cold jade blue

"I'm back, Qingyu, how do you feel?" Feng Lu had been waiting at the door for a long time, and when he saw Li Qingyu's figure, he rushed forward eagerly, looking at the expression on his face with concern to see if it was too bad , then no matter whether Leng Yi has become a son-in-law or not, he will break his legs.

If he could hide it, Li Qingyu would not want to worry Feng Lu, but he really didn't have the mind and energy to think about other things at this moment.He couldn't control his pale complexion and tired expression, he looked like a person who hadn't slept for three days and three nights.

Feng Lu really cared about Li Qingyu, because he was worried that Feng Lu couldn't even sleep well these days, even Hua Moqian, who was a little distressed, hated Li Qingyu a little bit. Standing in the yard looking at Li Qingyu, who looked like he had lost his soul, he said coldly: "Look at what you have become now. Let him do whatever he wants. There is no good person in the world except him. No?"

Now there is a person who treats the true love with sincerity, and Moqian, the black butterfly flower who did not touch her body among thousands of flowers, naturally cannot understand the kind of person who was originally a childhood sweetheart, who was destined to be a couple for life since childhood, and the last person Yan Er Newlyweds feel lonely and alone.

Knowing that he had no malicious intentions, Li Qingyu glanced at him without saying a word, then asked Feng Lu, "Uncle, do you have any news about my father?"

How could Li Qingyu know about Li Xiaoan!How much does he know?Feng Lu didn't know what to say all of a sudden, so he looked at Hua Moqian as if asking for help, but he couldn't answer those words, let alone Hua Moqian, the two of them just stared at each other for a moment. There was no one to speak.

For Hua Moqian, Li Xiaoan is just an irrelevant person, and being able to sell Leng Yi a favor is a good deal for him, so he doesn't care whether Li Xiaoan is dead or alive.As far as Feng Lu is concerned, Li Xiaoan is the bastard husband and father who lied to his sister's feelings and made his beloved nephew's life miserable. All in all, it is not a good thing.In his heart, he hoped that Li Xiaoan would be taught a lesson, and that the person who taught him was a good apprentice he taught himself. I have to say that when he handed over the copywriting back then to Leng Yi, he was a little proud in his heart.Not to mention Leng Yi, he hated Li Xiaoan so much that he gritted his teeth and wished he could kill him with his own hands. Of course, the result now is similar, even though it made him regret it at the beginning, it still achieved his goal.

But they all ignored that this person who was insignificant to them and even hated... was actually Li Qingyu's father, his closest relative in the world.

Li Qingyu is not a fool, he was aware of Hua Moqian's thoughts towards Leng Yi in the past, last time Feng Lu took Hua Moqian to say goodbye to him, he told him that they came from the border of Fuji country.If Leng Yi took revenge now, it means that he already had the intention of revenge at that time, and it probably had something to do with Hua Moqian, and Feng Lu probably knew about it.Li Qingyu understands their attitude towards Li Xiaoan, so although this result makes him sad, he doesn't mean to complain about them, and can only say that Li Xiaoan can't live because of his own crimes.However, linking all this with Leng Yi only made him feel extremely tired, as if the whole world had collapsed, and there was nothing to look forward to.

He nodded without saying anything and continued to walk upstairs. After taking two steps, he paused again and turned to Feng Lu and said, "Let's leave tomorrow morning, uncle, don't worry about me. After a long time, I will put it down." of."

Feng Lu breathed a sigh of relief, but this relaxation was only temporary, and his worries would not stop at all because of the relief from Li Qingyu's mouth.Who said scars can fade over time?Time may be an antidote, or it may be a poison, which will make people's poison accumulate deeper and deeper, and finally they cannot extricate themselves.

However, all he could do at this moment was to nod and hope in his heart that time would dilute all such nonsense, while watching the child lose his mind and go to his room.

"Do you want to eat something? You haven't eaten properly these days, and your body will be damaged if you continue like this." Feng Lu had nothing to comfort her, so she had to ask a little weakly.

"I'm not hungry now. I'll come down when I want to eat. Don't worry." After speaking, Li Qingyu entered the room and closed the door.

This is a heart disease, and it cannot be cured by forcing two bites of food.Feng Lu shook his head helplessly, then turned to Hua Moqian and said, "Hire a carriage, bring more pastries, and coax this child to eat two more bites on the way."

Hua Moqian pinched his waist and stood where he was, staring at Feng Lu for a while, and asked angrily, "Where are we going?"

Feng Lu spread his hands and said helplessly: "Oh, as long as you are a good person, you can go anywhere."

In the bedroom, Li Qingyu didn't rest. He took out a pack of red candles that he had prepared a few days ago, took out the fire and lit the whole room.Then he dug out an antique wooden box from the back of the closet, opened it, and there was a red dress in the box.He took out the clothes and shook them off, it was clearly a wedding dress, embroidered with elegant orchid grass partridges, it looked very delicate and beautiful, but it was a man's style.

It was ordered by Li Qingyu when the silk and satin shop opened back then, and it is said that it was woven by the best embroiderer in the south of the Yangtze River.He took a fancy to this piece of good material, its very red color, and the unique Suzhou embroidery pattern on it, so he decided to keep it for himself, and quietly ordered someone to make it into a man's style.

Although this action seemed a bit feminine, but thinking of what kind of expression Leng Yi would show when he saw him put on this outfit, a surge of joy filled his heart, so there was no need to say anything.

However... now everything is meaningless. Touching the elegant embroidery on it, feeling the delicate texture like running water between his fingers, he sighed and changed his clothes.

That red dress made Li Qingyu's face look like a crown of jade. He was clearly a handsome young man, but because of this special color, he exuded a different kind of flirtatiousness, and his whole person was shockingly beautiful.

After changing clothes and standing in front of the bronze mirror, Li Qingyu couldn't help feeling a little dazed when he looked at himself in the mirror.If it wasn't for Leng Yi, he might have already married at this time, with an ordinary and gentle wife, and maybe a lovely child.Thinking like this doesn't mean he resents Leng Yi, he's just thinking about another possibility in life, what would be the final result if he hadn't chosen that difficult path at the beginning.After thinking about it, compared to never owning it, the current situation made him feel better.

If it happened again, he would probably go the same way, even if he would end up in the same ending.This realization made him grin the corners of his mouth bitterly, mocking himself in his heart that his obsession was so deep that he had already been hurt like this, and he stabbed himself in the heart over and over again.

Then let’s end it like this, he told himself, the home is gone, the people he loves are gone, and all of this will end tonight. After tonight, he will leave this place with his uncle and the others, and never talk to the people and things here again. not related.

Taking out a pair of glasses, he poured himself a glass of wine. After pouring it, he wanted to put down the jug, but after thinking about it, he took another glass and poured another glass.

He took a sip from the glass by himself, then looked at the other full glass with the empty glass in his hand and said to himself: "You used to get drunk when you drank, and you haven't had a chance to have a drink together since you came back. It’s still not like this now. At least I won’t be drunk tonight... After all, you still have a bridal chamber. Hehe, do you still remember that once you said that you wanted to see what I looked like in red, and that it would be beautiful , no one in the world can compare to it. Now that I'm wearing it, it's a pity...you're looking at someone else."

He knelt down on the ground and talked to himself, talking about their childhood, how he missed Leng Yi during the three years of separation, and he still couldn't help but shed tears after talking, in a low voice Weeping: "Leng Yi, you said that you will be a couple forever, you said..."

After today, there will be another person who raises the eyebrows with you, and everything about you has nothing to do with me.

Everyone in the world says that there is nothing more to be sad than dying, but in fact that is not true, it should be that there is nothing more sad than dying.Injured again and again, disappointed again and again, but as long as the man gave himself a glimmer of hope, he would still rush forward to die.

I'm afraid I won't be able to do it again in the future... Everything is completely over.

Getting up from the ground, Li Qingyu took off his clothes and threw them on the red candle in the center of the room. The clothes quickly ignited, and the flame flickered like a snake biting the fabric.He raised his hand and poured the last two glasses of wine on it. The flames shot up and caught his eyes, burning out the last bit of enthusiasm and liveliness in his eyes...

Pushing open the door, looking at the gorgeously dressed bride sitting on the bed, Leng Yi felt the energy of alcohol welling up on her head, causing her a headache.He drank a lot of wine tonight, and he drank it all without any excuses when he was respected by others.He used to get drunk when he was drunk, but during the three years of fighting in the desert, the border was too cold. In order to keep out the cold, he had to drink a lot of strong wine with his brothers. There is no taste like water.

He wanted to get drunk, and when he was drunk, he would be able to forget everything that happened and temporarily escape from the current scene.

Sensing that someone entered the door, but there was no movement. The silence of the wedding night was too weird. Princess Zhaoyang couldn't wait any longer, so she lifted her veil a little.Sure enough, I saw Leng Yi standing motionless in the middle of the room.Princess Zhaoyang didn't care much about the groom's strange behavior, instead she turned her head to Leng Yi without any reaction and said, "It's late at night, my husband, let's rest together?"

Leng Yi shivered abruptly at the sound of her husband's silence. For a moment, he lowered his head and politely called out to Princess Zhaoyang: "Princess Zhaoyang." But he didn't salute.

Seeing Leng Yi's strange attitude, Princess Zhaoyang simply lifted off her hijab: "Call me Jingyi!"