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Seeing that Leng Yi obviously misunderstood, Li Qingyu hurriedly wanted to explain, but he choked up when the words came to his lips, he was a little depressed, why didn't Leng Yi believe him?

Li Qingyu's hesitation and hesitation made Leng Yi feel even colder. He was stunned for a moment, grabbed Li Qingyu's arm and asked loudly, "Why?"

Why?He didn't know what was wrong with him, he obviously trusted Qingyu, and never doubted Qingyu's feelings for him, but he was still restless and confused from time to time, wanting more and more confirmation.

In his heart, love means monopoly, but how to monopolize?This is a big price to pay.Especially after entering the officialdom, he found that he understood Lin Xian's feelings better. He left at the beginning just because he wanted to stand taller and have more.Everyone has a sharp weapon in their hands, and only by abandoning all threats can they be confident and confident. After all, only by protecting yourself can you protect the person you love the most.

At that time, he was still mocking Lin Xian who had left for many years and had lost the chance to be by Qingyu's side again.But he didn't expect that Feng Shui would take turns, and now he was leaving too, and he didn't have the courage or confidence. If he left, would the relationship between him and Qingyu be as good as before? He hated himself for everything. powerless.

Just thinking about it, Li Qingyu frowned and shook his arms: "It hurts."

Hearing Li Qingyu's cry of pain, Leng Yi hurriedly let go of his hand, but just after pulling, Li Qingyu's collar was slightly opened, and Leng Yi caught a glimpse of the looming red marks inside the collar.

He pointed at that place with a cold wink and asked, "What is that? Don't you think you should give me a reasonable explanation?"

Looking down, Li Qingyu had just noticed it, and couldn't help being shocked. He clutched the collar of his shirt for a while, lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "The last thing I wanted was to be known by you, but I didn't expect that I couldn't hide it in the end. live."

Leng Yi followed closely: "What are you trying to hide from me? Why are you hiding it?"

"Let me make it clear first that this matter has nothing to do with Brother Lin, I was the one who was stupid..." Li Qingyu looked at Leng Yi and said something, then lowered his head, very helplessly, and told Leng Yi what happened before and after.

After listening to it, Leng Yi was shocked and didn't know what to say for a while.After a while, he hugged Li Qingyu tightly, his tone became weak, and he repeated over and over again: "I'm sorry Qingyu, I'm sorry..."

He felt like a fish, and Li Qingyu was like a duckweed in the water. He tried to swim towards him, but when he wanted to get closer, he pushed him further away.Therefore, he unreasonably asked for proof from Li Qingyu, hoping to give himself some comfort, but found that the more anxious he was, the more distant he would be.

"I'm sorry Qingyu." He let go of his hand, supported his head, and said in a regretful tone, "I'm leaving in half a month. In such a short time, I obviously want to enjoy the sweetness with you Even a little more tenderness. I don't want to have unnecessary quarrels with you because of these trivial things, but I just can't control myself. "

Half a month?Li Qingyu was startled, he didn't expect the situation to come to an end, and he was at a loss as to how to deal with it.

Leng Yi grabbed his slightly trembling hand and squeezed it tightly: "I have thought about it more than once, if Lin Xian hadn't left back then, maybe it would be a different situation now, and you wouldn't suffer so much. Compared with him, he just feels inferior in every way, and in his heart...can't tell what it's like." While talking, Leng Yi lowered his head, and said in a dejected tone: "I also know that I look like a coward, but... "

"Fool, how can life be repeated? But if I go back to that time, I will still make the same choice, even if I know the current situation." Li Qingyu, who understood Leng Yi's true inner thoughts, was relieved, and he smiled. Then, gently brushing away the hair on his forehead: "You are you, unique, no one else can replace you."

Although he was impacted by grief, although scars were engraved one after another, it is because of this that the emotional imprint is more profound.

"You were dragged in by me, and I want to drag you down for the rest of your life. I just didn't expect that the moment of parting is so close... But remember, no matter what you do, no matter where you are, I will never let you go! Li Qingyu stretched out her hand to hug her, but recalling that she hadn't showered yet, she lowered her arms and said with a smile, "I'll take a shower first."

Leng Yi knew that Li Qingyu always liked to be clean, and guessed in his heart that it might be related to Lin Yue's actions, so he nodded.

After washing it carefully, when Li Qingyu came out, because he wanted to see Leng Yi as soon as possible, he only put on a thin coat, but he was not there when he came out.

While tying up his clothes, he searched around, walked out of the house and went downstairs to the yard, but he still didn't see Leng Yi, but he saw the phoenix tree seedling in the middle of the yard, which seemed to have grown a little taller, with scattered leaves Under the reflection of the moonlight, it was dyed a piece of silver. The trunk is straight and the branches are beautifully shaped, which is very gratifying to look at.

Li Qingyu took a few steps forward, knelt down and gently stroked the leaves of the saplings, as if treating a treasure with a cautious attitude.

Suddenly there was warmth behind him, a big blanket covered him almost from head to toe, and then he was wrapped in a warm embrace, and a cold voice sounded from behind: "I just took a shower and I was outside, my hair is still wet Yes, you have always been in poor health, and you don't know how to value yourself."

Ignoring this topic, Li Qingyu pointed to the Phoenix tree and said excitedly: "Look, Yi, this tree has grown a bit."

"Yeah, you've grown a lot taller, and you've lost a lot of weight." Leng Yi hugged him even tighter: "I wanted to tell you not to wash your hair at night, but you wouldn't listen if you thought about it, go back to the house I'll clean it up for you."

Li Qingyu nodded obediently, turned around and left with Leng Yi, turned her head again and glanced at the poinciana tree, wondering how tall it would grow when Leng Yi returned.

The two sat on the bed, Leng Yi gently brushed Li Qingyu's hair as always, Li Qingyu was leaning in his arms, eating the egg custard that Leng Yi had just stewed for him, and also freed up one hand to play with Leng Yi hanging on his chest. hair before.

Leng Yi leaned into his ear: "Itchy, Qingyu, don't make trouble." He chuckled and lowered his head: "Actually, I just want to stay with you like this, even if I don't do anything, just stay with you It's nice to be together."

Li Qingyu put the bowl aside, played with Leng Yi's hair, not only didn't let go, but also tugged and pulled it twice, when Leng Yi bowed his head in pain, he took advantage of the opportunity to kiss his lips lightly, and said with a mischievous smile: "Is it better to do nothing?"

The movements of Leng Yi's hands stopped, and his breathing gradually became a little short: "Of course...it would be better to do something."

Li Qingyu smiled in satisfaction and took the initiative to raise his head and kiss Leng Yi's lips. He was so active, how could Leng Yi restrain himself, and threw him on the bed, turning against the guest.

After a long kiss, Li Qingyu lightly licked the corner of his mouth, gasped slightly, and looked at Leng Yi obsessively: "Yi, it's a little... hot..."

Before he finished speaking, the thin layer of underwear had been untied, and Leng Yi buried his head in Li Qingyu's neck and kissed, as if he was angry and wanted to cover up those hickey marks.Li Qingyu knew this, so he could do whatever he wanted.

The once young Leng Yi thought that she would be plunged into darkness, and that she would never be able to climb out of this abyss in her whole life.It was this little young master who pulled him out of the boundless darkness with that slender and tender hand.At that moment, he was redeemed.

And he held this light in his palm and put it in his heart...

Crazy movements, gentle stroking, disordered breathing, overlapping voices, and gradually blurred eyes.The perfect fit, wiping off the stained sweat, without the light of resistance and joy, everything is so beautiful.

Leng Yi tossed Li Qingyu with some evil intentions, wanting to see more of his out-of-control expressions. This kind of him is indescribably alluring, but only he can see it.

Finally everything was over, everything was cleaned up, and Li Qingyu hugged Li Qingyu coldly, only to find that he was covering his eyes and trembling.

This is Li Qingyu's characteristic gesture when crying, Leng Yi hurriedly turned over to look at him: "What's wrong Qingyu? Did it hurt too much just now? I'm sorry, it's because I'm too willful..."

Li Qingyu just shook his head, hugged Leng Yi and leaned against him, buried his head in his arms and refused to lift it up.

Leng Yi felt the uneasiness in his heart, and suddenly understood.They are all the same, terrified in the face of separation and the passing of time.Waiting indefinitely, news of death that may come at any time, not to mention their extraordinary relationship, even ordinary lovers will feel powerless.

He kissed Li Qingyu's forehead and held him tightly in his arms, hoping to give him some comfort.

If you can protect someone, you will be more willing to believe in the present, and if you notice the cherished feelings of each other, you will never lose again...

Half a month is very short, and in the last ten days or so, Leng Yi basically stayed in the barracks for training and familiarizing himself with the procedures, and did not go back to the small building.I heard from Lin Xian that this time, in addition to Emperor Lengyi, he also sent Cheng Xu, the champion of martial arts, to accompany him in the halberd campaign.However, the official rank bestowed by the emperor was higher than that of Leng Yi, and he was said to be coordinating and commanding.Li Qingyu knew in her heart that the emperor still didn't trust Leng Yi, so she wanted to send someone to supervise him.If there is any emergency, Cheng Xu will definitely withdraw first with his troops, leaving Leng Yi there alone.

Thinking of this, Li Qingyu severely bit an almond in his mouth.Lin Xian, who was on the side, watched him getting thinner and anxious day by day, and secretly sighed in his heart, now that Leng Yi had already become like this before he left the capital, Li Qingyu had already become like this, if he left, if... Lin Xian didn't dare to think about it.

When Lin Xian didn't come, Li Qingyu would often stand alone in the corridor on the second floor of the small building, looking at the street from a distance, and his eyes extended to the capital, probably in the direction where Leng Yi would be.Or else just stay in the yard, staring blankly at the poinciana tree, as if it could grow into a towering tree in one fell swoop.

On the last day, Leng Yi finally came back, but instead of his usual attire, he was wearing a battle armor and riding a tall horse.Li Qingyu put his hands behind his back and stood quietly in front of the building, looking at him with a smile, feeling in his heart that he had seen so many soldiers and armored figures, among them Leng Yi was the tallest, mighty, heroic.