16 cm lady! ?

Our meeting once made me look for her for a whole month, but she seemed to have forgotten me.

On this day, the school was on holiday, so I chose to take the bus home.

The station was crowded with people, and I was a little uncomfortable being squeezed.

"I'm sorry, I stepped on your foot." I was stepped on by a girl with fluttering hair. I was in a bad mood and was about to say something to her, but found that the other person's voice was a little familiar.

She was already shorter than me, and she bowed her head to me because of apology.

I had no choice but to bend my legs and tilt my head to see her face.It really was her!My mood instantly improved, and a smile appeared on my face.

I stood up straight, put my hands on her shoulders, and pulled her up. "It's really you!" I said excitedly.

She looked up at me and asked puzzledly, "Who are you?"

A thunderbolt hit my heart, she forgot about me...

"You..." But think about it, yes, how could she remember me, but only once, how could she have so many delusions. "Oh, you may have forgotten. We met a month ago! I am the one you saw in the toilet without toilet paper a month ago!" I said a little messy and a little loud.The people next to her laughed when they heard it, and she laughed too. "Hahaha……"

I watched her smile, my face was a little red, I don't know if it was because she laughed at me or because of her smile.

"That... I..." I was at a loss.I've always wanted to see her, but now that I see her, I don't know what to say or what to do.

"I remember." She straightened the crooked backpack strap, smiled and said to me: "I should go, see you again." She turned and left.

"Wait!" I didn't care about my backpack falling to the ground, and pulled her arm, making her look a little slanted.

She turned around with a sullen look on her face, "Student, is there anything else you can do?"

"Well, don't call me classmate anymore, call me Haiqing, Jiang Haiqing." I let go of her arm, stopped in mid-air, and smiled, waiting for her to shake hands with me.

She was startled for a moment, then reached out and held my hand. "My name is Zhang Yan."

I was so excited to finally know her name. "Zhang Yan! Your name is very nice!"

"Your ones are not bad either. Three waters. Just different from mine. I brought two fires." When she mentioned the name, I immediately thought of a word: the blending of water and fire...

"It's getting late, I should go." She left without saying a few words.I can't bear it, but I can't help it.

"Goodbye!" I waved to her, and she waved to me.I watched her leaving back, and silently wrote down her train and her hometown.

When I got back to school, I started asking her again.I know the name, but nothing else.I don't even know what grade she is in.However, typing sounds a lot easier with a name.So soon, I got some news about her.

After knowing where her dormitory is, I ran to her dormitory every day.Her old friends are all familiar with me, but she hasn't gotten to know me well yet.However, at least they can be regarded as friends, and I am still very satisfied.

But after I know she has a boyfriend, I'm not satisfied at all, I want more, more...

But I don't know what to do, I can only establish a close friendship with her little by little, one step at a time.That's it for graduation...

"Hai Qing, why haven't you seen your boyfriend for so long?" Zhang Yan asked me.

Where did my boyfriend come from?How can I say this?Do you want to say that I don't have a boyfriend because of you?Or should I say I don't like men anymore?

I shook my head, "I don't have a boyfriend."

"No?" She didn't seem to believe it, "You lie to me! You are so beautiful, how could there be no one!"

No matter how beautiful she is, she is not as pretty as you.

"It's really gone!" I pushed her lightly, "When did you become such a gossip?"

"I'm almost graduating, maybe I've become a little impatient... forget it if you don't have any, remember to tell me if you have any." Zhang Yan winked at me.

My heartbeat seems to be much faster. I thought I could just watch her happy like this, but I can't seem to do it. "That..." I swallowed, breathing heavily.

"Ok?"

"Actually... I have someone I like!" I spoke intermittently, even I couldn't accept it.

"Really!" Zhang Yan was also excited, "Why didn't you tell me earlier! Tell me, tell me, who is it!"

"I was thinking about whether to... confess..." I hid my hands behind my back, hooking my fingers with each other, so that Zhang Yan didn't see it.

Zhang Yan's excitement has also faded a lot, "Girls still have to be more reserved, but if you meet someone you like, it's nothing to take the initiative. I support your confession!" Zhang Yan clenched his fists and encouraged me.

Do you really want me to confess?

"But...but she has a partner!"

Zhang Yan frowned, "Then you'd better...don't go, after all, it's better to demolish ten temples than ruin a marriage..."

"But I... I like her! I really like her! I feel like I'll never be able to like anyone else in my life!" I frowned, and I was waiting for her answer. 'If she supports me, then I confess, if she doesn't, then I stay away from her. 'I said secretly in my heart.

Zhang Yan lowered her head in thought. She didn't move, which made me a little nervous. I swallowed and stood beside her quietly, not moving.

Finally, she spoke.

"It's actually very bad for you to be like this. I just said it: I'd rather demolish ten temples than ruin one marriage..." I felt like crying, if I didn't confess my love, I wouldn't confess it, anyway, if I did, I would be rejected.

"But..." But?turning point?My heart was lifted.

"If he doesn't have a girlfriend, you won't be told what to do." Zhang Yan put his hand on my shoulder, "Do you want to wait for him to break up before confessing?" I know, she cares about me and doesn't want to Let me be gossiped.

"She doesn't have a girlfriend." I pursed my lips to keep myself from laughing.I am very happy now.

"No girlfriend?" She didn't believe it. "Didn't you just say that he has a partner? Could it be...you lied to me?"

"No. The world is a lesson, my words are not false at all." Not at all, it's just that you hear 'her' as 'he'.

"How is that possible..."

"Because her partner is a man." I looked into Zhang Yan's eyes, and I knew she must think it was 'he' rather than 'she', so I'll see if she has any views on gay men first.

"You...you like a gay?" Zhang Yan looked at me with wide eyes, as if what I said seemed unbelievable.

Instead of answering her question directly, I asked her: "What do you think of homosexuality?"

Zhang Yan sighed deeply, "Oh~ why do you fall in love with a gay..."

"It's not very nice to be gay," she said after a moment of silence.

"Why not?"

"It's not good for you to ask me...they can't have children, they have no offspring."

"And then?" I looked at her with a smile. This question was used to convince myself not to bend over when I first thought I was gay.Now she asks me...

"Then...then they will be said by people, people's words are awesome!"

"Any more?"

"And... and..." I think she couldn't think of anything wrong even if she tried to break her little head.

"You can't say it? Then it's up to me to say it now."

She stared at me blankly, she definitely couldn't guess what I wanted to say. "The child is actually not a problem, as long as you adopt one, it's okay if you don't have a blood relationship. Now sons can beat their fathers, and there is actually no difference between the biological one and the adopted one."

She didn't seem to expect that I would say such a thing. It stands to reason that I should reject and hate homosexuality, so how could I accept it?

"Xiao Yan, can I ask you a question?"

"what is the problem?"

"Do you think you need others to support you in your future life?"

"unnecessary."

"Does that require someone else to do everything for you?"

"unnecessary."

"Then your business is none of other people's business. Do you care what other people gossip about you?"

"This..." She knew what I was going to say next, so she hesitated. "But, the person you like is gay, so you have no chance? Why do you still say... so supportive of them?"

I'm ready to confess!Take a deep breath! "I didn't seem to say that the person I like is gay just now." My hands were shaking, but I hid them behind my back.

"you……"

"Actually, I'm gay. It's just that the person I like has a partner and a boyfriend." I approached her step by step, and her legs moved back a little.

I grabbed her hand, afraid that she would run away, "Do you know who the person I like is..."

"Don't say it!" Zhang Yan tried desperately to break free from my hand, but I was stronger than her, and she couldn't break free, so she chose to block her ears with her hands.

I pulled her hand down so that she wouldn't block it. "I like you!" I yelled.

At this moment, it seems that the whole world has stopped.

"..." She became much quieter and stopped struggling. I gradually relaxed my grip on her arm, and finally let go of her hand.She was so quiet that I found it a little scary. "You..." I said, wanting to see if she was okay.

"Do you think this is okay?" She looked up into my eyes, and I saw tears in her eyes.

"I……"

"You know, I've always considered you my best best friend." Best friend?I always thought that I was just an inconspicuous one among her many friends.

She let the tears fall without wiping them.I reached out to wipe the tears from her face, but she avoided it.

"Oh, that's it..." I smiled helplessly, am I not even considered a friend now?

"I'm sorry..." She wiped herself off and apologized to me.

Why are you apologizing to me? "You don't have to apologize, you have nothing to be sorry for me." I'm a little sorry for you, for letting you lose a best friend!