cold jade blue

Furious and startled, he ran out of the house as quickly as if he was fleeing coldly, but in the middle of the night he had nowhere else to go, so he had to go to the study.There is no bed in the study room, so he just lay on the table. Anyway, during the northern expedition, he slept on no matter how difficult the night was, even if it was just a barren land, or a desert that was scorching hot enough to burn people. Now this situation is very important to him. It's nothing at all.

During the period, the butler also boldly stepped forward to persuade the young couple not to quarrel, but as soon as he opened the door without saying anything, he was frightened back by the cold eyes that looked like he was going to kill.

Leng Yi couldn't fall asleep, so he just lay on the small cold table with his limbs spread out in a daze.He didn't know whether he was born to like men before. He met Li Qingyu and in the process of getting along with him gradually, he developed into that person with all his heart and eyes, and never pretended to be anything else.Speaking of which, maybe he didn't naturally like men, he just liked that one person alone.So it's normal for him to react to women, but this reaction made him feel even more disloyalty and betrayal to Li Qingyu, which made him loathe himself even more.

When will this end?he asked himself...

I'm afraid I will die myself...

Thinking of this, he closed his eyes in pain, and continued to endure the sleepless and long night little by little.

After a few days, after finally waiting for Li Qingyuan to go out again, Lin Xian had the opportunity to go to Li Qingyu again, and this time he brought good news.Li Qingyuan didn't like anyone other than him staying with Li Qingyu, so he didn't even let the servants in the mansion get close, and he had to do everything by himself.Facts have proved that this highly possessive style is still beneficial. Li Qingyu poured out the small pill from the small white bottle and looked at it in the palm of his hand. Through the broken hair, Lin Xian couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. A cool smile could be seen on the corner of his lips.

"Qingyu, are you sure?" After a while, Lin Xian asked worriedly.

Li Qingyu raised her head, her smile was so beautiful that people couldn't help but fall in love: "Of course."

Guimenguan is a kind of medicine that Lengyi started to refine when he first started to recruit halberds a long time ago. What Lin Xian didn't know was that this medicine was made by Li Qingyu completely as poison, and nine kinds of it were mixed. Refined from highly poisonous herbal medicine, if you eat it, you will die immediately. He never thought that it would become a kind of medicine that can fake death.

Although people who practice medicine and save the world should not refine this kind of poison, at that time Leng Yi didn't know if he would come back, so Li Qingyu secretly made a plan. If he had been fighting outside, he would have been waiting like that. In case bad news came...he chose to end his life in this way.

However, when adding the herbal medicine to the furnace, Li Qingyu did not check for a while and added the wrong medicine.After realizing this, he guessed, probably this is his fate, and the gods did not let him have the idea of ​​death, but told him to wait for the man to come back wholeheartedly.The medicine had already entered the medicine furnace, and he didn't withdraw it, he just thought about letting it destroy itself, and throwing it aside after training.Luo Huan poured the medicinal residues into a certain place in the yard, and after a while the surrounding grass was all dead, Li Qingyu said a few words to Luo Huan, and then forgot about it.

What he didn't expect was that after a few days, while taking a leisurely walk, Li Qingyu discovered that tender grass sprouts had grown again in that place.He was very surprised by this. At that time, the medicine had already been refined and he put it into a medicine bottle and threw it into the innermost layer of the medicine cabinet, but everything stopped there.Even though the medicine was ready, he couldn't find someone to test it, nor would he find other living things to try it, so he didn't know how effective the medicine would be.He didn't expect that there would be a day when this medicine would be used. As for the [-]-hour suffocation, he made up nonsense for Lin Xian.

Although Lin Xian was very worried, he had no choice but to give the medicine to Li Qingyu.It's also because he believes that if Li Qingyu wants to die, he doesn't need to be so troublesome, and there must be a reason for what he does.However, he didn't know that Li Qingyu was just betting with himself, with the sky...

Lin Xian left, the timing was perfect.Not long after he left, Li Qingyuan came back. At that time, Li Qingyu had already taken the medicine into his stomach, almost without hesitation.

The way my brother looks at me is not quite right... It's not as hot as it was this morning.After entering the door, Li Qingyuan thought anxiously, he seemed to have returned to the state he had just entered the house, with a feeling of indifference and hostility towards everything.

"Brother..." As soon as he opened his mouth, Li Qingyu frowned suddenly, and his subordinates also tightly grasped the bed sheet under him.

Already starting to react...

It should be said that this medicine deserves to be called the gate of ghosts. Li Qingyu really experienced the feeling of walking through the gate of ghosts. He even felt that even if he was really told to die, it would be better than what he came here now.The original poison would kill you if you swallowed it, so there wouldn't be too much pain. However, because of the wrong medicine, the painful feeling it brought was unimaginable. It seemed that the internal organs were all mixed together. He tried his best to endure, but he still couldn't control the expression on his face gradually becoming distorted.

Even if people who don't know him well now see the expression on Li Qingyu's face, they will know that something is wrong, let alone a person like Li Qingyuan who is dedicated to possessing his brother's body and mind. He frowned and rushed to support his brother, asking anxiously Said: "What's wrong with you?"

Li Qingyu clutched his stomach and couldn't speak, his hands unconsciously tightened, almost scratching the piece of clothes.

Walking in the rivers and lakes, Li Qingyuan is still familiar with some medical principles. He hurriedly stretched out his hand to touch his brother's wrist, and felt that the pulse under his finger was extremely disordered.Li Qingyuan's expression changed drastically in an instant, he said in a panic, "What's wrong with you, I'll find a doctor for you."

Saying this he got up.

Li Qingyu held back the pain and grabbed Li Qingyuan, wanting to talk to him, but when he opened his mouth, he spat out a mouthful of blood.

Li Qingyuan was so frightened that his liver and gallbladder were torn apart, his face suddenly changed as if he had seen a ghost, and he was so panicked that he didn't know what to do: "You, don't move, I will find a doctor for you."

"No, don't, I... only have a moment... time, I have to tell you..."

Saying two or three words is a mouthful of blood, so intermittently, after one sentence, Li Qingyu has already vomited a big puddle on the ground.But he didn't know what was going on right now, he was so strong that he held on to Li Qingyuan tightly and wouldn't let go.

After hearing Li Qingyu's words, Li Qingyuan's face became even more ugly: "What do you mean there is only a little time left? Are you... taking poison yourself?"

Realizing the truth, he screamed: "Impossible! I've searched all your places, there's no way you're hiding poison and I don't know!"

Seeming to have recovered at this moment, Li Qingyu stopped vomiting blood, lay on the bed and shook his head while panting, "There are always things you don't know."

"Why... If you have to end your life one day, let him end in my hands!" Li Qingyuan grabbed Li Qingyu's hand with his backhand and roared in a low voice.Even frightened and angry, his eye sockets and eyes were all red: "You promised to be with me in the future, you lied to me! Why!"

Li Qingyu closed his eyes weakly, and said intermittently: "I would rather...what I said to you is true, if you don't...do those things, I...maybe...will really be with you, Live the rest of your life. But Xiao Yuan, you should never have killed Xiaohuan, and you shouldn't have thought of harming my uncle, they are all the people I can't let go of..."

There were tears in Li Qingyuan's eyes, and he didn't care about getting angry. He was afraid that he would die soon, so he hugged him tightly to infuse him with true energy while crying, "I just want to let there be no obstacles between us. I have been watching since I was a child." Looking at you, I know that your love will never belong to me, so I came up with this method. But brother, you said that you will forgive Qingyuan no matter what you do! Why do you always say nothing..."

"You can do anything to me, even if you ruin my reputation, lock me up, and lock me by your side for the rest of my life... I don't care about it. The only thing that hurts them... Xiaoyuan, if I didn't So selfish, I have always stayed by your side to grow up with you, maybe you were born a few years earlier... Maybe we were wrong from the beginning, if there is an afterlife..."

"It's better not to have an afterlife..." After hesitating for a while, Li Qingyu finally said it, and Li Qingyu's tears also fell. He panted rapidly, and the hand that had been holding his brother tightly loosened slightly: "I don't blame you , but I won’t forgive you either. But as long as I die, everything will be over...whether it’s hate or love...it doesn’t exist anymore...you cremated me, and you can live a good life by yourself..."

As he spoke, Li Qingyu's breath began to weaken.

Big tears rolled down from the eyes, Li Qingyuan continued to send true energy into Li Qingyu's body to maintain his life, he hoarse and hugged his brother tightly and cried: "Brother, I will listen to whatever you say, I will never mess with you again. You are angry, I will not interfere if you want to leave or stay. Brother, please, don't leave me alone. "

"Xiaoyuan, I'm sorry..." Li Qingyu stroked Li Qingyuan's cheek with his hand, his consciousness was blurred, and his mind went back to the past, as if he saw that little boy clinging to him tightly and let him play with him.His eyes were blurred, the corners of his mouth raised, and he muttered in a daze: "My brother, he is indeed the most beautiful person in the world."

The hand slipped down weakly, the head tilted into Li Qingyuan's arms, the long eyelashes were overturned, and those beautiful phoenix eyes were tightly closed, there was no possibility of opening them again.

"No brother, please, don't leave me..." Li Qingyuan cried, desperately instilling true energy into Li Qingyu, until his body started to feel cold even when he couldn't make ends meet, then he closed his eyes weakly, hugging his brother still warm body, as if trying to rub him into his own body.

"Brother..." Li Qingyuan kept crying until he was completely exhausted. He hugged Li Qingyu and fell asleep with him. He didn't know when he would wake up.

It's better not to wake up... Li Qingyuan told himself with his last sober consciousness.