16 cm lady! ?

The next morning, I woke up at 5 o'clock.This may be the earliest day I wake up in my life. Even in the third year of high school, I was only 5:[-] at the earliest.

I made an appointment on the phone yesterday, it was 9 o'clock.I feel that the time is passing slowly, but I don't want to leave the phone. I'm afraid that I won't be able to answer her call at the first time.As for her current mobile phone number, I already knew it by heart last night, and I can also recite it backwards.

In the corner of the living room, the big clock that I had disliked for a long time rang nine times, and I suddenly felt that this clock was actually quite cute.At this time, the phone rang on time.

I immediately reached out and grabbed the microphone.

"..." Maybe she didn't expect me to answer the phone so soon, "Hello, Miss Jiang? I'm sorry that something happened here,..." I heard the crying of a child, and I guess her child is naughty. "Could you wait a moment, please? I'll come after I've calmed down the child!"

"You bring the child here."

"what?"

"Oh, actually, I really like children. It's fine if you bring me here."

"Really! Thank you so much!"

Ten minutes later, the doorbell rang.

I stood at the door, holding the handle in my hand, took a deep breath, and opened the door.

"It's you?" Zhang Yan looked a little nervous, and she held a small child in her hands.

It's really her!

"Long time no see." I smiled happily.

"Sorry, I have something else to do, I'm leaving first." Zhang Yan turned around and wanted to leave.

I quickly grabbed her arm, "Wait!"

"Do you have anything else to do?" Her expression was very cold, which hurt me a little.

I let go of her hand, "Didn't you come to apply for a nanny? Why do you want to leave now?"

"..." She was very good at lying, "I just found another job, so I won't bother you."

"You don't want to see me so much?"

"No." She looked down at her child.

"Then why are you lying?"

"..."

I looked at the child she held in her hand, it looked very similar to her, did she get married and have children?

I changed the subject, "This child looks very similar to you." I reached out and touched the child's face. "Do you have a name?"

"Her name is Shenghan." The way she looked at this child made me a little jealous of this child. I have never seen her look at me like this. These eyes look very gentle and full of love.

"This name sounds nice, and it looks good, but it's too thin." I couldn't help saying, but saw Zhang Yan's hands shaking.Is it because the child is not getting enough to eat?

"You've lost weight too..." I looked at her, but she didn't say a word. "Isn't it good to be my babysitter?"

"..."

"I can take care of your three meals a day and Shenghan's milk powder, and you can still live with me, and I don't charge rent." I was using my offer to seduce her, "When Shenghan grows up, I can still Provide her tuition."

Zhang Yan finally looked at me, she seemed a little moved.

"I will also cover your medical expenses." I must let her stay, otherwise I may regret it for the rest of my life.

"I..." Zhang Yan's lips trembled slightly, and he made this sound.

"What else do you want, I can satisfy it!" This is my sincere words, no matter what she wants, as long as I have it and I can do it, I will satisfy her.

"Enough is enough, this is enough..." She looked down at Shenghan, and said softly, "Thank you."

She agreed to stay.

Every day she is here, I have a good time, even if she doesn't want to talk to me sometimes.My favorite thing to do every day is to sit in the corner of my house, hug Xiao Shenghan, and watch her go up and down.Every time Zhang Yan walked away, I would lower my head and say to Shenghan: "Little Shenghan, little Shenghan, can you leave your mother to me?"

I have said this many times without being noticed, but I always walk by the river, how can I not get my feet wet?My lewd behavior was discovered.

"Don't be like this, okay?" Zhang Yan looked a little afraid of me, and I didn't want her to be like this.

"You... don't be afraid, I am, this is just teasing Shenghan!" I shook my hand at her and explained.But explanations are all cover-ups.

But my explanation didn't help at all, she was still afraid of me, and now she didn't even bring Shenghan to me, but Zhang Yan did housework behind her back.

I can't bear to be left out and feared like this.So one day when she was working, I snatched her cleaning tools.

"You... what are you doing?" She seemed a little annoyed.But it's good for her to be angry, so I will be happier.

"Can we talk?" I stared at her, but she didn't dare to look at me when I saw her.

"What do you want to say..."

When she said that, I didn't know what to say. "I... I, do you hate me?"

"No." She turned her head and looked elsewhere.

Don't dare to look at me, she hates me...

"Really?"

"real."

"Then let's talk about what you like and don't like!"

"..." Maybe she thought I was annoying, "Don't be like this, I have to mop the floor!"

"Then tell me what you like and what you don't like!" I held the mop and refused to give it to her.

"I don't like those who stay at home every day with nothing to do, move their hands and feet at every turn, and say things that embarrass me and embarrass me, and I don't like those who talk nonsense to my children." She seemed to explode, saying Just say it so smoothly. "I'm sorry, I'm talking too much! I'm going to mop the floor!" While I was stunned, she snatched the mop I was holding.

Isn't what she said just talking about me?

In fact, she just doesn't like me...

That evening, instead of showing up in the kitchen, I hid in my room.I didn't cry, I didn't sit still, and I didn't sleep, but I was thinking about life.

"Haiqing, it's time to eat." Zhang Yan knocked on my door.

"No, I'm not hungry, so I won't eat. Just eat." I swallowed those words weakly under the quilt.After a while, Zhang Yan's footsteps sounded, then gradually became smaller and finally disappeared.

And I was in bed, thinking about one thing, two choices.If I go on like this, there will be no results with Zhang Yan, but there are two choices in front of me: one is to live in the opposite direction of my original life, and the other is to continue like this, which is no different from what I am now.

But these two choices made me think for a long time. If I choose one, even if I make it, what if she still hates me?I don't think I can bear such a big blow. I can't bear the feeling of "after trying hard, but being rejected with one sentence". I don't think I have strong psychological endurance at all. , then I might seek death.However, if I choose the second one, I may not be hit hard, but she will hate me more and more...

I thought in the room for a day and a half, and Zhang Yan knocked on my door several times, but I didn't go out.

In the end I decided to flip a coin to determine my fate, "Choose one side of the word, choose two on the other side." I said this to myself, and then the hand holding the coin, tossed up...

"I'm hungry." I changed myself into clothes that still look good, and said loudly when I stepped out of the room.I knew Zhang Yan could definitely hear it, but as expected, she ran out from somewhere in the living room.

"Are you hungry? Wait a minute, I'll heat up the food for you." After speaking, Zhang Yan ran into the kitchen.

In fact, she is really nice, otherwise she hates me so much, why would she leave food for me?

After a while, she brought out the hot meal.I looked at the food in front of me, there was so much left, did she really eat it?

"Have you eaten? Why are there so many left?"

"I ate it, I ate it, but I accidentally overcooked it when I made it..."

I know she is not a person without measure, she doesn't like waste, I don't believe it if she does too much. "Then take an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks. I can't finish it by myself, so help me finish it together."

"But……"

"It's not good to waste it!" I smiled and said to her. I haven't seen her for a day. I feel that she has lost weight. Is it my illusion?

"it is good……"

After eating, I packed up my things and was ready to go out.

"Where are you going?"

For a person like me who doesn't leave the door and doesn't take another step, going out is simply an incredible thing. "I went out for a walk, and I didn't come back until dinner."

"...I'm sorry!" She bowed her head to me.

"Why do you say I'm sorry?" I really don't like her saying these three words to me.

"What I said yesterday, I..."

"It's none of your business. I just want to go out and relax. I'll be back soon." I said softly, opened the door and walked out.

I stepped on my meal and went home. As soon as I opened the door, I saw her walking over, "You're back!"

A strange thought came to my mind, it was like a husband and Gu Nei's wife coming home from get off work.I smiled and said to her, "I'm back."

While eating, Zhang Yan took out a coin, "Don't throw your money around, it will be wasted if you don't have it." After speaking, she put the coin in my hand.And when she put it in my hand, the upward side of the coin was written.

I asked her, "Do you remember which side was up when you found this coin?"

"I didn't remember, is it important?" She seemed a little nervous, as if she was worried about whether she had a child who did something wrong.

I shook my head, "No, it doesn't matter at all. Let's eat."

In fact, when I flipped the coin, I suddenly thought of the result of the second way, that is, one day in the future, she will leave me.As soon as I thought of this, I caught the falling coin, threw it in a corner of the room without looking at it, and turned around to change clothes...

Death is better than her just disappearing in front of me.