cold jade blue

She put down her chopsticks, and looked at Li Xiao'an with a pair of beautiful eyes, with a half-smile and a provocative look: "Since you think I'm not good at teaching, then you can teach yourself. Even if you are at home, you don't see anyone every day, and finally met once. Either blame Qingyuan or blame me. Are you still thinking about that woman? She is gentle and virtuous, and you should miss her. You can find someone who is gentle and virtuous! Anyway, I still have a son to stand up for me. Look at her That son, just like her, is a waste like a soft-legged shrimp, useless at all!"

At the beginning, Mu Ling spoke very calmly, but when he spoke, his tone was filled with sobs and anger, and in the end, the whole person exploded, as if he blurted out all the words without thinking.

Li Xiaoan, who has always been good-faced and conceited, and likes to do everything without leaking water, has never been so criticized by someone. Before Mu Ling finished speaking, he became angry, slammed the table and shouted loudly: "Do you know that you What are you talking about?"

Li Xiaoan, a martial arts practitioner, looks weak but actually has great strength.He knocked all the teacups on the table to the ground with one slap, and they shattered with a "crack", which also shook Mu Ling's sanity back.

"I'm sorry, master." Taking a breath, she gently put down her chopsticks, frowned, stood aside and knelt down to make amends to Li Xiaoan: "It was my concubine's unintentional mistake just now, I hope the master will forgive me crime."

Li Xiaoan was very angry, but it was impossible for him to quarrel with Mu Ling because of this matter, so he waved his hands: "Get up, calm yourself down, I'll go back first." Then he stood up angrily go outside.

Mu Ling clutched the corners of his clothes tightly with both hands, slightly raised his head to see a beautiful but unusual pattern on Li Xiaoan's clothes, his eyes were so cold that they almost froze into ice!

On the other side, Li Qingyuan dragged Li Qingyu around and went straight to the garden of the mansion, and ordered no one to follow.Li Qingyu doesn't like gardens very much, thinking that he probably likes the flowers and plants in the garden, but now it's winter, and there are not many flowers blooming in the garden, and he guessed that it might be because the children want to play around, The garden is more spacious.

Mostly because he didn't take care of the children, Li Qingyu felt that he couldn't guess what this younger brother was thinking at all.Along the way, I saw him running ahead, and I followed behind with a smile. It had been a long time since I felt so relaxed.

After running for a while, Li Qingyuan felt that he was walking behind slowly, so he turned around and grabbed his hand and led him to run forward together.

"Slow down, slow down Xiaoyuan..." Li Qingyu usually doesn't exercise very much, but after being led by Li Qingyu for a few steps, she was out of breath and felt a little ashamed of herself.

Li Qingyuan smiled, but his pace was faster, leading him, and the two of them arrived beside Bixin Lake before they knew it.After being so far away, Li Qingyu stood still as if frightened.

His memory of this place still stays in the time when Lin Yue had mischievous intentions towards him when he was a child, and in the end Leng Yi jumped into the lake in the cold winter in order to help him retrieve the jade beads that Lin Xian sent and fell into the lake.

Recalling that time, when he realized that he was about to lose his coldness, Li Qingyu couldn't help shivering.

Reminiscing is a very tiring thing, just like insomnia, no matter how you lie down, let alone this situation, thinking about it makes Li Qingyu's heart ache even more.

Li Qingyuan laughed at him: "Brother, it's not yet the twelfth lunar month of winter, why is it so cold?"

Li Qingyu recovered from the memories, and shook her head at him to indicate that she was fine.

Li Qingyuan breathed a sigh of relief, then looked up at him again: "Brother, the ring...I want it."

Unexpectedly, Li Qingyuan continued the topic before the meal, and Li Qingyu was in a dilemma: "That is really a bit embarrassing, but if you really want it so much, I can try it..."

"Is that ring really meaningful to you?" Li Qingyuan squinted at him.

"It's not counting..." Li Qingyu wanted to shake his head and deny it immediately, but in a flash, he really didn't want to say such words against the person and object he valued so much.After a pause, he still nodded and said, "Yes, it's very important!"

Seeing that Li Qingyuan was slightly disappointed, Li Qingyu took his hand and persuaded him softly: "Xiaoyuan, shall I find you something else to have fun with?"

Li Qingyuan laughed, did not pick up the topic but changed the subject suddenly: "Brother, why haven't you come back to live?"

Li Qingyu still answered the same way: "I am more comfortable living alone."

"Is it because of Qingyuan? Because of Qingyuan's birth..." Li Qingyuan took his brother's hand, looking a little disappointed and aggrieved: "Because of Qingyuan's birth, my parents don't love my brother anymore, so my brother has to move out of?"

"That's not true!" Li Qingyu shook his head violently, and stretched out his arms to hug him: "Your birth is a gift from heaven to me. Your existence is the only reason why I am willing to come back to this home."

"Then why don't you come back?" Li Qingyuan hugged his brother tightly, his voice choked with sobs: "Come back and be with Qingyuan. Qingyuan doesn't want anything, and he doesn't want to think about anything, he just wants to be with brother ..."

Hearing Li Qingyuan's weak voice, Li Qingyu almost softened his heart, but when he thought of the Qifengyuan and Phoenix Tree destroyed by Mu Ling, a fire in his heart unconsciously rose.He still shook his head, if he really went back to Li's house, he would definitely have many fierce conflicts with Mu Ling, which would not be good for Qingyuan.

"Brother, don't you want to be with Qingyuan?" Li Qingyuan raised his head, tears suddenly fell down from his fair and handsome face, which shocked Li Qingyu.

"no……"

Li Qingyuan lowered his head, let go of his brother, walked slowly to Bixin Lake and squatted down, looked at the scenery by the lake, and asked in a sad tone: "Brother, do you want to get married?"

This topic is too jumpy, Li Qingyu is really a little confused.Thinking of Mu Ling's words at the dinner table, he replied with some helplessness: "I don't want to get married..."

"But isn't my brother already at the age when he should get married?" Li Qingyuan turned to look at him: "Why don't you want to get married?"

Originally wanted to sit next to his younger brother to accompany him, but was stunned by his words, Li Qingyu stood there in a daze and replied: "I...haven't met anyone who is suitable or like me. I haven't met the best one yet. Before me, other people are nothing but floating clouds in front of my eyes. There is an old saying, 'One life is a couple', don't you think this is beautiful?"

This is what Leng Yi said to herself. Ever since that person left, Li Qingyu has chewed every word he said to herself in his heart. There is a different feeling.

"Are you waiting for someone?" Li Qingyuan laughed with tears in his eyes, his smile was a little weird.

"You can also say that." Li Qingyu was speechless. Why did the conversation with his younger brother always revolve around these topics?To his younger brother, he didn't want to lie, but it would be useless to talk about this kind of thing, so he turned to ask: "How is Xiao Yuan's recent homework?"

"Who are you waiting for?" To his surprise, Li Qingyuan was not affected by his brother at all, but stubbornly wanted to find out why.

"Xiaoyuan!" Li Qingyu was a little angry, he didn't want to think about it.Because every time he brings up this topic, he will think of the feeling when that person is by his side, and then he will think that this beloved person is going to fight in the Fuji Kingdom at this time, what a disaster!He himself was always worried that he would hear some bad news from Lin Xian anytime.During the day, whether he was facing Luo Huan, Lin Xian or Feng Lu, he could chat and laugh with them calmly.But at night, who can know the pain of tossing and turning and being unable to sleep at night?

Every time I see a scene, every time I taste a delicacy, every time I hear a joke, I think, if only you were here...

Who can understand this kind of pain?

"Would you rather wait for that illusory person than stay with me?" Li Qingyuan suddenly stood up and turned around, shouting at Li Qingyu.

Li Qingyu was startled by the sudden change of attitude, he didn't care about the strangeness of his words, and reached out to pull him over to comfort him.

"You don't understand my feelings at all! Brother... Since you are Qingyuan's elder brother, why can't you be Qingyuan's alone? Sometimes I am very glad that God let me be your younger brother, because in this way I can have your unique But sometimes I hate this, because I often realize that your tenderness to me is only because of this layer of relationship! Your smile, your tears, all your emotions are only for that invisible People who can't touch it show up!" He covered his face with his hands, and tears kept streaming down his fingers: "If only I could have been born ten years earlier, I won't miss you for so many years..."

"Xiao Yuan, what are you talking about?" After hearing this, Li Qingyu was still surprised, and took two steps forward.

"I hate your brother, I hate you the most!" Li Qingyu cried, "Why are you my brother!"

It's like lightning!Li Qingyu's footsteps stopped suddenly, he always thought that Li Qingyuan liked him very much, at least he wouldn't hate him.

But what did he just hear?

"Brother." Li Qingyuan tried to force a wry smile on his face: "It would be great if I could do it all over again. If I could live again, I could meet you and guard you until we die together..."

He was standing by Bixin Lake, making a gesture as if he wanted to embrace, Li Qingyu took a few steps forward to embrace him, but he smiled and fell back, with a "plop" fell into the lake.

Li Qingyu's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and he was stunned for a moment, then he rushed to the lake and cried out heart-rendingly: "Xiao Yuan!"