cold jade blue

The new Mrs. Li was very upbeat, and she became pregnant in only half a year.At the beginning, Li Xiaoan saw that Li Qingyu was too dependent on Leng Yi, so he said that to keep Li Qingyu and Leng Yi away. Unexpectedly, he gradually realized that Li Qingyu seemed to have a closer relationship with Leng Yi.But seeing that the lady is pregnant, he is warm and soft, and with the border turmoil and his busy schedule, he has no time to take care of Li Qingyu.

Ever since he got married, Muling has always been very kind to Li Qingyu, often asking about his health, and often sending people to bring some rare gadgets.Li Qingyu always thanked her very politely, and sometimes gave some gifts in return. It really looked like a beautiful scene of a loving mother and filial piety.

Everything about this woman is perfect, her background, appearance, and attitude are impeccable, but Li Qingyu can't get close to her. When talking to Mu Ling several times, he felt that Mu Ling's eyes were above his. There was pity in the eyes, not the kind of mother's kind love and pity, but a kind of arrogance.Ever since the doctor diagnosed her as pregnant, he felt that this woman seemed to be more arrogant in front of him.This is just his own feeling, all others can see is Mu Ling's kind and gentle smile.

Li Qingyu kept this feeling in her heart and didn't tell anyone, even Lin Xian and Leng Yi.He lowered his brows in front of Mu Ling and tried his best to keep his posture as low as possible. No matter what, he only hoped that Mu Ling would know that he didn't want to cause trouble to her, and he was not her opponent, never was.

Not to mention this matter, there is another matter that makes Li Qingyu even more troubled.Recently, he has dreamed about Leng Yi almost every night, and he dreamed about his daily life with him. Since the first meeting, he took care of himself, he was desperate for himself, all the scenes are vivid in his dreams.Li Qingyu wondered, why would he still dream of him at night after being with him day in and day out?

He couldn't figure it out, so he asked Lin Xian who came to him to guide him: "Do people really think day by day and dream at night?"

For him, Lin Xian is an elder brother, a good friend, and a good teacher.He will love and pet him very much, answer his questions and give him advice and suggestions, so he will ask him anything he doesn't understand.

Lin Xian said with a smile: "Have you reviewed your homework? You know what to think all day long."

"With brother Lin's teaching, my husband said that he felt that he could hardly teach me with his knowledge." Only when facing Lin Xian, he would show his most childish side and act like a baby in front of him without any scruple.

Lin Xian laughed secretly in his heart, but he said seriously: "Anyway, that's Mr., don't be rude." But it didn't seem like a reproach, but more like connivance.

Li Qingyu was not afraid of him, instead she put her head in front of him and said, "I haven't finished showing what brother Lin taught me, otherwise it's not too soon but already, I won't be used to a new gentleman."

Lin Xian patted his head and smiled dotingly: "Okay, then what did you dream about?"

"No, it's nothing, just asking casually." Li Qingyu retracted her head.

"Qingyu, you can't hide from me." Lin Xian put his arms around his shoulders: "I grew up with you, you can't hide anything from me."

A trace of surprise flashed in Li Qingyu's eyes, Lin Xian quickly let go, and smiled: "The kind you said, you want to keep a person firmly by your side, you want him to only see you, and you don't want him to leave your side Have you ever thought about it?"

"No more." Li Qingyu said it very naturally, because he had already made sure that Leng Yi would not leave him no matter what happened, so naturally he didn't have that kind of thought.

Lin Xian knew that Qingyu didn't hide it from him, but Li Qingyu didn't notice it. It means there was no more.

"That feeling may be called liking." So, Lin Xian didn't intend to hide it from him, and simply told him everything and let him judge for himself.

like?Li Qingyu was a little surprised.Lin Xian didn't let go of any slight change in his expression, and immediately asked: "Is there anything you like very much?"

"Yes, I like Brother Lin, and I also like Leng Yi." Li Qingyu whispered.But why Leng Yi?Why haven't you dreamed of Lin Xian?

That's right, apart from him and that Leng Yi, who can be closer to this child's heart?The so-called liking is just a whim.Lin Xian glanced at him, and didn't ask any further questions, but continued: "Dreams, thoughts, fate, and traces of affection. There is no love during the day, and no dreams at night."

Li Qingyu was thoughtful, Lin Xian looked at his handsome face, took a deep breath and said, "Qingyu, I'm leaving."

"Let's go, where are you going? Suzhou or Yangzhou?" Li Qingyu looked up at him with a smile, thinking that he was going to these prosperous places for business.

"Beyond the Great Wall." Lin Xian's tone was somewhat cool.

"What?" Li Qingyu jumped off his seat and ran to Lin Xian: "Brother Lin, why...why?"

Lin Xian looked at him helplessly: "You also know that the Holy Majesty has great ambitions for those barbaric lands, and the border has been uneasy after years of fighting. I told you that a man should first establish a career and then a family..."

"Brother Lin, you can't hide it from me. You watched me grow up, and I grew up admiring you. No, it's not just admiration. Anyway, you can't hide it from me." Li Qingyu held him tightly: "Why exactly?"

Lin Xian sighed and touched Li Qingyu's face. This child has a delicate heart and can see through everything. There is nothing he can do about it: "If I don't, my father will arrange a marriage for me, and my whole life will be tied up." In that so-called marriage. You said that you only want to be alone, why am I not? So I would rather spend my sweat and blood in the desert wilderness than feel wronged and nest in the so-called warmth Waste your life."

After thinking for a while, Li Qingyu patted him on the shoulder in a very understanding way: "My brother Lin should be like a fairy standing on the clouds, not controlled by anyone, and he can control everything by himself. So, no matter what you do I decided to support you." After thinking about it, he worried again: "Then Uncle Lin..."

"Yes, he was so angry that he was half dead." Lin Xian said with a smile.

Li Qingyu also laughed, but she couldn't help the red eyes when she smiled: "How long will it take?"

"I don't know." After saying this, Lin Xian hugged him immediately: "Qingyu, you are fine as you are, you don't need to change anything, just wait for me to come back."

"Brother Lin, you said that people will always change." Li Qingyu leaned her head on his shoulder and said solemnly. Because she was familiar with him, she didn't feel that there was anything intimacy.

"I won't change, at least I won't change for you. Qingyu, can you still kiss me like when you were a child? I haven't done this for many years." Lin Xian said, his eyes full of expectation.

She lowered her head shyly, Li Qingyu's cool lips lightly touched Lin Xian's cheek, then quickly turned aside, Lin Xian smirked: "Qingyu, take good care of yourself."

Li Qingyu nodded, hugged him and said solemnly: "You also have to take good care of yourself, Qingyu will take care of you."

It happened that when Leng Yi came back from sword practice, he saw Lin Xian walking out before stepping in the door. Leng Yi bowed to salute, and when he passed by, he heard a soft voice: "From now on, there will be only you, protect him well."

Such a nonsensical sentence, but Leng Yi understood it instantly, turned around and said solemnly: "Yes." The reason why they understood so quickly is because they wanted to protect the same person, only that one .

Li Qingyu stood at the door, looking very lonely.Brother Lin is the best person in the world to him. Even so, he still can't tell him all his thoughts without reservation like when he was a child.That saying is true, people change.

On the night of Lin Xian's departure, Li Qingyu finally dreamed of him. He dreamed that he was wearing a war robe, with the seven-star sword hanging on his waist, and he was walking on a road majestically.He looks like a military general, but he doesn't have the arrogance and domineering appearance of general military generals at all. On the contrary, he is very refined, but he can be seen from the back that he must not be underestimated.Li Qingyu didn't want to call him at all, because looking at such a straight back, she knew that the end of the road must be beautiful, so she wanted to see him go on like this.

Strangely, when Li Qingyu turned her head, she saw another person, dressed in black, whose appearance was not real, but very familiar.The same appearance is imposing, but more evil and domineering than Lin Xian.Seeing him walking towards her step by step, for some reason Li Qingyu was very nervous, hoping to see him, hoping to touch him, and at the same time looking forward to being seen, touched by him, and even hoped to be touched by him. he hugs...

Such a person who gave him such a strange feeling made Li Qingyu's heart palpitate, and she couldn't wait to see his face, but when she was about to see his face clearly, she woke up and sat on the bed feeling lost.