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Because of the back injury, Zhao Xun could only lie on the bed.

Fortunately, the injury was not serious, only the sharp part of the front was pierced a little deep into the flesh, but if it was a healthy adult woman's strength, it would be different.

Zhao Xun was awake the whole time, his wound was treated and his wound was stitched up, his face was a little pale, but it didn't look too bad.

On the contrary, Liu Chengan was panic-stricken, as if he had lost his soul, there was no trace of blood on his face, and the knuckles of his tightly clasped hands turned white.

At the same time, Liu Qing was also pushed into the hospital.

In the past, Liu Qing was also wandering on the verge of life and death, but her eyes still had the fire of survival, so no matter how bad her body was, her spirit and desire to live were still strong.

But at this moment, he looked like a really seriously ill person, pale and bleak, as if he could die at any time.

"Don't think too much."

Chu Yi opened his mouth, but could only utter these weak words.

Liu Chengan rubbed his broken glasses, lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly.

With his hands in his pockets, Chu Yi suddenly wanted to smoke, but he suppressed the desire, and felt even more depressed.

"Mr. Zhao has no major problems. Be careful not to get infected these days, and change the dressing in time to keep it clean. But you still need to observe whether you will have a fever at night. It is normal to be mentally ill. Just pay attention to rest."

What Chu Ding said was very detailed, and he soothed Liu Chengan's anxious heart in time.

After finishing speaking, he looked at the other party with some hesitation, and said softly: "Compared to Mr. Zhao, why don't you go and see Liu first..."

Before he finished speaking, Liu Chengan had strode into Zhao Xun's ward.

Chu Ding sighed, but the gap between Liu Chengan and Liu Qing was like a wide sea, and now it is even more like a pool of stagnant water.

It's just that Liu Qing's life is a day-to-day life, which is no longer a life that can be saved by medical means. What's more, it's hard to say whether he can survive these two days based on the other party's appearance.

"He's not a kid anymore."

Chu Yi put her shoulder on Chu Ding's shoulder, and looked in through the transparent glass of the ward.

Chu Ding was a little helpless: "I know, but I still feel a little distressed."

From birth to now, I have never lived a normal and happy life.

"You're talking like I don't care about you."

Chu Ding glanced at Chu Yi's hand holding the cigarette, and said calmly, "Smoking is prohibited in the hospital."

Chu Yi paused, scratched his hair irritably, and pinched his face vigorously.

"Fuck, she was so cute when she was a child, but why does she become more and more boring as she grows up?"

Chu Ding ignored his retaliatory behavior without changing his face, and slapped his hand off.

"You're not a few years older than me, so pretend to be a big brother."

Seeing Chu Ding's leaving back, Chu Yi silently raised her middle finger behind her.

……

"Zhao Xun..."

Liu Chengan walked towards the hospital bed with some hesitation.

Because of the back injury, Zhao Xun lay on the bed with his upper body naked, his white and tight skin was extremely dazzling because of the gauze and the faint redness.

Looking at the other party's red eyes and uneasy expression, Zhao Xun felt for the first time that the other party was only 20 years old.

He thought that the other party would always be that easy-going look.

"Xiao Liu..."

He stretched out his hand, but the other party hesitated, not knowing what he was afraid of.

Feeling dissatisfied suddenly, he got up and was about to pull the other party, but accidentally pulled the wound, and the whole person gasped.

Immediately, Liu Cheng'an was in a hurry. Where there were any complicated emotions, he immediately grabbed the person's hand and said distressedly, "What are you doing? What if the wound opens again."

Zhao Xun held him tightly, feeling much more at ease.

He likes the occasional vulnerability of the other party, but he doesn't want the other party to have any hesitation in this relationship.

Because he didn't feel that the other party did anything wrong, but himself...

"Yes...I'm sorry."

He apologized earnestly.

Liu Chengan froze for a moment, then frowned: "What are you apologizing for?"

He saw his terrible family and his own embarrassing side, and even the other party was injured because of him.

He hasn't apologized yet, why should the other party apologize? No matter what the reason is, he doesn't accept this apology.

Zhao Sacrifice looked at him without blinking, holding a cold hand and kissing his lips.

"So... sorry... I... I... didn't... protect... protect... you."

Zhao Xun worked very hard to express his meaning word by word.

Liu Chengan was completely stunned.

"what are you saying?"

Didn't Zhao Sacrifice protect him well?

Obviously this injury was caused by him, so what is meant by not protecting him well.

Zhao Xun knew that the little boyfriend still hadn't thought clearly, because the other party was always like this, as if the sky was falling and he was not as important as him, not to mention that he never cared about his own affairs.

He blushed, grabbed the opponent's hand and couldn't help tightening it, trying to say what he wanted to say with difficulty.

"You... you... very good, I... I... not enough... good, I... want... want to... protect... protect... protect you, you..."

Zhao Xun's eyes gradually turned red, and he felt a little sad: "What...how...how..."

He didn't know what to say, and he was afraid that the other party wouldn't understand.

"Yes... yes... sorry... sorry."

Once again he hated himself for not being able to utter a complete sentence.

Liu Cheng'an looked at Zhao Xun who was about to cry, and wished he could see into his heart.

How can Zhao Xun say sorry to him, how can he say sorry, he can't wait to give him his bloody heart, how can Zhao Xun do something wrong.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay."

His Mr. Zhao was so anxious that he was about to cry.

So cute, so sincere, so kind.

The first time I saw him, I could give him kindness without hesitation, even if I met him again five years later, I was still so tolerant.

On the contrary, he himself is like a rotten tree root. There is no happy and complete family, but a family like a stain and an extremely terrible family relationship that cannot be thrown away like a leech.

Even he himself is terrible, with countless dark and terrifying thoughts hidden, he can only deceive the other party, such a simple and straightforward person, with a gentle and humble appearance.

Zhao Xun raised his hand and patted the opponent's head.

Obviously saying it's okay, but it's more like saying I'm sorry.

He knows that there are still some unbreakable things in the distance between hearts, but the love between them is so sincere.

So it's okay.

His little boyfriend is really nice, at least in his eyes, the way the other party looked at him said I love you all the time.

So what could be more important than that.

He put his arms around the other person's neck, pressed his forehead against his, and said seriously and firmly: "Xiao Liu... the most... the best... the best...."

Liu Chengan was amused by the other party's serious tone of coaxing the child.

He blinked, holding back the moisture that was about to overflow, and showed him the cracked glasses in his hand.

"It broke."

The tone with a bit of disappointment was so heart-wrenching, Zhao Xun wished that he had omnipotent magic.

"purchase."

A pair of glasses is nothing, if the other party likes it, he can give him a hundred and eighty pairs, in various styles and colors, and he will wear the same one every day.

"But this is the first gift you've ever given me."

Zhao Xun was stunned for a moment, so did the other party think so?

He grabbed the other person's hand and said seriously: "Fix it, save it."

Put it there forever, as long as he is happy.

"it is good."

Liu Chengan laughed, leaned over and kissed Zhao Xai's bleeding lips, but compared to the other party, he was even paler.

Zhao Sui put his arms around his neck and patted his head.

"Not afraid...not afraid..."

He is here, don't be afraid and don't be sad.

Liu Chengan's eyes became hot, he buried his face a little deeper, and said sullenly, "Yes."

That's great, such a good person belongs to him.

……

The two hugged and kissed each other for a long time, until Liu Chengan's body temperature rose and his complexion was no longer frighteningly pale, Zhao Sui finally heaved a sigh of relief.

When he first saw the other party, he thought that the other party's soul was lost.

But after calming down, Liu Chengan's sanity returned, and he wanted to go and see Liu Qing.

Zhao Xun immediately tensed his body, looking at him tangled and struggling.

He wanted to be by the other party's side, but he was afraid that appearing together would irritate Liu Qing and arouse the other party's crazier behavior.

Speaking of which, he was actually a little guilty, because he always felt that it was him who appeared rashly today that made things go so badly.

Liu Chengan saw his thoughts at a glance, touched his cheek gently and said: "I always don't want you to know anything about me, because I don't want to cause you trouble, and I'm also worried that you think I'm such a bad person." , but I'm glad you came and stayed by my side, it's always going to work out, it's a good thing you're here today."

Zhao Xun was appeased, and the self-blame in his heart was immediately dispelled.

At the same time, he is also a little discouraged, because the other party can always peep into his heart and solve his worries in an instant. When getting along with the other party, he often feels comfortable without any burden.

And he also wanted to give the other party that feeling.

The relationship between two people should not only be paid by one party.

But if the other party needs him to be the relatively weak one, then he can too. He wants the other party to be happy and happy.

"Ah."

He nodded seriously, no worry on his face, but just looked at him with his eyes open without blinking.

Seeing him like this, Liu Chengan was reluctant to leave.

When she got up, she leaned over and kissed him hard, seeing his obedient and obedient Zhao Baobao, her heart warmed up.

"I'll be with you soon."

"Ok!"

Zhao Yi responded forcefully.

Liu Chengan walked out of his ward with a smile that was not hazy.

The moment the door was closed, worry appeared in Zhao Xun's eyes.

Liu Chengan outside the door lowered his smile and his eyes were gloomy.

There is always something to be solved, and something to be given up.

Does he owe Liu Qing anything, nothing but her life.

Thinking of Zhao Sacrifice who was waiting for him in the room, a warm current flashed in his dark eyes.

He carefully put the glasses in his pocket, walked into Liu Qing's ward.

……

It was already midnight when Zhao Xun woke up, his back injury was not as painful as before, but he was a little listless.

He wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he felt his throat was very dry.

Looking at the time, he only slept for less than two hours.

Liu Chengan hasn't come back yet.

He couldn't let go of the worry in his heart, and stood up with his body propped up. The wound on his back was pulled painfully, which made his whole body tremble.

His mind was a little dizzy, and he touched his face, which seemed to be a little hot.

Sighing inwardly, he leaned on the wall and walked towards the next ward.

In fact, he didn't know where Liu Qing was, he was already trying to find one by one, but just after taking a step, he saw a familiar figure from behind.

He was overjoyed, and then suddenly looked at the man's bloody fingertips.

The other party just stood there motionless, the bloody fruit knife was thrown on the ground, and the silent room was eerily eerie.

"what on earth do you want?"

Liu Chengan looked calm.

Still no one could see that a violent quarrel had taken place here.

Liu Qing's face was as pale as paper, and his whole body was trembling with anger.

"You really have to do this!"

His eyes were blank, and he looked out of the window over the people on the hospital bed. There was endless darkness outside, only the thin moonlight made him look even more desolate.

"I didn't want you to die, but you seem to want me dead."

The palm of his hand was still bleeding, but he didn't seem to feel the pain.

What can he do, the relationship with Liu Qing is like an unsolvable mystery, he clearly wants to let it go cruelly, but that bit of morality and conscience are tightly wrapped around him like vines.

How can there be such a terrible relationship in the world.

Can't put it down but can't take it up.

He really wanted the other party to kill him, at least in this way he would feel better and would not owe her anything just because he was a son.

"Liu Cheng'an, how can I feel sorry for you? Even if you blame me for not caring about you when I was young, but I have allowed you to live in luxury for so many years and not suffer with me. What else do you want? Why can't you think about me!"

My heart became numb, as if even my blood was cold.

It's always been like this, from childhood to adulthood.

She kept saying it was good for him, but didn't care about what his real needs were. In the end, there were only endless accusations, but everything was his fault.

He clenched his palms tightly, the pain made him feel alive for a moment.

Liu Qing on the bed was shriveled like a corpse, she really won't live long.

The cruel and decisive words flooded into my throat and turned into sharp blades. I couldn't spit it out or swallow it, so I had to torture myself repeatedly.

"Chengan, listen to me one more time, okay? Leave that man, you can go to anyone, but the other person used to be Chuya's favorite, and now because of him, your father has become the laughing stock of others, you just When you see that I am about to die, fulfill my wish and go back to your father and help him wholeheartedly, okay?"

This was the gentle tone Liu Chengan was familiar with, but it was like a devil in a nightmare.

I have heard it too many times since I was a child, and every time the other party "asks him to be obedient", I will use this gentle voice to coax him.

He compromised, otherwise he wouldn't have stayed in the Chu family for so many years.

But not now.

Not only because of what Zhao Sacrifice meant to him, but also because of his determination to resist since he was a child.

"impossible."

He said it with difficulty but firmly.

"you!"

Liu Qing's eyes widened, she pointed at the person in front of her tremblingly, her whole body arched fiercely, the pain of suffocation made her convulse all over, and the electrocardiogram began to go out of control.

Liu Chengan stood there in a daze. A group of people rushed in and knocked him to the ground. He was like a piece of dust in the air that couldn't find its place, until a pair of hands pulled him out forcefully.

"Blood...bleeding..."

The person who couldn't speak clearly held his hand anxiously, eager to pull him for treatment.

Liu Chengan could only see the other party's naked back, with dazzling red seeping from it, and he followed the other party forward with weak footsteps. In the long corridor, he seemed to be leading to a bright avenue.

……

This time Liu Qing really couldn't do it.

People from the Chu family hurried over, and the first ones to arrive were Chu Yi and Chu Ding.

The doctor shook his head, holding a critical illness notice.

I've done it a few times before, but this time seems to be the last.

Liu Chengan raised his hand, and the pen fell from his trembling fingertips.

Chu Yi grabbed his shoulders and pushed him behind.

"Let me do it."

The pen falls smoothly.

"The patient has something to say."

The nurse looked at several young and handsome men in the corridor from outside the door.

Liu Chengan walked in subconsciously, and the nurse said with some embarrassment: "She wants to see a Mr. Chu Cheng."

The nurse's eyes swept over several people, the man who took the first step stepped back, and the others did not move. It seems that Mr. Chu Cheng is no longer here.

"Excuse me, can you contact that Mr. Chu, the patient is dying, and she wants to see him for the last time."

Everyone lowered their eyes, and the atmosphere of silence was somewhat depressing.

In the end, Chu Yi said: "We try our best, and please do your best."

But you can only do your best.

Both the doctor and the nurse sighed and shook their heads.

"Xiao Liu..."

Zhao Xun looked worried, he was wearing Liu Chengan's coat, and it slid down his shoulders as soon as he moved.

Some godless people pulled the clothes on his body, tested the temperature of his forehead with the back of their hands, and then tightened the clothes on him a little bit.

The skilled movements are extremely natural, but that pale face seems to have no soul.

Even under such circumstances, the instinctive reaction to take care of Zhao Xun is still engraved in his bones.

Chu Yi was on the phone, with a dignified look on her face, and Chu Ding was talking to the doctor about something.

After a while, Chu Ya hurried over, but still couldn't see the person who should appear the most.

"I have an important business tonight, Dad..."

Chu Ya couldn't continue speaking halfway through.

Zhao Sui clenched his teeth, he could only hold Liu Chengan's hand, and tried his best to transmit his own warmth to him.

"Hurry up, the patient is dying. Is that Mr. Chu here?"

The nurse looked at everyone anxiously.

Chu Yi shook his head, then turned to look at Liu Chengan: "Chengan, do you want to..."

Liu Chengan has already strode in.

But soon he staggered back out again.

"She told me to get out."

Liu Qing couldn't speak anymore, but she still tried her best to hate him.

Chu Yi and Chu Ding were both startled, their brows furrowed tighter and tighter.

Zhao Yi felt so distressed that he was about to break apart.

He hugged him tightly, as if trying to melt him into his body.

Finally waited another 10 minutes.

The doctor said heavily, "The patient is gone."

Liu Chengan shook his body.

Chu Cheng didn't come here until the last moment, and Liu Qing didn't let him see him for the last time.

Liu Chengan didn't cry, he stared blankly at the chandelier above his head.

Zhao Xun cried, and big tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

Cold fingertips rubbed the corners of his eyes, and the cold man hugged him into his arms.

Liu Cheng'an was comforting him silently, but from the other party's body, Zhao Sui could strongly feel what the other party was saying.

I need you, I need you, I need you.

He buried himself in the other person's arms and told him with his own temperature that I was here.

……

Liu Qing's funeral took place in a cloudy and rainy weather, Chu City showed up on time, and no one from the Chu family was absent.

As Liu Qing wished, she was crowned as the wife of Chucheng. Except for the Zhao family represented by Zhao Xun, not many people with status attended.

Chu Cheng didn't say anything, and he didn't explain what happened in the hospital that day, because the person who needed the explanation the most was gone, and the other party's eyes were very flat from the beginning to the end, and he left after the funeral.

Liu Chengan was the last one to leave, but he didn't stay for too long. Under the gloomy sky, his eyes looking at the tombstone were calm and terrifying.

Zhao Xun had a low-grade fever that night, and stayed by Liu Chengan's side for a few days, and today he had a high fever, but even so, he accompanied the funeral through the whole process, and it was not until the end that he was in Chu Ding's tough Asked to shaky leave.

He was lying on the bed in a daze, a cold hand touching his cheek.

The familiar breath made him lean towards the other party, even though it was terribly cold, he still cuddled up to her.

"Don't cry."

He spoke hoarsely, forcing his eyes to open a crack.

"You have already cried for me, and I won't cry again."

The soft tone can't hear any sadness except a little deep.

Zhao Xun wanted to say that the tears shed that day were not for Liu Qing, but for Liu Chengan.

And Liu Chengan also wanted to say that Zhao Xun cried for him, so he didn't want to cry for Liu Qing anymore.

For a person who never loves himself, his tears are not so cheap.

The sadness wasn't as strong as expected, and even when he stood there alone, he had a twisted ease.

It was as if Liu Qing's death had erased a heavy burden in his life.

He didn't want to cry, he really couldn't cry.

I felt a little bored, but not sad.

He thought he was really crazy.

He used to feel that he was pitiful, but now he feels that Liu Qing is pitiful.

Looking at Zhao Xun who was sleeping peacefully on his lap, a strange excitement rose in his heart.

The vines that twined around him withered, followed by new blooms.

He belongs to Zhao Xun, and there will no longer be anything that can affect his mood. Now in his life, apart from Zhao Xun, he really can't give any extra hope to others.

Thinking of this, he felt an inexplicable sense of joy, and he was very excited that he could dedicate himself to Zhao Xun wholeheartedly.

"Um……"

Zhao Xun frowned and rubbed against his leg.

He took a deep breath and suppressed his excitement. He looked at Zhao Xun greedily and longingly, caressing his cheek over and over again, his eyes that were not covered by glasses shone with an intoxicating and deep light.

The "get out" that Liu Qing said to him before he died completely extinguished the insignificant fire in his heart.

so good.

He didn't want to cry, he even wanted to laugh.

The author has something to say: Liu Qing is really not important to Chucheng, and Liu Chengan is really not that important to Liu Qing. When Liu Qing died in the end, Liu Chengan also found that the other party was not that important

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