cold jade blue

That night, Li Qingyu dreamed that he was hugging someone and doing intimate things, kissing and entangled, which made his heart throbbing, throbbing with pain in his heart, but after seeing the person's face clearly, he woke up suddenly, and never Sitting up suddenly on the bed, he was still in shock for a while.

"What's the matter, master?" Leng Yi was a light sleeper, vigilant by nature, and he was a martial arts practitioner, so he woke up immediately when there was any movement.Seeing Li Qingyu sitting on the bed with disordered breathing, he ran over in panic, "Did you have a nightmare?"

nightmare?no.Li Qingyu's face became strangely hot, but luckily he couldn't see it in the cold night.

"It's okay." Li Qingyu moved her body slightly, but froze all of a sudden, feeling even more embarrassed.

Seeing Li Qingyu's uncomfortable expression, Leng Yi was puzzled: "Master, what's the matter? Tell Leng Yi, and Leng Yi can help you solve it."

Li Qingyu stuttered and couldn't speak: "I, I..."

This kind of embarrassment is not in line with his personality, he really doesn't know how to deal with it, besides, Leng Yi has taken care of him since he was a child, there is nothing to hide, so he just closed his eyes and said: "Forget it, you can laugh if you want to, I... I might have wet the bed." After saying that, Li Qingyu lowered her head so much that she almost buried herself, she was so ashamed.

Of course Leng Yi would not laugh at him, but was a little puzzled.However, he was older than Li Qingyu, and he had come into contact with a lot of people and gradually became familiar with human affairs, so he understood after a little thought.Although Li Qingyu read a lot, they were all taught by Lin Xian. How could Lin Xian tell him to read some messy books.Besides, he lived in Li Mansion since he was a child, and he seldom went out, and the news was closed, so it was normal not to know these things.Such a young master Leng Yi has never seen before, he usually looks like a little adult, occasionally showing weakness, but he has never been so embarrassed.Such a young master only made him feel very cute, and then he smiled and said: "It's not bed-wetting anymore, it's young master, you have grown up."

Leng Yi got up and came over with a clean undershirt, lifted the quilt to see, it really was like that... Li Qingyu felt so ashamed, she just didn't dare to look at Leng Yi's movements.

Leng Yi wiped Li Qingyu's body and put on clean clothes, and then said: "If the young master doesn't want to disturb others in the middle of the night, why don't you feel sorry for the young master and rest on Leng Yi's bed today? Clean up and go there tomorrow."

Li Qingyu nodded with a blushing face, and Leng Yi carried him to her bed.When his arm touched Li Qingyu, he remembered that dream and couldn't help but tremble.But Leng Yi was his guardian, so devoted to him and loved him, he felt so sorry for that dream, he was so ashamed that he didn't even dare to lift his head.

Leng Yi put him on the bed, covered him with the quilt, and was about to leave. Li Qingyu knew that if he didn't speak, Leng Yi would probably just stand there or sit at the table all night, so he couldn't bear it.Stretch your head out of the quilt, whispered: "You sleep too, this is your bed."

Leng Yi turned around and said, "Master, go to sleep, it's fine."

"No, I want to hear you tell me... tell me about those things." Then he buried his head in it again.

Leng Yi smiled, and went back to the bed and lay down next to Li Qingyu. Li Qingyu listened to him nervously telling herself some experiences that he didn't know but made him blush and heartbeat. Yi?

But thinking about it carefully, he asked himself again, why not Leng Yi?

He remembered what Lin Xian told him last time, his feeling for Leng Yi was called liking.But now he feels that it is more than that, leaving Lin Xian he just misses, and leaving Leng Yi, he will be lonely, missing and uneasy.The feeling that Li Qingyu knew from the books, this kind of feeling that is deeper than liking, is love.

Li Qingyu doesn't know what true love looks like, because of lack of love and communication since childhood, he closed his heart.He has read a lot of books, and there are many praises and praises of love in the books, or sighs with emotion, which make him envious and respected.But only when he really knows that he has met the right person, and when he does not know when to open the door of his heart, can he understand the joyful or sad feelings written in the book.Li Qingyu is a person who firmly believes in ideals. For him, love is like Tao Yuanming's Peach Blossom Spring. It is beautiful and absolutely exists. It doesn't matter if it is vigorous or long, as long as it can be with the person it loves.

But he also knows that this relationship is too terrible and will bring disaster to everyone. Even if he tells Leng Yi that the two are reluctantly together, everyone will be scarred and even doomed.

That's fine now, isn't it?They were always together, never changed and never will.

He raised his eyes and took another look at his handsome face. He was also tired today. Although he was still talking, it could be seen that his upper and lower eyelids were fighting.Taking a deep breath, Li Qingyu tried his best to stick to Leng Yi's chest, closed his eyes, and told himself repeatedly that this was the last time he got close, and when he saw the first ray of sunlight tomorrow, he would forget the dream he had just had and still have something to think about. everything of.

But after thinking about it, he started to care about one more thing. Leng Yi experienced what he experienced, so who appeared in his dream?

After Li Qingyu fell asleep again, he felt the steady breathing of the people around him, but Leng Yi lost his sleepiness. He was also thinking about a question: What did the young master dream about?Who is qualified to appear in the young master's dream?

A few days before the doctor's diagnosis, Mu Ling gave birth ahead of schedule unexpectedly, and Li Xiaoan was not in the mansion, so even though the preparations had been made, the entire Li mansion was still in chaos.Li Qingyu stood not far away and stared blankly at Mu Ling's room. Those people who came in and out and had no time to take care of him said coldly to the person beside him: "I only know now that children are born like this, and everyone will Turn around him, miss him with all my heart, hope he is healthy and safe, even I am the same."

Leng Yi shook her head, maybe Li Qingyu herself didn't realize how kind-hearted her nature was, but she was used to hiding it with indifference: "Master, you have been guarding here since you got the news in the morning, eat something."

Li Qingyu shook her head, eyes a little confused: "My birth killed my mother back then. This is a regrettable thing in my life. If I could, I would rather choose not to be born. So I hope to see with my own eyes, my brother and his brother Mother and child are safe. Yi, stay with me here until I feel at ease."

Without saying anything more, Leng Yi stood silently beside Li Qingyu. Although he was not too close, he could still hear heart-piercing screams in the room, tugging at people's hearts one after another.

"Mothers are really great. It is so difficult to conceive a child, and it is even more difficult to give birth. I heard that giving birth is like going to the gate of hell, so I can understand that they will do everything for their children." Li Qingyu suddenly said softly.

Leng Yi's heart tightened, it turned out that Li Qingyu didn't know that because of Mu Ling, Li Xiaoan was even more alienated from Li Qingyu than before.In this world, the easiest and most beautiful wind to blow is the pillow wind.

As the sun rose and the sun set, a baby's sharp cry lifted the spirits of the exhausted people.Li Qingyu just stood there, staring at the door without eating or drinking all day long, neither tired nor impatient, the cry of the baby also cheered him up, and he took two steps forward, thinking about it Backed off again, standing where he was and waiting.

It wasn't until the child was born that Li Xiaoan rushed back. As soon as he stepped into the gate of the mansion, he went straight to Mu Ling's room, turning a blind eye to Li Qingyu who was not far away.Not long after, bursts of laughter came from the room, as well as congratulations and blessings from the servants.

"I saw a good result, that's enough." Li Qingyu turned and left with a smile on her lips.Li Xiaoan, who was going out with a smile on his face, had just stepped out of the house, and happened to see the smile of his eldest son before he left, and couldn't help trembling in his heart.

When Li Qingyu smiled, his face was like a spring flower, it must be able to impress people, no matter who he is.

At the same time, what catches the eyes is the back of the person behind Li Qingyu who is beginning to appear strong and burly. The young man is indeed not to be underestimated.

But in a blink of an eye, Li Xiaoan forgot the amazement at that moment. He always only remembered the people and things related to his climbing path, and the others were out of his eyes.All he knew was that the wild dog he had painstakingly raised had gradually grown into a wolf.