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Lu City, Lu House.

In memory, this family has always been like this, she is the only one, so she doesn't like to stay here, she always runs around the world, and then one friend after another leaves her, and finally, she is the only one left people.

Lu Jiaying closed the original document, rubbed her temples, the scene in front of her was blurred in an instant, and then became clear again.There is a cup of bitter coffee beside the table, that kind of coffee that is very fragrant and strong but very bitter. She doesn't know when she developed the habit of drinking this kind of thing, but when she noticed it, she couldn't quit it even if she wanted to. .

Then, before she knew it, her stomach couldn't take it anymore, and when she died, it was very painful. She was a person who was afraid of pain, but every time she was in pain, there was only one person.

The only time, when she was very young, she passed out in the classroom due to hypoglycemia.When she woke up, she was in the infirmary. The old school doctor told her that a boy carried her back. At that time, she had just transferred to another school, so she didn't dare to talk to others.So she didn't know each other at all. Fortunately, because the infirmary had to register, Lu Jiaying knew that the person's name was Mu Tang.

When they were in junior high school, they were in the same school and the same class. Unfortunately, before Lu Jiaying had time to get acquainted with Mu Tang, Mu Tang dropped out of school, and later, even dropped out of school.She didn't have time to thank him personally.

Her body is not in good shape. Although she looks healthy, it is all fake.Therefore, she had no complaints when she had a fever and fell ill during the college entrance examination.She still remembers the time when the old headmaster shook her head at her, earnestly hoping that she would repeat for another year, but she refused.

Do you regret it?Maybe there is... In fact, she doesn't know the people in the class very well, because she lacks the care of her parents since she was a child, so her communication is also indifferent.Her parents offered to send her abroad for gilding, but she refused. She applied for a university by herself and embarked on the journey alone with her luggage on her back.

Six people in the university squeezed into a dormitory of less than [-] square meters. The only thing that is fortunate is that there is no shortage of things that should be there. Fortunately, her work is finally being recognized.

She started writing Danmei novels in her first year of high school. At that time, it was entirely to relieve the pressure of high school and relieve loneliness, and the updates were only intermittent. Thanks to her fast typing speed, she was able to continuously show off her presence on the newcomer list, but Later, I fell in love with this profession.The readers are really cute. Although there are many blacks and blacks, there are also those who support her. It was the first time she discovered that someone cared about her, even if they didn't know her.

Lu Jiaying added an author group on the Internet, and became familiar with the two authors in it.Of course, this is her unilateral opinion.Her performance on the Internet is completely different from that in reality. On the Internet, she is like an optimistic and cheerful little girl, but in reality, she is a bit withdrawn, unable and unwilling to communicate with others. What she wants to do most every day The thing... probably was surfing the Internet. Later, myopia, wearing glasses, and an increase in the degree seemed inevitable.

The two writers, in fact, are very potential authors. Lu Jiaying has read their articles, and one is called Wu Genghan, who also writes about Tanmei. The difference between the two of them becoming authors is only a year, and the two are transparent and hug each other. Keep warm.And the other one is called All Night Talking Haitang, but he wrote supernatural novels.

Among the three, Lu Jiaying can be regarded as the fastest to become famous, because it only took three years for her to have nearly [-] fans, and she took the lead in the era when the Dreaming and Tanmei novel area was weak.

Lu Jiaying did not expect that the one who talked about Haitang all night would be Mu Tang. When they met at the annual meeting, they saw a thin man sitting in a wheelchair with his back straight. On his handsome face, there were two dimples on his cheeks when he smiled. It looks a bit silly, but it is heart-warming.

"Mu Tang?!" She walked up to this man and called his name.

"Huh? You are..." The man with a gentle smile doesn't remember at all. When he was a teenager, he carried a girl who passed out due to hypoglycemia to the infirmary.

In this way, I got acquainted with Mu Tang. At the beginning, the other party's attitude was a bit reserved. Lu Jiaying could see that the other party was inferior. In front of his former classmates, he could only sit in a wheelchair, and his empty trousers could not be turned around.

Wu Genghan didn't come to the annual meeting, and he didn't even receive an invitation letter for the first session.His popularity was the slowest among the three. However, the other party didn't feel much at all. He usually wrote and painted, and he even drew portraits for Lu Jiaying.My favorite thing is to use the supporting characters in the novel to brush readers' favor, and then give them a regrettable ending.

When Lu Jiaying was a freshman, Dream Chinese.com held its first annual meeting. Lu Jiaying was studying in Shangyue at the time, but she still attended the annual meeting held in Kyoto.Although Wu Genghan was not qualified to participate in the first annual meeting, his home was in Kyoto. Lu Jiaying thought that this person would come to watch the ceremony, but the other party invited her to his home to play.

That was the first time they met, the first time she knew about a mental illness called agoraphobia.

She is a medical student. Although she didn't go to a particularly powerful university, it was also a school with a rigorous academic style. It was the first time she lived in a dormitory at that time, and she couldn't even mop the floor, and couldn't even fold clothes well. , do not know how to communicate and do not understand the rejection of others.

After graduating, she worked in a health center. Later, she was admitted to the pharmacy department of the Second Medical University. There were only a few dozen places.

At that time, she was already 25 years old, and she had been working full-time for two years.And it will be three years since her friend Mu Tang passed away.It is an old custom in the city of Yi, that after a person dies for three years, there will be a lively banquet.That day was the banquet where she helped Mu's mother go. After Mu Tang passed away, she became acquainted with the Mu family, and no one was there anyway.

"Jiajia, which star do you think Tangtang will be?"

In fact, Mu's mother is not yet old enough to know the destiny, but she has already grayed her head early. "He also said that he would burn the story he wrote to his grandfather, but he went to find his grandfather early." Mu's mother's eyes were a little swollen. The pain in her heart has not been healed, and losing a child in her later years is the saddest thing in life.

"I don't know," Lu Jiaying shook her head, "He definitely doesn't want to become a star, the star is too far away from us."

"Yeah, my Tangtang is the most obedient..." Mu's mother rubbed her left hand's tiger's mouth with her right finger. There was an obvious scar there. Although it had faded a bit, it must have been shocking when it formed.

Lu Jiaying knew the origin of this scar. Mu Tang mentioned it many times after meeting him. During the two years when he was most ill, he picked up fruit knives or broken glass more than once. Stopped it, and the scar on Mama Mu's tiger's mouth was left by holding the fruit knife at that time.

That was what Mu Tang regretted the most.

When Mu Tang passed away, she often went in and out of Mu Tang's house, fearing that Mu Tang's parents would do something stupid.Later, after learning about that incident, the Lu family was useless.

When Lu Jiaying was 28 years old, she quit her nine-to-five job in the hospital. She entered a pharmaceutical company and started drug sales. When she was 30 years old, she started drug wholesale.The more money she makes, the more bitter the coffee she drinks. I don’t know when her diet became more and more irregular. She used to like to eat the most. She still remembers that Mu Tang would call her a foodie with a smile. Then she will be very angry, because Mu Tang raised a cat named "Chihuo."

The age of 30 is like a dividing line. No wonder people say "a woman is [-] years old". Her mentality is already old, and she will not be young again.

At that time, she was in the branch office in Kyoto. She had just been discharged from the hospital, and she was as thin as a bamboo pole. She fainted in the office, and the secretary called and sent her to the hospital.Then she saw a man who was also pulled into the "operation" by the ambulance at the door of the hospital.

She still remembered that she had only met this man two months ago, how come this man was lying on the hospital bed in only two months, his face pale and bloodless?

"Haven't you ever thought of going out of this community to see the outside world?" She asked the man. The man's eyes are very beautiful, with rare single eyelids, not even inner double. Although he doesn't have beautiful dimples when he smiles, But equally gentle.

"Forget it," the young man shook his head, "When I looked at the square from the rooftop yesterday, I saw a lot of people dancing "Little Apple" in the square, just look at it from there..." The young man frowned and looked at the table Beer cans on the table, "Obviously you didn't know how to drink before..."

"How old am I, how can I talk about business if I don't know how to drink?"

……

The red light "in operation" was on, and there were two men and a woman standing at the door of the operating room. Lu Jiaying recognized the young man, Mo Yuan, Mo Han's elder brother, who loved Mo Han very much.

"What's wrong with Mo Han?" Lu Jiaying walked in front of Mo Yuan, her legs were weak and she could hardly hold on.Mo Yuan originally lowered his head, but now when he raised his head, he saw Lu Jiaying.Lu Jiaying looked rather haggard, wearing a light gray dress that looked a little too big, and the woman in front of her was much thinner than two months ago.

"..." Mo Yuan's lips parted and closed, Lu Jiaying's mind went blank.

Depression...spread quietly in front of the operating room...

"I'm going back to the city... I've been out for a long time, it's time to go back... I will come to see you in the future, don't forget me!"

A bouquet of lilies still carried a faint fragrance. Lu Jiaying clasped her hands together and prayed silently.

Yicheng, foggy and rainy.

Lu Jiaying wrapped the down jacket tightly around her body, and she had the illusion that this winter would be very sad.Holding a cup of coffee in his hand, the liquid is still warm, but it can't warm his stomach...

"Cough...cough...cough" I covered my mouth with a tissue, but I saw reddish blood on the white paper...

On December 12, she closed her eyes and did not wake up.In the church opposite the hospital, a dull bell sounded, representing the end of Christmas Eve and the arrival of Christmas.Lu Jiaying died at the age of 24, and the funeral was left to the Mu family to take care of.

"Jiajia! Jiajia! How can you fall asleep while eating?" Opening her eyes, she saw the familiar young man in her memory, smiling with crooked brows and dimples on her cheeks...

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PS: This chapter is written in the same way, and the writing is so tangled

PS: I finally know where I went wrong...I'm sorry for you guys~ <(___)> It turned out to be that paragraph——Xiaohan said he didn't know Jiajia (because this paragraph is in the outline, and the outline was written at the end of Pillow Jinghong Yes... when I wrote those two days, I just thought about skipping the annual meeting)

The last PS: I will not update tomorrow due to something at home, and will continue to update daily from the day after tomorrow.