cold jade blue

On the other side of the courtyard, Mu Ling pulled Li Qingyuan in, but instead of coaxing him to sleep right away, he let him stay in the middle of the room and sat on a chair and asked seriously: "The 'Tao De Jing' Chapter 5 that I want you to study this morning Will you recite it?"

"Hey, I recited it originally, but today I saw my brother was so happy, I kind of forgot about it. My brother also brought me new clothes. I'll put them on and see if I'm okay, mother." At first Li Qingyuan poked his fingers to pretend to be wronged, Then he smiled and wanted to throw himself into Mu Ling's arms: "I will definitely..."

"That's enough! You useless ignorant thing!" Mu Ling reprimanded loudly, making Li Qingyuan stand there immediately after taking two steps.She lowered her head and got annoyed for a moment, then raised her eyes coldly and said to Li Qingyuan: "If you can't memorize books, you will be punished obediently and don't make excuses. Also, stop clinging to Li Qingyu so tightly, and stay away from him in the future, do you hear me?"

Li Qingyuan looked so frightened and dumbfounded that the nanny couldn't stand it anymore, and persuaded him: "Ma'am, the young master is still young, and he just likes to have fun, don't treat him so harshly..."

"Your servant, don't interrupt the master when you're talking!" Mu Ling shouted, staring at her, and the nanny quickly lowered her head and kept silent.

To Li Qingyuan, being punished is nothing, but asking him to stay away from his brother... Li Qingyuan was very wronged, and asked in a crying voice: "Why? He is my brother..."

"He and you are not born of the same mother. I thought he would not come back, but I didn't expect...he is your opponent in this house! Although you didn't say it, your father still has a heart for his mother Feng Wan." Keep in mind, Feng Wan... that woman, death still makes people feel uncomfortable..." Mu Ling murmured morbidly and trivially, then pointed to Li Qingyuan and said: "Don't think that Li Qingyu doesn't know kung fu, but he is smart, although he Being powerless is not a threat in itself, but the Leng Yi beside him is a rare talent with both civil and military skills, and he is loyal to him, you are so young, if you don't work hard, how will you compete with him in the future?"

"I, I didn't think about competing with him or anything... He is my brother..." There were still tears in his eyes but he forgot to wipe them, Li Qingyu was stunned.

Mu Ling got up and walked quickly to Li Qingyuan, knelt down and grabbed his shoulders and shook him, as if to wake him up: "Li Qingyu is the eldest son after all, if you don't compare him, who can tolerate you? You How can the light in front of you be completely spread out?"

"In his eyes, my light. In his eyes, my light..." Li Qingyuan murmured and lowered his head, not knowing where his thoughts drifted.

Raising his head again, for some reason, the text he had memorized a few times in the morning clearly appeared in his mind, and he blurted out: "The world is not benevolent, and everything is like a dog. The sage is not benevolent, and the people are like dogs. Between heaven and earth, It's like a stick, empty and unyielding, moving and getting better. Too many words, it's better to stay in the center..." But the speed of speech is extremely slow and the voice is very low, it doesn't seem like what a child of this age can say sound.

"Yes, that's it, my child." Mu Ling finally eased his tone and hugged Li Qingyuan tightly: "Remember, you can't be compared by anyone, you are the one who wants to stand on the top."

"In his eyes, my light..." Li Qingyuan repeated the unclear words again, and the tears that had been accumulated for a long time finally fell from his eyes.

Contrary to the awe-inspiring and intolerable atmosphere here, Li Qingyu and Leng Yi are quite at ease at this time, they are not asleep yet, and Leng Yi happened to be worried about something, so he asked as if chatting: "Qingyu, although we have already It's been a year since I left, but Mu Ling's attitude hasn't changed since she came back, and it seems to be worse than before. You can also see that she obviously doesn't want us to stay here, if she brings up the old matter again, what should we do?" Leng Yi sat Li Qingyu in his arms and asked.

Li Qingyu rested her head on his shoulder, and played with his hair with her fingers, thinking: "Well, I'm thinking about this too. Actually, Mu Ling has only been married for a few years, and I don't have much with her at all. Intersection, I don’t know why she always looks like an enemy when she sees me. But for the sake of Qingyuan, I don’t want to conflict with her. Tomorrow, I will go to Li Xiao’an to mention, let’s go out and live by ourselves, what will we do then Things are more convenient." Li Qingyu straightened up and held his chin and said seriously: "I'm not too young, and it's almost time to live outside by myself."

Leng Yi smiled and patted his head: "Ming Mingming is not very old, but he pretends to be very mature all day long. You are just playing tricks in front of me, aren't you?"

Li Qingyu raised her face and smiled at him: "Yes, you can only be presumptuous in front of you. If I have a bad temper, it must be your fault."

Leng Yi hugged him, and smiled even more happily: "The more self-willed you are in front of me, the more you rely on me, and the happier I am."

"By the way, have you looked at Qingyuan carefully?" Thinking of Li Qingyuan, Li Qingyu sat up excitedly, and said to Leng Yi as if she was boasting of some treasure: "He has grown up and is taller, his eyebrows and eyes are smaller than when he was a child." And handsome. That kid is smart at first glance, hey, do you think he will like the clothes I picked out for him?"

"What can such an older child see? The patterns are all drawn by you yourself, and he must be able to appreciate your hard work." Leng Yi stroked his soft long hair, kissed his forehead lightly and said with a smile : "It's getting late, go to sleep."

"En." Li Qingyu nodded obediently, and embraced Leng Yi to sleep, having a good night's dream, needless to say.

Early the next morning, Leng Yi went to practice his sword habitually, and Li Qingyu went to the front yard to talk to Li Xiaoan about what he was thinking about last night.At this point, it should have been morning and he just came back. If he went later, he might not know where he went again.

After knocking on the door a few times, a very energetic voice came from inside: "Come in."

Li Qingyu opened the door and went in, Li Xiaoan was sitting leisurely in the study, drinking tea while reading a book.Seeing that he was in a good mood at the moment, Li Qingyu brought it up.To his surprise, Li Xiaoan nodded and agreed: "I didn't expect you to come back with Leng Yi, I thought you would never come back here again, so you did that kind of thing in Muling In the future, although I was very angry, I still did not say anything to condone her actions. I am afraid you will not be in a good mood if you continue to live here." Li Qingyu tapped the teacup lightly: "By the way, you know that here It won't suit your life, why do you want to come back? I don't mean anything else, I'm just curious, because although I don't know you very well, I also know that you hate this place. "

Li Qingyu was silent for a moment, looked into Li Xiaoan's eyes and replied: "I am for Lengyi."

Li Xiaoan was not surprised at all, but smiled clearly: "I knew that was the case, no matter how he grew up with you, it's only natural for you to be careful about his affairs."

Li Qingyu remained silent, Li Xiaoan took a sip of tea and continued: "By the way, you can choose the location yourself, and I will pay for the housing expenses for you. It will be a gift to celebrate your return."

This was one of the few feelings of guilt and affection Li Xiaoan felt for him. Such benefits were not in vain, so Li Qingyu also nodded and smiled, and only said: "Thank you."

Now that she decided to move out of Li Mansion, Li Qingyu planned to take a last look at Qifengyuan before leaving.Leng Yi went with him, Li Qingyu stood at the door and watched for a long time, Leng Yi looked at him worriedly. "I'm fine." Taking a deep breath, Li Qingyu pushed open the dilapidated courtyard door, only the courtyard wall was left in Qifeng Courtyard, and when he looked into it, he saw that the inside was already filled with debris by Mu Ling. As soon as it hurt, a soreness surged up from his heart and hit him directly. His eyes felt a little warm, and he hurriedly raised his head.

"People are far away from things, hehe... But since the man has passed away, it is useless for me to be here." The corners of Li Qingyu's mouth were slightly raised, and there was a smile that seemed to be there. Beauty is beautiful, but it makes cold Yi was worried, he didn't say anything, just held Li Qingyu's hand calmly.

Companionship is more reassuring than verbal comfort, which has no practical effect.

Realizing the meaning of coldness, Li Qingyu smiled sincerely, and held him tightly, holding that little bit of warmth in the palm of his hand.

Although there are many unsatisfactory places in life, fortunately, he did not miss the scenery that belongs to him; the scenery that is not his own can only be passed by forever.The world is too big, people are too small, not every beautiful scenery can be owned.In life, there are always some people who come safely, wait quietly, and never leave; there are also some people who are as strong as wine and crazy as drunk, but wake up and have nowhere to look, come and go like the wind, and dream without trace.Unnecessary sighs are meaningless. Right now, only by going with the flow and being at ease with the situation can we live a comfortable life.

Li Qingyuan, who sneaked out to look for Li Qingyu, heard that they were in Qifengyuan, fearing that his mother Mu Ling would blame him, so he quietly ran over to look for him without disturbing anyone.When he was about to reach the place, he became playful and suddenly wanted to surprise his brother, so he approached him lightly.Leng Yi's whole heart was on Li Qingyu, and he happened to not notice.

As soon as he arrived at the door, he wanted to open his mouth and yell to scare his brother, but he happened to see Li Qingyu and Leng Yi holding hands together, and the words stuck in his throat.

What the implication of this scene meant, he did not understand.But it just felt weird. Seeing the two of them cuddling each other at the door, Li Qingyuan was stunned for a while, but after all, he didn't open his mouth to disturb, and then slowly turned around and paced back, murmuring as he walked: "The world is not benevolent. A humble dog. The sage is not benevolent, and regards the common people as a humble dog. Between heaven and earth, it is like a stick, vain and unyielding, and it moves more and more. It is better to keep it..."

"In his eyes, my light..." After confirming that they would not notice him, and finally took a look at Qifengyuan from afar, Li Qingyuan finally let go of his pace and ran back.