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"It's you who treats feelings as a child's play, right?"

When Mo Han uttered these words, Xiao Zichuan felt instantly dumbfounded... He had used Xiao Xiao Luo Mu's trumpet to watch countless times, and he was also the person Han Xiao had said he had a crush on.

How did he feel then?Such a good person, how could he fall in love with a scumbag?If it was him, he would definitely not make him so sad, he would treat him well, so that he would not be so sentimental when he mentioned his feelings in front of others.

However, the facts slapped him hard.

The person who made him so sad was himself.

He remembered that a few years ago, a boy stammered and blushed and told him he liked it.That person is the younger brother of his good brother, Mo Yuan's younger brother, and his name is Mo Han.The reason why he remembered it so clearly was because, from the first time he received a love letter from a girl to now, he was the first boy to confess to him.

He actually couldn't remember exactly what the situation was like at that time, and he couldn't even remember what the boy's face looked like. As a voice controller, he focused on the boy's voice. His ears couldn't appreciate the trembling voice at all.What's more, that is Mo Yuan's younger brother, he once saved his life, after that, they have no intersection at all.After saving his life, he promised him with his body. This kind of feeling was not what he wanted.

It's just that this world is too small, so small that the reception he finally likes is the boy he once rejected; this world is too coincidental, so coincidentally that the person he wants to confess to is the author who was blocked a few days ago.

After getting off the line, Xiao Zichuan leaned on the back of his chair, looked at the ceiling, his heart was disturbed...

On the other hand, Mo Han felt uncomfortable, feeling ironic and ridiculous.

He hurriedly found a substitute receptionist who was free in the reception group, and left without caring that there were still a large group of fans who didn't know the truth...

That's right, the two protagonists just left! ! !

The intern receptionist, who was kicked out of the shelves, wanted to cry without tears to the hundreds of fans who were chasing after Zichuan.

Fortunately, the receptionist left, but the field controller did not.Fortunately, the fans are quite sensible, except for a few fans who turned black, most of them didn't blame the protagonist of the incident... Anyway, this is also a private matter, although this private matter is full of drama.

Not everyone is so lucky to meet that person on the Internet... Besides, it is impossible for a person to only revolve around the Internet 24 hours a day.

Zichuan has far more fans than Hanxiao's. If this matter goes according to Zichuan's script, he should confess, the fans booed, and then Hanxiao shyly agrees, and he embraces the beauty... The plot direction is sweet HE, and now, thinking of Han Xiao at that time... No, it was Mo Han. Although his tone was calm, Zi Chuan could hear his words and asked very seriously. The reason why his tone was so calm may be that he had accepted the tragedy the end of.

Those narrations, although they were just a few words, took less than 3 minutes to say, but that was three or four years, more than 1000 days and nights... Zichuan's heart suddenly hurt, and even breathing was difficult, painful , despair, overwhelmed him breathless.

He suddenly thought, was Mo Han also feeling so uncomfortable at that time?

Xiao Zichuan is the only son in the family, everything goes smoothly, the only disobedience is his coming out of the closet, he is like a stubborn bull, he would rather drop out of school and become a sandbag in the martial arts school than compromise, at that time the whole Xiao family was almost driven crazy, the only one Even if it has been proved that homosexuality is not a mental illness, they would like to put him in a mental hospital, at least let this child come back "normal".Unfortunately, doing so is futile.

After the Xiao family compromised with Xiao Zichuan's sexuality, Mo Han confessed.

Xiao Zichuan is used to being conceited, he will not feel that there is nothing wrong with rejecting, in fact, he is indeed not wrong, such things as feelings cannot be forced, even if Mo Yuan doesn't like him, Mo Han can't complain about him, he It's his business to fall in love with who, isn't it?So is it okay to refuse?

Although Xiao Zichuan didn't meet Mo Han very often, he was still familiar with Mo Han. He and Mo Yuan had been classmates for several years, and their relationship had been very good before Mo Han confessed, even if Xiao Zichuan took a year off from school , Mo Yuan did not alienate him because of this.As a 24-year-old filial brother, Mo Yuan talks about his baby brother every day. From the cold weather today, Xiao Han wonders if he has added an extra piece of clothing to today's studio sending in the manuscript fee. Xiaohan's so many days and nights are not in vain. Staying up all night...almost made Xiao Zichuan build the image of a little emperor, who doesn't know how to dress and eat, and the only thing he does every day is to stay in the studio and draw.

He no longer had any impression of Mo Han when he was young, he was just a boy with handsome facial features, he stammered and his ears turned red before he could speak.The deepest thing in my memory is the reddish eyes of the boy. He was obviously sad but pretended nothing happened. He turned around and peeled oranges for his mother. After peeling a lot of oranges, which were obviously so sweet, he would shed tears when he ate them. It's the oranges that are too sour...

Afterwards, he was afraid that it would be too embarrassing for the two to meet, so he never went to Mo's house again... Maybe it was because they were not in the same class anymore, and gradually separated from Mo Yuan.

Or maybe, those reasons are just excuses, Mo Yuan already knew about these things.

If he is still a little unfamiliar with Mo Han, he is a little more familiar with Wu Genghan. This man's writing is very suitable for him.If it wasn't because he liked it, he wouldn't waste time writing long comments for him. If he didn't like it, he wouldn't be overjoyed because of an author's reply on Weibo, just like a brain-dead fan who gets a little response from an idol and forgets it with joy The whole world exists.

However, he was also the one who pulled the blacklist.

It was him who was wrong.

Xiao Zichuan suddenly had an impulse, he wanted to see Mo Han, he had a lot of things he wanted to tell and ask him.

He has always been a typical example of doing what he thinks, so he doesn't care about other things, until he walks to the station and realizes that he is penniless.

People come and go in the station, everyone is happy or sad, beside the road, a group of students wearing red scarves are laughing and crossing their shoulders, Mo Han standing alone is obviously very abrupt, but no one cares about him, he, just is a small corner.He is just one of the pedestrians.

Xiao Zichuan suddenly thought of a sentence he read a long time ago, when you stand alone on a busy street, at that moment, you will feel as if the whole world has abandoned you.

Mo Han can't go out, the outside world is so exciting, but he still has a psychological shadow in his heart, he subconsciously feels that the outside world is dangerous, and a knife will pierce his heart at any time, so he refuses to go out, even May refuse to communicate.

Xiao Zichuan doesn't understand, it's like normal people can't understand the world of mental patients, we think they are stupid, they are abnormal, but in fact, in their world, we are abnormal.

Xiao Zichuan suddenly felt that those cowardly and cowardly things were actually excuses, he looked at Mo Han with his eyes, whether it was sympathy or pity, subjective judgments caused him to never consider other things.He is so conceited that he lifts his chin to the sky, so he can't see anything.

Xiao Zichuan still failed to go to Mo's house in the end, and he suddenly understood why Mo Yuan desperately recommended Wu Genghan to him for a while, obviously at that time the other party was just a double-digit transparency, as a straight person who couldn't be more straight The Chinese paper can actually know such an author from so many Tanmei writers.

Most of the writers who write about Tanmei are girls, and Xiao Zichuan also believes that Wu Genghan is a woman. He thought it was Mo Yuan's object, and he wanted to say that he has not forgotten my brother, remember to use it for me to check, it is really great.Then I found out that the author is a man, or a man who has already worked. Mo Yuan said that they were his relatives, which is obviously such a clumsy lie. Apart from Mo Han, who is his precious brother, Mo Yuan, who else can make him think hard, But he didn't see through...

Wearing tinted glasses, he naturally cannot see other colors.

After returning home, Xiao Zichuan clicked on Wu Genghan's column. Compared with the pitiful double-digit income in the past, Wu Genghan is not what it used to be. There are quite a few familiar names on the reward list. The one sitting at the top is called "Xiaohanの哥哥". People who would choose such a name don’t think otherwise. The second place is Wugenghan outside Gusu City, and the third place is Chrysanthemum Burst Man Shan, these three were competing with him for the first place in the tipping list...but now, he is in the tenth place, which is very ugly.

Xiao Zichuan had always been determined to sit at the top of the Wu Genghan column before, but because of the other party's confession, he blocked the other party, and he never even clicked on the other party's novels.

For the first time, he found himself so narrow-minded, so...so unlike a man...

At the beginning, the sword three system novel "Love is not as good as Li Feisha", which made him love and hate entangled, has long been over, and even the fourth pit of Wu Genghan has also ended, and now he is already updating the fifth. pit.

Among all his essays, the sword three system has the longest text, with 50 characters, while the fourth pit is the shortest, with only [-] characters, but the score is very high, and this article is the only one in it with a tragedy sign The article is very prominent, the name of the article is "Ash", click on it, [-] characters and twelve chapters, different from the previous three articles, from the beginning to the end, those fresh words seem to have magic power, making people stay in it, Suffering is self-aware.

Eighty thousand characters is not difficult for Xiao Zichuan, but it is hard for him not to put himself in it. In all fairness, before he knew that Mo Han, Wu Genghan and Han Xiao had something to do with each other, he really had nothing against Mo Han and Wu Genghan. It feels like Wu Genghan still has a little sense of familiarity, but Mo Han doesn't.However, these three names are one person, a person knows you with three faces, likes one, hates one, and ignores one...

It's really ridiculous, Mo Han never hides anything, he can draw, and loves to draw, he loves words, and also writes words, he... likes Zichuan, and he has never hidden...

He doesn't need sympathy or pity, he holds a heart for you, and never stops loving you, and you, Xiao Zichuan, you are that coward...

His easy-to-say liking has long tarnished Mo Han's sincerity.

The author has something to say:

There is only one chapter... The writing is also very tangled... The story has already deviated from my original idea by a thousand miles, so it is useless to talk about the outline, because I am not very firm. Man, of course, I actually wanted to write the last chapter a long time ago, but it took a long time.

When I refreshed yesterday, I saw several comments and almost thought that I was sprayed with QAQ, which is okay...

I don’t know if you have any experience of applying for another QQ and hooking up with someone you have a crush on?Ah Jin has had it, although I think it is very stupid in retrospect, but I want to write an article similar to this experience (although it has been dragged a long way since then (*/ω＼*))

Because I switched shifts with someone, I originally wanted to post on Weibo, but I saw Ah Fu’s comments just after get off work, so I went to an Internet cafe... Tomorrow and the next two days each have a chapter, the time is about Around nine o'clock in the evening.

Finally, thank you for mine in a certain month~

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