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"Okay, young master..." Leng Yi was also very moved. Although he didn't fully understand the meaning of the young master's words, he still grabbed Li Qingyu's wrist tightly with all his might.

"You said you would stay with me for the rest of your life, not being able to talk doesn't count! I don't need anyone in this world, anyone can leave me, only you can't, Yi, I won't let you die, I won't let you die!" Li Qingyu, who was calm, noticed that Leng Yi had no strength even though he tried to hold it tightly, his heart broke down suddenly, and he roared angrily, tears fell down uncontrollably like a dike.

In the past, he asked himself more than once: I am a cold person, why should I fall into the sea of ​​misery?

But even if he said that, he now understood that it was just an excuse to comfort himself.Whether it is cool or not, that person may know.Whether it is deep, only you know.

Sometimes you may feel unreasonable when you see others crazy about love, and you don't know that this kind of relationship will make people want to stop until you fall in love with someone.Seeing other people want to commit suicide, I feel stupid and ridiculous, until one day I am also on the verge of collapse, and I don't know what it feels like to be decisive to the world.There are many things that I have never experienced before, so I can't feel them naturally. How sweet candy is, how bitter bitter gourd is, how painful bleeding is, all of these can only be known by trying it yourself.Li Qingyu had only one thought at the moment, he didn't want to take Leng Yi's body back, or go back with him properly, or sleep here with him forever.

Without you, this world means nothing to me.You can't be so cruel, depriving me of the last bit of warmth in this world. Without you, how can I live alone?

"I said that I will be with the young master for the rest of my life...I don't worry about leaving you alone, young master..." Leng Yi pursed his lips slightly, and said very weakly, and then exerted the last bit of strength in his body to push upwards.

The thin and thin Li Qingyu suddenly burst out with tremendous strength at this moment, coupled with Leng Yi's own strong desire to survive, the two joined forces, and he pulled Leng Yi up with all his strength.

After pulling them up, both of them collapsed on the ground at once. It took so much effort that almost consumed Li Qingyu's strength for the rest of his life, but he didn't dare to neglect at all, he hurriedly got up and felt the pulse of Leng Yi.Li Qingyu has been studying medicine since Lei Xin was seriously ill. He knows all about pharmacology, but rarely has the opportunity to practice it.Now he took the pulse with his hands and felt the pulse was very weak, he knew that the poison of the sleeve arrow in Leng Yi's chest had permeated his whole body, and the situation was very grim.Li Qingyu's heart skipped a beat, he had to make a decision immediately, how to make a diagnosis and treatment, without any hesitation, because even if it was a moment late, Leng Yi might lose his life.

The sleeve arrow was probably smeared with Sichuan Aconitum medicine. Although it didn't kill the person immediately, Leng Yi had just lost his strength after tossing. At this time, he was lying on the ground and fainted, and his complexion was even paler. His lips were cyanotic and his pupils were blue. It spread a little, and the limbs gradually became cold.

Unpredictable darkness, death and wandering love made Li Qingyu dare not stop for a moment, and dragged Leng Yi to the surrounding stream with difficulty to clean the wound.The first thing is to take out the poisonous sleeve arrow, but the sleeve arrow is too deep into Leng Yi's chest, so it is difficult to take it out.The only good thing is that the place where the sleeve arrow was shot was still some distance away from the vital point. Biting his lip, he helped Leng Yi pull out the sleeve arrow. He took the knife that Lin Xian gave him to shave off the blackened skin bit by bit to prevent the poison from continuing to invade.

Leng Yi's face became paler, and fine beads of sweat continued to emerge from his forehead.Li Qingyu saw that his condition seemed to be getting worse, and she couldn't stop crying, but she still refused to give up a glimmer of hope.After washing his wound with a lot of water, Li Qingyu looked around. Fortunately, this place is a cliff, and there are many kinds of grass growing nearby. After careful identification, Li Qingyu finally found some common detoxifying herbs, some applied to the wound, and some Grind it with a knife and squeeze out the grass juice, soak it with a cloth of clothes, and then squeeze it into the mouth of Lengyi a little bit.Leng Yi couldn't swallow, so he forced him to swallow mouth to mouth.

Li Qingyu wiped off sweat from Leng Yi, stroked his face gently, and murmured to him: "I have nothing, so I have nothing to fear. Rather than letting you die wronged by others, it is better to be treated by me. It’s useless, unfortunately, death by my hands may be able to engrave a deep imprint on your soul, so that in the next life, we will probably see each other again, right?”

After doing all the hard work, Li Qingyu's whole body went limp, leaving only the strength to hold Leng Yi tightly, and he cried so hard beside Leng Yi.The so-called love or not is not important at this time, and trust or not is not the most important thing.The coldness has become a part of his vitality, knowing that there is dust in the air he breathes, can he not breathe?Knowing that the water is poisonous, can you not drink it?Everyone in the world knows that they are going to die, so don't they live?But if Leng Yi is lost, I am afraid that there is really no support for living anymore.

"Master..." At some point, Leng Yi slightly opened his eyes, and he seemed to have recovered a little bit, like the old people said that he was returning to the light.

Li Qingyu hurriedly raised her head, she didn't care to wipe away the tears that were streaming down her face, she just wanted to look at him, and kept looking at his open eyes that were as black as ink, and they only had the reflection of each other in their eyes at this moment.

Leng Yi felt sad, the young master had been cold and cold since he was a child, and he seemed to have no feelings.Leng Yi has only seen this situation three times, once when Li Qingyu knew Lei Xin was dead, once when she jumped into the lake for jade beads with her life for Li Qingyu, and once when Li Xiaoan remarried.To the young master, he is both special and indispensable.He doesn't spare his life, but if possible, he really wants to accompany the young master for the rest of his life.

How could he bear to leave this young man who couldn't get warm no matter how warm he was?

"Young master, don't cry, your face is all blurred." Leng Yi wanted to raise his hand to wipe away Li Qingyu's tears, but his arm was heavy as if a heavy pendant was hanging on it, and he couldn't lift it up.

Li Qingyu cried even harder: "I know... I will cry, you... just work harder and work hard with me."

Leng Yi let out a breath slowly, and with some difficulty pulled up the corners of his mouth and said: "In life... there must be some time, there is no time in life... don't force it, young master, don't be sad for Leng Yi. In this life, being able to be with young master By my side, Leng Yi is very happy."

"Don't say such things, I'm afraid. Leng Yi, don't leave me alone, okay..."

Leng Yi's head was buzzing, and he couldn't hear what Li Qingyu said.Just thinking that maybe this is the last time I will talk to the young master, I continued to speak according to my own thoughts without any scruples: "Young master, I really like young master..."

Li Qingyu suddenly raised her head and widened her eyes: "What did you say?"

"The young master is not alone, even if I leave, I will continue to wait for the young master..."

Saying this, Leng Yi finally couldn't hold back and gradually closed his eyes.He didn't care how much harm these words would bring to Li Qingyu if he really left, and it would even become a lifetime burden.The beginning of love, the bell of death, vaguely parting, will leave, will not bear to leave...

"Yi!" Li Qingyu called out Leng Yi's name loudly, while leaning her head to listen to his chest, she was still dancing, still dancing...

"Bang, bang." One sound, not very strong, but very weak, it was the only comfort he had left.He didn't know what to do next, he could only hold Leng Yi tightly in despair and helplessness, could this body that had always been warm, be able to keep warm in the future?If not, let them freeze together...

The dazzling light seemed to penetrate into the heart with only a slight opening.My whole body hurts like a frame falling apart, especially the wound and my head. Although the eyelids are heavy, I managed to open my eyes, only feeling a little blurry in front of my eyes.The first thought that flashed into my mind, I read it out of my mouth without even thinking about it, a little hoarsely: "Master..."

"Are you awake?" Li Qingyu, who didn't even dare to close his eyes, stared at Leng Yi's changes bit by bit. When he saw Leng Yi opened his eyes and called him, he seemed a little unable to react. When God came, the tears couldn't be restrained and were about to flow again. He covered his eyes with one hand, and stroked his cold forehead with the other hand. Fortunately, he didn't seem to have a fever.

"Silly, will you stop crying if you cover your eyes? You, you have been like this since you were a child. Cry if you want to cry, you don't need to hide all your emotions in front of me." Leng Yi has no strength to move, and can only feel helpless and affectionate The ground said to Li Qingyu.

Hearing Leng Yi's words, Li Qingyu couldn't bear it anymore, and burst into tears all at once, wailing without any image, until his hoarseness was exhausted.

When Li Qingyu's crying subsided a little, Leng Yi twitched the corner of his mouth and said with a smile: "Master, you saved me again, you are really like a god, protecting Leng Yi all the time. It is said that if there is a catastrophe, there must be death." Hou Fu, right? From now on, as long as Leng Yi is alive, he won't make the young master sad anymore, I still like to see the young master smile."

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After a while, Li Qingyu barely stopped crying, but the nasal voice was still very heavy: "How are you now?"

Fortunately, Li Qingyu was treated in time, Leng Yi's internal energy was quite deep, and his physique was always good, so he resisted the poison on the sleeve arrow.Leng Yi moved a little, felt it and said: "Probably, I can't die, but it's still difficult to get up."

"Don't rush to get up, rest more." Li Qingyu put on Leng Yi's wrist, felt his slightly stronger pulse again, and said softly.

Seeing that Leng Yi woke up, Li Qingyu wanted to go to the silk and satin village to ask for help, but she didn't want to leave Leng Yi's side.After thinking about it for a long time, he still felt that it would be better to call for someone. With his own strength, he would definitely not be able to bring Leng Yi to the downtown area.Just getting up, Leng Yi grabbed his wrist, his voice trembling: "Young master always feels very uneasy if he leaves, can you... stay by my side? Even if it takes a while,..."

Without thinking much, Li Qingyu sat next to Leng Yi again.Leng Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at him apologetically: "I'm sorry, young master, Leng Yi is wayward."

Turning to look at him seriously, Li Qingyu showed a smile: "As long as you live..."

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The main event, the main event is finally here... Excited~~ Everyone who has been tepid has been waiting impatiently, right?The next few chapters are the key points. In the future, the two of them won’t be so tired and crooked, and the plot will develop much faster. I hope I can continue to follow, and I will like it, okay~~