cold jade blue

"That's right." Lin Xian smiled and didn't continue, but he was very worried.Is it his own problem?I always feel that Qingyu has changed after coming back this time, and there seems to be something wrong.

Because she had no mother since she was a child, and her father was rarely around, Li Qingyu developed an extremely weird personality.Seemingly capricious but actually transparent, hidden behind the surlyness is endless loneliness.Lin Xian only stretched out his hands, and the child threw himself into his arms, giving him a little warmth, and the child smiled at him.In fact, Li Qingyu is grateful, as long as you give a little, this child will repay you in multiples.Lin Xian was conquered by this kind of pureness, and from then on Qingyu became everything in his life.What was originally just teasing the children turned into an inexplicable feeling.Lin Xian also enjoys the feeling of being depended on and trusted, which even his own brothers and sisters cannot give him.

But as the one who loves him the most like an elder brother, when Qingyu was alone, he felt sad and heartbroken for him. Now that Qingyu has so many friends around him, shouldn't he be happy?But Lin Xian felt very heavy hearted, he was no longer... alone and dependent on himself.Just now when Qingyu said that he felt happy now, he was very pleased at first, but how much he hoped that Qingyu's child's happiness was given by himself.

Suddenly, he regretted that he had been away for so many years.Originally, it was to stand on the top, so that Qingyu could see him when he looked up, and became an indispensable and supreme existence in his life.However, with the changes of time and the passage of time, not only the childlike face has faded, but also the twists and turns of life and the illusion of ideals have disappeared, and what I have missed is still unknown.

Lin Xian shook his head, he couldn't harbor such a strong desire for monopoly just because of mutual dependence.Knowing that the road of life is full of hardships and the brilliance of the end is not yet visible, such feelings will become the bondage of the two of them, and sooner or later they will trip one of them.

Li Qingyu is thinking about Leng Yi, no matter how bad his situation in this house is now, as long as he is with this person, he will not feel lonely and difficult.Life is originally a tribulation on the branches, and it is gradually dried into strength.Think quietly, choose what should be chosen, forget what should be forgotten, let life be like water, flowing quietly and clear.No matter how many ups and downs you have gone through, there will be flowers, butterflies and sunshine in the days when that person understands.

At this time, Leng Yi, who stayed in Li's mansion, was also thinking about Li Qingyu, since he was seriously injured in Gusu, he hadn't been separated from Qingyu much.Now Qingyu is not going out with him but with Lin Xian, he is not used to it.

Although he knew that Lin Xian was taking care of Qingyu through peeing, just like his father or elder brother was an irreplaceable existence in his life.It would be fine if he and Qingyu were still guards and young masters, but the relationship between the two of them is extraordinary now, so it is inevitable that Leng Yi will be a little suspicious.

No, no, you still can't be so narrow-minded.Leng Yi shook his head and laughed at himself in his heart, he couldn't see everyone the same way as the two of them, Qingyu would be unhappy if he found out, even though he himself was in a bad mood now.

As long as you get acquainted with him a little bit, you will understand what an easy-to-understand person Qingyu is, not to mention that they have been together for so many years, so he understands why Li Qingyu went out.

Being with Li Qingyu, even if the two of them don't speak, can produce a sense of satisfaction, now that Qingyu is not around, I feel really lonely in my heart, obviously we haven't been apart for a long time...

While thinking about this, a servant came in to report that Master Li Xiaoan finally came back just now.Leng Yi looked at him coldly, this servant of Li Manor treated him respectfully, he was treated more like a young master than Qing Yu in this family, but he felt very bad.

Without saying anything, he followed Li Xiaoan's instructions and went to the study.It was very strange that the door was closed. Leng Yi knocked on the door, three times lightly and three times heavily, and finally heard a voice from inside: "Come in." As soon as he stabbed out the sharp sword, Leng Yi turned sideways to hide, and chased after him before he could get over the tip of the divine sword.

After dodging Leng Yi twice, he mastered the rhythm. He has practiced martial arts very well, and his body moves have improved a lot after being taught by Feng Lu in Gusu. This level of attack is not a problem at all, although Without a weapon, facing a sharp sword, you can not only dodge but fight back.The feet kept sweeping, and the palm of the hand forcibly knocked away the blade of the sword that kept coming, and the last hand knife stopped on the neck of Li Xiaoan who was holding the sword.

Li Xiaoan, who had been frowning and attacking seriously, finally showed a smile, withdrew his sword and stopped his hand, Leng Yi also withdrew his moves, and saluted Li Xiaoan half-kneeling in the posture of a warrior: "Master."

I haven't seen each other for a year, and Li Xiaoan's appearance hasn't changed much. He nodded with satisfaction: "Your martial arts didn't regress or stagnate this year. On the contrary, your martial arts are much better than a year ago. I'm very pleased."

"Master, thank you." I haven't seen him for a year, and I feel very uncomfortable talking to Li Xiaoan again.Because he has been staying with Li Qingyu all the time, Li Xiaoan's impression on him is generally vague if he does not recall carefully, but if he thinks about it carefully, it is full of cold and hard feelings, which is very disturbing.

"The martial arts examination is about to start, are you confident?" Li Xiaoan asked with great concern.

Leng Yi bowed his head: "I will do my best to live up to the expectations of the master and the young master."

Li Xiaoan's smile deepened: "Very good, neither backing down nor full of words, very good..."

It was very good to say two consecutive words, but the weird tone made Leng Yi feel very bad. He remembered something and asked again: "Master, even if I passed the military imperial examination, but as the son of a criminal minister, I can't get in." What can I do for the palace? I'm afraid it will bring inconvenience to the Li family, and I will become a sinner who will repay my kindness."

"It's okay, since I asked you to do it, I have my reasons." Li Xiaoan smiled meaningfully: "By the way, how was your year?"

I just remembered to ask this matter now, his own son didn't know how much position he had in his heart, Leng Yi replied with some helplessness: "It's a good life, the business of the young master's silk and satin shop is very good, he designed it himself. His designs always sell out quickly... By the way, he even brought you a present, Master..."

Before Leng Yi finished speaking, Li Xiaoan interrupted: "I am relieved to know that you are doing well. Seeing that Lin Xian has also returned, this momentum... Although the court has always won foreign wars, such a little bit of sweetness cannot be filled. Feed those wolves. Their hearts will grow bigger and bigger, and there will be more and more main war factions in the court. The court wants to go out to fight, and there will be no future if only doing business honestly."

Leng Yi hesitated to speak, and it was useless to argue with Li Xiaoan about this matter, Li Xiaoan only had his position in his mind.

"At your level, you don't have to worry about participating in the primary election of the martial arts examination. The re-examination is more than enough, but don't relax and procrastinate in the last period, and continue to practice hard." Li Xiaoan smiled: "Let's retire now, tonight we Let's eat together as a family."

And the most important thing!Qifengyuan and Poinciana!Leng Yi didn't believe this. Li Xiaoan didn't know about it. He clearly knew what kind of existence Qifengyuan and Phoenix Tree represented in Li Qingyu's heart, but he let Mu Ling do whatever he wanted and didn't care about it. : "Master, about Qifengyuan and Phoenix Tree..."

"Ah, that..." Li Xiaoan said indifferently, as if he had forgotten it for a long time: "I didn't have time to stop Mu Ling, so she demolished it. Qingyu didn't say anything, right?"

The doubts in his heart were blocked back in this way, Leng Yi lowered his head weakly and said in a low voice: "No."

"Well, he has matured a lot. If he had been appointed a year ago to make a big fuss or even go all out." Li Xiaoan patted Leng Yi on the shoulder: "It's all thanks to your company, you left with him privately I won't argue with you about this."

Leng Yi couldn't speak anymore, so he had to salute Li Xiaoan and go back.

A man who rejoices in war for his own selfish desire must be terrible.He probably hasn't seen five points of Li Xiaoan's horror.

Tonight is the family reunion dinner of the Li family, and it is not good for Lin Xian to follow Li Qingyu home, so he bids farewell to Lin Xian and goes home alone.It was already night when we arrived at Li's Mansion, and Li's family just opened for dinner, as soon as we arrived at the backyard, Leng Yi went up to greet him and asked with concern: "Why did you come back so late?"

Li Qingyu replied lightly: "Some things are delayed."

This vague answer obviously did not satisfy Leng Yi: "Qingyu?"

"I'll talk about it tonight." Li Qingyu knew that they had a lot to say to each other, but now was not the time, and they had to discuss it in detail when no one was disturbing them.

Leng Yi also nodded in understanding, just at this time someone came to inform that Qiu Yun Tang's meal was ready, and invited them to go to eat, and the two went to Qiu Yun Tang to sit down.The table was not too big, and it was full of exquisite dishes. Li Xiaoan sat on a high seat, and Mu Ling sat at the side with Li Qingyuan in his arms.Leng Yi knew that Li Qingyu hated Mu Ling, and wanted to sit next to Mu Ling, but Li Qingyu took a step ahead, so Leng Yi had to sit next to Li Qingyu.

The seemingly well-prepared dishes did not arouse Li Qingyu's appetite, just looking at the indifferent faces of the people around him gave him a feeling of nausea.Although Li Qingyu really didn't want to eat this dinner, he couldn't refuse it, and the hypocrisy of face still had to be maintained.

"Qingyu, it's hard work outside alone. I think you've lost a lot of weight. Make up for it." Mu Ling put a chopstick of braised pork into Li Qingyu's bowl, looking like a loving mother.

Li Qingyu, who had no appetite in the first place, felt even more nauseated when he saw the greasy meat in the bowl. He didn't miss the cold and concerned gaze, but he still forced himself to pick it up and hand it to his mouth.The three adults are being hypocritically polite, there is no reason for him not to participate, he is also a mature adult now...

Li Qingyu was just so stunned, the chopsticks stopped for a while but the meat was snatched away, a small head squeezed in front of him from below, his mouth was bulging, and he said vaguely: "I want more, brother give me Eat meat with meat."

It turned out to be Li Qingyuan, but when he saw Li Qingyu, he was really happy from the bottom of his heart, giggling so much that he insisted on hugging Li Qingyu.Li Qingyu reached out to hug him, feeling pity in his heart, he wanted to cherish this child's innocence from the bottom of his heart.