Escape From the Library

【Secret Confession】

Jiang Pingce's schedule is very regular. He usually goes to bed early and wakes up early at school. After coming to the library, he still maintains a good living habit. Every morning before 7 o'clock, he must get up first and wash his face. Get up at 7 o'clock, two people can stagger the time of washing.

Unexpectedly, Yue Xingwen was not woken up by the regular alarm clock in the library today, but sat up suddenly from the bed.

After Jiang Pingce washed his face from the bathroom, he just passed by Yue Xingwen's bed when Yue Xingwen suddenly sat up from the bed.I saw him with messy black hair, his back was as stiff as a statue, his face was full of disbelief, and his eyes were slightly widened in shock.

This sudden way of getting up made Jiang Pingce stop, and looked back at Yue Xingwen, wondering, "Xingwen? Why did you sit up all of a sudden?"

Usually, after the library's early wake-up alarm rang, Yue Xingwen tossed and turned on the bed, and it took a few minutes before he reluctantly got out of bed.Today's waking posture is very strange. Jiang Pingce saw that his pupils seemed to lose focus, and he stared blankly at the wall in front of him, as if possessed by an evil spirit.

Jiang Pingce said clearly, "Did you wake up from a nightmare?"

The familiar voice in his ear made Yue Xingwen finally come to his senses. He raised his head, looked into Jiang Pingce's concerned eyes, recalled the scene in the dream, Yue Xingwen's face flushed suddenly, and stammered: "Well... I just had... had a nightmare... and woke up with fright."

I dreamed that Jiang Ping kissed me, is this a nightmare or a dream?

Yue Xingwen didn't dare to look into Jiang Pingce's eyes at all, he felt like he had insulted Jiang Pingce, how could he have such a dream?Ping Ce has been by his side as a friend all these years, caring and taking care of him. The two have always been best friends, but he actually has evil thoughts about Jiang Ping Ce that are not friends?

If it wasn't for the wild thoughts deep in his heart, how could he dream of Jiang Pingce kissing him?

Something is wrong!It must be due to getting too close with Jiang Pingce during this period, and the two of them danced together in the dance class, holding hands and hugging the waist, so that they can go further in the dream. This must be a coincidence.

Yue Xingwen took a deep breath, lowered his head and said, "I'm going to wash my face."

Then, under Jiang Pingce's gaze, he quickly fled into the bathroom.Jiang Pingce clearly saw that early in the morning, Xingwen's ears were already flushed, and his cheeks were also stained with a blush...

Jiang Pingce turned thoughtfully and looked towards the direction where Xingwen's back disappeared—I'm afraid it wasn't as simple as a nightmare.

Otherwise, why would there be the sound of rushing water in the bathroom, do you still need to take a cold shower if you have a nightmare?They are all boys, some things need not be said clearly, and they ran to take a shower early in the morning, everyone knows what kind of dream this is.

Thinking of Xingwen's flushed face just now, Jiang Pingce's lips could not help but slightly raised.He walked to the door of the bathroom, knocked on the door, and whispered, "Are you okay?"

Although the voice from the bathroom tried its best to keep calm, the ending was trembling slightly: "No, it's okay, don't worry about me, I'm sweating all over and I want to take a shower, you go to the cafeteria to eat first, I'll be there later arrive……"

Jiang Pingce continued to ask: "Are you all right? You seem to be in a bad mood."

Yue Xingwen: "..."

The ambiguous partner in the dream cared about him at the door of the bathroom. The weird sense of shame made the pores of Yue Xingwen's whole body seem to shrink. He turned on the cold water of the large shower, took a deep breath, and pretended to be calm: " It's okay, I, when did I lie to you." When he said this, he couldn't help feeling guilty, and Yue Xingwen wanted to slap himself.

Jiang Pingce said in a low voice, "Okay, then I'll wait for you to have dinner together."

Yue Xingwen responded casually, took a shower with cold water indiscriminately, wiped himself from head to toe with a bath towel, then changed into pajamas, and walked out wet.

Jiang Pingce took the hair dryer and handed it to him. Yue Xingwen took it and sat on the bedside to blow dry his hair. The tips of his ears were still red, as if he was shy.Jiang Pingce looked at him like this, and his heart softened—I didn't expect that Yue Xingwen, who usually had a bright smile and a carefree smile, would be nervous and shy sometimes?

Jiang Pingce looked at him tenderly: "What did you dream about, can't you tell me?"

Yue Xingwen almost bit off his tongue.

Fuck!That’s because I absolutely dare not tell you that I dreamed of making out with you, even crossing the boundaries of friends, and kissing you on the ground so inseparably, if I really told it, Jiang Pingce’s face might be blackened , and then completely broke up with him.

Yue Xingwen knows that Jiang Pingce actually has some mental cleanliness. Once Jiang Pingce knows that the person he regards as a friend has strange evil thoughts about him, what will Jiang Pingce think?Will you feel sick?

Yue Xingwen's mind was in a mess, and he was too embarrassed to say it, let alone dared to say it.

Because he cares about what Jiang Pingce thinks of him. Jiang Pingce is the person he least wants to lose. The more he values ​​this hard-won friendship, the less he dares to take a step forward. Can't even make friends.

Maybe this dream of mine is just a temporary distraction?

I have been single for a long time, and I have strange thoughts about the good brothers around me. Maybe after a few days, I will return to normal after calming down. Yue Xingwen tried hard to convince himself, but he didn't realize that Jiang Pingce's gaze was on him from beginning to end. .

After a while, Yue Xingwen came back to his place, touched his nose and coughed lightly, and said, "I dreamed that when we were dancing, the stage suddenly collapsed, and I woke up instantly... It's nothing, you don't have to worry."

Jiang Pingce did not poke at Yue Xingwen's obvious lies, but lightly held the back of Yue Xingwen's hand, and said, "Xingwen, I know you are not sure about some things, and you are not mentally prepared, but I will always Waiting for you in front."

Yue Xingwen was stunned for a moment: "You, what did you say?"

Jiang Pingce's voice was deep and gentle: "Follow your heart, as long as you are willing to take that step, I will accompany you on the next road."

Yue Xingwen has been a liberal arts master with full marks in reading comprehension since he was a child, but he couldn't understand the two sentences Jiang Pingce said. He always felt that Pingce seemed to be implying something to him, and he even saw through his sudden appearance His evil thoughts...accompany him to go down?Did Pince have the same idea for him?

Speaking of which, the two have known each other for six years. From the ignorant adolescence to the adulthood in college, they have too many unforgettable memories and are used to following each other.When I was in middle school, I always liked to look for each other's names on the ranking list. When I was in college, I participated in various activities and clubs, and the two of them walked together...

Jiang Pingce's good looks are the ceiling of the Department of Mathematics, his grades are outstanding, and his family conditions are excellent. Fans who admire him can line up around Hua'an University, but in the past three years, Jiang Pingce has never had a girl by his side.

Is it because he is too busy studying to fall in love, or does he have someone in his heart?

When they met at the freshman exchange meeting in freshman year, Jiang Pingce only chatted with Yue Xingwen and exchanged contact information; What activities to participate in, as long as you say it, Jiang Pingce will always be by your side.

Whenever the two have free time, they go to the library to study together, and run together on the playground...

Is it reasonable for a top student in the mathematics department to take a self-study with a friend in the Chinese department?What can we discuss?

Last year, Yue Xingwen led a team to Beijiang University of Political Science and Law to participate in the debate finals. Jiang Pingce actually booked a ticket for the day and went to watch the match in person. When Yue Xingwen won the prize, he bought flowers to congratulate him.Can a good friend do this?

And in the year of the college entrance examination, I heard that Jiang Pingce was going to apply for Kyoto University. Many people in the school were spreading the word that Jiang Pingce’s father and the signature professor of the Mathematics Department of Kyoto University were brothers in the same school. Jiang Pingce would definitely be taken care of in the past. In the end, he finally met Ping Ce at the freshman exchange meeting of Hua'an University.

For three full years, the person who stayed with Jiang Pingce the most was Yue Xingwen.

Yue Xingwen is usually careless and has never thought about these issues carefully. Now, all the pasts are connected in series, and they all seem to point to a possibility-the possibility that Jiang Pingce likes him.

Yue Xingwen's breathing was suddenly suffocated, and he didn't know what to say for a moment.

This simply subverted his cognition!

He always thought he was straight, never thought he could bend?Never thought that Jiang Pingce is crooked?

There was a mess in his mind, Yue Xingwen rubbed his temples, and murmured softly: "Did I not wake up, my brain can't react. I thought wrong, right? I must be wrong..."

Jiang Pingce sighed softly. Back then, when he found out that he liked Xingwen, he was shocked and confused. Later, after repeatedly confirming his heart, he strengthened his determination to protect this relationship, revised his will, Came to the Department of Mathematics of Hua'an University and started a long pursuit.

Of course, his way of chasing people by boiling frogs in warm water is not obvious at all, and Yue Xingwen didn't notice it at all.

But he knows that Xingwen is a very emotional person, and one day, he will make Xingwen get used to his existence and slowly fall in love with him.If Xingwen really can't accept same-sex love, or even disgusts the approach of a man, then he will leave silently and stop disturbing the life of the other party.

The current Xingwen obviously sensed his feelings and was shaken.

Xingwen was experiencing the conflicting emotions he experienced back then, and Jiang Pingce decided to give him a light assist: "Xingwen, if I told you that I like boys, would you think I'm a pervert?"

Yue Xingwen: "..."

It was like a thunderstorm on a sunny day, which made Yue Xingwen's mind go blank.

After a long time, he suddenly recovered and stammered: "No, no, I have no prejudice against homosexuality, but I didn't expect that you, actually..."

Jiang Pingce's voice was gentle: "I'm not born gay, I just like someone who happens to be a boy. If he is a girl, I will like him too. It has nothing to do with gender, you can understand the kind of 'he must be' Do you feel it?"

Yue Xingwen: "..."

Is this talking about me?Is it a confession on the sidelines?

In the quiet dormitory, there was only the sound of intense heartbeats. Yue Xingwen's ears were red, and he didn't know how to answer this question. He stood up in a hurry, and pretended to be straightforward: "As a good buddy, of course I support you, cough cough, I, I'm a little confused today, let's not talk about this, let's meet with everyone first."

Yue Xingwen turned and left the dormitory, Jiang Pingce was silent for a moment, then got up and followed.

He didn't directly say "the person I like is you", but expressed it euphemistically, leaving enough room for each other, and also giving Xingwen some time to think carefully.

The frogs have been boiled in warm water for three years, and now they are almost cooked, so you can't use too much force, and they will be boiled directly.