cold jade blue

Walking out of the imperial city, he walked slowly on the road as if he was in a daze, when suddenly he heard someone calling him in front of him.When I looked up, I saw Fang Yu trotting towards him with an excited expression on his face, leaned close to Leng Yi, and said, "Brother, you are the commander of the Qianfeng Battalion now, and Zuo You and I have just been banned. In addition to being the former bodyguard with a sword, Bai Ye was also named the young minister of Dali Temple. Everyone was very happy. They said that they would have a banquet tonight to invite you to dinner. Not to mention, being with the elder brother is promising, like me, an orphan, and now He is also a fourth-rank official..."

"Your Majesty just sealed it?" Hearing Fang Yu's words, Leng Yi was not only not half happy, but felt a chill in his heart, and clenched his hands involuntarily.

Not aware of Leng Yi's strange mood, Fang Yu still said happily: "Yes, the king sent people to our camp to announce the decree, and rewarded a lot of good things. Brothers don't know how much they have." face."

"By the way, I saw Xiaoying by chance when I was going out yesterday, and she was smiling at me." Before Leng Yi could speak, the overly excited Fang Yu continued.When he was talking, he held his right hand with his left hand, he seemed a little nervous, a little proud, and a little shy of a young man...

If Leng Yi escapes now, the remaining brothers will definitely be implicated by him.They also came from very difficult backgrounds, experienced life and death together, and now finally saw that happiness was within reach, how could he ruin the happiness of his brothers because of himself?That way, even if he can get away, the rest of his life can only be lived in guilt and pain.

Leng Yi's hand hangs down weakly, Lin Xian is right, he is too confident and underestimated Emperor Qi, Emperor Qi tied him up to death, and he couldn't escape at all.

How to tell Qingyu, how to solve this matter?Thinking about it for a while, Leng Yi felt a splitting headache.

"I'm a little tired, you can enjoy the dinner by yourself, I want to go back and rest."

Fang Yu stood still and said in surprise: "But brother, you are the protagonist, how could the banquet that our brothers set up for you be without you? What does it look like?"

Leng Yi also stopped, and said to Fang Yu in a hoarse voice: "I am serious Fang Yu. I am very tired today and just want to go home and have a good sleep. I appreciate your kindness, but I really can't go. "

Seeing the look of tiredness between the elder brother's eyebrows, and knowing what kind of temper the elder brother has, Fang Yu couldn't force it any more, so he nodded obediently, and Ren Lengyi staggered forward and walked away.

After dragging his weary pace, he finally returned to the house. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Li Qingyu sitting in the courtyard as usual, but his expression was quite different from usual.Leng Yi knew it wasn't very good, but he still asked softly with a smile as usual: "It's cold today, why are you still sitting on the stone bench in the yard, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?"

Li Qingyu raised his eyes, his eyes were cold as if looking at a stranger. Ever since the two of them were together, or even since he came to Li Qingyu's side, Leng Yi had never seen Li Qingyu show such guarded and indifferent eyes to him again. It was half cold immediately, but Li Qingyu's next words directly made his heart fall into the ice cellar.

"When are you going to invite me to your wedding banquet?"

Leng Yi only felt his back go cold, he hesitated to speak: "Who did you listen to?"

"That is to say, this matter is true?" Li Qingyu's tone was very cold, but if you looked carefully, you could see the sparkle in his eyes.

"It's not Qingyu, listen to my explanation..." Leng Yi hurriedly said.

However, at this moment, a burst of deafening firecrackers sounded suddenly not far away, which was Emperor Qi's expression of announcing this happy event to the world, but to the two people in the courtyard at this time, it was a devastating blow .Li Qingyu's eyes instantly turned into despair, and then gradually closed.The words that were cold and soft on the lips also became powerless.

"Since when did you hide it from me?" After a while, Li Qingyu asked very tiredly.

"I just came back not long ago... But I didn't mean to hide it from you at that time, I just thought I had the ability to solve this problem, and I didn't want to make you worry about it."

It's been a few months... Li Qingyu smiled wryly: "Then do you know that brother Lin is the master of the Life and Death Gate?"

"I know..." Leng Yi nodded.

After a long silence, Li Qingyu finally asked: "Then now, is there any room for change?"

Leng Yi really wanted to give him an everlasting promise, but he didn't know how to say it, he was afraid that what he said would not convince himself.

Li Qingyu closed his eyes again: "You go."

Leng Yi widened his eyes nervously, and begged, "Where do you want me to go? I have nowhere to go except you."

"I beg you not to appear in front of me now." Li Qingyu's voice was choked up: "Don't make me hate you!"

As soon as these words came out, Leng Yi knew that Qingyu's heart was really broken. He knew that Li Qingyu was stubborn, and he would definitely not be able to forgive himself now.He stood there for a long time, seeing that Li Qingyu didn't even look at him, he had no choice but to leave first. He turned around and couldn't help telling: "It's cold in the yard, you should hurry back to the house..."

Li Qingyu didn't speak, he was afraid that tears would fall if he couldn't help it.Walking Leng Yi, he murmured repeatedly: "I will find a way, I will definitely find a way, Qingyu, give me a chance, give me some time..."

The door opened and closed, and the sound of "squeak" blocked all the light in Li Qingyu's heart.For the first time in a long time, he felt hopeless about life. When Leng Yi was fighting outside, although life was more difficult than now, he still had hope in his heart. Now he felt that life was shrouded in darkness. He didn't know what to do. To think about what to do.

Luo Huan didn't know the actual relationship between the two from the beginning to the end. She only knew that the young master was in a bad mood after Li Qingyuan left. He left again, as if the two of them had gotten into an awkward situation, they walked into the yard and asked, "Master, what's the matter with you?"

Li Qingyu stood up, almost unable to stand due to dizziness, he helped the table and said to Luo Huan: "You can eat dinner by yourself, I'm a little tired, I want to go back to the bedroom and sleep."

"Did the young master quarrel with Mr. Leng?" Luo Huan saw that Li Qingyu's face was frighteningly pale, and her expression was the worst she had ever seen before, so she hurriedly asked cautiously.

Li Qingyu shook her head: "No, don't ask."

Luo Huan didn't dare to stop him anymore and let him go upstairs.She shook her head, regretting that she was too young after all, didn't know anything, and couldn't help the young master.

Li Qingyu was so tired that she only felt top-heavy, and when she returned to her bedroom, she fell headfirst on the bed, closed her eyes and refused to move, and didn't even bother to cover her with the quilt.He just wanted to go to sleep quickly and forget everything.

He didn't know how long he slept in a daze, until he heard Luo Huan's short cry, he opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw Li Qingyuan smiling at him standing at the door in a daze.

"Qingyuan? Why is it you again?" Li Qingyu half sat up and rubbed his eyes, but was so startled that he almost fell on his back: "Why...why is there so much blood on your body?"

"Even if it wasn't an expression of ecstasy, it wouldn't be a frowning expression. Isn't brother unhappy seeing me? This really makes me sad..." Li Qingyuan leaned against the door frame with a relaxed expression.

"Xiaohuan! Xiaohuan!" Li Qingyu wanted to call Luohuan to bring some medicine, but he thought that Li Qingyuan was injured, and he was extremely worried.

"Stop shouting." Li Qingyuan stretched out his hand from behind, holding a bloody short knife in his hand, he licked the blood on the tip of the knife, the corners of his mouth curled up, with a very confusing expression: "She won't respond is you."

Li Qingyu's body froze, and he asked in a trembling voice, "Did you kill her?"

Li Qingyuan smiled without saying a word, Li Qingyu almost went crazy instantly, he got off the bed and yelled at Li Qingyuan: "What are you doing!"

He was finally furious.

"It's great to see this kind of expression on the face of my brother who is always elegant and calm..." Li Qingyuan didn't panic at all, but looked very satisfied and obsessed. He said seriously: "From the beginning to the end, all I want is you .”

"Now there is no one standing between us, you only have me left." Li Qingyuan said with a smile, and Li Qingyuan walked towards Li Qingyu step by step. Although he had not yet grown a small body, his whole body gave off a kind of Very scary feeling.

"Are you crazy? What are you talking about?" Li Qingyu didn't understand Li Qingyuan's meaning at all, he just felt like he was facing a lunatic.

Li Qingyuan walked up to his elder brother and narrated his feelings to him, his slightly immature voice seemed very remote because of the tone of sigh: "During the countless sleepy days in Li Mansion, I have never felt the slightest bit of happiness. Everything there is disgusting, the people there are like a group of bugs, squinting their eyes and crawling on the green leaves all day long, lazy and stupid, even the whole air of Li Mansion is full of thick and anxious gloom, It gives people a feeling of suffocation, but it all collapses naturally with you."

He looked at his brother with tender eyes that he had never seen before: "From the beginning of my memory, the whole world is all about you, and only you. You are the person who loves me the most in Lifu, and you don't have any damn expectations. Responsibility. You left for a year, and I missed you from my chest, like a fish out of water, with nowhere to bear the pain. I didn’t understand my feelings at that time, and I couldn’t express them. Until you came back from Jiangnan, When I saw you again, I realized that your existence was like walking through the desert for several days. A traveler who was almost dying of thirst found himself with a jug of water left. You made me feel all the sharpness in this world. I saw a soft and even weak emotion that was beyond words, so I understood that I am completely in love with you."

"What are you kidding!"

Li Qingyu shouted loudly, it took him a long time to understand what Li Qingyuan meant, it was shocking to him!