemed to be dissociated from all of this—whether she was a female student, a conductor, or me.

It had been raining on the way we set out from the north to the south, and the water vapor was dense, and it seemed to wet her hair and face through the window glass.Under the shroud of this water mist, she felt a faint sense of illusion out of thin air.She rested her chin on her hand and stared out the window motionlessly.From the side, you can see her pale lips and blue eye skin, as well as her tired face and fine lines around her eyes.All the signs were pointing to me that she wasn't getting any younger.But the light in her eyes was so bright, and her expression was so relaxed.She may be visiting her lover, or she may be visiting her parents.I think.But going to see a loved one, or visiting family, shouldn't be done with that transcendent joy that looks like relief from a bondage.That ease is also painful.I couldn't tell what kind of pain it was, but at least for a moment, I felt that the little pain under her eyes was like a moth rushing towards an open flame.She was out of place in the crowd, like an 80s movie star in the world.I looked around for a long time and confirmed that there was no hidden camera, so I asked her cautiously:

Can I take a picture for you?

Of course, she refused.

Frankly speaking, I was a little lost, but I didn't insist on it.

Later, I got out of the car with a few female students sitting next to me, and she was still sitting - she was going to go to a further place.I had a lot of things, and the few female students were chattering and rushing to help me carry my luggage down.

They are so young, maybe they are still at a loss for the future, but they are absolutely happy like birds at the moment.

It's nice to be young, I thought.

As the train was leaving, I saw her again.She still looked out of the window in that posture, but this time, I also saw the firmness and longing in her eyes.I didn't hold back and picked up the camera.

I am such a selfish person.He had obviously been rejected, but he still insisted on going his own way.

Will she forgive me if I apologize to her?

Alas, compared to then, she has changed too much now.If she used to be a delicate and decadent Widowmaker, calm and gloomy, now she is more like a thin white hollyhock pulled up from a clump of yellow earth, dry and righteous, full of gushing wildness and angry.I have to find a chance to ask her what happened these days to make her so young and happy.

As for the reason for the quarrel between the boss and the boss's husband, I don't know very well, but in my opinion, it's just the interest of life between old wives and old husbands.

Last night, I heard the accountant’s call. When I got up in the morning, the accountant said that last night a “black blind man” (the name for black bear in the Northeast) came from the forest on the mountain under the autumn thunder and pried open the warehouse door. , removed their four boxes of honey.The accountant was smiling at that time, saying that this bastard is quite smart.Then he was reprimanded by the boss, saying that he didn't cherish things, and that Xiong Xiazi was his father.I don't quite understand the logic, but I think, this is life.

I have to get up early tomorrow, so I won't chat with you first.Remember to plan your trip well.

Also, I don't have a camera named "Xiao Ming".

Remember to write back.