cold jade blue

Li Qingyu put his hand on his chest to feel his intense heartbeat, and closed his eyes.It is only now that he feels how terrible it is to be used to relying on a person, even for Lin Xian, he does not have such a feeling of over-dependence.Originally, after Lei Xin's death, he thought that even if he was the only one left, he could live a heartless life, but now he is used to having him by his side. If he also leaves him, he can adapt to that kind of life again ?

Li Qingyu couldn't be found anywhere, Leng Yi had been waiting anxiously in the house for a long time, finally saw Li Qingyu who was walking slowly, and hurried to his side and asked in concern: "Master, where have you been?"

Li Qingyu saw the sword on the table at a glance, he recognized it as his father's, and sincerely praised: "It's so beautiful."

Leng Yi looked at Li Qingyu worriedly: "Master, what's wrong with you?"

Li Qingyu shook her head: "Leng Yi, I have never asked you how you feel since you came to me. It is my fault. How much do you remember about the Leng family?"

Leng Yi thought to himself that these two people were really father and son, so he asked the same questions, and replied in the same way: "I vividly remember the family's disaster. As a descendant of the Leng family, of course I dare not forget everything."

Li Qingyu said again: "Then did your father really commit such a serious crime?"

Leng Yi felt strange, the young master seemed to be a different person today, he became somewhat similar to Li Xiaoan, he always thought they were two completely different people.But facing Li Qingyu, he was much more relaxed than in front of Li Xiaoan, so he said truthfully: "I don't think it's possible. Although I was young at that time, I also knew that my father was a clean and honest official and would never do that. kind of thing."

Li Qingyu stared at Leng Yi closely and asked carefully, "If you had the chance, would you look for evidence to rehabilitate the Leng family?"

"If there is an opportunity, I will do whatever it takes." The young man's eyes showed extraordinary determination, which was charming but disturbing.But he went on to say: "But I am a servant of the Li family, and the young master must take priority in everything. Obedience to the young master is the most important thing in Leng Yi's life."

He opened his mouth, but Li Qingyu found that he couldn't say anything. After a moment of silence, he opened his mouth again and said, "I will help you and do my best."

Looking at the surprised Leng Yi, Li Qingyu continued: "relatively, don't make me feel uneasy." He even thought a little fiercely, anyone in the world can betray me and leave me, only you can't.Thinking about it, he felt that he was very bad, maybe Li Xiaoan was right, he was just taking advantage of his indifference, because he was too afraid of being alone.

After recovering, looking at Li Qingyu with a lonely face, he said coldly and seriously: "Okay."

Li Qingyu finally smiled softly: "It's getting late, and you're tired today, go to bed early." He knew that this person was always not good at words, and just one word made him feel much more at ease.

Leng Yi spent much less time with Li Qingyu, because he had to learn kung fu according to Li Xiaoan's instructions.Li Qingyu didn't say much, as if the days passed by day by day.A few days later, Lin Xian came to visit Li Qingyu, and he was relieved to see that he was fine, but he still asked nervously: "I was not in the capital a few days ago, and I heard that elder brother came to visit Li's house, is it you?" I'm with him." He hesitated for a moment and said, "Are you all right?"

Li Qingyu smiled: "Brother Lin, don't worry, it's just a meal together, what can happen."

It's not that Lin Xian doesn't know what kind of person his elder brother is. Since he was a child, he has been especially interested in beauties, regardless of gender.He only hoped that he would be more restrained when he became a relative, but he would go to the Three Treasures Hall for everything, and Lin Xian couldn't help but worry when he was not around.

"Brother Lin, tell me, what kind of mentality is it that you want to keep a person firmly in your side, want him to only see you, and don't want him to leave your side? All things are equal, isn't it a bad person to think like this? ?" Li Qingyu asked suddenly when Lin Xian was in a daze.

Lin Xian knocked over the tea in hand with a "snap", hurriedly said: "I, I don't know..."

Li Qingyu hurriedly called the maid to come in to clean up, and laughed at him: "Brother Lin is such a big man, why is he still so reckless, is he burning?" Then he laughed and said, "I think you are the most knowledgeable person in the world, how could you not know."

Feeling the coolness in the palm of his hand, when Lin Xian raised his head again, he took the handkerchief and wiped it with his hands calmly: "Did you read this feeling from a book, or did you experience it yourself?"

Li Qingyu dismissed the servants, stood up and poured another cup of tea for Lin Xian himself: "Of course I read it from the book, and I didn't understand it, so I asked Brother Lin."

This kid can't lie, because he doesn't care, so he is not good at it.Especially when facing yourself, if there is something you want to cover up, your eyes will flicker when you speak.When he was young, he didn't want to learn martial arts, so he lied to Lin Xian that he had contracted a cold, and he didn't look at him like that at that time.Lin Xian stared at Li Qingyu's beautiful eyes for a long time without saying a word.

"Speaking of which, Brother Lin is almost at the age where he can get married. I wonder if Uncle Lin has arranged a marriage for Brother Lin? Or does Brother Lin have a woman he admires?" Li Qingyu put the tea in his hand again.

Lin Xian took a sip and said, "Do you still remember the article I taught you by Zhuge Kongming? Husband's aspirations should be lofty, admiration for the virtuous, and passionless...?" Lin Xian hesitated. He just said that sentence. Only then did I realize, Mu Xianxian, desperate for lust... Lin Xian, Qingyu... Does this indicate something?As soon as the idea came to him, he laughed at himself again, why he thought about it like a child.

"The qi is stagnant, so that the aspirations of the common people are revealed, and there is a feeling of compassion." Li Qingyu didn't care, and continued skillfully: "I remember it all."

Lin Xian nodded with satisfaction: "So a man should start a career first, and then a family."

Li Qingyu smiled: "Believe in all the books, it is better to have no books. Although what the sages said is reasonable, you can't believe it all. Family affairs are national affairs, world affairs, and family affairs are still in the first place."

"What are you doing asking about this? Could it be that Qingyu already has a woman he likes?" Lin Xian didn't continue the conversation, but asked jokingly.

Li Qingyu smiled and said: "How can it be, Qingyu is still young, and has never thought about these things."

Lin Xian went up to scratch his nose: "It's not too small, it was such a soft ball when you were young. Before you knew it, you've grown so big, I really can't bear it." Li Qingyu puffed up and was about to refute, when Lin Xian Then he sighed and said: "But... the longer it is, the better it is."

Li Qingyu, who was praised, was still very happy, turned her head away to prevent Lin Xian from seeing her hot cheeks, Li Qingyu said: "Brother Lin, you are so good-looking, you can tease Qingyu."

Lin Xian smiled, suddenly remembered something and asked again: "Then what do you think about relationships?"

Li Qingyu drank tea and said indifferently: "I remember telling Brother Lin when I was a child that Qingyu hated big men with three wives and four concubines. Qingyu only wants to win the hearts of one person in this life, and never leave each other. "

Hearing this, Lin Xian couldn't help looking sideways at him, and Li Qingyu continued: "Brother Lin, if you have someone you love, you must treat her like a treasure, cherish her, and don't make her sad." He looked at Lin Xian's eyes, speaking seriously.

Amused by Li Qingyu's words, Lin Xian turned his face away, but smiled helplessly.This child is still so stupid, how can they control their feelings and fate so easily in their own hands, how can they be free to do whatever they want?

However, Qingyu, the child he saw as Qingyu since he was a child, was like water jade.I have such beautiful thoughts in my heart.I only wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated... It's really beautiful.Even if he is powerless to change anything now, even if he only has such good hopes, it is enough for Lin Xian to go on in the difficult and difficult life.One day, he will be able to control everything.

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Since yesterday’s update was so late, let’s go to the second update today~~ But in the future, I won’t be able to update it every day, let’s update it the next day, it’s too exhausting, and I have to go to class, the whole person is about to split, and there is no encouragement and comfort ~~ So heartbroken...