In fact, this is not such a special story. Just like thousands of love stories, they have a crush on each other, and they are together, but they are separated due to some pressure.

The only thing that seems a little different is probably because this love affair started with the two people's obsession with voice, and they are both addicted to each other's voice, as if they can get different touches and satisfactions just through voice chat.At that time, Gu Changchuan was still a graduate student. Unlike universities, graduate students were usually more independent, and they seemed a little more distant from each other.It seems that everyone keeps a just right distance, neither targeting each other nor being too close to each other. In addition, Gu Changchuan is a slightly introverted and indifferent person, so there are even fewer friends around him. He didn't mind much, but the occasional loneliness still made him feel a little unbearable.His parents have long refused to contact him because of his sexual orientation, and his relatives and friends at home seem to have forgotten him as a person. He lives alone in a strange city, and his real life is not good at all, so most of his energy is pinned on him. academically and online.

It was at this time that Feng Hailiang appeared. From the beginning of fumbling into the circle to gradually becoming popular, Feng Hailiang can be said to have walked with him all the way.The two chatted together, discussed the future together, studied the script together, and acted together... Although Gu Changchuan gradually had some unexplainable feelings for Feng Hailiang, he never said it out.On the one hand, it is because of his disappointment and distrust of the love view of the gay group. On the other hand, the biggest reason is that Feng Hailiang has always said that he is a straight man.

There are quite a few straight men in the online dating circle who match danmei. Although straight men seem to be inexplicably attractive to gays, Gu Changchuan has never been willing to bend straight men. That would challenge his moral bottom line.This road is not easy to walk, why do you have to pull an innocent back.

So he could only suppress his feelings. Although he and Feng Hailiang had become the official CP, even though that person would occasionally call him his wife in jokes, and made some harmless jokes shamelessly, Gu Changchuan knew that Feng Hailiang would never Fall in love with a man.

However, all this only lasts until the two meet.After three years of acquaintance, they finally had the chance to meet each other. Feng Hailiang blushed strangely the first time he met Gu Changchuan.Then, the slow exploration on the Internet and the advantages of geographical location also made the two meet several times after the first meeting.Gradually it developed from two-dimensional to three-dimensional, and that layer of film was slowly pierced.

It was also the first time that Gu Changchuan fell in love. Although he was three years older than Feng Hailiang, he was more nervous and correct than Feng Hailiang. Every time he held hands and every kiss seemed to be endowed with a special meaning. Commendable.It's a pity...Feng Hailiang couldn't hold on, and when his family was about to see the clues, Feng Hailiang stopped.Not surfing the Internet, not accessing QQ, Weibo disappears, calls are not answered, text messages are not returned...

Unable to bear his inexplicable indifference, Gu Changchuan went downstairs to his house.

At that time, Feng Hailiang was still living with his family, and Gu Changchuan went there once when no one was around.

That time, there was a rare snowfall in the southwest. Although it was a thin layer, it seemed to be somewhat romantic.Gu Changchuan continued to comfort himself, maybe Feng Hailiang just encountered some problems.

Because of the snow, there were very few people in the community, and Gu Changchuan's shadow looked extraordinarily lonely under the street lights.Then, he saw the person he was most familiar with, and also saw the people around him.

Gu Changchuan was a little unable to walk. When he met Ji, he had seen that cute child. He was young, cute and very popular.The screen name is also very cute, called Mung Bean Xiaowanzi.

He hid behind an unlit tree and listened to the conversation of the two men.

Although mung bean balls look small, they speak very logically and convincingly.Regarding Feng Hailiang's confusion and worries, he analyzed them one by one. Although he did not target Gu Changchuan, what was revealed between the lines was that Feng Hailiang would not be allowed to take this difficult road.

It was also at this time that Gu Changchuan knew what Feng Hailiang was worried about, that Feng Hailiang's mother had seen two people secretly holding hands and slapped Feng Hailiang, and that Feng Hailiang had a girlfriend and expected to get married.

He hated himself for being slow, hated why he believed in Feng Hailiang who had never liked a man before, hated why he couldn't resist the temptation, and hated why he couldn't rationally refuse Feng Hailiang's proposal, which might be a whim...

Mung bean Xiaowanzi asked Yisha Binghe: Do you like Changchuan?

He didn't hesitate: he loved it.

Want to live with him?

Thought.But...but I can't let my family down, I'm in pain, I can't choose, I don't know what to do.

Gu Changchuan has always been a calm person. He didn't run away halfway to avoid misunderstandings. He listened to the conversation between the two until Mung Bean Xiaowanzi left and Feng Hailiang went upstairs.His feet were already cold, and his legs seemed to be frozen in place.He still didn't leave, his head was empty, and he kept thinking about Feng Hailiang's words.

Finally came to a conclusion.

He likes me, but not enough.

Feng Hailiang told Gu Changchuan of his decision by disappearing for a short time, and he reappeared after a while. Although he still talked and joked with Gu Changchuan, he was still a friend in the eyes of others, but that feeling was gone.Gradually, other people also saw the clues.This CP is self-defeating.

……

"Then...why did you pinch so hard for a while?"

Qi Xiaoming, who had finished listening to the story, couldn't help asking questions that had been puzzling him.

Gu Changchuan chuckled, "Because there was a friend who knew about it at the time, I told her about Feng Hailiang's decision, she was so angry that she went directly to Pink and hung him up, and it turned out..."

That friend later apologized to Gu Changchuan and quit the circle, but the influence caused was unprecedented. Gu Changchuan's fans exposed Feng Hailiang's flesh, and even hung up mung bean balls, which had a great impact on Feng Hailiang. The matter was naturally announced to the public, and Feng Hailiang's parents knew about it.During that time, Feng Hailiang retreated temporarily, and Mung Bean Maruko didn't go online again, so the fans of the two targeted Gu Changchuan again, thinking that Gu Changchuan was playing tricks to force the two to quit the circle.Gu Changchuan then gradually left the network distribution network.

……

"This...is absolutely amazing." Qi Xiaoming couldn't think of anything to say, and could only lament the power of the Internet.

Gu Changchuan said: "In fact, everyone is responsible for this kind of consequences, and I shouldn't tell the matter." Gu Changchuan was also angry at the time, and told this incident to one of his closest friends on the Internet.In fact, that girl also wanted to express her anger for him, but unexpectedly, Gu Changchuan became a "scheming" in others' mouths

"Then why is he looking for you now?"

"I don't know, I probably feel guilty too."

After Feng Hailiang scolded Gu Changchuan excessively on QQ, he came to apologize after a while, saying that he was too angry at the time, and that this incident had a great impact on his three-dimensional life. Gu Changchuan expressed his understanding and also agreed. Said that the two have nothing to do with each other from now on, and they are completely broken.

Knowing the story that he had always wanted to know, Qi Xiaoming was not happy, but felt an indescribable block in his heart.The room was so quiet that it seemed that only the heartbeats of each other could be heard.Gu Changchuan was silent, and Qi Xiaoming peeked at it several times, probably recalling the past, with a sad expression on his face.

"Hey, it's all over, don't think about it, go to sleep first."

"En." Gu Changchuan replied and lay down.But there were so many worries that he couldn't sleep at all.

Knowing that he was not asleep, Qi Xiaoming sighed, and said, "Although I may be naive when I say these words, I still feel that everyone has a process of gradually maturing. I won't judge your feelings, just from the way of handling, Your actions back then may have been inappropriate, but Feng Hailiang went too far, and you are not wrong."

Gu Changchuan's heart warmed, but he also felt a little ridiculous. He was already 28, and he even let a child comfort him. "Thank you, Xiaoming."

Xiao... Xiaoming!

What a surprise!Qi Xiaoming chuckled, reached out to turn off the light, two people randomly turned off their mobile phones one after another, the room fell into darkness for a short while, Qi Xiaoming turned to Gu Changchuan's direction, very satisfied.

Probably because he was too busy with work during the day, Gu Changchuan fell asleep quickly, and there was the sound of shallow breathing in the room. The more Qi Xiaoming thought about it, the happier he became, and he was tossing and turning on the bed alone.

He and the male god slept together, hahahahaha, although they slept separately, but since they have already slept in the same room, is the day of sleeping in the same bed far away?hum (ˉ(∞)ˉ) chirp.

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