Zihan and Yijing

I am a freshman who has just entered the first year of high school, and I have not made any good friends in the class. Because of the blessing of shyness and social phobia, it is difficult for me to blend in with a group of people, and I am considered an unpopular type in the class.Everyone likes to communicate with sunny, cheerful and humorous people, but I am born without this habit, and I am only suitable for silently observing in the corner.But I don’t want to change. For those eye-catching classmates: they usually have a handsome appearance, a bright smile, as well as good grades, and a good family background. I regard them as born winners. Born and my kind of people have no borders, we belong to two worlds.

I am a fantasist. I am often immersed in my boundless imagination in class. I sometimes imagine that my time is different from the outside world. My time is slower. Unchanging tone, falling into the realm of chaos, and then suddenly awakened by his accidentally raised voice, he is like a magician who can hypnotize, as for the content of the class, I listen to it when I am happy, most of the time it is cloudy inner.

As for the homework, I plan to copy it. This is to learn from the boy in the front seat of me. He is thin and often does not write math homework. As for me, I was exhausted to cope with math homework at first, but found that my monthly exam score is not as good as not writing. He was the homeworker, so I was hit by such a blow, and I started to get tired, and joined the army of not doing homework, but this attracted the teacher's attention, and became a frequent visitor to the teacher's questions in class. Unlike him, I often I couldn't answer, so I became a frequent visitor.It made me feel very embarrassed, and I was even more afraid of mathematics.

These are common troubles of high school students, and I'm just an ordinary student.

Fortunately, the physical education class can let me breathe a sigh of relief and forget the troubles of schoolwork. I am still a freshman in high school, so the physical education class has not become a vassal of other classes, and the physical education teacher is also very knowledgeable. free.During this rare respite, I will sit on the grass, and you will understand from the above-usually I am alone, I watch someone play, and there are children who have not been dismissed from the next class listening to the teacher. Lecture.Then I started to be in a daze and relax for a while.

Once I also participated in social activities. The only friend I have now is my tablemate Xu Jia, so after a physical education class, Xu Jia came to me and brought a classmate I didn’t know. I also took physical education class. I noticed that she is not fat, but she has very cute arms. With the little yellow duck hat, the whole person shows the cuteness and innocence of a girl. The fat arms of a baby gave me a unique impression , the rounded lines make the whole person appear to have not fully grown up.Yes, we are all half-grown children, not yet an adult, and I am also a young sprout, the kind with the dew in the morning light.

We became acquainted after we came and went. I learned that her name is Wang Yijing, and she is a student in Class 7, while I am in Class 2. Classes are not sorted by grades, but by floor. I am on the second floor of the teaching building, and I am in Class [-]. She is on the third floor, and needs to go up a flight of stairs, and then walk a certain distance in the corridor. There is also a wide passage leading to the opposite teaching building in the corridor, which is usually a place for people to move and stretch their legs.

With the first meeting, there will be the second and third times. As a face-blind patient, it is difficult for me to include her in my memory information database at first, but she will greet me when I meet, my The usual strategy is to show a friendly smile. Although I may have no impression of the other party, I have a vague impression of her. With the increase of encounters and the accumulation of the number of times she greeted me, her entire face is getting more and more vivid in front of my eyes. The clearer it became, until one day, when I saw her figure at the school gate, I felt familiar and remembered her, so this was the first time I greeted her.

I patted her clothes and her lovely shape on the shoulder, she turned her head and looked at me with warm eyes, just like when she greeted me before, I think this is her second characteristic, her eyes are bent very nice.

"Hey, girl." She said, "This is the first time you greet me."

I'm embarrassed to say that I didn't remember your face before, so I just fooled around.

It was another physical education class, this time I had the idea of ​​inviting her to play, so I looked across the phalanxes to find her, the classmates on the playground were all gathered in one class, when I saw When I saw her, she was sitting with a few classmates, talking about something enthusiastically, I hesitated, should I look for her in full view?she will come with me?Or do I join in?Forget it, it is impossible for me to join any occasion with many people, I am only suitable for watching.

So I gave up and started to be dazed again. I guessed the shape of the clouds in the sky and looked carefully. They were moving slowly. The white and flawless texture made people think of beautiful jade, and it also made people want to lie down on it. No wonder the gods live in high places, they are far away from the fireworks and dust on the ground, and only the ingenious clouds are suitable for their curtains.

Zeus lives on Mount Olympus, and Chinese Taoist gods also live on the mountain. The mountain maintains a comfortable distance from the ground, and it is closer to this magical cloud. It is also one step away from climbing to the sky. Some high mountains are surrounded by clouds , as if it is not a human world, but a fairyland directly.

After I finished my random thinking, I went back to the ground and saw Wang Yijing sitting there alone, with no one around me, so I got up and came to her side.

"We meet again, girl." Wang Yijing smiled Yanyan, and with the movement of her head, her hair swayed slightly, like the waves caused by a leaf falling in the middle of a lake.

Yo Yo Lu Ming, the apple of the wild food.This phrase suddenly flashed across my mind, a deer was grazing, and made childish calls while eating. I think this phrase can better describe her youthfulness and tranquility.

I sat down, eager to chat with Wang Xiaolu.

"When I greeted you before, I thought you were indifferent when I saw you being indifferent." She smiled slightly and looked at me with clear and friendly eyes.

"I'm short-sighted." I really couldn't say that I didn't recognize her before, which is tantamount to saying that her appearance is unrecognizable to the public, which is impolite.

"I'm afraid I'm face-blind and didn't recognize me?" She said the key to the problem, and my heart trembled.

"No, you look very distinctive!"

"Then what are my characteristics?"

This kind of appearance problem made me feel very embarrassed. I looked at her face. Her immaturity is mainly reflected in her body. Her body is still a girl's body. There is nothing outstanding about her face, and she is not immature. The lines are elegant.The softness of the facial features and the eyes that are easy to bend give people a sense of intimacy like a spring breeze.

"nice?"

"Is this a feature?"

"Cute figure, fleshy arms."

"You might as well say you look good."

"The word good-looking is too common to describe you."

I sighed, on the one hand to make a scene, and on the other hand to tell the truth.The attraction between people is really unique, I think she sucks me in like a vortex, she looks ordinary, but why do I think such a figure and eyes are cute, it seems that she is like a sucker on a hook , also like the tentacles of an octopus, there is a kind of attraction.

"Okay, you pass the level. Get up and take a walk."

The sun pierces my eyes, and it is no longer too hot. This is the autumn sun. When I was young, I firmly believed that nature is an equal life like me. Even the widely respected mountain god in my opinion , is also a flesh and blood human being like me. I don’t think the sun is a planet that emits radiation continuously. I always feel that the sun is smiling at me warmly and kindly. Accepting its light, I am just a speck as small as dust, but I still feel that our staring at each other is a scene that will never be repeated in a thousand years.When I was a child, I was not as silent as I am now. Those days when I was bathed in the sun, moon, mountains and rivers, and felt their blessings are like fairy tales.

Of course I don't feel that way anymore, I just miss the keen feeling when I was young.

So instead of covering it with my hands, I greeted this "favor", but suddenly my eyes went dark, and Wang Yijing's palm appeared above my eyes.At the same time, he sighed, "The light is so dazzling."Then it was placed on my head.

"A scholar can be killed but not humiliated." I threatened. "Your hair is so fluffy that you look like some kind of small animal. So..."

The palm is warm, and there is a sliding touch on the head. This is not malicious. The touch between people, the body and the soul are indeed inseparable. If everyone is a spirit body, they will never be separated. What a pity it would be to touch each other, if we were all a pile of stones made of cold atoms, the universe would be a lonely stack, the bright starry sky and the warm sunshine would never give a young child a happy feeling, the sun It will also lose its meaning.The world is still prosperous, but full of loneliness.

"Then, see you next time!"

Wang Yijing turned and left, but I remembered the temperature of her palm, which was about the same as the sun in early autumn, not hot.

I must not be treated similarly in the next physical education class, I thought, but I didn't expect that the next meeting would not be a physical education class, but would come early.

It was getting dark, and after the evening self-study, I walked through the noisy crowd to the stationery store to buy refills, and accidentally met Wang Yijing, who was also surprised, and then told me.

"I heard that the frequency with which a person buys refills determines how hard he works. I haven't bought one for a long time."

"I haven't bought it for a long time." This conversation sounded like a bitch talk. Speaking of which, I had never inquired about Wang Yijing's grades. I don't think she would be like a bitch with her personality.

"Anyway, I'm really a scumbag." I admitted.Then I added, "What you said is not rigorous. Some people use pens to write novels or draw pictures, and there are even people who collect waste pen refills." What I said is true. I once saw a person tell us Collecting used waste pen refills, at that time I silently named this behavior Bizhong, collecting waste pens like collecting discarded swords.

After buying the stationery, we walked out of the store. It was ten o'clock, and there were still a few hundred meters away from the school gate to the block, "Where do you live?" Wang Yijing asked me, and I pointed in a general direction, "Ah, it's not on my way. "She said, "Where do you live?" I asked her, and she pointed in a direction, and the two locations can be said to be completely different.

"It's too late this time. In this way, we can go back together next Friday when we don't have evening self-study. I will see you off first, and you will see me off again." Wang Yijing and I agreed.

"Okay." Because there were no classmates who were on the way, I always went home alone, and then stuck my head on the bed.It might be fun to travel with someone once in a while.

Life needs some small changes to decorate, such as being alone all the time, and then suddenly someone plays with you.For example, I haven’t painted for many years, but I suddenly pick up a brush again, or I haven’t sung for a long time, but I suddenly hum a familiar song again. These small changes embellish life, and these fragments piece together the daily happiness.

On Friday night, it was after six o'clock after school. Wang Yijing and I went back together and walked into a milk tea shop along the way. Wang Yijing deliberately ordered something that looked like there were many frog eggs to disgust people. I couldn't get used to it after looking at it for a long time. . "Can you stop drinking this?" "If you can get away with it, you're not in vain."

Wang Yijing said, I shook my head helplessly, and then she asked, "Are you going to study literature?" I said, "It's not that time yet, I'll think about it when the time comes, I guess it's literature, I'm too tired of mathematics."

"I might be sensible."

"To build a time machine, right, then I can go back to my childhood. I'm too tired now."

"Students are also tired?"

"Of course, the time at school is too long, and the class is chaotic and not free. Only at night is my own time. Unfortunately, I can only use it to sleep."

"I still have to attend class."

"understand."

I'm perfunctory.After drinking the milk tea, I continued to walk. When I arrived at the community at home, I invited her to come and sit at the house. She was quite generous. After greeting my mother, the two of them entered the room.

I turned on the computer and clicked on a puzzle game. I was stuck here last time. There is a door here that requires a mechanism to open. I couldn’t find where the mechanism was. I almost uninstalled the game.

Wang Yijing couldn't find it either, so she played for a while, she said. "I left without telling my family, so I can't stay any longer."

I sent Wang Yijing downstairs, and out of guilt for making her a detour, I sent it to the gate of the community.