cold jade blue

He quickly ran out and closed the door with a "bang", running all the way, never seen him run so fast before, and he had to chase after him coldly to follow behind him.Running to the backyard, Li Qingyu took two deep breaths and said to Leng Yi, "I'm going to see Uncle Lei."

Leng Yi thought about it seriously, and said to Li Qingyu: "I guess I won't be able to get out, the master must be preventing the young master from going out recently."

"How do you know if you don't try?" Li Qingyu didn't give up, and went to the door to try it. Sure enough, the guard at the door said that the master had strictly forbidden the young master to go out recently, and Li Qingyu became irritable rarely.

Leng Yi followed behind him, feeling sad to see him like this, but he didn't know how to persuade him, so he had to follow behind him to help pick up things one by one.Li Qingyu threw all the things to the ground again, Leng Yi didn't feel that the young master was wayward, but patiently put the things back again.

Li Qingyu didn't lose his temper anymore, but stared blankly at Leng Yi for a long time, then collapsed all of a sudden, and sat on the ground, when Leng Yi saw it, he quickly dropped the things he was packing up to help him: "Master, cheer up ..."

Li Qingyu gasped while holding his forehead: "I'm sorry for Leng Yi, I'm not targeting you."

Seeing his distress, Leng Yi hastily helped him up on the chair, and asked with concern: "I'm fine, young master, how do you feel?"

Li Qingyu looked over the window and looked as far away as possible: "Uncle Lei is the one who loves me the most in Li's mansion. But he is seriously ill now, but I can't do anything, I'm so anxious..."

Leng Yi could only comfort him and said: "It will be fine, young master, Uncle Lei is a good man, and good men are rewarded with good rewards, so don't be sad."

Li Qingyu sneered: "Good people are rewarded? Do you believe it?"

Leng Yi was silent for a long time, he always thought that his father and mother were good people, his father was an upright official and only cared for the common people but he was sent to the frontier and never returned.Lei Xin is also a good man, he took care of him in every possible way and cared for him a lot, but he was seriously ill and dying.If it is true that good people are rewarded with good rewards, he will not be reduced to the point of being a slave to others. Now Lei Xin should stay in Li Mansion well.What a good reward, what God has eyes for, Leng Yi doesn't believe it, he just wants to comfort the young master, but he even feels sad.

Seeing that Leng Yi didn't speak, Li Qingyu stood up abruptly and ran towards the study room. Leng Yi was stunned for a moment, and was a step behind and hurried to catch up.Pushing open the door of the study, Li Qingyu said calmly to Leng Yi: "Help me find all the books related to medical skills in the study, they don't care, I want to save Uncle Lei myself."

Leng Yi didn't expect Li Qingyu to do this, but he absolutely obeyed this young master Li's order, so he nodded and rummaged through the dusty medical books in the study.Li Qingyu began to stay behind closed doors, studying medical classics like crazy, and he made up his mind to cure Lei Xin!

When Lin Xian came to find Li Qingyu, he was studying that "Difficult and Difficult Miscellaneous Notes". He had locked himself in the study for five days. Not to mention a few aunts, all of them were left to Li Qingyu's nonsense.Only Leng Yi was left with Li Qingyu.Afraid that he was too tired, he kept an eye on him and told him to rest more.But time was running out, and Li Qingyu didn't listen, she went her own way and insisted on carefully reading the thick books one by one.Stubborn, self-willed, but more of a pity.

After not seeing each other for a few days, Lin Xian saw that Li Qingyu's small face had lost weight again, and the fundus of his eyes was also bloodshot, and his eyes were deeply blue, and his heart ached.He wanted to blame Leng Yi for not taking good care of him, but he couldn't say that.Leng Yi's complexion was worse than Li Qingyu's, and he stayed with Li Qingyu for as long as he was up, and sometimes even helped Li Qingyu organize his books and notes when Li Qingyu fell asleep. turned black.Fortunately, his body is relatively strong, not as thin as Li Qingyu, so it's just that his complexion is not very good-looking, but he is in good spirits.And Li Qingyu's health has always been not very good, this time he was so obsessed with reading, his body couldn't take it anymore, even his reaction was much slower.

It was the first time that Li Qingyu was indifferent when Lin Xian arrived. Lin Xian clenched his hands tightly, wishing to drive him to the bed and put the quilt on him to let him rest, but he couldn't. He knew how much Lei Xin was in Li Qingyu's heart. , This incident made Li Qingyu's heart ache.

"Qingyu, you should rest for a while, don't stay up all the time, it's bad for your eyes and health." After a while, Lin Xian could only utter such a meaningless sentence with difficulty.

Only then did Li Qingyu lift his head from the book, his eyes towards Lin Xian were a little distracted, his voice was not as clear as before, and he was obviously exhausted: "Brother Lin, next time you come, bring me some medical books, in the study I’m almost finished reading all of them, and I’ll soon find out what’s wrong with Uncle Lei.”

"Well, I see, you should rest first." Lin Xian drove him to the bedside in the study, no matter what, he couldn't bear to see Li Qingyu like this, and wanted to let him sleep first.

Li Qingyu didn't refuse, and lay down on the bed obediently, but whispered to Lin Xian who was sitting by the bed: "Also, brother Lin, can you ask someone to ask me about Uncle Lei's situation?"

How could Lin Xian bear to refuse Li Qingyu's request at this time?Nodding again and again, he saw that he closed his eyes reassuringly, the closed phoenix eyes, the corners of the eyes were slightly raised, and the shape was indescribably elegant and beautiful.The long eyelashes trembled like wings, silently expressing the master's uneasiness.Lin Xian couldn't help stretching out his hand to touch Li Qingyu's cheek, it was still the same as when he was a child, smooth and cool to the touch.This child is just a piece of jade, transparent and cold, no matter how warm it is, it is not hot, which makes people anxious.

Lin Xian lowered his hand slowly, and retracted it when he was about to touch Li Qingyu's lips, and then saw Li Qingyu's expression was serene, breathing evenly...it seemed that he was fast asleep.Lin Xian got up and said softly to Leng Yi: "Take care of him, this child, it's too hard, it's a pity I can't be with him..."

After speaking halfway, he swallowed again, sighed and continued: "I'm leaving first, and I'll come see him in a few days."

Leng Yi nodded, sent Lin Xian off respectfully, and turned back to the desk to tidy up Li Qingyu's notes.

"Help me get that book."

Leng Yi was startled: "Eh? Master, are you still asleep? Did the servant wake you up?"

"How could I be able to sleep..." Li Qingyu sat up from the bed and sighed; "It was just to reassure Brother Lin."

Leng Yi helped him from the bed, handed him the book, and after thinking about it, he persuaded: "Master, let's rest."

Li Qingyu opened his eyes and said, "I just took a short sleep, but Uncle Lei is suffering from illness. Compared to him, my state is nothing."

Leng Yi turned around helplessly and said, "I'll ask the servant girl to make some porridge for the young master." He felt sour in his heart, if the young master didn't work so hard in the end... I don't know what will happen to the young master.

Li Qingyu's hand holding the book trembled slightly, and repeated in his mouth: "Uncle Lei, wait a little longer, wait a little longer..."

Facts have proved that some things can only be obeyed no matter how best human beings do. In the end, Lei Xin couldn't wait for the day when Li Qingyu rescued him, so he went anyway.In fact, even if Li Qingyu knew about some things, he didn't want to think about them. Even if he found a way to heal Lei Xin, so what, would his father, Li Xiaoan, let him go out of the house and let him heal Lei Xin?

Lin Xian came to see Li Qingyu, feeling very guilty: "Sorry Qingyu, I..."

"Don't blame Brother Lin, blame Qingyu, Qingyu couldn't catch up." Li Qingyu smiled bitterly: "Uncle Lei didn't suffer in the end, did he?"

Lin Xian hesitated for a moment and said: "No, very calm." Although he had tried his best, as the third young master of the Lin family who was valued the most, he never had the chance to see Lei Xin who was seriously ill. He just wanted to make Li Qingyu feel less sad. Said so.

Li Qingyu breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good... A good person like Uncle Lei can be reincarnated into a good baby even if he dies. By the way, does he have... anything for me?"

Lin Xian bowed his head and said: "It seems that there is a letter left, but I can't get it now. The imperial doctors can only take it out after a detailed inspection."

Li Qingyu didn't make a fuss either, instead she nodded her understanding in understanding.Lin Xian and Leng Yi, who knew him well, knew that he was suppressing his emotions when they saw him like that.

Lei Xin's letter was also handed over to Li Qingyu after a detailed inspection. Li Qingyu hid the letter from many servants of the Li family and hid it on the Phoenix tree in Qifengyuan to read the letter carefully. Leng Yi naturally followed him, and also Climb up the tree and sit and watch.

During this short time of getting along, although Li Qingyu didn't necessarily understand Leng Yi, Leng Yi fully understood the young master.He is a kind and indifferent person, and Leng Yi realized that kindness and indifference in one person are not contradictory after meeting Li Qingyu.Li Qingyu loves animals very much, and will cherish a puppy or cat even a bug.Once a moth was trapped in candle oil at night, and Li Qingyu picked up the wick to rescue it.He said that all things are born equal, there is no distinction between high and low, beautiful or ugly, but different forms.Compared with hypocritical and cunning people, those innocent animals are much cuter.Moreover, moths are a very interesting life. Although moths jumping into flames seems to be a stupid act of overreaching and self-destruction, he is very envious of the spirit of relentless sacrifice without hesitation.

Li Qingyu has a eccentric personality, he hates to have too much contact with people, he only treats people he agrees with in every possible way, but other people, even if they are turned upside down in front of him, he won't even lift his eyelids.

In his words...it's not worth it, it's not worth wasting eyes and minds for some meaningless people.

His most trusted person is Lei Xin.Li Qingyu finished reading the letter with her head down, and when she raised her head, she was surprised to see Li Qingyu's red rabbit-like eyes, and then Li Qingyu slowly raised her hand to cover her eyes, with crystal tears rolling down from her fingers.

It was the first time Leng Yi saw Li Qingyu crying, crying like a real child: "Yi, Uncle Lei, he said that he had a good life in the end, so don't let me be sad..."

For Lei Xin, Leng Yi also has some feelings. After all, when he came to this strange place, apart from the young master, Uncle Lei treated him the best, and his eyes were sore.But he didn't cry. Those things he experienced since he was a child taught him a truth, tears are the most worthless thing in this world, no matter how much they flow out, it won't help.

As if knowing what he was thinking, Li Qingyu wiped away tears and said in a hoarse voice: "I know tears are useless, so I won't let them fall when I can hold them back. But this time I really can't help it, at least It can be used to vent feelings and express sadness. The person who loves me the most in Li Mansion is gone, what should I do in the future?" Li Qingyu's clear eyes looked straight ahead, and the eyes were empty. "Uncle Lei has been serving my father since he was a child, and his whole heart is in the Li family. When he was young, he helped my father do a lot of things, so he didn't even have a wife and children when he was old. My father is cold-tempered, and I know he doesn't miss old love. , Originally I thought maybe I could bring him some comfort, but now he left before I could let him enjoy himself, leaving me alone."

"You still have Mr. Lin, Mr. Lin also loves you very much." Leng Yi comforted.

Although there was no crying, Li Qingyu's tears kept flowing: "Brother Lin is too capable, he is not a thing in the pond, he will leave me sooner or later. No one can accompany me and protect me for the rest of my life, although the truth has long been known I already knew...but..." As he spoke, he became emotional again, trying to hold back his crying, but couldn't hold back his tears. He looked sad and depressed, and his appearance showed a different kind of Vulnerable and beautiful.

For the first time, Leng Yi felt distressed towards Li Qingyu, without even thinking about it, he sincerely said: "Master, you still have me."

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There is nothing to say, thank you everyone who came to see Wenwen~~(I was moved to tears~~o(>_<)o~~)