cold jade blue

Why does it have to be a woman?Can't love each other if they are all men?Are those secular etiquettes so important?Li Qingyu thought about it in her heart, but she didn't say it in the end.He knew the answer, but it was too heavy for ordinary people to bear.

He and Leng Yi are just ordinary people...

"Yes." Li Qingyu's voice was very soft, but she was very sure.

At such a young age, you already have someone you like. Ran Chi was stunned for a moment, and then asked in doubt: "If there is someone you like, shouldn't it be very sweet? Why are you always so unhappy, Qingyu?" ?”

Li Qingyu turned his face away and did not speak, Ran Chi took a careful look and saw that his expression was not unhappy, then continued to speculate: "There are only a few reasons for being unhappy. Seeing Qingyu, is it because you are trapped by love?"

She was just teasing at first, the relationship between the two is very good, it's okay to joke with each other.And she couldn't think of how there would be such troubles under Li Qingyu's conditions, but Li Qingyu nodded seriously and replied: "Yes."

Ran Chi's eyes widened, feeling extremely surprised, and then he heard Li Qingyu say with a little dejection: "This is why I feel that life is depressing."

There are eight sufferings in life. The eight sufferings mentioned by the Buddha are the eight kinds of sufferings suffered by all living beings in the six realms of reincarnation. Birth is suffering, old age is suffering, illness is suffering, death is suffering, love and separation are suffering, resentment and hatred are suffering, not getting what one wants is suffering, and the five skandhas are suffering.

Life is miserable... Ran Chi continued to speculate: "Could it be that you can't get what you want?" After saying it, he immediately denied it: "No, no, how is it possible? Qingyu, you were born in a wealthy family, and you are so outstanding. Is there a girl you can't get?"

Li Qingyu glanced at her, and said lightly: "What's the point of getting people but not getting their hearts." He sighed: "Forget it, even if you say it, you probably won't understand it."

"The ancients still have the saying 'I can't ask for it, I am thinking about it, I am wandering, I am tossing and turning.' Why can't Ran Chi understand it?" Ran Chi smiled and said.

Li Qingyu took a sip of tea: "You are not me, how can you know my suffering?"

"My son is not me, how do you know that I don't know my son's suffering?" Some time ago, Li Qingyu taught Ran Chi to read Zhuangzi's famous article, saying that the article should still be Lao Zhuangzi's.Ran Chi read two articles, and also liked it very much, now he showed off in front of Li Qingyu, of course, mainly to make Li Qingyu happy.

After the two got acquainted, Li Qingyu realized that Ran Chi's temperament is very lively and cheerful, not at all dull and old-fashioned when they met for the first time.Maybe it's because he himself is too cold, and the Leng Yi who grew up with him is also a relatively boring person, so he likes this kind of character very much, so he smiled and said, "Aren't you happy?"

Ran Chi spread his hands helplessly and said: "You also know that it was just a moment of happiness. Ran Chi is a foreign woman, and she lost her freedom after being captured here. Don't say that you can't ask for it, you don't even have the qualifications to ask..."

It turns out that we are the same, it's not that we can't get what we ask for, but we can't ask for it.Like Ran Chi's mood, Li Qingyu also didn't want to see her sad, so she changed the subject: "I told you everything, you have to tell me too, is there anyone Ran Chi likes?"

After a long time, Ran Chi nodded shyly: "There are." But she didn't continue, but said to Li Qingyu solemnly: "Qingyu, the songs are all about other people's stories, whether you are sad or happy, it doesn't matter Empathy can’t replace your own feelings. Drama is like life, and life is like drama. You can stand in your own circle and watch other people’s excitement, but you can’t stand in your own circle and let others watch the excitement! Your drama must be written by yourself Yes, I have to sing by myself. Good or bad, joy or sorrow, who knows if I don’t keep singing?”

Li Qingyu didn't expect her to say such a thing. After careful consideration, he nodded movedly. After a while, he suddenly remembered something and continued: "By the way, I plan to stay in another place for a while. Somewhere farther away."

Ran Chi was surprised and said: "Qingyu, you have never been out of the mansion, have you? Where are you going? Alone?"

Li Qingyu smiled: "It's because I haven't traveled far before that I want to go out for a walk. I really have a lot of things in my heart that I can't let go of. Leaving those people and things that bother me and being alone for a while, maybe it will be on my heart. It’s helpful. As for the location… I’ll probably go to Jiangnan. I’ve longed to read the description in the book before, and the first time I heard you play the song "Moonlight Night on the Spring River", I feel that the place is so beautiful. It’s so beautiful that it’s not like anything in the world. Some shops are opened in the south of the Yangtze River, if it is said to help the family's business, my father will probably agree."

After being silent for a while, Ran Chi whispered: "Then how long are you going?"

Li Qingyu smiled calmly and shook her head: "I don't know, when will things change, come back when."

There was another silence, and the red eye circles lowered his head and said: "Qingyu, you are my only and best friend. Although I don't want to part with it, but Qingyu's decision, you just like it. It's just that no matter when, in Don't forget me anywhere, come and see me immediately when you come back."

Her voice was choked up, Li Qingyu touched her head with a light smile and gently comforted her: "That's for sure." For the woman Ran Chi, she was full of love and pity for her younger sister, so although his strength is insignificant Yes, he still wanted to do his best to help her.There must be a way, at least to make her eligible to ask.

"Qingyu, you are obviously younger than me, please don't always act like a grown-up, a child must act like a child!" Ran Chi rubbed his eyes and complained to him.

"Master, didn't I tell you not to run here normally, why are you here again?" The door was suddenly pushed open, and Leng Yi rushed in with an angry face, and by the way, gave Ran Chi a cold look.

"Didn't you just talk about my affairs?" Li Qingyu said lightly, turning her face away to drink tea without looking at Leng Yi, the tea bowl blocked the expression on her face.

It was like this almost every time, her cold eyes shivered with cold, and she also looked at Li Qingyu helplessly, but when she looked in that direction, Li Qingyu's teacup could not block his face, and she was surprised for a moment He could clearly see the flash of joy and the ensuing loneliness on Li Qingyu's face.She also stayed in the Qinlou Chu Pavilion for a long time, and thought that she could see the emotions hidden under people's expressions quite clearly, so what does this expression on Qingyu's face mean?

It’s not that you can’t get what you ask for, it’s that you can’t ask for it... you shouldn’t, it’s just that...

After being surprised, she felt relieved, she should be familiar with Li Qingyu, that person is crazy, if she falls in love, it will be a lifetime.Infatuation like this is rare in the world, so what does it matter who the other party is?It's just that she understands that if it goes on like this, it will definitely be too bitter.

To be loved by someone like Qingyu must be very happy.It's just that it looks like that person hasn't enlightened yet, no wonder Qingyu is so distressed.Since you and I are friends, I will definitely find a way to help you.

Thinking about it this way, Ran Chi, who would have urged Li Qingyu home when Leng Yi came, was not in a hurry to let him go back this time, instead, she walked up to him and refilled him gently like a woman in a romantic field.I'm used to being casual with her, seeing her like this, Li Qingyu almost got goosebumps all over her body, the hand holding the cup trembled, wondering what's wrong with this girl?

Leng Yi almost didn't go directly to drag him away. Seeing that Leng Yi's face was completely dark, Li Qingyu sighed and got up.When he said goodbye to Ran Chi and was about to leave, Ran Chi deliberately took Li Qingyu's arm intimately: "Qingyu, I had a great time today too."

It's not good to be as knowledgeable as a woman, and you must never get angry with the young master, but Leng Yi is feeling depressed.

He thumped the wall angrily, with such strength that there was a crack in the wall, turned around coldly and went out to wait for the young master.Ran Chi purposely said loudly to his back: "Even if you walk far away, you should always think of me, Qingyu."

Li Qingyu was surprised again, Ran Chi was so strange, why did he say what he said just now again?He didn't think about other aspects either. After all, his mind was too shocking. Who would think of it?

Hua Moqian had been listening with a cold face to the drama that was sure to be staged downstairs every few days. Although he didn't want to see Li Qingyu again, he was the one who pulled him over in the first place, and it was his own fault!Unexpectedly, when he suddenly heard that Li Qingyu was about to leave, he was also taken aback.Are you leaving?Immediately, the corners of his lips curled up, not knowing what he was happy about.

Hearing those words, Leng Yi turned around with a surprised face: "Let's go? Where is the young master going?" He eagerly grabbed Li Qingyu's arm and asked.

"It's all about my business and you don't care about it!" Li Qingyu wanted to shake him off, but Leng Yi's strength was too much stronger than him, so he could only frown and said: "You scratched me!"

Leng Yi hurriedly let go, Li Qingyu waved to Ran Chi and walked out angrily.Ran Chi smiled with tears in his eyes, and kept watching his back disappear from sight, thinking silently, although he didn't know what the final result would be, but please be happy every day, Qingyu.

"Young master, what did that woman mean?" Afraid that the young master would get angry, Leng Yi didn't dare to press her any further, so she had to stagger and say behind Li Qingyu.

"What about that woman, how many times have I told you that her name is Ran Chi!" Li Qingyu said coldly: "I just don't want to stay in Li Mansion anymore, I want to find a place to be alone."

Leng Yi hurriedly said: "Where is the young master going, I will go with the young master..."

"I said that I want to be alone, can't you listen to people? Don't you understand what a person means?" Unable to face the cold questioning, Li Qingyu ran away quickly.

He didn't follow closely as usual, Leng Yi froze in place, the young master finally wanted to...abandon him?

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Angang, this chapter has been coded for a long time, it is to pave the way for the highlights of the next few chapters, please continue to read~~Thank you for your support, please~~